one way indulgence abo

"Sorry for keeping you waiting, there are a lot of things going on in the company recently."

"It's okay, I just arrived too." Luo Chengcheng closed the newspaper that had not been opened for a long time and stood up and said.

Luo Chengcheng hasn't seen Su Miao for several years. Su Miao's long hair has been cut short, and he looks a lot more heroic and has an Alpha flavor.

The place where Su Miao met Luo Chengcheng was not a short distance from Fang's head office, but it was very close to Gu Yan's home. From this point of view, Su Miao's intentions have been fully exposed.But Luo Chengcheng was well handled by Su Miao, the exchange condition Su Miao gave was too tempting.

Luo Chengcheng stretched out her hand: "Long time no see."

Su Miao shook his hand: "Actually, I have seen you often these past few years, but you don't know it."

"Thank you for not revealing my whereabouts to others."

"I promised you that I would not tell him. I, Su Miao, always keep my word."

Luo Chengcheng was noncommittal: "Can we get down to business?"

Seeing Luo Chengcheng's indifferent and unwilling to reminisce about the past, Su Miao's polite smile on the surface almost couldn't be maintained.

"Okay, before I tell you, let me tell you a story."

"Tell me." Luo Chengcheng didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Su Miao's gourd.

"There was an Alpha. Not long after he was born, his father went to jail, his biological mother abandoned him, and the family business also declined. In order to protect him from being pointed out by others, his family adopted him under the name of his uncle and aunt. The days of living under the hedge of others are like 13 years.”

Su Miao spoke at the beginning, then stopped to look at Luo Chengcheng who was stirring the coffee.

Luo Chengcheng raised her head: "Well, you continue to talk, I'm listening."

"And his grandfather has always regarded him as a disaster star, and he is very unpleasant to the eyes. Fortunately, he lives in his uncle's house, so he can keep a little distance from that old man.

Regarding his father, everyone told him that it was his father's best brother who sent his father to prison with his own hands, and that man stabbed people in the back to avenge his own personal revenge.Everyone is teaching him how to hate.Coldness, darkness, and hatred were all of his childhood, and he even thought that this would be all of his life, until one day, he met an Omega. "

Having said this, Su Miao paused again, seeing that Luo Chengcheng was still indifferent, he continued talking.

"If his life is a lonely abyss, that O is the sunshine shining into the abyss, melting the ice around him little by little, making him feel the warmth for the first time and understand the meaning of life .

"However, just when he thought he was finally going to be saved, he overheard that O's father asking O: 'What would you think if your best friend's father went to jail?' O said: 'I think I It is a pity that I met him four years ago." When his own redemption became the other party's regret, he was so embarrassed that he didn't even dare to go out of the eavesdropping corner to question him, only dared to run away. The mighty Alpha, he felt his fragility for the first time."

When Su Miao was talking, he had been observing Luo Chengcheng's expression. Until this moment, Luo Chengcheng's indifferent face showed a slight slack, and the coffee in the cup also splashed a drop during the sudden acceleration of stirring.

"Can I continue?" Su Miao handed over a tissue.

Luo Chengcheng took it and wiped the tabletop: "Go ahead."

"Actually the next day, he had already plucked up the courage to ask O for clarification, but before he had time, he was forcibly sent abroad by his grandfather. Only then did he know that O's father was the one who sent his father to prison. , he believed that it was O's father who did not want his son to associate with him, so he told O his life experience, and his grandfather knew about his friendship with the enemy's son. In this way, his grandfather put him under house arrest For two full years in a small building abroad, he was not allowed to go to school, he was not allowed to go out, and only one servant was left to take care of him. Even if he was released later, he was still under surveillance."

"Why didn't he run away..." No matter how restrained he was, Luo Chengcheng still trembled a little at the end of his voice. He didn't expect that Gu Yan suddenly disappeared because of this. No wonder Gu Yan graduated from college a few years later than him.

"Escape?" Su Miao laughed, but there was no smile on his face, "Why didn't he escape? He planned to escape countless times, but in the end he was caught by his grandfather halfway. Alpha, was forced to kneel on the ground by his grandfather to receive a lesson and beat him until he confessed his mistake and begged for mercy, because his grandfather always thought that he still wanted to find the child of the enemy's family."

"His grandpa is really... a lunatic." Luo Chengcheng's mind buzzed, and the hands resting on his legs clenched into fists involuntarily.

"Your summary is very incisive. His grandfather is not only a lunatic himself, but also tried to turn him into a lunatic and brainwash him all day long." Su Miao's tone was full of resentment, and his eyes also appeared in the boxing ring. Murderous, as an underground boxer with weak moral concepts, he couldn't help but want to kill that old man several times back then.

"During those years abroad, he believed more and more that that O's family, including O, were all bad guys and liars, and that he was just a toy that the young master fell in love with out of boredom. If you are ashamed to see someone's past, you will immediately despise him and push him back into the abyss."

"But his father deserved what he deserved!" Luo Chengcheng gasped as if he hadn't breathed for a long time, "The person who sent him to prison did nothing wrong."

"Yes, how many families were torn apart by the health care product company run by his father, and he deserved to be punished by the law. He always knew this, but his family told him that O's father not only sent his father to prison, but also Send people to prison to torture his father, and kill him to avenge his personal revenge, making his father an out-and-out lunatic." Su Miao smiled wryly again, "The whole family believed in this, until one day he Discover……"

"He found out that the villain who sent someone to torture his father in prison was not actually the one who sent his father to prison, right?" Luo Chengcheng interrupted Su Miao's words firmly.

