one way indulgence abo

The cigarettes were confiscated by Luo Chengcheng, and Gu Yan was too lazy to buy them. After opening the windows for ventilation, he soaked in the gym on the first floor for more than four hours.

During the period, Su Miao came once, but he was dismissed by his indifferent attitude.

When all the smells of Luo Chengcheng in the room disappeared, Gu Yan left the gym. However, the disturbed mood did not disappear with the circulating air, but intensified instead.

He realized a fact that he didn't want to admit, that he actually started to miss Luo Chengcheng, only four hours after Luo Chengcheng left.

He had a clear premonition that something was gradually derailing.

The bedroom had been tidy and tidy, leaving only traces of one person's life. Gu Yan stood at the door for a while, then suddenly turned around and went out, searching all the places where Luo Chengcheng stayed, like crazy, However, there have been no clues in those places for a long time.

He knew what he was doing, and at the same time, he hated himself for being out of control, but he had to face it.

Finally he opened the drawer and took out the pile of orange-flavored fruit candies, leaving only the broken lucky star.

When the rich sweet orange flavor filled the mouth, Gu Yan's restless mood was finally relieved.

As if he was addicted, he peeled off five candy wrappers in a row, but the more he ate, the more he felt something wrong. He even threw the fruit candy into hot milk to melt and drink it, but he still couldn’t find the pheromone similar to Luo Chengcheng. the taste of.

The information on the Internet only said that after the Omega is marked, it will deepen its attachment to the Alpha that marked him, but it did not say that the reverse is true, but it was said in the middle school physiology class that Alpha is easy to lose control and emotional, and this trait is not good for the body. Well, when an Alpha can't control himself, pheromones from Omega are a good way to soothe.

This class was still taught with Luo Chengcheng, and Luo Chengcheng was worried about Gu Yan's health, but Gu Yan told him that nothing would make him lose control.

At that time, he was too self-righteous, thinking that losing control was a sign of incompetence, because he had always had superhuman self-control, even for a certain hobby that had lasted for many years, he could just say quit, for example, he could not do without sweets.

But now... hell.

Gu Yan turned on the phone irritably, and there was a message from Luo Chengcheng three hours ago: I'm home, wait for my good news~

Gu Yan had seen it a long time ago, but he never replied, because he didn't bother to get any approval from Luo Chengcheng's father.

Luo Chengcheng hasn't sent any more messages since then. He looked at the phone screen for a while, and finally sighed in compromise. He was just about to call Luo Chengcheng, but suddenly received a call from his aunt:

"Xiaoyan, your father is gone!"

............

As soon as Gu Yan turned the car into the courtyard, he saw Aunt Fang Mian's anxious face.

"Xiao Yan."

"what happened?"

"Mother Zhang, tell me."

Zhang Ma is a servant hired by Gu Yan's uncle Gu Qiao to take care of Fang Jue.

"Since noon yesterday, my husband won't let me approach the door, so I have to put all the food on the stairs. Who knows, at noon today, my husband disappeared." Zhang's mother cried anxiously. After all, this is her important dereliction of duty.

Gu Yan frowned and said, "Have you sent someone to look for it?"

Fang Mian nodded: "Your uncle has brought someone to look for it, and the police are preparing to file a case. Xiao Yan, you and your dad have spent a lot of time together. Does he usually have any hobbies, or do you think of any places he might go. "

"I am not sure."

During the years abroad, although Gu Yan lived with his father, his father always likes to lock himself up and talk to himself. A mentally abnormal person cannot have normal hobbies at all.

"I'll look around, my dad shouldn't be far away in this situation."

Gu Yan was about to open the car door and get back into the car when Fang Mian suddenly heard, "Xiao Yan, do you often hang out with the eldest son of the Luo family?"

Gu Yan's hand that opened the door paused: "What's wrong?"

"I heard from Mom Zhang that your dad seems to know."

............

Gu Yan misjudged, Fang Jue was not nearby, but in a small abandoned boxing gym [-] kilometers away from his residence. When he found him, he was wearing boxing gloves, staring at a broken sandbag in a daze.

"Little Jue!" Fang Mian rushed to hug Fang Jue, "Why did you come here? Do you know how anxious my sister is!"

They searched for Fang Jue for two days and two nights.

Fang Jue didn't seem to hear Fang Mian's call, only the shadow of the sandbag remained in his sunken eye sockets, no matter how much the visitor tried to persuade him, he was unwilling to leave here.The attitude towards a mental patient should not be too tough.

"Xiao Mian, if my brother wants to stay here, let him stay a little longer." Gu Qiao helped Fang Mian up.

Fang Mian couldn't hold back her tears, took a deep breath, and walked out of the dark and dilapidated room, followed by Gu Yan.

"Auntie, why did my dad come here?"

This place was proposed by Fang Mian, she should know something.

Fang Mian wiped away her tears with a handkerchief: "This is where your dad and Luo Yao met. Your dad was bullied, but Luo Yao saved him. Luo Yao gave him the boxing gloves."

Gu Yan often saw that pair of gloves, and Fang Jue always held them as if they were treasures, and would not let anyone touch them, but he didn't know, it turned out that they were given by Luo Yao.

"My dad and Luo Yao..."

"Your father likes Luo Yao."

"what?"

Gu Yan couldn't help being shocked, his father hated Luo Yao deeply, he thought that his father and Luo Yao would have a special past, but he didn't expect it to be like this.

"You also think it's unbelievable? An Alpha, likes another Alpha, and likes it so much that he likes it until the end of being sent to prison by the person he likes, tortured into a person who looks neither human nor ghost, and still likes it. "

Fang Mian's tone and expression were very sad and indignant, Gu Yan's mind was a little confused, in a flash, he thought of a lot, even thought of the deceased Fang Lao, the grandfather who never had a good look towards him.

