Joker Xue

People are often completely strong when there is no hope.

I even feel that if Xue Zhiqian really treated me like before, I might not show off to Xiaoming like I am now.

Pretending to look back at him casually, Yao Ji had already explained the specific details of her eyes.I'm just like a student who is taking an exam, carefully completing every movement of his own.

Yao Ji has been explaining just now, what will happen if Xue Zhiqian puts on a bad face.Unexpectedly, as soon as this guy came to a place with people, he immediately turned his face, looked at me dotingly and greeted them, and put his arm around my waist.

I couldn't help but glanced at him, but I knew that I couldn't make too many movements, and instead greeted them with the appearance of a happy girlfriend.

"Long time no see, you both lost weight! Have you made an appointment to lose weight?"

"No, the director was joking. You know that the relationship is getting better, so you should exercise more, right? It's normal to be thinner, don't you think so!" Xue Zhiqian said and squeezed my shoulder.I know he is talking nonsense and joking, but Xiao Ming is still ahead!Will he really believe it, will it affect Wu Jialei's plan... I try my best to restrain myself, so that I don't look so nervous when I look at Xiao Ming.Then he elbowed Lao Xue, "What are you talking about!"

"Qianqian still dares to drive like this, go back and be careful!" Wu Yiwan took Xiao Ming's arm while talking.

Xue Zhiqian didn't talk to me, so he raised his hand and rubbed my hair vigorously.I honestly wish this scene was real...

"Xiaowan and I plan to get things done this summer, when the time comes, you two will come together~"

I froze for a moment.

A little surprised.

But I know it's not because of their marriage, but because of my peace of mind.

I loved Xiao Ming, I know, I loved him deeply.

However, many relationships that were thought to last forever will become beyond recognition due to the ravages of time.

I know why I let go.But I don't know when it started to let go.

I wanted to find something in my memory, but found that the story was too long and too bad.Thinking about it now, there is nothing touching, let alone nostalgic.

Maybe first love is like this.When it came, it looked like an idol drama, and when it left, it looked like a literary film.

"Okay, we will definitely be there when the time comes." Xue Zhiqian's humble voice brought me back to my eyes, and then I heard the shout of the enchantress in my ear, yes, I still have a play to play, so I put on a polite smile and said Congratulations, and then gave Xiao Ming a meaningful wink as he left.

"The performance is not bad~" I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth when I heard the enchanting girl's beautiful voice.

However, when he raised his head, it was Xue Zhiqian's indifferent eyes.My smile froze all of a sudden.

"You... want to be with him so much?" He even twitched the corner of his mouth when he said it, looking very disgusted.After finishing speaking, I put down my hand and didn't give me a chance to explain.

After tossing and tossing for almost a day, it was already night when it was over, and someone urged them to go to dinner together.

Then, a group of main creators and a group of behind-the-scenes personnel hurriedly rushed to a restaurant next to the hotel.

Enchantress helped me tidy up my makeup and explained to me on the phone.She said, once Xiao Ming goes to the toilet, I will follow him out.They have thought of a plan, but they can't tell me now, for fear that I will behave unnaturally in a while.Anyway, just grasp the overall thinking and try to hook up with the superior.

I listened mechanically.To be honest, it didn't make much sense.Because my heart has been taken away by the phrase "Do you want to be with him that much?"

I could hear his disgust.

I know that I am now a junior who destroys other people's feelings, and I am at the bottom of morality.

But.For me, for Wu Jialei, and even for Xiao Ming, does morality really exist in this world?

When the clutches of power tear laws and even morals to shreds one by one, what else can we do but protect ourselves?

I hope for his understanding.

If it was before, I should try my best to tell him my difficulties and tell him that he is actually the person I want to be with the most.However, the current him is no longer the Xue Zhiqian who picked me up from the door.He already belongs to Sister Wu, to those who can stand at the top of the pyramid and look down on all beings.I have no reason and no right to complain to him.

But I know that I should be happy for him, because he will no longer be implicated by me.Moreover, if the plan is successful, with Sister Wu's support, his future journey will be smooth.

And I, after the success of the plan, will leave their world and go to a place that no one knows with my parents to live a simple life.This is the best ending I can think of.

