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"Xiao Li, don't be too busy, I don't want to eat."

Hearing this, Li Fang put down the half-peeled apple in her hand, and looked at Tan Qingfeng who was lying on the hospital bed, with worried eyes: "Old Tan, are you going to keep it from the children?"

"Hey, what a big deal." Tan Qingfeng waved his hand, with a look of indifference, "What can I do if I talk about it, don't I just treat it as I want? It also involves two small distractions, it's unnecessary! "

"You..." Hearing what Tan Qingfeng said was correct, Li Fang always felt that it was not good, but she couldn't think of how to persuade her for a while, so she just shook her head and sighed, "You always say that it is not serious, and I am not a housekeeper. Understand this, but I can read, I have read your report, can it be serious if you have cancer? I think you are too stubborn, old man!"

Tan Qingfeng ignored Li Fang's persuasion, and turned his back on the bed to face her, squinting his eyes and closing his eyes to rest.

Seeing him like this, Li Fang felt helpless. She picked up the apples on the fruit plate and continued to peel them. She muttered in her heart: She said she didn’t want to affect the two children, so why did she still come to the hospital where her daughter works? Don't be afraid to be discovered!

"Luyu, what are you doing here?"

Shen Jingchuan's sudden sound startled her, and she managed to grab onto the handrail of the stairs so as not to fall headfirst.

Shen Jingchuan was also shocked by her reaction, and quickly grabbed Tan Luyu's arm and pulled her away from the edge of the stairs: "What's wrong with you? I just heard from Xiao Li that you were in a bad mood when you had the operation?"

Tan Luyu suddenly escaped from her thoughts, and couldn't help being taken aback when she heard his question: "I... I'm fine."

"..." Shen Jingchuan looked at her absent-minded side face, noncommittal.

"Well, I'm... not feeling well right now." Tan Luyu stretched out her hand to support her forehead, her hair hanging down covered a little of the light in her eyes.

"...Is there anything I can do to help?"

She shook her head lightly, and the corners of her lips curled into an arc, so reluctantly that Shen Jingchuan couldn't bear to take another look.

Wanting to pat the top of her hair as a comfort, he stretched out his hand in mid-air for a moment, then landed on her shoulder: "I'm always there for anything, if needed..."

In the middle of the conversation, he suddenly stopped talking. He patted Tan Luyu's shoulder twice with his palm and then put it down. He quickly withdrew before a mist in her pupils entangled his eyes again. He didn't stay for another second and turned around leave.

The iron door in the stairway "creaked", and Tan Luyu came back to his senses. After a while, he stepped out tentatively and leaned forward.

With the first step of the stairs, her speed gradually accelerated, and each step quickly disappeared in front of her eyes. From the 17th floor to the 10th floor, it seemed to be just a flash.

Never paying so much attention to the sound of her own footsteps, Tan Luyu moved to the door of the ward almost step by step.She stretched out her hand to pull it away, her fingers hesitated for a moment on the cold metal handle, and finally tapped twice with her knuckles.

"咚咚-"

"Please come in."

The familiar voice seemed to be a little heavy through a layer of wooden doors, with a sense of weakness exclusive to patients.Tan Luyu suddenly remembered the last phone call with Tan Qingfeng before going abroad, which was transformed into sound waves through the electric current and vibrated beside her ears, thick and solemn.

"Daddy will never disappoint you."

She opened the wooden door, and the warm-toned ward was covered with a layer of ginger-yellow carpet, only the central bed was dazzlingly white.Tan Luyu lowered her head slightly, turned around and closed the door mechanically, and then walked step by step towards Tan Qingfeng, who was half lying on the bedside.

Tan Qingfeng, who was concentrating on the newspaper in his hand, didn't hear the person coming. When he looked up, he saw Tan Luyu standing beside the bed with his medical records in his hand.

"... Luyu." He nana said.

Tan Luyu flipped through the inspection report page by page, pursed her thin lips tightly, and said nothing.

Tan Qingfeng twisted the corners of the newspaper awkwardly, and glanced at the white joints she was clinging to the paper: "Actually, it's not a serious illness. I discovered it early, and the effect of chemotherapy is good. You..."

Closing the document in her hand with a "snap", she took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.

"Brother doesn't know?" After finishing speaking, she rubbed her forehead and said to herself as if she suddenly remembered something, "Yes, if you didn't hide it from elder brother, you wouldn't come to Qingyuan..."

Before Tan Qingfeng retired, he was the dean of the Affiliated Hospital of Medical University where Tan Jinqiao was working. If he was treated there, Tan Jinqiao would probably have received the news as soon as he entered the gate of the hospital.But in Qingyuan, which is also a top three class, no one knew about his relationship with Tan Luyu. If there were no accidents, Tan Luyu would never know.

He watched Tan Luyu's eyes turn red, but he didn't know what to say.Tan Qingfeng has always felt that what he owes the most is his daughter. For some reasons, he once paid more attention to his son, but he did not expect that so many things that happened later made him and his favorite little daughter worse than strangers .

Tan Luyu bit her lower lip tightly, trying to suppress the turbulent tears. The dry lines on the father's face in front of her eyes showed the traces of the years, and the once black and fluffy short hair was now gray in patches, falling limply on the top of her head .The cautiousness in Tan Qingfeng's eyes pierced directly to the self who was wrapped up in layers deep in her heart and never let go of the past. Tan Luyu's calm analysis of the condition in her mind suddenly collapsed, and the tears that broke free from depression became The string rolled down, and before she could react, she had already knelt and sat beside the hospital bed, her hands still clutching the snow-white sheet tightly.

