one way indulgence abo

In the evening, Lu Ran came to pick Min Chen home. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Min Chen sitting on the side worriedly, while Luo Chengcheng was holding his mobile phone in a daze, as if waiting for something, but still looked lifeless. People don't seem to communicate at all.

Lu Ran pulled Min Chen aside, and said with dissatisfaction: "Xiao Chen, didn't I tell you to comfort Cheng Cheng?"

"I comforted you, but Chengcheng didn't listen to me, I'm sorry..."

"You can't even comfort others, so I called you here for nothing."

Listening to Lu Ran's scolding, Min Chen pursed his lips and lowered his head.

He really can't comfort people.Luo Chengcheng is his best friend, and the Luo family is his benefactor. He also wants to see Luo Chengcheng cheer up, but he really tried his best.

"I......"

"Okay, okay." Lu Ran interrupted Min Chen, "Go back."

"it is good……"

"Chengcheng, we're leaving, and I'll see you tomorrow."

Lu Ran waited for a while, and seeing Luo Chengcheng remained silent, he called out again: "Chengcheng?"

Only then did Luo Chengcheng look away from the phone as if returning to her senses, and nodded slightly.

Lu Ran didn't know what good things were in Luo Chengcheng's phone. Lu Ran didn't know Gu Yan's existence, and thought Luo Chengcheng was hurt by Sun Gao.Seeing that the lively person in the past has become like this, he is quite powerless.

"Let's go." Lu Ran walked out of the room first, followed by Min Chen.

"Lu Ran, are you drinking again?"

"What, can't you?"

"Always drinking is bad for your health..."

…………

Lu Ran and Min Chen left the entrance noisily, and the surroundings finally became quiet.

Luo Chengcheng knew that Lu Ran and Min Chen had always cared about him, but he really didn't have the energy to respond to them, so he could only disappoint their kindness.

There seemed to be a trash named "Powerless" living in his heart, and when the whole world abandoned him, the monster would stop.

The mobile phone in his hand vibrated suddenly, Luo Chengcheng sat up straight as if electrocuted, and frantically opened text messages.

However, it was just an advertisement from a communication company.

This was the first time he had raised hopes and then been extinguished, but compared to before, his emotions had become less ups and downs. He turned off the phone screen and put the phone on the table.

Gu Yan ignored him, Luo Chengcheng finally admitted this fact.

Luo Chengcheng, who has always been smooth sailing in her life, has only experienced the only two times when she was powerless, both times because Gu Yan left without saying goodbye.

As for Gu Yan's disappearance, he has no way to find it. It was like this ten years ago, and it will still be like this ten years later, but now he has an extra tool like a mobile phone that only increases disappointment.

Days of random thinking have tortured him badly, and these thoughts that he would never have before devoured his will like a demon.

When he finally calmed down a bit, he realized that even though he had done the most intimate thing with Gu Yan, he actually knew very little about Gu Yan, and he didn't even know as much as Su Miao.

Except for the apartment where Gu Yan lived, he didn't know anything about Gu Yan's family, social life, studies, and plans. He didn't want to go and explore, because he naively thought that Gu Yan was enough, and Gu Yan never Did not take the initiative to disclose to him.

All his understanding of Gu Yan was based on ten years ago, and then he compared it with the mold in his memory and added his own imagination to describe it.

But is the real Gu Yan really as gentle as he thought?

Luo Chengcheng rubbed his sore and swollen temples, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't laugh at this moment, he would have been amused by his own thought.

Although Gu Yan looks cold and indifferent on the outside, he is not easy to get close to, but he knows Gu Yan's soft heart better than anyone else.Gu Yan is gentle, and has always been, but perhaps Luo Chengcheng doesn't deserve such gentleness.

Looking back on the days after reuniting with Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng was shocked to realize that everything that happened between them seemed to have happened in a hurry, including being marked by Gu Yan...

Before he did these things, he never asked Gu Yan what he meant, they were all willful and reckless.

No wonder, no wonder Gu Yan would abandon him, who would like a selfish and wishful thinking person like him?

Maybe Gu Yan didn't like him at all, but he just couldn't bear to refuse.

