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An Xuan never knew that Shen Yuanshu could be so powerful.

This person basically took care of everything by himself, even contacting visas and packing luggage, and he didn't see the low living ability when he lived alone before.An Xuan curled up in Shen Yuanshu's house in a daze for a few days, and then she was packed with her luggage and sent to the airport in a hurry.

Shen Yuanshu did not go with him.It is said that the identity information has long been sold out by scalpers, as long as the tickets are booked more than one day in advance, there will be a lot of brain-dead bastards chasing after them.So he arranged for An Xuan to go first.

An Xuan had to drag her luggage through customs and board the plane alone.Shen Yuanshu arrived in a hurry until the plane was full, and discussed with the passengers next to An Xuan to change seats.His original seat on the ticket was by the window, and the passenger readily agreed.Finally, when everything was settled, he finally sat down beside An Xuan, and then quietly held An Xuan's hand where no one saw him.

The direct flight was faster than expected.More than nine hours later, the rainy winter weather in the south of the Yangtze River was completely left behind, and what greeted An Xuan and Shen Yuanshu was the bright morning sun of Honolulu.

They changed vehicles and boats many times along the way, and tossed and tossed for a few hours, and finally arrived at a place where the sea is the sea as far as the eye can see.The villa is built on a not-so-high hillside by the sea, surrounded only by waves and wind.An Xuan stood quietly on the terrace for a long time, until Shen Yuanshu brought him a glass of milk.

"The water in the swimming pool is newly changed." Shen Yuanshu took a sip of milk: "Or you can go into the sea. But there are no lifeguards here, so don't swim too far."

An Xuan was confused: "There is no lifeguard? Isn't this a resort hotel?"

Shen Yuanshu smiled: "Who opens a resort hotel here? The transportation is inconvenient, and there isn't even a grocery store. This is a private beach." He looked at An Xuan, and smiled: "Mine."

An Xuan was silent for a while, and finally couldn't help but asked: "How much is it?"

Shen Yuanshu yawned: "The exchange rate is less than 9000 million, and there was nothing around when I bought it. It's better now, and a supermarket has opened on the neighboring island, otherwise I will really starve to death here."

An Xuan was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Then will you come to live here?"

Shen Yuanshu looked at him incredulously: "How can I have time? After buying it, I will live for three days..." He counted with his fingers: "No, it seems to be seven days... At the end of last year, because of shooting commercials Come back for a while..." He comforted: "Don't worry, my housekeeper cleaned up the room before I came back, and the sheets are all new..."

An Xuan said speechlessly: "It's not important. I just don't understand...you spend so much money to buy a house, and then throw it aside..."

Shen Yuanshu kissed him: "Spend money to buy happiness. And this is not living. Darling, you can feel at ease here, and no one can find you." After finishing speaking, he mentioned An Xuan, Hugging her feet off the ground, she put them on the big bed: "I can't do it anymore, I want to sleep first...to get rid of jet lag..."

An Xuan was put down on the bed by him, her mind was in a mess.The room was filled with the refreshing and warm sea breeze smell. He put the milk cup on the bedside table, his eyelids began to sink, and he soon fell asleep.

In the dream, he seemed to be only six or seven years old.Running barefoot on the stone floor tiles.Zheng Dajiang, who was wearing a costume, was behind him, with a ferocious face, making him stop.An Xuan did not stop.Filled with fear, he shuttled through Shenjiang's alley.Many people with blurred faces passed by on the side of the road. He shouted to them and asked for help, but they didn't seem to see him.

He ran and ran, ran to the top of a small dim building, then had no way to retreat, and jumped out of the window.

A green peacock flew over from nowhere and captured him.

Then they landed in front of a small house.An Xuan hugged this green peacock with beautiful tail feathers, and put it into the colorful garden.As a result, the peacock fluttered to the roof and yelled at him: "The house is too small, I want to live in a 9000 million house..." Then he spread his wings and flew away like a cloud.

The sun was shining brightly, and the young An Xuan squatted on the ground, crying sadly.Crying and crying, feeling light on his body, the peacock flew back at some point and caught him on the cloud.

An Xuan suddenly opened her eyes.

It was already late, he was covered with a thin quilt, and Shen Yuanshu was not there.