Tan Qingfeng hurriedly grabbed her arms, trying to pull her up, but Tan Luyu grabbed her hands tightly in turn.

He was a little helpless and called Tan Luyu's childhood baby name, trying to comfort him: "Lulu, don't cry, don't cry, it's really all right, Dad found this out early, as long as the review is on time, everything will be fine..."

But Tan Luyu didn't listen to what he said at all. It seemed that all the grievances that were ten years late broke out at this moment. There were reliance and longing about the word father, regret and regret, in the rough touch of the fingertips. Finally got real feeling.

After Tan Jinqiao hurried over, Tan Luyu's tears were about to stop.

When he entered the ward, what he saw was his younger sister, whose eyes were red and swollen into goldfish eyes, sitting on the chair beside the hospital bed without saying a word, while his father was picking and picking from the fruit basket on the side, and picked the good-looking fruits. Pick them out one by one, and ask her one by one if she wants to eat: "Lulu, this apple is big and red, it must be very sweet, dad will peel one for you?"

Tan Luyu just shook her head silently.

But Tan Qingfeng didn't care, and immediately changed an orange in his hand: "What about the orange? Your Aunt Li brought this orange from her hometown on purpose. It's very delicious. Daddy will peel one for you, and you can try it?"

"Dad." Tan Jinqiao stepped forward, frowning deeply, "What's going on?"

"What can happen? Isn't it just that people are getting older, and it is inevitable that there will be minor illnesses and disasters..." Facing a pair of children, Tan Qingfeng was relieved for their concern, but he didn't want them to worry about him. He went back and forth , endlessly contradictory.

Tan Luyu was noncommittal to his father's remarks, but directly handed over the medical records that he had just carefully studied again to Tan Jinqiao, and Tan Qingfeng who was on the side had no time to stop him, so he put down his hands resentfully.

"The first diagnosis was right inguinal lymph node enlargement, and dissection was performed, and the pathological examination result was diffuse large B-cell lymphoma," she paused, with a choked hoarseness remaining in her voice, before she spoke again after a while , "AJCC stage I, current R-CHOP chemotherapy regimen."

After flipping through it quickly, Tan Jinqiao gently placed the medical records at the end of the hospital bed. After a moment of daze, he said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Before she finished speaking, she turned around in a hurry, as if she was restraining the rapid upsurge of some emotions. Tan Jinqiao, who was always cautious and calm, didn't even control the strength of closing the door. Unbearable.

The ward became quiet again, only Tan Qingfeng sighed lightly.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated, Tan Luyu regained her senses in a daze, got up and tidied up the quilt that had slipped off Tan Qingfeng's body: "Aunt Li probably doesn't know that my brother and I are here, I'll go buy dinner for the two of us, Dad, please lie down and sleep for a while."

"You and Jin Qiao go back, I have nothing to do, so I don't need to keep anyone." Tan Qingfeng waved his hands quickly.

Tan Luyu shook her head lightly, with a slight curl on her lips, looking at her father who was staring at her like a child, she said softly, "I'll be back soon."

Glancing at the closed bathroom door from the corner of her eye, she stopped hesitating.

Instead of choosing the elevator, he walked up the stairs along the way. The mobile phone in his pocket was not silent because the owner ignored it, and it was buzzing non-stop.

Tan Luyu stopped, bent her knees and sat on the stairs, as if she knew who the caller was before she even looked at it. Before her fingertips touched the green answer button, her eyes were filled with tears again, and her eyes were blurred .

"Luyu, tonight..." The invitation that had not yet been issued was interrupted by a crying sound.

"Woo..." Tears fell in clusters as if they couldn't dry up, and a choked sound like the neighing of a small animal was suppressed in his throat.

"... Luyu? Where are you?" Zhong Yanxu was startled when he heard the crying, and his voice became a little flustered unconsciously, "Hey, don't cry, I'll be right there!"

"I... I'm in the hospital..." Tan Luyu tried her best to suppress her choking, and vaguely reported the address.He obviously vented a bit just now and warned himself to face it with strength, but when he heard that familiar voice, he still couldn't help but want to be weak, and his emotions were completely out of his control.

"Luyu," the voice on the other end of the phone was calm and firm, making her want to rely on her, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm always here."

Tan Luyu buried her forehead between her knees and nodded silently in her heart.

She knows, he understands all her tears, shares all her pain equally, he is always there.

The author has something to say:

I am back! ! !

I don’t know if there are any little angels who remember this article (crying

It was originally expected that the update would be resumed around the tenth, but all kinds of trifles in the three-dimensional dimension made me upset, alas...

But I came back alive! (Scatter flowers~

After I started coding, I realized that I dug a big hole for myself (kneeling) and I can’t interrupt the update anymore (I’ll post [-]). I’ve coded this chapter for [-] for four days! (Tears) I completely forgot what happened before, and there are some small details, such as forgetting whether I have set the name of my brother’s hospital before._(:з」∠)_Little angels, if you find a bug, please tell Li Zisa ~ Thank you on your knees!

This week is the main deposit manuscript, try to update it daily, and start to update it steadily next week. If July is over, it can’t be delayed until August! ! !Ask the little angel to supervise!

It seems that I still have a lot to say but I forgot (early menopause, all kinds of long-winded pears) but forget it, we will have a long life in Japan, hehehehehe~

In the end, I have the cheek to ask for a wave of favorite comments, Kuaiai to comfort the stupid pear who failed the exam_(:з」∠)_