This thought exploded in Luo Chengcheng's mind like a thunderbolt. He stood up suddenly, put his hands on the table, and gasped like a dying fish.

"No, no, no..."

Luo Chengcheng interacted with herself, shaking her head like a mental patient while talking to herself.

…………

When Gu Yan arrived at Luo's house, Luo Chengcheng was wrapped in a coat, sitting on a bench in the small garden in a daze, looking lifeless, as if she would disappear without a sound in the next second.

In the desolate and withered scenery, that figure was too lonely, not at all like the Luo Chengcheng he knew, Gu Yan felt a pain in his heart, and an inexplicable emotion surged in his heart.

Cheng Che stepped forward, bent down and held Luo Chengcheng's cold hand, and said softly, "Chengcheng, who is it that you see?"

Luo Chengcheng looked in the direction Cheng Che said, and happened to meet Gu Yan's indifferent and deep eyes, and then he immediately turned his head, a flash of panic flashed in his eyes.

Seeing Luo Chengcheng deliberately avoiding him, Gu Yan frowned slightly, and immediately returned to normal.

Luo Chengcheng stood up in a panic, didn't even pick up the overcoat she had dropped on the ground, and walked directly to the back door as if fleeing.

"Orange."

Hearing Gu Yan's voice, Luo Chengcheng's hurried footsteps stopped suddenly, and the next second, he turned his head and threw himself into Gu Yan's arms.

Gu Yan's embrace was still so wide and warm, Luo Chengcheng was like a boat sailing into the harbor from a storm, and the restless heart that had been hanging all day finally fell down.

"Gu Yan, you're finally back." Luo Chengcheng cried with grievance in every word.

"Well, I'm back."

After a while, the thin sweater on Gu Yan's chest was covered with a lot of moisture.

Luo Yao came in full of anger, and what he saw was such a scene——

His precious son, who was suffering from mental torture, was embracing the bastard he wanted to tear apart.

"Luo Yao..."

Regardless of Cheng Che's obstruction, Luo Yao stepped forward, forcibly separated the two, and punched Gu Yan's handsome face without saying a word.

With Alpha's agility, it was enough to make the best response within this time, but Gu Yan didn't hide at all, and took Luo Yao's fist abruptly.

Blood trickled down Gu Yan's chin in an instant.

"What are you doing, don't hit Gu Yan!"

Luo Chengcheng, who had just reacted, screamed, and quickly stood in front of Gu Yan, staring at Luo Yao like a food protector.Seeing that Luo Yao had no intention of making another move, he hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe the blood dripping from Gu Yan's lips.

Gu Yan already had an injury of unknown origin on his face, and this new injury was added, which was even more glaring in Luo Chengcheng's eyes.Luo Chengcheng took Gu Yan's old injuries as a matter of course on Luo Yao's body, so she frowned, rubbing her face, and being wary of Luo Yao at the same time.

For an outsider like Gu Yan, being guarded by his son like this, Luo Yao almost had a myocardial infarction out of anger.

Gu Yan stood there motionless, letting Luo Chengcheng wipe the blood from the corners of his mouth and collar for him.

Where Luo Chengcheng couldn't see, Gu Yan looked at Luo Yao with a smile in his eyes. This smile seemed to be provocative, but also like showing off, and more, it was an indescribable mockery.

Luo Chengcheng clung to Gu Yan all the way. After entering his room, he turned around and blocked Luo Yao and Cheng Che from the door. Luo Yao looked at his son's closed door, his face darkened.

Cheng Che stroked Luo Yao's chest and released some pheromones to ease his anxiety.

Cheng Che sighed: "No matter how bad Gu Yan is, he is now the only antidote for ducklings."

What Cheng Che said was correct, Luo Yao also thought of it, and it was precisely because of this that he did not stop Gu Yan and let him enter Luo Chengcheng's room openly.

"I know," Luo Yao pinched the space between his brows wearily, "but that kid Gu Yan has a problem."

…………

"Does it still hurt?" Luo Chengcheng took a cotton swab and dipped it in the medicine, and tapped it lightly on the corner of Gu Yan's mouth.

