one way indulgence abo

The villa with a large swimming pool in the eastern suburbs was a coming-of-age gift for Luo Chengcheng from Luo Chengcheng's uncle Luo Xiao. It was a place that belonged entirely to Luo Chengcheng.

Since she became an adult, Luo Chengcheng didn't live with her father and sister every day. Sometimes she would come to live in her own house, and occasionally bring a few friends here to have a party like a music pool party.

Back at her own house, Luo Chengcheng took a shower, dried her hair and entered the piano room.

He turned on a warm yellow floor lamp, wrapped his pajamas and sat on the carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, stretched and began to meditate.

When Luo Chengcheng is engaged in music creation, he likes to look for the feeling first. If the feeling is not right, even sitting in front of the piano, score or computer all day is futile.

Just like this month.

Party A's request was a song that could express the process from falling in love to getting married. Luo Chengcheng tried to recall her own experiences, Sun Gao's pursuit of him, all kinds of things in love... but after much deliberation, it will always come back to Sun Gao Gao cheated on his knees and begged him for forgiveness, and kneeled at Boss Zhou's feet begging for mercy because he owed money...

Sun Gao was still missing during this period of time, and his phone was always turned off.

Luo Chengcheng has already found out several bank loans owed by Sun Gao's personal account, but they were all paid off in one go two days ago.However, this is only a formal organization that can be found directly, and through those untraceable informal channels, Sun Gao does not know how much he owes, and it will take some time to investigate these.

The inspiration didn't burst out at all, but his thoughts were taken away by these annoying things, and Luo Chengcheng fell into a mess again.

He thought of the great disappointment he felt when he saw Sun Gao hesitate in the face of temptation that night, and then thought of Gu Yan...

Gu Yan stayed with him that day, watched him cry for so long, and then sent him home to buy medicine for him, but he still hasn't told Gu Yan what happened.

It's not that he doesn't trust Gu Yan, it's because Gu Yan is so important in his heart that he doesn't want Gu Yan to know this.Having not seen him for so many years, he instinctively wanted to show Gu Yan his best side, just like the vanity of a male peacock.

However, even if Gu Yan doesn't know anything, he will still replace verbal comfort with silent company.Gu Yan has been like this since he was a child, he never chatters and asks anything, but when he is needed, he will be there, very reliable.

This is the Gu Yan he knew, which has not changed in ten years.

Thinking about it this way, Luo Chengcheng felt that he was quite unkind, taking advantage of Gu Yan but not telling Gu Yan the truth.

Luo Chengcheng hugged her legs, resting her chin on her knees.The aftertaste of Gu Yan's embrace, as well as the strange numbness that flashed away in his mind... Luo Chengcheng lightly pressed the glands on the back of his neck, then rubbed them vigorously, but he still didn't feel anything.

I just met Gu Yan in the afternoon, what is he doing now?

Thoughts about Gu Yan flooded into his mind one after another illogically, Luo Chengcheng held his chin against the crescent moon in the sky, thinking about it, the phone placed on the table suddenly vibrated.

"Have you recovered from your cold? You still sound a little nasal when you speak today."

It's a text message from Gu Yan!

After so many days, Gu Yan still took his cold to heart, Luo Chengcheng was overjoyed, and typed with two fingers crackling: I am almost better, I have been taking the medicine you bought for me every day for the past few days .

Not a while after sending it, Gu Yan's text message came back quickly: Be good.

"..."

After receiving this message from Gu Yan, Luo Chengcheng held the phone in his hand, his heart beat violently for several times, his brain heated up, and he dialed the phone in a strange way.

Unlike the last time it took a long time to pick up, Gu Yan picked it up quickly this time.

"You know Gu Yan, I just happened to think of you, so you sent me a text message." Luo Chengcheng's exaggerated tone seemed to be talking about a big and strange thing.

Gu Yan smiled and said, "Is that why you called me?"

Luo Chengcheng sat back in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and put the phone close to his ear. He really liked to hear Gu Yan laughing on the phone, it felt like Gu Yan was close to his ear.

"Uh, it's not actually... Are you at home now?"

Gu Yan's side sounded quite quiet.

"Ah."

"Then you don't have any friends at home?"

"No."

"That's good, I'm afraid to disturb you."

"Your phone call is not a disturbance at any time."

"What do you mean..." Luo Chengcheng's heartbeat involuntarily changed again.

"You said, aren't we good friends?" Gu Yan didn't know whether it was intentional or not, but Gu Yan emphasized the sound of the word "good friend".

