[Luhan] Rebirth: Chasing the Deer

Why are people born high or low, rich or poor?

Jiang Wanwan has been thinking about this issue since she was sensible, complaining silently about the injustice of fate, but at the same time she has to submit to this tragic fate.

I remember that year, she was ten years old.

"Smelly girl, why did you come back so late? You can't even do such a small thing as buying wine. What's the use of me raising you!"

In a small bungalow, a man with an unshaven beard and a fleshy face stared fiercely and shrank into the corner of the wall. The shivering little girl yelled in a rough voice, and as if still not relieved, she casually grabbed an ashtray from the coffee table and threw it at her. Catch him.

Jiang Wanwan's face turned pale with fright, she quickly crouched down with her head in her arms, and the porcelain ashtray that flew towards her slammed into the wall beside her with a bang, and it was torn apart.

"Hmph." The man relieved his anger and ignored her. He dug out a few bottles of beer she had just bought from the black plastic bag at hand, opened the bottle opener, held it directly to his mouth, and gurgled down. After pouring, he hiccupped loudly, exhaled comfortably, and lay lazily on the sofa, facing the TV, constantly pressing the remote control to change channels.

From the beginning to the end, she never looked at Jiang Wanwan behind her again.

Jiang Wanwan kept squatting on the ground with her head buried until her feet were so numb that it was unbearable. Then she carefully supported the wall and stood up tremblingly. She looked at the man with a mature and indifferent expression that did not match her age, and there was also a trace of imperceptible resentment. .

There is a mess everywhere, old and dirty rooms, peeling and cracked walls, cold concrete floors, rickety sofas, and on the sofa, there are blushing, cursing, drunken men.

If possible, she really didn't want to call him father, but it was an indisputable fact, because, a week ago, he dragged her to the hospital for a test, and used a piece of hair to prove the blood relationship, which is ridiculous to say, That day was also the day her parents officially divorced.

The reason is very simple. My mother was found to be having an affair with another man outside. My father found out, and in a fit of rage, he beat up the adulterer severely, and went to court. There was an uproar, and finally the divorce was done.

The strange thing is that she is not sad at all, but feels normal. Her mother is a very beautiful person. Most of her looks are inherited from her mother, but somehow, she is blind and married to her despite the strong opposition of her family. A father who doesn't look very good, has no money, and doesn't want to make progress.

I'm afraid it's because she was young and ignorant, and she was easily seduced by a few sweet words, but the love covered in sugar-coated cannonballs will always be exhausted little by little in the trivial life of daily necessities. Since she was born, she has never seen her father go out to work. All the expenses of the family are borne by the mother alone by earning money from part-time jobs. Year after year, it is normal for her to find another new love.

It's just that Jiang Wanwan still hated her mother, why didn't she miss her when she left, why didn't she take her away, she would rather live with a strange man than stay under the same roof as her father.

She hated her father even more. This useless man who always took his anger out on her since her mother left and beat and scolded her was definitely a nightmare that she wanted to get rid of all her life.

One day, she must leave here, definitely.

At that time, she was still young, no better than the future, she hadn't learned to disguise her weakness with a smile, and she hadn't learned to use her innate appearance advantages to win people's love. At that time, she was inferior and sensitive, timid and cowardly. Let her become more and more withdrawn, do not like to talk, and do not like to socialize with others.

However, good things don’t go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles. Even if she doesn’t say it, the things about her family have already been told by the neighbors, three aunts and six wives, and she has already become their jokes after dinner. They relish guessing her mother through a series of clues. When did she cheat, before or after she was born, she was more interested than her father.

Under such circumstances, no child is willing to get close to her, avoiding her like a snake and scorpion, for fear of getting a trace of what their parents call a wild species.

Except for one person, only, one person.

"Wanwan, what is your dream?"

Beside Jiang Wanwan, a beautiful and fair young boy blinked his eyes as bright as glass balls and asked her curiously.

They were just in elementary school, they got out of school early, and the sky was still very bright. They were walking together on the way home, with the breeze blowing by, and they were indescribably comfortable.

"Why did you suddenly ask this?" Jiang Wanwan looked at this boy who was one year younger than her in doubt. His name was Luhan, and she called him Alu, because they grew up together, so of course the relationship was only him. When everyone rejected her, she stood by her side without hesitation, and when others expected her to bully her, she bullied her back without hesitation.

