one way indulgence abo

After Luo Chengcheng sent out the invitation, Gu Yan's silence made him a little disappointed. It seems that Gu Yan probably didn't want to come, and he was too embarrassed to refuse him.

Luo Chengcheng planned to give both parties a step down, just when he was about to say "Forget it if you don't have time", Gu Yan said: "Go to your house?"

For some reason, Luo Chengcheng felt that there was a little coldness in Gu Yan's voice, but this was [-]% an illusion.

how can that be possible?Apart from his family, only Gu Yan is the most gentle existence in this world.

"Yeah, but not the one you used to go to. I'm in my own house."

When she was young, Luo Chengcheng would often invite Gu Yan to come to play at home. Later, Gu Yan and Luo Chengcheng's family became acquainted, and they would come over during the holidays.

"Your home is really nice."

This is what Gu Yan said when he came to Luo Chengcheng's house for the first time more than ten years ago. At that time, the relationship between Gu Yan and his family was not very good.

Gu Yan had big deep eyes since she was a child, and she couldn't hide her thoughts under Luo Chengcheng's "microscope". Until now, Luo Chengcheng still remembers the yearning hidden in Gu Yan's seemingly indifferent eyes.

Because of this, at that time, he always hoped that Gu Yan could come to his house to play often, and he really hoped that his little cool brother could always smile.He even secretly thought that it would be great if Gu Yan could become part of the family, so that they could eat and live together, take the bus to and from school together, and be together all day long, and Gu Yan would be happy all the time.

However, the sky failed, not only did Luo Chengcheng's ideas fail, Gu Yan also disappeared from his life without a word for ten years.Fortunately, a month ago, God returned his little bamboo horse to him. At this moment, he has not really lost...

Sensing Gu Yan's hesitation, Luo Chengcheng continued: "I live here alone."

"So that's the case. If you want me to listen, I can't seem to find a reason to refuse."

Gu Yan's soft voice reached Luo Chengcheng's ears through the signal, and then gently stepped on the still water in his heart.

Sure enough, the feeling just now was wrong, Gu Yan is still this gentle Gu Yan.

"Then it's settled. Can it be three o'clock in the afternoon?"

"It's one o'clock now."

Luo Chengcheng glanced at his watch: "This time is indeed a bit inappropriate, or..."

"Just three o'clock." Gu Yan interrupted Luo Chengcheng's words.

"what?"

"You send me the address."

"okay."

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Before Gu Yan arrived, Luo Chengcheng got a group of people to clean the whole villa inside and out, especially the piano room, and replaced all the vases with fresh flowers.

Since two o'clock, he has been staring at the monitor at the door, hoping every second to see Gu Yan's car in the next second, but the agreed time has come, but Gu Yan has not come yet.

Another 10 minutes passed in a blink of an eye.

This is the suburbs, so Gu Yan won't get lost, right?

With this in mind, Luo Chengcheng called Gu Yan...

Gu Yan's car has been parked there for a long time, where Luo Chengcheng can't see it.

Gu Yan was sitting in the car, from this direction, he could see three quarters of Luo Chengcheng's profile.

It was winter at this time, and Luo Chengcheng only wore a beige home dress, no scarf or hat.

He stood at the intersection, staring straight ahead. After a while, he took out his cell phone to make a call again, and then hung up in disappointment.A gust of north wind blew past, lifting the broken hair on Luo Chengcheng's forehead, Luo Chengcheng breathed into the palm of her hand, then hugged her arm and shook it slightly.

Gu Yan's mobile phone was lying quietly on the passenger seat, Gu Yan turned on the mobile phone, and a * missed call popped out...

Gu Yan's cell phone was always turned off, and Luo Chengcheng gradually became uneasy. Just as he was about to go back to pick up the car and find someone, Gu Yan's car finally appeared in his field of vision.

Gu Yan was 45 minutes late.