Luo Chengcheng felt a faint sense of loss for no reason: "Yes, we are friends..."

After the sentence was finished, both sides of the phone fell into a brief silence.

An embarrassing atmosphere pervaded, Luo Chengcheng suddenly regretted making this awkward phone call to Gu Yan, and his usually restless mouth went on strike at this time.

In fact, he could find a reason to hang up now, but he couldn't bear to let Gu Yan's voice just disappear in his ears.

Fortunately, this embarrassment was only on Luo Chengcheng's side, and Gu Yan didn't know what Luo Chengcheng was thinking.

"I feel that you are very busy recently, what are you busy with?"

"Busy writing music." Mentioning this, Luo Chengcheng regained his energy.

"Writing a song?"

"Well, let me just tell you a secret, the name I use for music is 'Fire Butterfly'."

When the name was said, Luo Chengcheng's tone was a little smug. Although Gu Yan had never paid attention to music, he could tell that the name "Huodie" was probably well-known in the music circle.

"Am I the only one who knows this secret?"

"And my family and a few friends."

"Oh, I thought I was the only one. It's no longer a secret if a secret is known by so many people."

Gu Yan's tone seemed a little disappointed, Luo Chengcheng tentatively said: "Gu Yan, you are not angry, are you?"

"Well, a little bit."

Although she didn't know exactly where Gu Yan was angry, Luo Chengcheng was anxious: "Then how about this, I will be the first to tell you if there is anything in the future, no, I can just tell you."

Gu Yan on the opposite side laughed: "Chengcheng, can't you hear me joking with you? You are so easy to deceive, and you won't even know if you are deceived by others in the future."

It turned out that Gu Yan was joking, Luo Chengcheng felt relieved.

"Looks like you're the only one who can fool me... But it's okay, I'm not joking anyway..."

Hearing Luo Chengcheng muttering in a low voice as if talking to himself, Gu Yan laughed again.

"In the parking lot this afternoon, you looked like you had something on your mind."

"Well, I have encountered a bottleneck period recently." Luo Chengcheng sighed, and told Gu Yan about the recent difficult situation.

"I happen to know an old professor from the Conservatory of Music in country D. I can introduce you to each other. It might be better to hear more opinions from professionals."

"Okay, which professor is it?"

"Professor Lange."

"Professor Lange?!" Luo Chengcheng's voice raised several degrees, "He is the musician I admire the most, and I wonder if I can study under his name in the future."

"Well, I know, you've said it before."

Luo Chengcheng was surprised: "You remember all this, you have a really good memory."

Luo Chengcheng himself doesn't remember when he said what musicians he likes, because Gu Yan is not interested in music, and he rarely talks about this with Gu Yan.

"I remember everything about you."

"Really? Then what do you remember about me, tell me and listen."

…………

Once the chatterbox is opened, it cannot be closed.

The following topics basically revolved around their years. Most of the time, Luo Chengcheng talked alone, while Gu Yan didn't talk much, just listened quietly, and then gave a timely response.

Gu Yan took the initiative to mention the past, and the little embarrassment before disappeared. Luo Chengcheng gradually found himself back then, the Luo Chengcheng who could sing a one-man show to Gu Yan for half a day.

Before they knew it, the two talked on the phone for almost an hour. At the end of the talk, Luo Chengcheng couldn't help but yawned.

Gu Yan said: "It's getting late, go to bed early, and we'll talk next time."

"Ok."

Luo Chengcheng was a little unsatisfied, he had never been so happy chatting with someone on the phone, but this person was Gu Yan, the bamboo horse he had missed for ten years, so it was not surprising.

Gu Yan whispered: "Good night, Orange."

"Good night, Gu Yan."

After hanging up the phone, Luo Chengcheng smiled and said "good night" to "Gu Yan" on the address book interface.

If there is a mirror now, Luo Chengcheng will definitely be frightened by the giggling self inside.

Luo Chengcheng stretched, stood up from the ground, and before he took two steps to the bedroom, a faint melody suddenly flashed in his mind, he hurried back to the piano room, sat in front of the piano and tried to play a few times, It was surprisingly good.

…………

"Call ended" was displayed on the phone screen. Gu Yan put down the phone and turned on the computer, and searched for "fire butterfly" on the browser. Sure enough, as he expected, Luo Chengcheng was a well-known musician.

In fact, Luo Chengcheng can reach this level, he is not surprised, Luo Chengcheng has been fond of music since he was a child, and even one of the birthday gifts he gave him was a piano solo, which was the song "For my lover".