In a normal mood.

There are always a few people in a group who like to flatter.It is enough to listen to what they say at the table.Just like that talking can eat, said desperately.

I secretly glanced at Xue Zhiqian.He always looked crazy, as if what happened around him had nothing to do with him, and his shining eyes shone like stars in the night sky.

Sister Wu, maybe she likes him too.Thinking of this, I was out of my mind for a while.When he came back to his senses, he found that his eyes had met.

Being caught, I quickly turned around and just ate the food in front of me one bite after another.

Seeing Lu Su's slightly clumsy look, Xue Zhiqian couldn't help feeling a little moved in his heart.

"She has feelings for me...should...well, maybe..." Xue Zhiqian thought so.

Faintly disappointed, the wine in his hand was unconsciously drained in one gulp.

"Hey! Teacher Xue is very generous today! Drinking one cup is so satisfying!"

"Yes, it seems that Mr. Xue is happy today, so hurry up and fill it up again, we won't go home until we're drunk..."

The booing sounds one after another made Xue Zhiqian smile again.

The gorgeous decoration in the room sets off the lively wine scene in a high-end and atmospheric way.

However, many unknown feelings can only be deeply hidden in my heart.

When I heard Yao Ji's clear voice echoing in my ears but the people around didn't react at all, I realized that Yao Ji had been away for a long time.

"What are you thinking! Hurry up and follow!" Yao Ji was already in a hurry.

I finished a mouthful of food like a wolf with a big tail, then wiped my mouth and walked out the door gently.

To be honest, I don't know when Xiao Ming went out, or even where the toilet is.So I have absolutely no idea what to expect.When will I find the toilet, when will I meet him, what mood is he in at the moment...

But because of the unknown, everything seemed natural.

When turning a corner, I suddenly saw him talking to a waiter.Then, when the waiter passed by me, I asked him where the toilet was.

"Coincidentally, that gentleman is also looking for it, you just follow him."

He looked back at me, frowning slightly, but also smiling.

"Okay, thank you." I lowered my head and walked towards him.

Then, the two walked up in a dignified manner.

"Speak! Talk! You have to talk first!" The enchantress' voice in the headset seemed to be giving birth.

But I couldn't think of what to say, and finally managed to choke out a sentence: "Are you still playing Overwatch recently?"

Then there was the continuous voice of the demon girl in the earphone: "Eyes, pay attention to your eyes!"

Naturally, Yao Ji told me a long time ago, what kind of look she should have when she mentioned the past, I still remember it, and her performance was pretty good.

"No." His tone was cold and decisive, without even looking at me.

Then, with my hot face stuck to my cold ass, I could only lower my head and bite my lips in a dejected manner.

"He's looking at you, pay attention to his expression, be in place." The enchantress' tone is very contagious, she has already entered the drama.

"The women's toilet is just in front." His tone was softer.

I went straight to the front and looked back at him when I got to the door.Her eyes were blurred and sad, her smile was as affectionate as a rose, she came out after a long time, and she blinked enchantingly at him, her eyes were full of nostalgia.

He froze for a moment.Thinking about it, he probably never thought about it, that I, who was spanking him in the same room before, could be so full of fun.

The moment I entered the toilet, I leaned against the door to let it go.After all, the work of an actor really consumes energy, especially this kind of non-NG drama, which makes me exhausted physically and mentally.

"Not bad, I have great hopes. He has changed just now." Enchantress' voice was very energetic, and it seemed that the effect was not bad. "No matter what happens in a while, remember not to show resistance, you hear me!"

I nodded stiffly.

Already a puppet, I don't have any ideas.

Then, when I went out of the toilet, I met Xiao Ming and said something insignificant.Then, at the corner, I met a little waiter pushing a cart of wobbly dishes and bowls, and then, Xiao Ming made a wall-dong and protected me against the wall.The whole process went smoothly.

I could feel Xiao Ming's breathing on my neck, a little short.

The corridors of this store are decorated in a very elegant way. Originally, there were very few dark lights, like stars.And this corner just seems to be a dead corner with no lights, so it is really an excellent place for couples.