An Xuan got out of bed, looked around the house, and finally saw Shen Yuanshu in the kitchen.The men have changed into tropical tank tops and floral trousers.The frying pan sizzled, An Xuan walked over and found Shen Yuanshu frying steak.He silently walked over to help, washed the vegetables and made a salad.

Shen Yuanshu flipped through the meat unskillfully: "Let's make do with it today, and we'll go shopping tomorrow. I'm too anxious to get back, and I'm missing a lot..." He planned: "Let's rest this week, next week for Christmas, we'll go to the University I’ve been on the island, and I’ll take you surfing. But I haven’t played for a long time, so don’t laugh at me if you don’t have good skills.”

An Xuan lowered her head: "Thank you."

Shen Yuanshu took out the steak: "I don't like to hear you say this. It's right to be nice to you, otherwise what do you want me to do."

They sat and ate dinner, chatting casually while eating - most of the time Shen Yuanshu was talking, thinking about where to go during this hard-won vacation.An Xuan listened to him making plans with great interest, and her heart gradually calmed down.

That's how the vacation started.Nightmares still occur, but they don't seem to be as powerful anymore.The bright sunshine and fresh air seemed to quickly restore Shen Yuanshu's energy.In the first few days, they spent most of their time sleeping except for going out for shopping. Later, Shen Yuanshu resumed his daily fitness routine.

An Xuan was resting on the wicker chair on the terrace.Opening his eyes occasionally, he could see Shen Yuanshu shuttling back and forth in the swimming pool.

The days are simple and easy, and all the pain and troubles are far away—it doesn't seem like it's real.

An Xuan looked at the endless sea, but her mood did not really lighten up as expected at first.Another faint sense of unease always surrounds him.He got up and went back to the house, and began to prepare dinner silently.

When the meal was halfway through, Shen Yuanshu came over covered with steam: "Let me help you." An Xuan didn't speak, and pushed a basin of washed vegetables over.Shen Yuanshu hummed a song and began to chop vegetables beside him.

Most of the domestic ingredients are not easy to buy here. They eat a lot of salads and potatoes.An Xuan stewed fish cubes, and Shen Yuanshu ate them very deliciously.While eating, he still didn't forget to talk to An Xuan about the future itinerary.

He talked for a while, and suddenly remembered something: "By the way, have you ever had the HPV vaccine?"

An Xuan was stunned: "Why do you think of this?"

Shen Yuanshu said casually: "Nine prices are not available in the country now. If you come out once, you can hit it on the way."

An Xuan was silent for a while: "I only have you."

Shen Yuanshu didn't notice his expression, he dug a large spoonful of mashed potatoes into his mouth, and said vaguely: "I know. I was spanked too, I did it when I was in school."

An Xuan twitched her lips: "That's a coincidence. I went to Xiangjiang with Xia Mengyang a few years ago, and I fought with him there." He paused: "Mother Yangyang told us to go."

Shen Yuanshu was very surprised: "His mother's thinking is quite advanced."

An Xuan lowered her head, feeling a little cold in her heart.He whispered: "Aunt Xia said that the circle is too chaotic. It's hard to tell anyone what happens. It's always better to be more careful." He poked the tomatoes on the plate and said as calmly as possible: "You Isn’t it okay? A while ago, your agent asked the hospital to check a lot of items, and I think it includes all of them..."

Shen Yuanshu shook his head: "I'm fine. But if you fight with others in the future, they may not be fine...you just have to fight."

An Xuan's movements stopped, and he stared at Shen Yuanshu: "Why should I be with someone else?"

Shen Yuanshu seems to be a stalker too.But he quickly avoided An Xuan's gaze, and smiled: "Life is very long. I think you really have no experience, and I have to teach you how to protect yourself..."

An Xuan put down the tableware, but there was no change in her voice: "Yes. I'm going to wash the dishes."

Shen Yuanshu was very considerate, he thought of everything for An Xuan, and everything was considered from the perspective of An Xuan's good.What he said is also right, life is so long, they may not be together all their lives.In fact, at the beginning, An Xuan also accepted him with the idea of ​​trying.

They've been fine.Sex### It may not be harmonious in matters, but Shen Yuanshu is willing to wait, and An Xuan is also trying hard.We quarreled and made up later.An Xuan thought they would go on like this forever.He has put this person in his entire life.

