your time

Unlike the tears in the ward with a little rational restraint, here in Zhong Yanxu, she never needs to keep and cover up, and she can pour out the sadness and fear in her heart to him without any scruples.

Zhong Yanxu listened to the intermittent choking sound on the other end of the phone, and couldn't press his finger hovering near the hangup icon. Finally, thinking about the traffic situation at this point, he simply gave up the idea of ​​driving by himself, and turned his head to the subway while holding the phone stand.

In order to prevent being recognized, Zhong Yanxu kept his hat, sunglasses and mask on. The weather was already hot at this time. The cool wind from the air conditioner in the crowded subway car began to heat up rapidly as soon as it touched the crowd. After a while, Zhong Yanxu Yan Xu's forehead was already covered with beads of sweat.

He still heard the slightly echoing sobs in the stairwell, which made his heart twitch uncomfortably, but he no longer comforted him, and just stood quietly among the noisy crowd to accompany him.

Standing in the corner tightly covered like this, holding a mobile phone in his hand all the time without hearing a voice, it caused strange glances from the people around him. If it wasn't for his tall and tall appearance and outstanding temperament, he might be Treat it as a pervert who wants to wait for an opportunity to sneak around.

The two girls who looked like high school students next to each other murmured together, glanced in his direction from time to time, turned their heads and huddled together to discuss in a low voice whether this body and dress might be a star or something, and the other girl said nothing. She was crazy about male gods, which celebrity would come to squeeze the subway, but she looked like a figure with broad shoulders and a narrow waist, with slender fingers holding the phone, fair complexion, and her face would not be ugly, so the two began to encourage The other party went up to strike up a conversation.

Zhong Yanxu has been focusing on her deep and shallow breathing on the phone, but he didn't pay attention to the eyebrows and eyes of the little girls, but he seemed to feel the scrutinizing eyes of her surroundings.He reached out and pressed the brim of his baseball cap, and turned his body towards the corner, with his back to the crowd.

Tan Luyu didn't stop until both sleeves were soaked. She blinked her sore eyes. In the quiet stairwell, there was only the sound of her breathing passing through the noisy people in the background, softly and shallowly. ,so true.

"Why don't you hang up?"

When Zhong Yanxu heard her slowly stop sobbing, he finally breathed a sigh of relief. She heard her questioning in a strong nasal voice, and the corners of her lips through the mask couldn't help evoking an extremely gentle arc. : "I want to be with you."

Tan Luyu's heart was soured by his sudden love words, she sniffled, and was about to ask him where he was when she heard the voice of the subway announcing the station: "Are you on the subway?"

Hearing the sound of her sniffling, Zhong Yanxu subconsciously put his fingers into his pockets, and when he touched the edge of the handkerchief, he suddenly remembered that she was not in front of him.

"Ah."

Tan Luyu became anxious when she heard this: "Won't you be recognized? Why don't you come here, I'm... fine now."

When it came to the second half of the sentence, the voice was small, and the words against his will were full of reluctance.

Zhong Yanxu acted as if he didn't hear her trying to be sensible, with a gentle voice: "I would like to taste the treatment of a big star, but it's a pity that I'm a small director who does his own thing and makes movies. If he wants to be chased and intercepted by fans, he may have to wait for a while." Hire someone out of your own pocket."

There was a hint of aggrievedness in the voice.

"Pfft." Tan Luyu was amused by his rare self-deprecating joke.

Zhong Yanxu heard her laughter, and the slightly tense aura around his body dissipated.He followed the flow of people arriving at the station and walked towards the door. On the way, an old lady lost her footing and was about to fall. He quickly supported her with the other hand that was not holding the mobile phone, and then let her go when she stood still.

What was different from the calm and strong palm just now was that his voice was extremely gentle when talking on the phone.

"Luyu, wait for me."

There was a sudden sound of water from the bathroom in the ward, which had been quiet for a long time. As the door opened, except for the traces of water winding down the side of her face, Tan Jinqiao remained unchanged, her expression remained the same, even her hair brushed back It's not messy at all, as if it's just a simple wash to refresh your face.