After a few seconds, I knew that the waiter had passed.But he still didn't let me go.

"Turn around, kiss him, but slow down, it's best not to kiss him." Enchantress was afraid of disturbing my emotions, so her voice became softer.

I slowly tried to turn around.

I could see his nose just a short distance below my eyes.It's just a matter of raising your head, and you can kiss him.

I can also feel that his breathing has obviously become faster.

I can even feel his breath getting closer to me.

Just then, a familiar voice came.

"Susu! Susu! Are you there?" It was Joker Xue.

Then Xiao Ming bounced out like lightning.While striding out, he straightened his clothes and shouted nonchalantly, "Is it Lao Xue!"

"Oh! The director's family! What a coincidence!"

"Lu Su... I saw it just now! It should be going to the bathroom."

"Oh, then I'll go over there and look for it."

Hearing this, Yao Ji's cheerful voice said: "Perfect! Just come here today. You don't have to be afraid of Xue Zhiqian, we called you there, and we won't do anything to you. I'll be back soon, Bye!" Then, there was no more sound from the earphones.I didn't know what to do for a while.

Until the flashlight of a mobile phone shone on me, I didn't open my eyes for a while.However, the bright light suddenly went out, like a flashing meteor, fleeting.At that moment, I even felt a little dizzy.So much so that when I realized that I was being hugged by someone, I even wondered if it was my hallucination.It wasn't until his temperature spread around my body, until his familiar smell made me relax unconsciously, that I really felt that he was holding me in this darkness.Fierce as fire, gentle as silk.

I did not refuse.Well...my body is really honest.I need him.

However, my mouth blurted out: "This...what is it?" Don't scold me.I also regret it.I'm probably stupid... It doesn't matter if I don't understand the style, or it doesn't matter if I play tricks to death.But one of the failures of my last relationship was being together when many things were not clear, so this time, I don't want to do that.

He didn't speak.But I could feel him hugging harder.

"Count me a bitch!" He said every word, gritted his teeth.

My nose was sore, and two lines of tears flowed down directly.

"Thank you..." I buried my head deeply in his neck. "I... love you so much..." I murmured.Even if you can't hear yourself, you can feel at ease.After all, he is no longer alone.And I still have a bottom line.

That night, he didn't stay there, but left first by taking advantage of his work.

I'm a little lucky, after all, you can imagine how embarrassing it would be for the two of us to be in the same room now if he hadn't left~

So that night I lived with the enchantress.

As I said, Enchantress is an out-and-out beauty.Even though she was disguised as my assistant, it was still difficult to conceal her sky-defying beauty.

So that night, the two of us were bombarded non-stop.A group of single men who appeared out of nowhere were trying to get close to the enchantress.After enduring wave after wave of people, Enchantress finally couldn't bear the trouble.Write the seven words "I'm asleep, please do not disturb" with a pen and hang it at the door.After hanging up, I added a sentence: "My mother should write: Shanghai's first mother, see if these grandchildren dare to come!"

To be honest, seeing Yao Ji like this for the first time was a bit funny.I held back hard, but still didn't hold back.So, after a while, a pillow flew over.

"Laughing fart, you! It's not all because of you!" After speaking, he thought it was not enough and threw another one, and couldn't help laughing after throwing it.

I saw that she was in a good mood, so I threw the pillow back, and then we both threw each other's pillow until we were exhausted~

Yao Ji is a real lady, even if she is tired and paralyzed, she still looks beautiful.And I... Immediately turned into a foot-picking man, lying on the bed sprawled.

The two of us are lying on the same bed, panting heavily, and the picture is really beautiful.

"Hey! Lu Su, have you... Wu Jialei ever had a relationship?"

Although I don't know why she suddenly mentioned Wu Jialei, but I answered happily: "No!"

She seemed a little surprised, and then asked, "Just, never once?"

I burst out laughing and answered casually, "Of course not!"

Enchantress glanced at me, "That's right!" After she finished speaking, she looked at the ceiling with a slight smile, as beautiful as a blooming white orchid.His eyes narrowed slightly, as if he had something on his mind, but it looked as gentle as a flower blown by the breeze, and even I was drunk.

