The actor is also giving up on himself today

On April 2018, 4, it was raining in Seoul today, and other trainees were still sleeping. I woke up an hour early, and after writing the diary, I went to practice my lines and breath for a while. This is what Xiao taught me before. Life only needs to dance and practice singing, but I will work hard, hoping to stand side by side with Yi Xiao one day.

On June 2018, 6, yesterday I had a muscle strain and had a day off. I secretly saved money and bought the book on actor psychology recommended by Yi Xiao. I read a lot and benefited a lot.

On July 2018, 7, why did that disgusting boss insist on us drinking and singing with him, and some people took the initiative to post it, but I am not surprised at all.

September 2018, 9, I have a fever today, I miss Yi Xiao very much, Xiao, how are you?

On October 2018, 10, the daily training intensity is very high, but I still have to spare time to study acting skills. Watching Yi Xiao's movies is the best of both worlds!

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Every page here records Jian Ming's longing for Yi Xiao, as well as his small complaints. He complained that he was very poor as a trainee, and he also said that he exploited artists very badly. Jian Ming said in his diary that he was actually very poor. He is a little money fanatic and likes to have money in his account, but he will not sell his dignity for the sake of fame, so he doesn't want to go to the dinner party at all.

The turning point was that at the end of 2018, Jian Ming’s font changed. Yi Xiao guessed that he was still insisting on writing mood records when he was hospitalized, because he mentioned that his ribs hurt every day, and every breath was a huge pain. During the painful process, he had to persevere, because he wanted to get rid of all this, and he wanted to go back to see Yi Xiao.

Looking at it, Yi Xiao's eyes turned slightly red. He closed the diary and said softly, "This silly boy."

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Yi Xiao hugged Jian Ming and stroked Jian Ming's hair, "Are you angry that I read your diary?"

Jian Ming shook his head, "I don't mind, but I'm afraid you do."

"Silly boy, if you mind, would I do so many things for you?" Yi Xiao let go of Jian Ming, touched Jian Ming's face, and said softly, "Now that I've said it all, do you feel better?"

"Yes, I feel much better." Jian Ming looked at Yi Xiao, "I want to say goodbye to everything in the past."

"Okay, it's up to you." Yi Xiao looked at Jian Ming dotingly, "I will support you whatever you want."

Jian Ming's eyes were full of light, and he said in a low voice: "Xiao, thank you..." After speaking, Jian Ming leaned forward, pursed his lips, finally made up his mind, and kissed Yi Xiao's lips .

Jian Ming's kiss was very clumsy, pecking at Yi Xiao's lips like a bird.

Yi Xiao looked at Jian Ming's long eyelashes, and saw that Jian Ming closed his eyes, and seemed to be a little serious.

The corner of Yi Xiao's mouth raised an arc, he held Jian Ming's shoulder, and pulled him away like a small animal, "Wait, are you thanking me?"

Jian Ming froze for a moment, blushing, "You...don't want me to kiss you?"

Yi Xiao raised his eyebrows, "Thinking about it, thinking about it very much."

The old hooligan has always been so frank and helpless.

Jian Ming blushed even more.

Yi Xiao said: "But I don't want you to take this as thanks and reward."

Jian Ming quickly raised his eyes, "No, I really mean it."

Yi Xiao smirked: "You say you are sincere, how can you prove it?"

"Me!" Jian Ming said eagerly, "I am willing to use anything to prove it."

"Anything? You said that." Yi Xiao raised his eyebrows.

Is there anything wrong with the sentence "Yes..."?

While Jian Ming was still reacting, his body was hugged into his arms.

"So what?" Yi Xiao asked.

Jian Ming nodded.

"Then what about this?" Yi Xiao tasted Jian Ming's soft lips.

Jian Ming blushed slightly, and continued to nod.

"Then what about this?" He picked up Jian Ming and put him on the bed.