Taking off the suit jacket on her body, Tan Jinqiao walked slowly to the hanger at the door: "After your chemotherapy is over, I plan to go back to T City with Luyu."

Tan Qingfeng's pretentiously peaceful doze was instantly broken when he heard "T City". He wanted to sit up as soon as he put his hands on the bed rails, but because of lack of energy, he was about to fall down as soon as he let go.

Hearing the movement, Tan Jinqiao hurried over to help Tan's father, her two brows furrowed as if they were about to get entangled, but her tone was not as severe as his expression: "You are not only a father, but also a patient. Relying on your children is not the same thing. A shameful thing."

"Alas..." Tan Qingfeng sat up under Tan Jinqiao's support, and sighed, with mixed emotions in his heart. As a father, how could he not see the tension hidden in his son's calm eyes? The eldest son, who had always been so calm and stable that he was so proud of him as a father, actually trembled slightly in the hand holding him under his arm.

"You child, you have always kept everything in your heart since you were a child. You don't say anything, you don't want anything. In fact, sometimes dad wants you to rely on him."

Tan Qingfeng has always been somewhat disdainful of his cold and indifferent appearance. He always thinks of those unpleasant things in the past, and always wonders if he is still unable to get out of those past events, and then he will be immersed in deep love. Unable to extricate themselves from guilt.

Tan Jinqiao didn't answer after listening, and sat down in silence, her eyes drooping slightly, her expression unclear.

Tan Qingfeng suddenly remembered the first time he saw his eldest son who had passed away from infancy. At that time, he would put a 14-year-old boy with frozen eyes and no interest in everything around him. He never refused, but never opened his mouth to ask for it. From the time he moved in to the time he moved out, the furnishings in the room were neither increased nor decreased, and everything was as if he had never been here before.

He didn't have puberty, nor did he have a rebellious period, the only time he was like a child was when he was impatient with his younger sister Luyu, and he sneered a few words.

When Tan's father announced their divorce back then, he just nodded lightly when he knew about it, while Lu Yu was already crying and fussing.And when Tan Qingfeng asked him if he would like to go with him, Tan Jinqiao frowned slightly, looked back at his crying sister, walked over and gently rubbed the ends of her hair.His hand was quickly thrown away by Tan Luyu, who was immersed in anger, but even though his sister said so many heartbreaking words, he didn't refute the last sentence, and just left silently behind Tan Qingfeng.

It was as if he had jumped through infancy, childhood, and adolescence as soon as he was first sent away from home, quickly growing into his own inner giant.

Father Tan turned his head away and stopped looking at him.After pondering for a while, he suddenly said, "Don't tell your mother."

The vicissitudes of the hoarse voice are not only the grinding of the cruel years, it sounds more like admitting defeat to the past.

"..." Tan Jinqiao was speechless, and it took a while before she said, "Okay."

Only then did Tan Qingfeng feel relieved, lying on his side on the hospital bed, and soon there was a slight snoring sound.

Tan Jinqiao stepped lightly, stepped forward and tucked her father's hand with mottled green marks into the quilt.He raised his hand to check the time, and was about to go out when he heard a knock on the door.

When he opened the door, he saw a tightly covered young man blocking the door, followed by a little tail with red and swollen eyes.

Tan Jinqiao signaled the two of them to go out first: "Father is asleep." As he spoke, he glanced at the puddle of water on the young man's shirt on his chest, and raised his eyebrows.

The three of them sat down in the reception room on the tenth floor. Zhong Yanxu pulled Tan Luyu to sit on the couch, patted his legs, and said to her, "Lie down."

Tan Luyu was taken aback for a moment, but before she could react, she was laid down with her forehead pressed by the people around her.Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at Tan Jinqiao who was sitting next to her, feeling a little embarrassed.

Tan Jinqiao was holding the case files brought out from the ward in her hands, and was frowning to look through them carefully at the moment, but she didn't care about their small movements.