"Sister Yao, may I ask you a question too."

"Ask." She looked back at me, and that look reminded me of the day when she fed me porridge.In this way, even if I know that she and Wu Jialei are in the same group, even if I remember every detail of how he was strict with me, I just can't hate her, and I always feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

"Joe Xue and Wu Jiaqian are..."

Enchantress rolled her eyes and said slowly: "Couples! I don't know very well. But there is one thing I haven't told you, that is, do you remember the few days when you trained, that is, you just opened up In the past few days, Xue Zhiqian and Wu Jiaqian came once, but they took a look at you from a distance and left. At that time, I thought that that man might have something to do with you, and now it seems that it is indeed the case!"

"No...no...well, Wu Jiaqian and I also know each other, maybe it's her..."

Before she finished speaking, Yao Ji laughed.

"Do you know that you are not good at lying~"

"No...I'm afraid...ah..."

"Are you afraid that I will tell Wu Jiaqian?"

I stopped talking and just looked at her like that, expressing my acquiescence.

"You're thinking too much! I don't know her very well. I've only met her a few times. Since you know her, you should be able to feel that we are not the same way at all. How can someone like her think highly of her?" Me?" She said, laughing self-deprecatingly.

I can understand.After all, I have been with Sister Wu for so many years, and I know how arrogant Sister Wu is in her bones.If you want to compare it with flowers, she should be a delicate white lotus.Of course, there is no such meaning~ but a pure meaning that can be seen from a distance but not played with.In terms of arrogance, the arrogance of plum blossoms can actually be compared with that of lotus flowers.But Sister Wu gives me the feeling that she always outshine others.It's the kind of lone ranger who doesn't even say a word to you even though you think the same as her, even though you really want to help her and share her difficulties.Unlike plum blossoms, although they are proud, they are in full bloom in clusters on each branch, and they are very united.

I shook the hand of Enchantress, I think she should need it.

"But I really think that kid is very interesting to you. You know he has some expressions that you haven't seen, but I can see them clearly from the camera on your body. This kid is absolutely! Wait until you get grandson Sensible, let's put his affairs on the agenda!"

"But...they already have people, okay! Could it be that you let me deal with him like Sun Mingda!"

The Enchantress gave me a blank look, with a very iron face. "You are stupid! Of course you can't use the same method as Sun Mingda with the person you like!"

"So? Which one? Do you know?"

"I don't know!" Yao Ji said seriously.It made both of us laugh out loud.

But after laughing for a while, she said seriously: "Actually, I really don't know. But, two cobblers are the best of Zhuge Liang, right! We'll be fine together!"

It actually warms my heart to hear this.But I still couldn't help yelling at her: "Fart! Three cobblers are as good as Zhuge Liang! Are you educated!"

"Three is three, my old lady can't beat two!" After thinking about it, she began to throw pillows at me, "You are the only one who is educated! You are the only one who is educated!" Then the cohabitation of that night became me and the demon Ji's pillow fight ended with the two of them exhausted and fell asleep without knowing how.

After that day, Yao Ji thought of various plans to let Xiao Ming and I meet in various ways.As for me, acting in front of Xiao Ming every day has become my daily routine.As time goes by, the cooperation between me and the enchantress has become more and more tacit.But Xiao Ming is more and more like a prop to me.Sometimes immersed in the instructions of the enchantress, I even forget myself, us, and the past, as if everything before has never happened.Then it wasn't until I went back that I heard Yao Ji's voice of "I did a good job today" before I could return to reality and slowly feel that what happened with Xiao Ming just now really happened.

If you ask me, in this boring life, besides my parents, what else is more important to me, it should be Xue Zhiqian.

Of course, it's not the kind of fanfare to care about.I said that I am a person with a bottom line.Therefore, I treat him with indifference on the surface, keeping him at a respectful distance, but behind the scenes, I flip through his Weibo circle of friends N times a day, wait for his door to open and close at home every day, and ask the enchantress about him and Wu Jiaqian every now and then. Son……

Do you think I'm a bit perverted...