Luo Chengcheng's face was close at hand, her moist and hot breath hit Gu Yan's eyelashes, her round eyes filled with distress.

Gu Yan grabbed Luo Chengcheng's hand that gave him the medicine: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Luo Chengcheng's hand was icy cold, Gu Yan took Luo Chengcheng's other hand, and put his hands into his own to warm up.

"You are lying, I, Daddy, have practiced boxing, and I have great strength." Luo Chengcheng rubbed Gu Yan's palm with the tip of her little finger.

Gu Yan knew that he could tell from the way Luo Yao punched, so he hid in secret for a while, otherwise it would not only be as simple as damage to the oral mucosa.

Seeing Luo Chengcheng insisting that he was lying, Gu Yan smiled, noncommittal.

Both hands were "confiscated" by Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng sat next to Gu Yan, and directly rested his head on Gu Yan's shoulder.

This is a very relaxing action between lovers, but Gu Yan felt Luo Chengcheng's tension. In fact, it is nervous, it is more appropriate to say fear.

"I just saw why I ran away, huh?" Gu Yan turned her head, and Luo Chengcheng's forehead happened to be under her lips.

"I'm afraid you... hate me."

Luo Chengcheng quietly leaned her head up a little, just touching Gu Yan's lips.Gu Yan pretended not to see Luo Chengcheng's small movements.

"Fool, how can I hate you?"

Listening to Gu Yan's gentle voice, Luo Chengcheng's nose soured, and she almost shed tears again.

Luo Chengcheng buried her face in Gu Yan's shoulder and said sullenly, "Gu Yan, I want to eat candy."

Gu Yan almost didn't keep up with Luo Chengcheng's jumping thinking, he thought Luo Chengcheng just bowed his head and cried.

Gu Yan touched Luo Cheng's orange-colored cheeks: "Why do you want to eat candy all of a sudden?"

"Because I haven't eaten anything sweet during this time."

This answer made Gu Yan dumbfounded, but for some reason, a strange feeling appeared in his heart.

Gu Yan stood up abruptly, snuffing out the thoughts that had just arisen in her heart.

Luo Chengcheng was startled by Gu Yan.

"Where's the sugar? I'll get it for you."

"Oh." Luo Chengcheng pointed in the direction, "It's in the drawer over there."

Gu Yan walked over and opened the first drawer. There was no sugar in it, only a drawer of lucky stars, which was exactly the same as the one he saw in Luo Chengcheng's pocket before.There is also a card inside, which is the medication instructions he wrote to Luo Chengcheng some time ago.

Gu Yan was startled, and the action of looking for candy also stopped.

"Have you found it yet?" Luo Chengcheng sat on the edge of the bed, dangling her legs, and looked towards Gu Yan.

"Well, found it."

Not in the first drawer, but in the second one. Gu Yan closed the first drawer, but before closing it, he took away a few lucky stars.

Gu Yan put the sugar bowl in Luo Chengcheng's hand: "Eat it."

Luo Chengcheng didn't move, but blinked and looked at Gu Yan.

Gu Yan understood, took out one, peeled off the candy wrapper, and said to Luo Chengcheng, "Ah."

Luo Chengcheng opened her mouth obediently, let out a long "ah", and then was stuffed with a big toffee.

Seeing the inadvertently sweet smile on Luo Chengcheng's pale and sickly face, Gu Yan's heart beat uncontrollably again for a moment.

Luo Chengcheng is still the same as when she was a child, she is so easy to coax, even easier to coax than children.

Perhaps sweet things can really give people strength. When a piece of toffee melted into the mouth and the sweetness dripped into the heart, Luo Chengcheng hugged Gu Yan's arm, pressed his face against it, and finally said that sentence He wanted to say something from just now, but he dared not say it for a long time.

"Gu Yan."

"Huh?" Gu Yan rubbed the back of Luo Chengcheng's neck.

"Don't leave again, okay?"

What Luo Chengcheng wanted to ask was not where Gu Yan had gone, but a cautious request.

Gu Yan stopped kneading her hands, then smiled, but he didn't answer, and stuffed another candy into Luo Chengcheng's mouth.