Zhong Yanxu took out a handkerchief from his pocket in a slow manner, wrapped it around a bottle of ice mineral water and tied it in a knot, gently pressed it on Tan Luyu's swollen eye sockets from crying, and slowly slid from the inner corner of his eye to his temple.

"Does it hurt?" He frowned in distress.

"hiss……"

Tan Luyu, who suddenly felt the coolness, snorted softly, raised his hands unconsciously, and climbed onto his arm holding the mineral water.Zhong Yanxu thought that his hands were too strong and hurt her, so he quickly eased his movements, looking more and more cautious: "I'll take it easy, don't move around."

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt." Tan Luyu said in a low voice.

Even Tan Jinqiao couldn't ignore the actions of the two of them. He sighed inwardly, and put down the paper in his hand: "Luyu, let Axu take you back, I'm here tonight."

"Ah?" Tan Luyu couldn't lie down when she heard that, "Brother, you should go back, I'm here, and I have to come to work tomorrow morning anyway."

Tan Jinqiao glanced at the man beside her, but didn't answer her: "About Dad's illness..."

Tan Luyu was taken aback when mentioning her father, a warmth came from her hand, and the people around her held her hand tightly.

"Don't be afraid, the situation is actually not very bad," Tan Jinqiao tried to make herself look more relaxed, "On the one hand, my father pays more attention to life, so he is still in good health; on the other hand, the course of the disease is in the early stage and has not spread. According to the examination, the effect of chemotherapy is very good, and it is expected that the cancer cells can be almost eliminated by the end of the first cycle, and it will be fine after that.”

Having said that, he pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and looked directly into Tan Luyu's eyes: "Luyu, you are my father's daughter, and you are still a doctor. You have to be stronger, okay?"

After hearing what he said, Tan Luyu burst into tears, and Zhong Yanxu who was beside him frowned again, but he didn't say anything.

The water had already reached her eyes, and was suppressed by Tan Luyu. She tried her best to calm down, looked back at her brother who had not looked away, nodded solemnly and said, "Yes."

She has to be strong, and she must be strong, she is father's daughter, and what father wants to see most is her smile instead of cowardly tears.

The author has something to say:

That's right, I'm cultivating immortality again, this is wrong, especially wrong!It is not good for the health, and it also affects the rhythm of the codewords. For example, there was no change yesterday when I was cultivating immortals!

But, at night, it’s so fucking beautiful_(:з」∠)_

I am guilty of all kinds of laziness because of the death and life of Kawenka (kneeling and crying)

So I asked my hardworking friend Amang to start coding with me tomorrow, and I want to keep up with my footsteps!

By the way, I’m starting a new article. I’ll wake up tomorrow (jin) and post a link to the copywriting. My favorite theme, menopausal widows looking for a second spring (wrong!) Friends who like ancient sayings about farming can go and watch it !Woman in Straw Shoes - Huang Si's family is full of flowers

Speaking of discussing my plot with my friends tonight, and talking about the reason for our family Luxu’s breakup, I’ve been on hold for a long time. Now that I think about it, I’m a little indifferent to the original one, so I want to change it, and then I will say you Lu thinks she's too hypocritical and you think it's too late for the two of them... Me:? ? ? ?I'm blown up, okay?This is simply a personal attack on my daughter, ok?

Me: I decided, the reason why they broke up

My man: let's hear it

Me: I Lu suddenly felt that I love studying more, falling in love is a waste of time, and then I broke up and went abroad to study

My mans:? ? ? ?I hear you talking nonsense?

Me: Is it very eye-catching, not coquettish or pretentious at all?

Me: On the contrary, there is a little fresh breath in it

I:? ? ?What about people?

My Mang: Don’t talk, I’m thinking about how to write you a long review with a negative score

So angry, obviously such a perfect reason_(:з」∠)_

I feel so long-winded. I feel that if I give me another hour, I can make something longer than the main text. Maybe it's because no one chats with me in the middle of the night?

No, no, no more nonsense next time, this time it's all my fault, I want to vent my resentment towards her!