Because of this, he was often teased by his brothers, saying that he was ashamed and not ashamed, while she was collectively hated by the girls around her, and never took her to play games. The children who grew up in the same yard were young, ignorant, and the boundaries between men and women were clearly defined. Beng Da Da is mischievous like a monkey and hates to play with them. Even Shu Yu, who has a good relationship with them in the future, is just a passerby who is not familiar with each other at this time.

And in this case, as long as it is found that which boy is walking a little closer to which girl, he will immediately be maliciously labeled as he likes her or she likes him, as if this is such a shameful and shameful thing .

As a matter of course, Lu Han and Jiang Wanwan, the heterogeneous couple, were the first to bear the brunt, and they became the targets of everyone's vague targeting. Lu Han is okay, his popularity is there, and the relationship is so strong that no one dares to touch him, but Jiang Wanwan is different. Family relationships are cast aside by others, and this time it is because Lu Han is always teased by everyone.

Jiang Wanwan still remembers the time when they had the worst quarrel, it was in her third grade of elementary school, on a certain day, a few girls teamed up and wrote "Jiang Wanwan likes Lu Han" with chalk everywhere on the wall of Jiang Wanwan's house The words filled the entire aisle, attracting countless people to come to watch, and the strange eyes kept shooting at her back and forth, and those girls did not shy away from it, without any guilt for doing something wrong, and stood there openly. , his eyes fell directly on her, with a teasing smile on her immature face, with a sense of superiority in her disdain.

She stiffened, her face flushed, and her heart was filled with shame. When she was angry and embarrassed, it was the first time she saw the boy get angry.

At that time, Luhan was not as peaceful as he is now. He had a beautiful snow-white face and big watery eyes. He didn't know how skinny he was. He fought with others all day long. He was only eight years old. In his eyes, there is almost no difference between men and women. He was so angry that he rushed towards those women without even thinking about it. He seemed to have a bit of demeanor and aimed at the oldest one among them. He was nearly three years older than the girl, grabbed her arm, opened his mouth, showing a mouthful of white teeth, and bit down hard.

The girl screamed in pain, her expression twisted, she screamed, beat his head hard, and screamed for him to let go. Although she was a girl, her strength was not small at that age, and Luhan's head was bursting Dull pain, vision began to blur, but the blood was surging, he insisted on biting, and the scene became chaotic.

Jiang Wanwan had never encountered such a situation before, she just stood there, staring blankly at them, not knowing how to react, but several boys ran to fight, and they didn't separate them even after a lot of effort, it was the parents of both sides who came forward Just give up and finish things hastily.

Since then, in her heart, she has long regarded Lu Han as her closest person in this world, and also the person she likes the most, but because she is still young, she has never delved into this liking, what kind of liking it is, I just feel that being with him is very warm and comfortable, a hundred times better than her cold and dark home.

If only she could be with him all the time, she couldn't help thinking every time she got home.

"Isn't this the homework assigned by the Chinese teacher today, asking us to write an essay with the title "My Dream", but I don't know what my dream is, so I will refer to yours."

Luhan looked downcast and gloomy, and counted the number of words the teacher stipulated, 800 words, how great this dream must be to complete it, woo, I really want to cry.

"My dream..." Jiang Wanwan thought hard and said, "It should be going abroad."

"Going abroad?" Lu Han tilted his head strangely and asked, "Why?"

"Because, I want to leave here..." Jiang Wanwan subconsciously grabbed the pink schoolbag strap under her shoulders, lowered her head, and whispered, but her tone was very firm, "Leave here, stay far away, and never come back."

"Is that so..." Seeing her like this, Lu Han looked at her eyes with a bit of pity.

"Then I'll take you there."

"What?" Jiang Wanwan looked up, a little confused.

"Just going abroad." Lu Han smiled, raised his head, and was extremely confident, swearing to her seriously, "When I have money, I will take you out of here."

Jiang Wanwan's nose was sour, and indescribable complex emotions slowly spread in her heart. After a long time, she covered her eyes and smiled slightly, "Well, I believe in you."

The sound as thin as a mosquito came out of the mouth, and after a while, it was scattered by the wind and rubbed into the air, leaving no residue.

The author has something to say:

This chapter can be regarded as the conclusion of the foreshadowing of the previous article, and it can also be regarded as a summary of Jiang Wanwan. She will hardly appear in the future, so don’t worry (^_^) The story of Luhan and Su Yi will really start next, respect Please look forward to (?ò?ó?)

Volume Three