Gu Yan casually played a piece composed by Luo Chengcheng. Luo Chengcheng's style of music was very characteristic of himself. Amid the melodious music, Gu Yan lit a cigarette.

This is the third cigarette he has smoked since he picked up Luo Chengcheng's phone call.

If Luo Chengcheng on the other end of the phone found out, I'm afraid they would seriously educate him.

When we went to school together, Luo Chengcheng touched candy from his pocket one day, and found out a cigarette. Luo Chengcheng got angry on the spot, and explained a lot of truths to him, and then acted like a little teacher They also stared at him as he recited "Twenty Points on the Hazards of Smoking".He remembered that at that time, he deliberately recited a few mistakes in a very self-abuse, and thus suffered a few more times, just to see the way Luo Chengcheng pursed his lips, those pink lips were very sweet...

In fact, other classmates gave him the cigarettes, and he didn't intend to smoke them at all, but he didn't tell Luo Chengcheng this, but continued to make Luo Chengcheng mistakenly think that he was going to be a rebellious bad boy.

Thinking of the scene where Luo Chengcheng asked her to read and recite "Twenty Points on the Hazards of Smoking" back then, Gu Yan couldn't help showing a little smile, but before the smile reached his eyes, it was deliberately frozen on his lips.

…………

The next night, Luo Chengcheng called Gu Yan again.

"Gu Yan, I seem to have found a little feeling." Luo Chengcheng's tone was full of undisguised joy.

"Meet your boyfriend today?"

"what?"

"Just kidding, didn't you say that what this song needs is the feeling of being in love?"

"..."

Feeling Luo Chengcheng's sudden silence, Gu Yan smiled and said: "Idiot, I won't make fun of you, congratulations, you are finally about to complete the task."

"After everything is finished, I will find a time to thank you properly."

"Thank me? Why?"

"I don't know, anyway, after calling you, I got inspiration."

Gu Yan said: "So it is like this."

Gu Yan's words seemed to have some deep meaning, but at this moment, Luo Chengcheng didn't know how ambiguous the words she just said were.

Since the phone calls with Gu Yan several times, Luo Chengcheng's creative inspiration has almost gushed out like a spring. In just three or two days, a piece of music has already taken shape.

He doesn't know where he got the feeling, anyway, this song is currently his most satisfying work in the past month.

…………

"Damn, it didn't come in again, it's fucking incredible."

Su Miao took a billiard cue and swung it into the air, then turned around and took a sip of wine.

"You are very good at technology, did you just know the fact today?"

"Gu Yan, why didn't I realize that you are so short-mouthed before?"

Gu Yan ignored Su Miao, picked up the club and bent down to hit a ball, scoring a hole in one.

"Since meeting Luo Chengcheng a few days ago, your attitude towards me has changed drastically."

"Are you angry because I asked him out?"

With a hurt expression on his face, Su Miao harassed Gu Yan, but Gu Yan was unmoved, took Su Miao as air, and scored two goals steadily.

"I think he's cute, can I pursue him?"

Gu Yan stopped his hand and said in a deep voice, "No."

"Tsk tsk, look at how stingy you are, it's not your Omega, and no one else can touch it."

"Stay away from him, his family is not something you can afford."

"Okay, Young Master Gu can afford it, but I, Su Miao, can't afford it."

Gu Yan was too lazy to talk nonsense with Su Miao. Su Miao was born in fighting. , let Su Miao stay away from Luo Chengcheng.

Su Miao sat beside drinking in a huff, but he didn't know that just when he said that he wanted to chase Luo Chengcheng, a very strong possessive desire flashed in Gu Yan's mind, and he almost lost control of the pheromone. Fortunately, it is only fleeting.

Gu Yan has not made any mistakes in the fight until now, Su Miao said depressedly: "I finally understand, I asked you out, and I came as an audience for you."

At this time, Gu Yan's mobile phone rang in Su Miao's hand. Su Miao picked it up and saw that the caller showed "Luo Chengcheng".

"Gu Yan, quickly give me the table, your little sweet orange is calling for you."

Hearing Su Miao call him, Gu Yan didn't stop the action in his hands, but hit the three balls he was looking forward to into the hole one by one, then dropped the club and walked towards Su Miao.

At this point, the cell phone had been ringing persistently for a long time.

As soon as Gu Yan answered the phone, Luo Chengcheng's excited voice came from the opposite side: "Gu Yan, I'm finally done!"

"Congratulations."

"That's right, I want to invite you to my house to listen to this piece of music."