Fortunately, I have a witch.It should be said that I was able to be so sanctimonious and have such ulterior motives towards Xue Zhiqian without any scruples, more than half of the courage was given to me by the enchantress.If there is no Enchantress, I might just suffocate in my heart to death like I did to Xiao Ming back then.

With someone by my side, I always feel that no matter how difficult things are, they become less difficult.

That night, the enchantress took me home.She said that my encounter with Xiao Ming is coming to an end, but I can't relax during this period, because the final battle is coming soon.She said that a week later, the Wu family would hold a private reception.And at this reception, the Wu family will determine the final supporter of their family.So our plan is to choose the night before this day, let me seduce Xiao Ming, let Wu Yiwan catch the traitor, no matter what, let the Wu family change their mind that night.Then the next day, as soon as the results come out, our plan is considered complete.Yao Ji also specifically told me that I must be emotional that day, and asked me to look at our previous photos in the past few days to find out how I feel.

So, I was thrown at home like this, and became a salted fish.

One week, whether it is short or not, or whether it is long or not.

I spent three days going around in F.again and again.

To be honest, F has changed a lot.After we left, the school spent money on renovations, and it was really beautiful.

Watching groups of young faces pass by me, I always feel that I am a stranger, an intruder, and should not be here.

But, fortunately, the school library and the cafe that Xiao Ming and I used to go to have not changed much.It is like a paradise in the campus that has been fresh and scared me.

So, I spent the whole day in these two places, trying to make as many joys, sorrows, helplessness, and depressions as possible in those years reappear in my memory.But you know, sometimes, recalling such things, the more deliberate you are, the more difficult it will be.Just like me, I remember a lot of things, with classmates, with seniors, and even with strangers.But with Xiao Ming's memory, it should be the most memory, but he remembers very little.If it was the past, I would never force myself to deliberately recall these things.But now, I know, I have to.

By the fourth day, I finally couldn't take it anymore.

I started shopping.No matter what, I have to go shopping, otherwise I really can't stand this depressed mood.

But shopping has to endure the bombardment of Xue Zhiqian billboards.But fortunately, I have seen him a long time ago and know where he is.So before I went, I posted four, this time passing by his billboard, I must walk past his billboard without changing my face or beating my heart!And the fact that I actually did it made me feel better, as if the rhythm of shopping became more lively afterwards.

But ah but... Beware of his billboard, but I didn't expect that I passed by his hot pot restaurant, which is the one where I worked before...

I probably bought something crazy, right?Why are you passing by here?

I stood in front of his store, just stunned for a while, I don't know what I was thinking, I probably let it go.I don't remember the exact details.I just remember that the waiter in the store saw me and wanted to say hello to me, but another waiter saw this and hurriedly patted her, as if he had seen a ghost.They should... all know... I think so.If they all know, then what face do I have to see them again?Thinking of this, I ran like crazy, desperately.Without even noticing, I burst into tears.I even forgot how I got home.I just remember that when I got home, I couldn't help but sat at the door and started crying. I don't know how long I cried.

But I don't know, not long after I ran away from Shang Shangqian, Xue Zhiqian left Sister Wu inside and rushed out, looking for me desperately.In the huge shopping mall, floor by floor, store by store, they just ran like that.In the end, he still couldn't find it, so he sat down in a small corner.Sister Wu came over and handed him a bottle of water.However, he didn't even look at it, just said thank you and left.

fifth day.I'm in a bad mood and don't want to go out.Tomorrow the plan will be carried out.The appointment was to meet up with the Enchantress tomorrow morning.Final plans are in the evening.My heart is chaotic, but I can't calm down.Watch the second hand go round and round.What happened recently is like a movie, and it keeps showing up one after another in my eyes.I, maybe because I was too nervous.

In the evening, staring at the phone in a daze.Like wanting to do something but not knowing what to do.Simply lock the screen, unlock, lock the screen, and unlock over and over again.

I've never tried to open a chat and just get a message from him.How do you say that feeling, surprise, excitement, I still can't believe it, and even think it is a prank by Tencent's father.

But that day, the news I received was true, a solid sentence of "Come out for a walk, I will wait for you downstairs." The avatar is still the one that I deeply hated, and deeply liked, and even now I still like it very much Xue Zhiqian.

☆, it is better to be together