Are you there?brat

I was so afraid that Xiao Shou insisted on reducing the medicine just to make me happy.

I'd rather he spend ten or twenty years, at worst I'll spend my whole life watching him get better, and I don't want him to work so hard.

We are still young and have infinite possibilities.

The next day, when I heard the alarm clock, I jumped out of bed like a spring and went to buy a train ticket for the noon train.

In the morning, after I handed over the near-end time information to Lin Fei, I hurried to the door, intending to take a taxi to the station.

Lin Fei stopped me, and took a bound book from his desk and gave it to me.

I was taken aback: "What does this mean?"

Lin Fei smiled: "My boss means."

My heart sank.

Shouldn't this be...

On the bullet train, I held this document and opened it nervously.

Xiao Shou, male, was born on June 6.

The following are some of his education and life experience. I am a little impatient, so I turned to the end.

On the last page was a photo.In the photo, Xiao Shou is standing in front of his picture holding a trash can, and everyone behind him is in a state of panic.

He destroyed his painting in front of everyone.

Moodiness is a symbol of his life.

I put this document on my chest and held it tightly.

he won't...

My shoulders hunched, trying to hold myself together.

When I stood in front of my own house, I was very hesitant.

He rang the doorbell twice, but he didn't answer the door.

Could it be that something happened to my younger brother... Maybe he is at school at this point...

I comforted myself while taking the key to open the door.

The door was locked.

He is at home.

I was holding my breath and my nerves were high.

What is he... doing?

I think of the last time, I locked myself at home and he was at the door... Maybe that's how I feel now.

To the unknown world, to the unknown situation, a bold step has been taken.

"Xiao Shou!" I knocked on the door: "Brother! Are you still asleep! Brother!"

I called him and he didn't answer.

Consciousness told me something might have happened.

Unwilling to give up, I was still knocking on the door frantically, kicking a few times without holding back: "Xiao Shou! You... are you okay, Xiao Shou! Get up for me! Xiao Shou!"

His figure appeared in my trembling voice. He was wearing a coat. He didn't draw the curtains. A faint light behind him penetrated into my eyelids from the top of his head. in my arms.

This time, I couldn't help it.

I buried all my tears into his collarbone, bit his neck, and sobbed there.

He panicked, quickly picked me up and coaxed me in a low voice: "Brother...brother...what's wrong with you...I...I'm fine...I fell asleep a bit..."

I don't want to talk, I just want to hug him.

In the end, he half-kneeled in front of me, hugged me in his arms, and I touched his face and choked there: "You and me... tell me the truth, are you... are you trying to force yourself not to eat? Medicine? It’s okay, take your time, don’t say you don’t want to take it all at once... how can you be able to...you can stop taking it all at once..."

He bit my ear lightly: "Brother, are you worried about me?"

I scratched his back, and my tears went to other places: "Otherwise... I don't have to fucking eat..."

I don't know how long I cried.

Probably the tears that were held back in the previous life, all rushed out now.

I ended up sitting on the toilet in the bathroom, locked the door, and looked at myself in the mirror.

Usually... I have never lost my temper like this.

Including the first time he was so impulsive to me, I have never experienced it.

It's the joy of regaining what was lost, the worry of worry.

My brother... what will happen?

What will happen to me?

After he knew that I didn't have a good breakfast, he specially ordered takeaway and ordered a millet porridge for me, saying that it would warm my stomach.

I stirred the porridge: "Don't scare me...I'm...not like before now, I can't bear to be frightened...We...can we go to the doctor after eating?"

He nodded and kissed the back of my hand: "You can say whatever you want."

I don't know what state I am in, I feel like I am in a trance.

How could he... stop taking medicine so soon?

When he was clearly in love, he wished he could take four doses of medicine a day...

When I saw the doctor, I had an illusion.

Maybe I need psychiatric therapy more than he does.

I sat on the side and listened to the doctor all the time. I was highly concentrated. The doctor was a little scared. After sending Xiao Shou out, he hugged me specially.

I insisted that I was fine, I just couldn't accept that he would be fine soon.

The doctor nodded: "He is indeed not well."

I don't know why, but when I heard this sentence, my heart became a little calmer.

I gritted my teeth: "What do you say?"

What he meant was that reducing the sedatives rashly may be effective during this period of time, but after the end of the time, drug dependence may occur, but it will be difficult to help when the time comes.

I talked about the possibility of Xiao Shou's strong support, and whether it is necessary for us to go to those flashy institutions for rehabilitation, so that the effect will be better.

My love is naked.

In the end, the doctor told me that this is the most important time, because on the edge of that kind of struggle, it is easier to be tempted, and then let go of the mind completely and continue to do evil.

"Mental illness is not a scourge." He took off his glasses: "It's been almost three months since you stopped taking the medicine... His previous situation was not optimistic, mainly because he didn't think about it himself. Now I have you by my side , Maybe you will have to work hard and you will be very tired next time, you have to observe all aspects of him, now not only to see his condition, but also to consider his attitude towards the disease. So now you go back at night..."

I kept nodding there: "No problem, I will show you the information when the time comes..."

I took out the document that Lin Fei gave me and gave it to him.

After talking with the doctor, the doctor said that the observation period should be extended now, at least about 3 months.I said no problem at all, what he needs, I will give him what he needs, including feelings.

My brother is a bitch, so what am I?Brother Dog and Uncle Dog?

Forget it, let Xiao Dou hear the news later.Don't say you don't know it yourself, I've been staring at it for less than a year and I know it better than you!

Stupid/force Xiao Dou!How can you help your brother decide!

At the same time, I also want to learn from Xiao Shou...

I was chanting incoherently, and I didn't realize that my brother entered the room for a while, after all, I had already entered the state.

The doctor poured me a cup of tea and did not forget to sprinkle some American ginseng on it.

Maybe I was born to be with him, just to live with him so well.

I love him.

I looked into the doctor's eyes and blurted out.