Now this person told him, not necessarily.

Shen Yuanshu can spend time and energy creating surprises to please him; he can rush out to protect him when nightmares appear; he can turn off all work, drag him around half the world, and try to give him a rest and relaxation environment.

What a lover.

Then the lover told An Xuan: Life is very long.

Intellectually, An Xuan knew that nothing Shen Yuanshu said was wrong.But he just couldn't stop being angry.

Everything Tang Ran said was right.An Xuan devoted herself to it wholeheartedly, while Shen Yuanshu only seemed to be wholehearted.In fact, this person never really trusted An Xuan or the relationship between them from the beginning to the end.On the contrary, he was always ready to pull away and leave.

After An Xuan was angry, she felt sad again, as if she had suffered a betrayal.But what kind of betrayal is this?He didn't even have the qualifications and reason to get angry about this matter.Because Shen Yuanshu actually did nothing wrong.

An Xuan slowly clenched her fists by the pool.No, he didn't allow this person to have the idea of ​​escaping.An Xuan thought, she must do something, but what else can she do?Shen Yuanshu already had everything.

An Xuan sorted out the cabinet aimlessly, trying to calm herself down.Everything is new, and many have not had time to unpack.He rummaged around for a while, and his eyes stopped on a package of silicone hose for food.

An Xuan stared at the plastic bag for a while, then reached out and grabbed it.

The bathroom was steaming, and An Xuan turned the shower to the maximum.With the sound of water, he quietly locked the door and put one end of the hose on the bidet.Warm water quickly flowed out of the hose. He stared at the water for a long time, and finally stretched out his hand cruelly.

It's just too difficult.An Xuan's hands were shaking all the time.The painful memory was too clear for him to bear.He wanted to cry, to howl, but in the end he just gritted his teeth and swallowed all the screams in his stomach.He never thought that one day, he would treat himself like this.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yuanshu's voice sounded outside the door: "What's wrong? Is there something wrong with the bathroom? You've been washing for a long time..."

An Xuan trembled all over, buried her head in her arms, and did not answer.

Shen Yuanshu's voice became a little anxious: "Honey, what's the matter with you? Open the door..." He knocked on the door vigorously: "Xiaoxuan? Talk..."

An Xuan felt her tears welling up.

The voices outside became more and more anxious, and the knocking on the door became scary.An Xuan's hand holding the hose loosened, and the thing dropped to the ground, and the water on the floor and the water from the shower rushed away together.

An Xuan walked under the shower with difficulty and squatted down.He was in pain, all over the place.

The door lock fell off with an astonishing loud noise, Shen Yuanshu opened the door and rushed in in panic.He hugged the dripping An Xuan, his voice trembling: "What's going on? What's wrong with you?"

An Xuan couldn't say a word.

Shen Yuanshu's eyes fell on the hose, from shock to anger.He raised An Xuan's chin: "You are crazy!"

An Xuan shook her head, her voice was so hoarse that she could hardly hear it: "I don't know if I washed it well..."

Shen Yuanshu looked like he was going to be angry and stupid: "You are fine, why do you have to..." He looked angry, but when he put his hand on An Xuan's stomach, he was very careful: "Does it hurt?"

An Xuan closed her eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yuanshu dried his hair and hugged him.An Xuan didn't know why his voice sounded so sad: "How could you treat yourself like this."

An Xuan rubbed against him lightly, her voice was weak: "Didn't you... have always wanted this very much."

Shen Yuanshu hugged him and walked to the bedroom: "It's not necessary." He carefully put An Xuan on the bed: "There are many ways. I was afraid of scaring you, so I never tried it."

An Xuan was a little dazed: "I thought..."

Shen Yuanshu sighed, and wiped his wet face with his hand: "Insertion is not necessary. And it's not good to do too much of this method. I don't want my partner to live in diapers at a young age." He said sternly: " Don't do it next time. A few more times and I'm going to have a heart attack."

An Xuan was silent for a moment, then suddenly put her arms around Shen Yuanshu's neck, and said softly: "I have already suffered. This time...don't waste it..."

Shen Yuanshu looked down at him for a long time, finally bent down, and kissed An Xuan's lips fiercely.