"Gu Yan." As soon as Gu Yan got out of the car, Luo Chengcheng greeted him, "You're finally here, I'm so worried to death when I tell you to turn off your phone."

Luo Chengcheng grabbed Gu Yan's shoulder, looking anxious, with a trace of complaint in his tone.

"Sorry, Chengcheng, for keeping you waiting."

"Forget it, it's okay." In fact, it's good that you can come...

Of course, the latter part of the sentence is just what Luo Chengcheng thinks in his heart.

Luo Chengcheng didn't ask Gu Yan why he was late, and Gu Yan's random reasoning didn't come in handy in the end.

Probably due to staying in the cold wind for a long time, Luo Chengcheng's complexion turned pale, and the color of her already pale lips faded even more.

A howling north wind blew from behind, Gu Yan moved a little closer to Luo Chengcheng, her tall body just blocked most of the cold wind.

When they arrived indoors, Luo Chengcheng asked Gu Yan to sit down casually, and went into the kitchen by himself.

Gu Yan looked at the small villa calmly. As Luo Chengcheng said, there is indeed only one trace of life here, because all daily necessities are for one person.

Sensing someone behind her, Gu Yan turned her head and looked at Luo Chengcheng who was holding a cup: "Gu Yan, drink something warm, it's quite cold outside, don't freeze it."

The white milk in the transparent glass is still steaming.

Looking at Luo Chengcheng's ears that were blown pink by the wind, Gu Yan smiled and said, "Who the hell is freezing outside, huh?"

"I've been staying at home before, and I only went out when I saw you coming. I'm not cold." Luo Chengcheng pursed her lips and said.This is one of his favorite gestures when he is lying.

Gu Yan touched Luo Chengcheng's hand holding the cup with the palm of his hand: "It's so cold, it's not cold."

The piece of skin touched by Gu Yan seemed to have touched the flame, Luo Chengcheng's hand trembled, and he almost missed the cup.

In order to hide his embarrassment, Luo Chengcheng quickly lowered his head and took two sips of milk, then said: "Then I'll drink this cup, and I'll make another cup for you."

Luo Chengcheng was just about to go again, but heard Gu Yan say: "No need."

In the next second, Gu Yan took the cup in Luo Chengcheng's hand, and took a sip covering the place where Luo Chengcheng drank.

Luo Chengcheng's milk is very sweet, and the rich sweetness that has not been tasted for a long time fills the whole mouth in an instant.

"Gu Yan, you..." Luo Chengcheng was so shocked that she couldn't even speak.

"Sorry, I'm used to it..." Gu Yan's tone was full of apology, probably because he realized that his behavior was inappropriate.

Luo Chengcheng understood Gu Yan's "habit" when he heard it. When they were young, they often shared the same water glass, and we always drank a glass of drink together.

Unexpectedly, Gu Yan would continue the habit of childhood.

Fortunately, only he could hear the heartbeat, Luo Chengcheng secretly took a few deep breaths.He felt that it was time for him to check his heart. Recently, his heartbeat has always been inexplicably fast, especially in front of Gu Yan, his heart can't wait to jump into his throat.

"It's okay, come to the piano room, let me play the piano for you."

"it is good."

Looking at Luo Chengcheng's fleeing back, Gu Yan's lips evoked an inexplicable smile.

Luo Chengcheng's piano room is orange-toned. Gu Yan is sitting on the single sofa, resting her chin with one hand, looking at Luo Chengcheng beside the piano.

"Gu Yan, although someone else entrusted me to write this song, I want to borrow flowers to present Buddha, and I will give it to you first, secretly."

When the first note was played, Luo Chengcheng's restless heart finally calmed down.

This song was inspired by him after talking with Gu Yan. From the side, the feeling in the song was given by Gu Yan, so of course Gu Yan should be the first to hear it, and he should play it well for Gu Yan listen.

As the sound of the piano sounded from Luo Chengcheng's fingertips, Gu Yan's heart seemed to be injected with something familiar.