Jian Ming blushed, and it was obvious that he was still a little scared. He was laid flat on the bed, his hands clasped nervously on his chest, as if he was dead.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore, you are tired today, go to bed early, I will watch you here, and leave when you fall asleep." Saying that, Yi Xiao straightened up.

Jian Ming suddenly reached out and took Yi Xiao's hand, he said softly: "I am willing to give you everything, yes, I do it voluntarily."

Everything has been told to Yi Xiao, he doesn't have any psychological burden, he wants to express his love for Yi Xiao at this moment.

Yi Xiao leaned over and pressed Jian Ming's earlobe lightly with the tip of his nose. His voice bewitched, "Little brother, are you an adult yet?"

"Hmm..." Jian Ming stared nervously at the tip of his nose, "I'm already 20 years old."

Yi Xiao smiled lowly, "Didn't you say you won't lie to me? I know everything about you. You falsely reported that you were 20, and now you are only 19." He rubbed Jian Ming's neck.

Jian Ming asked in surprise, "How do you know?"

Yi Xiao said: "You told me when you were drunk. The Immigration Bureau investigated, and your age was lied to." He whispered: "Why, little brother Jian Ming doesn't remember?"

Jian Ming's heart beat violently, and his lips gradually became redder, which made Yi Xiao narrow his eyes, and in the next second, Yi Xiao kissed her deeply.

Yi Xiao's kiss was hot and domineering, it was as aggressive as a siege, and Jian Ming couldn't breathe.

The two breathed heavily, and when the last line of defense was about to collapse, Yi Xiao braked the car.

He breathed heavily and was hugged by Jian Ming, buried his face in Jian Ming's ear, his voice was hoarse, "Let's wait until you are 20 years old."

He has been waiting for so long, he doesn't care about the time, besides, Jian Ming has just revealed his life experience, and his emotions are in a fragile period, so what this will do to Jian Ming seems to be taking advantage of others.

He can't do things like taking advantage of others' danger - because he is quite patient with Jian Ming.

Yi Xiao adjusted his posture, hugged Jian Ming and lay down, and turned off the light.

Jian Ming nestled in Yi Xiao's arms like a small animal, and said in a low voice, "When I'm 20, we can be together..."

Yi Xiao kissed Jian Ming's forehead, and comforted him: "Sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow."

Sure enough, the sleep with Yi Xiao at the side seemed particularly quality. Jian Ming smelled Yi Xiao's good smell, and fell asleep like this.

Early the next morning, when Jian Ming woke up, Yi Xiao was no longer in the room. He looked at his watch, and it was almost eight o'clock.

No wonder Yi Xiao wasn't there. The filming started at various positions after seven o'clock. He slept so deeply that he didn't even hear the alarm clock.

Thinking of what happened last night, Jian Ming's face was still full of beauty, and a sense of happiness surged in his chest.

At this moment, the phone rang. Jian Ming clicked on it, and it was Yaoyao's voice: "Mingming, are you up? I'm at your door."

Yaoyao didn't dare to knock on the door directly, she didn't know that Yi Xiao had already gone to the set right now.

Jian Ming smiled, just when he was about to open the door, he heard the phone rang again. Jian Ming looked at the screen and hung up in disgust, but the number that was hung up just now called again in an instant.

Jian Ming had no choice but to pick it up.

"How is your money prepared?" On the other end of the phone, there was a woman's eager voice, without politeness or greetings, she came up and went straight to the point.

"I can't help it, and I have no money." Jian Ming made up his mind not to give any money, and from now on he will not care about these people anymore, "Whatever you want, you can earn your own money to buy it, don't always staring at me."

On the other end of the phone, the woman burst into tears, "If you don't give me money, your stepfather will beat me to death!"

Jian Ming sneered, "No, his child still needs you to raise him."

These vain and bitter schemes now seem so fake, and they are not even willing to mix them with any warmth.

