A woman like Ode to Joy

Fan Shengmei didn't take the matter of meeting that old Mr. Tan to heart. She was a little busy with the affairs in the lobby, so she didn't have the time to remember an ordinary guest. Apart from the information that should be kept in mind, along with the VIP guests The changes one by one were quickly left behind by her.

And she had lost contact with Tan Zongming for nearly a week, or she had unilaterally broken contact.Tan Zongming called and sent text messages, but Fan Shengmei didn't respond.

Taking a long breath, it was difficult to soothe the sad oppression in her chest, Fan Shengmei held her chest to adjust her expression, and then went into the dressing room to change clothes.

Pushing the door open, Manager Lu, who was changing shift, was putting on his coat inside, when he saw Fan Shengmei come in and said hello.

"How is it? How do you feel after working for half a month?" Manager Lu asked.

Speaking of which, Fan Shengmei has been here for almost 20 days, time flies, the employee's probationary period is one to three months, Fan Shengmei always strives to become a regular within one month, so she works extra hard.She consciously did a good job and is suitable for this position. Although it is challenging for the first time, it is not worse than her previous HR.

Fan Shengmei generally answered that it was not bad, that she had adapted well, Manager Lu also nodded, as if she was quite satisfied with Fan Shengmei, and also said what she had in mind.

"Although you have just started this job, your advantages are obvious. You are also hardworking. I am optimistic about you. You should work harder and try to become a regular within a month." After putting on his coat, he patted Fan Shengmei's Shoulder, encouragement smile.

Fan Shengmei looked at Manager Lu's 40-year-old face, with a mature and smooth face, pursed her lips and nodded.

"I will."

This is undoubtedly what she said to herself every day, and she had said it to herself tens of millions of times without being repeated.

"Then I'm going to work."

Fan Shengmei nodded and watched Manager Lu walk out the door, then slumped on the chair, propping his head wearily.

As soon as he sat down, the cell phone in his coat pocket rang loudly, trembling in his pocket, which was very obvious through a layer of clothes.

Fan Shengmei leaned back and took out her mobile phone.

Glancing at the caller - Andy.

A little surprised, while sliding to answer.

"Hello, Andy."

"Dinner? Tonight?" Fan Shengmei fell sideways and lay on the bench.

Andy on the other end said that she hadn't seen Fan Shengmei for a long time, and she happened to be alone again, and she happened to want to eat a certain restaurant's food, and she couldn't help but call Fan Shengmei.

"You, life is really leisurely now." Thinking about how tired I am all over, my bones hurt, and I'm just a hard worker, I feel envious when I think about it, "Ah... I'm exhausted."

That Andy doesn't think so, the life of a pregnant woman is not what she likes as a workaholic, she prefers the days when she has something to do, the time is better, and the life is more abundant, instead of being like a sow like now up.

Hearing Andy complaining that she gained a lot of weight and couldn't wear many clothes in the past, Fan Shengmei couldn't help laughing and explained to her that pregnant women are like this.

It's okay if I don't say this, but once I say this, Andy can hardly imagine how much effort she will have to take to lose weight after giving birth. When she thinks about it, she feels that the future is long.

The two, who haven’t seen each other for a long time and haven’t spoken much on the phone, chatted for a long time. It’s not like when Andy was working in the past, he always said a few words in a hurry, and he happened to live next door. Ode to Joy said.

"It seems that after I changed jobs, we haven't seen each other. We used to see each other without looking up. I didn't expect to have to make an appointment to meet now."

Andy smiled, "That's right, do you have time at night? I see that you are very busy, and I'm afraid it will delay your rest time."

"You already asked me out, don't I have time? I must have it!" Fan Shengmei slumped on the chair and moved her head, took off the hair on the back of her head, and let go of a strand of hair, as if exhausted all over her body. Take it off, it's much more comfortable to lie down on.

"After I become a full-time employee, I will have more rest time. Then I will go to you to have fun, and go to your place to eat and drink."

After becoming a full-time employee, Fan Shengmei had much more time to rest. During the day, she worked three shifts at night, and after three days of work, she had two days off. The next day is eight in the morning, and the rest is in the middle of the day and night. The rest time is considered sufficient, but it is 12 hours a day.Now the one-month internship is the most tiring time. As long as I get through the internship and become proficient, all problems can be handled easily, and I don’t want to feel exhausted like now.

"Come anyway." Andy on the other end said in a tone that he couldn't wait for, "I'm alone, by the way, when the time comes, you can bring Lao Tan too, and a few people can eat and drink together, he knows the fun place There are too many, let him take us there is the right choice."

Andy talked enthusiastically by himself, and didn't pay attention to Fan Shengmei's silence when she mentioned Tan Zongming.

"At that time, you won't be rubbing against me anymore, we will rub against him together." Andy continued, and said a few more words about the good places that Tan Zongming took her to before, and after talking for a while, finally It was found that there was no sound from the other side of the phone.

Quickly asked, "Hello? What's the matter?" Andy felt that something was wrong with Fan Shengmei.