"Yes. The instigator of all this was his uncle, because his uncle wanted to get the huge inheritance that belonged to his father. Not only that, but he also learned that he hadn't listened to the answer of that O back then. O's regret was not It's not that I met him, but I didn't meet him earlier. When he finally understood O's sincerity for him, he had already lost everything in revenge."

"He deserves it." Luo Chengcheng gritted her teeth, but her tone was no longer as indifferent as before.

"He is the best of Alpha, everyone thinks he is very powerful, but the real him is actually vulnerable... A person without love has no self, he is just a puppet manipulated by his family with hatred, until Only when he met that Omega did he find himself." Su Miao's face was filled with helplessness, "But it's a pity that he has love, but he doesn't know how to love."

Su Miao sighed several times, as if he couldn't continue.

Luo Chengcheng's Adam's apple rolled up and down twice, and said dryly: "How do you know so much? Is this why you were prejudiced against me before?"

"Because I'm his only friend in country D, not only do I know this, I also know that he never gave up loving you from the beginning to the end, but he was tortured by the hatred imposed on him by his family and lacked the ability to express love. Back then I told you when he lied to you that he would regret it, and sure enough, he regretted it." Every word Su Miao said was so sure, without any trace of falsehood, "As for my prejudice against you, I already apologized three years ago."

The heart was beating violently in his chest, and he couldn't restrain it no matter what, Luo Chengcheng wanted to take a sip of coffee, but his hands were trembling so that he couldn't pick up the coffee cup at all.

Seeing Luo Chengcheng's reaction, Su Miao sighed: "If possible, I also hope that I don't need to know these regrettable and embarrassing things."

Luo Chengcheng's lips moved a few times, and he couldn't speak for a while. He needed time to digest these, but Su Miao's words were like a cannonball, and he didn't give him a chance to think at all.

"You should have seen the scar on his waist, right? It was kicked by his grandfather when he escaped and was captured, and fell into the broken porcelain. It is said that the blood flowed all over the floor Blood, I went to the hospital to see him, the doctor said he almost hurt his kidney."

Luo Chengcheng was shocked in his heart, he guessed that there would be a reason for this scar, but he never imagined that it came like this, so terrible, so cruel.

"You said..." Luo Chengcheng's voice choked up before regaining her ability to speak, "You said you wanted to tell me about Fang Jue and my father, but you said so many irrelevant things .”

"Isn't what I said also what you want to know?"

Luo Chengcheng didn't answer, he was afraid that when he spoke again, his wavering heart would be exposed.

"Actually, he didn't let me tell you this at all, because he was afraid that you would sympathize with him, pity him, or dislike him even more because of his past.

"You also know that Gu Yan really cares about face.

"But now I hope you can sympathize with him more, and go to see Gu Yan with me, okay? Even if you lie to him, in this world, only you are qualified to lie to him."

…………

Luo Chengcheng hasn't been to Gu Yan's house for nearly four years. Standing at the door of Gu Yan's house, Su Miao rang the doorbell, but no one came to open the door after a long time.

"he is not at home?"

"Impossible." Su Miao said firmly, pointing to the fingerprint lock, "You open it."

"I?"

"He deleted my fingerprints a long time ago, and yours should still be in there."

Luo Chengcheng tried suspiciously, and sure enough, she unlocked the safety lock.

After entering Gu Yan's bedroom with Su Miao, Luo Chengcheng realized what Su Miao meant by "impossible".

Luo Chengcheng was stunned by the sight in front of him. In the dimly lit room, Gu Yan was wearing earphones and sitting on the ground with his back to the door. Surrounded by piles of lucky stars, some of them even scattered to the door. At Luo Chengcheng's feet.

"What's going on here?" Luo Chengcheng was almost speechless in shock, he had already prepared for "Gu Yan is not well", but it was obviously not enough.

"I don't know either. He has been like this for several days since he knew you were going abroad again, but did you say anything about it before?"

When Su Miao said this, Luo Chengcheng suddenly remembered what he said when he was with Ni Zheng that day——

"This kind of thing, it's useless if you fold [-] pieces, and the personal test is invalid. As for whether [-] pieces are useful, I haven't tried it. You can try it when you have time."

Luo Chengcheng stared blankly at the lucky star there, dumbfounded and dizzy.

Su Miao walked up to Gu Yan, bowed his head and said, "Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng is here."

Gu Yan paused for a while, then continued to fold the stars in his hand.

Su Miao pulled off Gu Yan's earphones and roared angrily, "Don't fuck it up, the person you want is here!"

Gu Yan glanced back, then turned around and continued the movement of folding stars.

The moment he looked at Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng stood there in a daze.

He had never seen Gu Yan like this before, he looked devastated, weak and weak, his thin cheeks were morbidly pale, and there was no light in his sharp and deep eyes.

Through the thin fabric of the T-shirt, you can clearly see the protruding shoulder blades on Gu Yan's back, which is not the broad and powerful back he is familiar with at all.

He forgot how he walked there, but when he passed by Gu Yan's mobile phone with earphones attached, he saw the word "Xinhua" displayed on the playing track on it.