"Jian Ming! You can't be so ungrateful! Without me, how could you get a green card in the United States! If you have a conscience, you have to know how to repay your kindness!" The woman roared: "I saw it on the news, you are close to the big boss, give us A little money, are you so stingy?"

"A little money? You asked me for 40 yuan. Why, my brother wants to buy a car, so I have to throw my life away?" Jian Ming unconsciously raised his voice.

He paid too much, helped the family time and time again, and was labeled as miserly in the end.

The woman coaxed: "Mingming, I know you are a good boy, this little money is nothing to you, after all your friend told us that you are now closely related to the director of the film crew, I checked Now, his family is the richest man in the country, you can ask him to borrow it!"

"You're enough!" Jian Ming didn't expect someone to claim to be his friend, and even broke the news to the vampire mother, "How can I have any friends? Tell me, what's his name?"

"He didn't say anything." The woman continued to press for money with a look of indifference.

Jian Ming couldn't take it anymore, hung up the phone, and then turned off the phone directly.

A bunch of vampires!

But now he is not afraid, he has Yi Xiao.

"Mingming, why did you get up?" After the door opened, Yaoyao stood outside, smiling at Jian Ming.

Jian Ming suddenly realized that he had stayed in Yi Xiao's room all night. He didn't know that Yaoyao already knew everything, so he covered it up: "I slept late last night, oh, that... we were discussing roles, and finally I sleep on the sofa."

Yaoyao: Don't pretend anymore, Yi Xiao is really tormenting, my little boyfriend can't even get out of bed in the morning.

Under Yaoyao's rich inner monologue, the two finally came to the set.

Today's filming is a scene of Jian Ming's origami crane. After he knows the function of the paper crane, he is folding it crazily, because he wants to change too much.

Shooting this scene is relatively simple for the actors, but it is more troublesome for the camera, because it involves multiple camera positions, as well as the pushing and pulling of the lens, and close-ups from many angles are required.

In fact, such close-up shots that don't show much face are often made by the leading actor to shoot a few scenes, and the rest is done by subtitles. Jian Ming insisted that no subtitles were used, and he went through the scene over and over again.

The filming of the whole day went smoothly, and the work was done early in the evening. Yi Xiao just wanted to have dinner with Jian Ming when he was called back by an urgent call from Geng Shaoqiu, saying that after the reorganization of the company, the shareholders were going to hold a dinner, so that Yi Xiao could have dinner with Jian Ming. Xiao must participate.

"Go, go and come back early." Jian Ming gently helped him tidy up his clothes, and told him, "Don't drink too much."

Yi Xiao nodded, went out and got into the car sent by Geng Shaoqiu to pick him up.

Despite Jian Ming's advice, Yi Xiao still drank too much that night and slept directly in the hotel where the dinner was held, so it was naturally impossible to go early and return early.

Early the next morning, the executive director had already adjusted the shooting schedule, thinking that the director would not be able to shoot on time today, but he did not expect to see Yi Xiao had already arrived.

Sitting aside, Jian Ming asked worriedly, "Did you drink last night, did you not rest?"

Yi Xiao waved his hand, "It's okay, those old people thought I couldn't drink, so they came to feed me, and they all fell down because of me, I just had a little more, and I can rest at night, don't worry."

Jian Ming handed him a thermos. Seeing his lack of energy, he couldn't bear to break it, "Drink some hot water first, and I'll go and touch up your makeup."

"Yeah." Yi Xiao turned his head and shouted to the executive director: "The filming will start in 10 minutes, and all units should pay attention."

The executive director took the order and hurried to make arrangements.

Jian Ming sat aside and asked the makeup artist to finish his makeup. Just as he stood up and walked towards the plane, he heard a piercing shout behind him.

"Jian Ming! Let me see where you are hiding today?!"

This voice was so familiar, it accompanied him through his childhood full of nightmares.

Jian Ming turned his head slowly, and saw the woman called mother.