"Why don't you talk?" He glanced at the phone screen and was still in the middle of a call. Could it be that there is something wrong with the headset?

Mumbling, is the headset broken?Checked the headset again.

Not bad...

"Hello? Xiao Fan?"

At this moment, Fan Shengmei, who was lying on the bench, stared blankly at the air outlet of the central air conditioner. Hearing Andy's question, she quickly replied.

"I am here."

Andy was puzzled, "Why didn't you talk all of a sudden? I thought the phone was broken. What's wrong with you?"

Andy asked softly, but Fan Shengmei's heart grew more and more depressed, and she didn't know how to speak or what to say.

He just lay his body upright, sighed a long time, looked at the ceiling, his mind was in a daze.

"I don't even know, how did I tell you..."

Andy on the other end sat on the sofa with a solemn expression, knowing that every time Fan Shengmei did this, she must have encountered a big problem, and thinking of Fan Shengmei's family that was lagging behind, worried that Fan Shengmei's parents, elder brother and sister-in-law were embarrassing her again about money.

"Is it at home again... If there is anything you need to help, don't be polite to me."

Hearing Andy's question, Fan Shengmei denied it with a wry smile, "No."

After struggling for a moment, he finally said it.

"Yes, it's between me and Tan Zongming."

The matter between her and Tan Zongming...

And Tan Zongming?Old Tan?

Andy never expected this to happen, and was surprised, "What's the matter with you and Lao Tan?"

"We are now in a state of breaking up, probably."

—————Boundary line—————

After dragging his tired body out of the hotel, Fan Shengmei got on the bus and silently found a seat in the back seat of the bus.

And Kempin faced the 22nd floor of the main entrance of the main street. Someone stood silently in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the office, looking at the sinking sun and the golden dusk outside the window, and kept thinking about what he had just passed outside the locker room door.

There was an unspeakable eagerness in my heart.

Every time he thinks it's impossible to tease him and give him hope.

broke up……

He straightened his body and turned around, quietly sat down on the chair, and slowly closed the page of Fan Shengmei's file.

"Break up?" Andy's belly bulged slightly, and he really didn't understand how Fan Shengmei and Lao Tan got into this situation.And it was so sudden.

"It's not considered a breakup, it's just my plan, and Tan Zongming refused to let go." Fan Shengmei felt full after eating a few mouthfuls. These days, her mood has been dull, her appetite has become poor, she has no appetite for anything, she just wants to drink .

As he spoke, he picked up the red wine on the side and drank it like a cow.

Andy saw that her face was really tired and ugly, worried that she was drinking too much, but didn't know how to persuade her.

"You, don't drink too much at once." He hurriedly took the red wine bottle away, and watched Fan Shengmei's wine glass bottom out, he drank too much.

"I really believe in Lao Tan's character. He shouldn't mess around and do anything to apologize to you. You guys..."

"It's not about this." Holding an empty wine glass, Fan Shengmei smiled wryly.

"Actually, I should have thought of it a long time ago. I should have thought of it from the first day we started dating, no, before we started dating." I looked up at Andy's face, and looked at her pretty face. On Mei's concerned face, there was an ugly smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she had just taken a sip of bitter wine, it was extremely bitter.

"People, it's better to have less dreams." Suddenly said this, Fan Shengmei put down the crystal clear goblet in her hand, and let out a long breath, "I said before that there are differences between people. There are classes, there are divides..."

When she said this, Andy seemed to have already guessed what Fan Shengmei was going to say next, as well as the "problem" between her and Tan Zongming.Looking at the tears secretly pooling from the corners of Fan Shengmei's eyes, he suddenly felt that this table of favorite meals was not so delicious.

"You also know me, my family situation, yes, I'm quite inferior in this regard, I..." Wanting to say too much, Fan Shengmei was a little incoherent for a moment, but expressed eagerly, "I, I envy you so much .”

"But I'm not you, it's impossible, Tan Zongming and I can only fall in love." Fan Shengmei felt that nothing she said was wrong, and what she said were all facts, but the more she stated the facts, the teardrops trembled a little The ground trembled in the eye sockets and fell down.

"However, I really like him, but he can't marry me... But, but, I can't always fall in love with him, I'm not young anymore, I have to get married, what's the point of a fruitless love. "The tears fell more and more under such circumstances, but the mind and words became more and more clear.

There are too many buts, too many helplessness and facts, the clearer the statement, the more depressing it is.

This time Andy didn't stop her, but instead handed her red wine and poured her a glass.As soon as it was poured, Fan Shengmei swung her head up, and the big glass was empty again.

"You have to go to work tomorrow." Andy reminded.

As if hearing a very cruel sentence, Fan Shengmei let go of the cup and supported her cheeks and laughed, laughing and crying at the same time, looking a little embarrassed, "Don't say it, heh, don't say it, I almost forgot, I will return it tomorrow You have to go to work and not get drunk." Leaning back in the chair, he pushed the glass away.

"I can't get drunk. I forgot, there is a pregnant woman opposite me..." Fan Shengmei chuckled.