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Qin Yu didn't dare to hug Yi Fan for too long, for fear that Yi Fan's father or mother would suddenly open the door and see the two people embracing each other, so he just suppressed the tears that reached the edge of his eyes, patted Yi Fan's shoulder and dragged him back Going to the shadow of the door, he kissed him quickly and hard.

"Have you thought about what to do tomorrow morning?" Qin Yu looked at him.

"I haven't thought about it," Yi Fan was taken aback, as if Qin Yu reminded me of this question, "But it's a good thing we're going back to the club tomorrow... I hope my dad won't beat me up before leaving pause."

"Does it still hurt?" Qin Yu touched his face.

"It hurts to death, blow it quickly." Yi Fan moved closer to him, Qin Yu smiled, and really lowered his head and blew on his face.The warm breath touched his face, Yi Fan got goosebumps all over his body, and quickly stood up straight: "Stop making trouble, go back and rest."

"Okay." Qin Yu nodded.He originally wanted to say that he had slept all day, so why go back and rest, but then he thought about it, the two of them really only had the option to go back and rest.It doesn't matter whether it's going to someone's room to play games or go to an Internet cafe outside, it's not appropriate, just come out of the closet, it's better to be on the safe side, and it's better not to make trouble.

Back in the room, it was a sleepless night. Yi Fan got up at dawn, his face was still a little swollen after being slapped by his father. He turned on the front camera and looked at it, and turned off the phone quickly after feeling hot.

It was only now that he calmed down completely, and he also figured it out, he really came out of the closet.

Thinking of Qin Yu's uncontrollable "I love you", it was as if a hot current poured into his chest, but at that moment, he also thought of the few words his mother said while touching his face, and the blood that had just boiled quickly cooled down down.After going back and forth a few times, he was on the verge of schizophrenia, so he simply sat up cross-legged, thought about life for a while before getting up, carefully opened the door, and walked outside.

Mom was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, while Dad was sitting at the dining table, Yi Fan swallowed, walked slowly to the dining table after washing up and just sat down, when the door opened behind him, Qin Yu also came out , walked over and sat down after lightly washing up.

"Eat." Mom put a big bowl of porridge in front of Yi Fan, she refused to look at Qin Yu, and didn't look at Yi Fan, she just looked down at the pattern on the tablecloth, giving Qin Yu and After Dad filled a bowl and put it away, she sat down.

Her face was haggard, apparently she hadn't slept well all night, and even her hair, which was neatly tied up on weekdays, was loose today.

Yi Fan pursed his lips, turned his head and looked at Qin Yu, before he had time to react, the father over there suddenly tapped the table with his fingers, and said, "Eat quickly, you two come to my study after eating .”

"Ah." Yi Fan was stunned for a moment, "Okay."

"Okay." Qin Yu nodded, stopped looking, and started eating with his head down.

After breakfast, my mother packed up the dishes without saying a word, while my father stood up and motioned for Qin Yu and Yi Fan to follow him into the study.

Dad's study room is very well soundproofed. In the past, when he was late to play, he always liked to stay in the study room to write and draw. Occasionally, he would let go of his voice and sing a few lines without disturbing anyone. Yi Fan also went there several times The study room, but he didn't like the way the books were neatly arranged in it. He felt very depressed, and ran to the living room after not staying for long.

This time when he entered the study again, the oppressive atmosphere came over his face again. Yi Fan took a step back and stood side by side with Qin Yu, watching his father walk behind the desk and sit down, then pointed to the bamboo chair next to him , said: "Sit down, don't be tense, if you really want to beat you, you couldn't sleep last night."

"Dad..." Yi Fan frowned, "You don't want me to change it, do you?"

"I want you to change it, can you change it?" Dad's tone became more and more cold, Qin Yu quickly pulled Yi Fan and motioned him to sit on the bamboo chair.

"I didn't sleep with your mother last night, and I kept thinking, how did you become..." Dad glanced at Qin Yu, "I've heard it before, there are many young people like this... But definitely not many, you two have really thought about it? How the society will look at you in the future, who will take care of you when you get old, and who will be responsible for your future, have you thought about it?"

Yi Fan was dumbfounded by his father's series of questions. He opened his mouth and thought for a long time, then said softly, "...I haven't thought about it that much."

"I don't deny that you have feelings, but how long can this relationship last?" Dad frowned, took a cigarette out from the small cabinet at the bottom, thought about it, put it back, and put a mint candy in his mouth Li, took a deep breath, "Without a marriage certificate, and without the constraints of children, after the age of 30, when you travel to another world and meet more people, can you still maintain your current heart? In other words, even in the future Your sexuality won't change back, can you make sure you always... always like him?"

Yi Fan's father presented all the difficulties and changes that the two of them might face in the future one by one. Yi Fan never thought that two people would have to consider so many issues when they were together. Yu said that he could really live a lifetime, and he didn't think about the future at all... No, he actually thought about it, but it was not as realistic as his father.