"Forget it, let the things of the previous generation pass." Fang Mian sighed long, "Xiao Yan, don't be too indifferent to your father, although he can't express it, but he loves you, He's been alone all his life."

............

Ever since the fact that Luo Chengcheng was deceived by Sun Gao became known to everyone, the door of the Luo family was almost trampled down by a group of ladies and gentlemen. The half-strangers who had spoken a few words all came to visit in the name of Luo Chengcheng's friends. One or two were fine, but when there were more people, Luo Chengcheng understood what was going on.

On the surface, they wanted to say good things about the old days, but in fact they came to see the jokes, watching how the landlord's stupid son was deceived into what he was.

On weekdays, Luo Chengcheng is a child of someone else's family, and their parents always use Luo Chengcheng to educate them. In addition, Luo's family is rich and famous, so many people will inevitably be jealous.This time they finally caught Mr. Luo capsized in the sewer, so I feel sorry for myself for not coming to join in the fun.

Rumors are rampant, half-true and half-true. The consequence of Luo Chengcheng's failure to heed them in time is that he has been spread to the point where he has to wash the mark. In this society, due to the particularity of the AO crowd, the Omega wash-mark is very important for Alpha and It's a disgraceful thing for Omega.

Even more outrageous, there were rumors that he was disheartened and came to comfort his father who lost his child because of his ex-boyfriend's abortion.

Luo Chengcheng couldn't bear it anymore, and finally shut them all out.

It snowed again today, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness outside the window. Luo Chengcheng placed herself in the monotonous colors, standing at the open window for a long time, as if she couldn't feel the cold.

Since the departure of Gu Yan's house, he has not been in touch with Gu Yan for four days. No one responded to all the text messages and calls he sent to Gu Yan.He went to Gu Yan's house to look for Gu Yan, only saw Su Miao, he asked Su Miao where Gu Yan had gone, Su Miao's attitude was very cold, he only said that Gu Yan had his own business, and didn't know the rest.

He didn't notice the sudden change in Su Miao's attitude, what he cared about was Gu Yan's sudden disappearance.

When he finally persuaded the two fathers to happily share the joy with Gu Yan, Gu Yan disappeared, just like he left without saying goodbye ten years ago.

Thinking of ten years ago, Luo Chengcheng couldn't stop trembling. He folded his arms, his lips and teeth trembling.

If Gu Yan left him again without even saying hello, he would probably... A terrible thought flashed through his mind, and he felt dizzy for a while.

He heard that there was another person coming from the first floor, and it should be another person who wanted to see a joke. He didn't even know that he was so unpopular on weekdays. Whenever he had something to do, a bunch of people came to make trouble.

Luo Chengcheng was blown by the cold wind, her sour eyes began to turn red, until the people downstairs were "asked away" by the servants, tears finally fell down her cold cheeks, and the hot tears rolled halfway, and then they were completely cold.

Because of Gu Yan's existence, Luo Chengcheng didn't care about other people's ridicule at first, but now that Gu Yan was gone, he slowly began to panic, and he even began to reflect on whether he was really bad, so bad that his son Gao Neng lied to him, others would laugh at him, even the gentle Gu Yan abandoned him...

Under this day-long anxiety, Luo Chengcheng fell ill, with flushed cheeks and dull eyes, lying on the bed all day long, like a green plant that was originally vibrant and withered.

The doctor said that this is the symptom that some Omega is separated from Alpha after being marked for too long, and it is also related to the psychological state and some invisible factors around it, and once this symptom appears, it will only expand, and in the end it may become difficult to cure mental illness, unless he returns to Alpha.

Luo Chengcheng's two fathers were in a hurry, and Luo Yao even sent a large team to look for Gu Yan, wishing he could catch this bastard Gu Yan and kowtow in front of his precious son to apologize in the next second.

As Luo Chengcheng's best friend, Lu Ran went to see Luo Chengcheng several times, and felt that his condition was really worrying, so he asked Min Chen to come over to accompany him, after all, the two Omegas would communicate better.

Min Chen was also very worried. He held Luo Chengcheng's hand and said, "Chengcheng, if you are unhappy, just tell me, okay?"

After finishing speaking, she stared nervously at Luo Chengcheng, but Luo Chengcheng leaned against the head of the bed without saying a word.

"Orange orange..."

Min Chen is a boring gourd. He himself has always been the one protected by Luo Chengcheng. Facing Luo Chengcheng who suddenly loses color, he can only accompany and worry.

Finally, Luo Chengcheng's bloodless lips moved.

"Min Chen, I'm not unhappy, it's me who made others unhappy."

............

In the boxing gym nearly [-] kilometers away from Luo Chengcheng, Gu Yan was sitting in an empty room smoking a cigarette, next door was Fang Jue's voice cursing Luo Yao and Cheng Che.

Gu Yan had an injury on his face, which was accidentally done when he stopped Fang Jue from self-harm. Since that day, Fang Jue has made a fuss to come here once a day, and then shut himself in it for a whole day, until She was only willing to go home at night, Gu Yan was worried, so she had to accompany her every day.

The phone was still vibrating persistently, it was Luo Chengcheng's No.70 five missed calls, Gu Yan acted as if he didn't hear it, and let it ring.

However, the two voices continued to overlap, cutting Gu Yan's nerves like a knife. Half a minute later, Gu Yan was pushed to the brink of explosion.

He stood up and kicked towards the door next door: "Shut up! Don't fucking quarrel!"

Fang Jue's movement stopped immediately, and the phone also stopped.

Gu Yan picked up the phone and was about to turn it off, but received another text message from Luo Chengcheng: Gu Yan, are you still there?I seem to be a little bit overwhelmed.

【Flashback is coming to an end~】