When Luo Chengcheng played, she always looked at him from time to time, her big round eyes were full of serious and inexplicable emotions, as if she was talking to him, and the sound of the piano was words.

When looking at Luo Chengcheng, Gu Yan felt his heart hooked by something.

Gu Yan doesn't know why he has this weird feeling, but this is not the first time he has experienced it. He also felt exactly the same feeling in the school's music hall ten years ago.

As the piano music reached its climax, Luo Chengcheng in front of her eyes and Luo Chengcheng in the small auditorium quickly overlapped...

At the moment of complete overlap, it seems that there is a flower blooming in my heart, full of honey, honey as sweet as that mouthful of milk, just waiting for the pair of butterflies dancing on the keys to pick it.

At the end of the song, Luo Chengcheng asked expectantly: "Gu Yan, how do you feel?"

"What's this song called?"

Luo Chengcheng was taken aback for a moment. He was so busy writing music that he forgot to give it an official name.

"Uh... do you have any good suggestions?"

"Let's call it Heart Flower."

When the heart is in full bloom, it is like being drunk for a moment, the memory is confused, and the happiness and pain are reversed.

That night, Gu Yan had a dream. In the dream, he returned to the life he lived under the fence of the Gu family. In that cold place, apart from the expression on his face, there was endless neglect.

Gradually, he exiled himself to a corner, until that day, he met Luo Chengcheng.

Luo Chengcheng stretched out his hand to him, and said with a smile: "Gu Yan, you are my best friend."

As if a beam of hot sunlight with a sweet taste broke through the barrier, he stood up from the corner, fearing that he would not be able to catch it, and desperately threw himself into the only ray of warmth.

But in the next second, his father was in shackles, and his crazy roar pierced Luo Chengcheng's bright smile like a thorn.Like a flower in a mirror, the corners of Luo Chengcheng's curved lips quickly flattened, and her expression became extremely cold, as if she was looking at an idiot who was not worthy to talk to.

Followed by Fang Lao Pofeng's walking stick hitting his back in severe pain.

"You, the unfilial son of the Fang family, even flattered the enemy's son, saying! Who do you want to piss off!"

Fang Lao clutched his chest, his beard trembling.

He remembered that he was kneeling in the middle of the living room, and the pain in his heart and back made him remember deeply...

Later, he was forcibly sent abroad by Mr. Fang. In order to punish him for not distinguishing right from wrong, Mr. Fang locked him in a small building for two full years, during which only an old servant took care of him.During the confinement period, he thought about fleeing many times. Later, when the ban was lifted to go to school, he also thought about fleeing back to China, but he practiced countless plans, all of which ended in failure.According to what Mr. Fang meant, he hoped that he would stay abroad honestly for the rest of his life, and he would not be able to return to China until he died of old age a month ago.

The five years abroad were like a nightmare, and every minute and every second was a torment. After finally waking up, I fell into a dream again.

But who can blame this?Who told him to get mixed up with the son of the Fang family's enemy, and to treat the hypocrisy of the charity as a treasure.

Gu Yan laughed at himself in the dream like this, but why didn't he in the dream laugh at him in reality?Even with the lessons learned from the past, I can't help but mess up...

After the song was handed over, the other party was very satisfied and did not ask for any amendments. Luo Chengcheng was happy, and spent a lot of money to invite a group of friends out that night, including newlyweds Lu Ran and Min Chen.

However, at the dinner table, he received a call from Sun Gao.

"Chengcheng, come out and have dinner together." Luo Chengcheng heard a hint of vicissitudes and hoarseness from the voice he hadn't heard for a long time.

"I'm eating."

Sun Gao was silent for a long time, then said hoarsely: "Cheng Cheng, today is my birthday."

There was a weird ups and downs in Sun Gao's voice, even though there was laughter all around, Luo Chengcheng still keenly caught it.