What Yi Fan thinks about the future of the two is more about where to buy a house in the future, whether to adopt a child, whether to travel or work first after retiring, and if he wants to be a coach or stay in the team in the future, the house should be bought near the base Or follow Qin Yu's liking, all he considers is the future with Qin Yu around.

"I can guarantee it." Qin Yu, who had been sitting beside him silently for a long time, suddenly spoke, startled Yi Fan who was in deep thought, stared at his father with wide eyes for a long time, and then turned to look at Qin Yu: "What did you say?"

"I said, I can guarantee that I will still like Yi Fan after the age of 30." Qin Yu repeated.

"The issues you mentioned are very important, and indeed we should consider them, but they are all based on our being together." Qin Yu held Yi Fan's hand, moved his fingers to intertwine with his, and Yi Fan Fan was so dazed that he didn't react at all when he saw Qin Yu kneeling on the ground with one hand clenched on his lap and the other tightly holding his, "It's not just 30 years old, I hope this year , Next year, ten years later, or even a hundred years later, I can be with him like I am now."

"Fuck!" Yi Fan finally came to his senses, and pulled Qin Yu up, but Qin Yu refused to stand up, and in a moment of excitement, he swears in front of his father, "What the hell am I kneeling for? Let's just talk properly." Kneel down..."

"Let him kneel down." Dad stood up, walked around the desk and walked to Qin Yu, raised his eyebrows and sneered, "Do you know that you are so annoying now?"

"I know." Qin Yu said, "If you can get your consent by beating me up, you can do whatever you want."

Dad looked at Qin Yu for a while, then suddenly turned his head to look at the anxious Yi Fan next to him, and said, "Where did you find such a psycho?"

"Fuck, I didn't know he was crazy! He was gentle to me when he looked human!" Yi Fan was really anxious, "It's too late to return the goods now!"

Yi Fan tried hard to pull Qin Yu up, but Qin Yu was determined and refused to get up. The two of them dragged the other to kneel. It looked funny and ridiculous, but they fit inexplicably.

Dad sighed and pointed at Qin Yu: "Okay, you go out, I will have a word with my son."

Qin Yu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his father interrupted him with wide eyes: "Let you go out, and I will return your boyfriend to you later."

Qin Yu was stunned for a moment, stood up with a smile, patted his knees and bowed to his father, then turned his head and blinked at Yi Fan, and backed out.

"It's about you," Dad waited for the sound of footsteps outside the door, Qin Yu turned his head to look at Yi Fan after walking away, his tone was much calmer than before, "Your mother and I already knew about it."

"A long time ago...?" Yi Fan hadn't recovered from the sentence "I'll return your boyfriend to you later", when another bomb was dropped by his father, causing a mess in his mind.

"Yes, I knew it a long time ago, but I didn't expect to wait until the day when you admit it yourself." Dad patted Yi Fan on the shoulder, motioned him to sit down, and sat on the bamboo chair himself, "Otherwise, you thought you were slapped in the face last night. Will it be over?"

Yi Fan was stunned.

Thinking about it carefully last night, the reaction of his parents was indeed not as excited as the parents in the post he had read about coming out of the closet, but it was not ordinary either. When he said "I am in love with Qin Yu", my mother stared wide. His eyes were closed, and even his fingertips were trembling. Dad took several deep breaths to stabilize his emotions.But according to Yi Fan's understanding of them, when the ending of that sentence just landed, he should be about to be hit by his parents in mixed doubles.

But it didn't.

"When you were just born, you were this big." Dad stretched out his arm and gestured. "Now that you have grown so big, it seems like a blink of an eye. I didn't realize it."

"Dad." Yi Fan called out, but didn't know what to say.

"After you went to play professionally, your mother also learned to play Weibo. She wanted to know more about you. Gradually, you became famous, and your fans on Weibo also increased, and they always used... that What's it called, cp? It's a pair of you and the boys in your team, take a group photo with a love quote, make it look like the real thing," Dad put one hand on Yi Fan's shoulder, slowly Patted, "At the beginning, when I saw them pairing you and Fang Chi, your mother always laughed at me. Now children really dare to think more and more."

Yi Fan had already thought about what happened later, he remained motionless, listening to his father's words quietly, but felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe.

"Later, your mother stopped joking about those things. I only found out after a long time. Your mother always looked at the picture of you and another boy in a daze, and then one day, she told me, Our son likes men."

Yi Fan couldn't help but straightened his back.

"She pointed to the photo and said, "You like your teammate." Dad's hand patted his shoulder without moving, and put it there quietly. He, others may not see that kind of look, but parents can see it at a glance."

"When?" Yi Fan took a deep breath and asked in a low voice.

"When you won the summer championship that year." Dad said, "You didn't come back after winning the championship. You were preparing for the World Championship, but fortunately you didn't come back. During that time, I really wanted to tie you up and not let you Going to play professionally. Your mother also searches the Internet every day... Is homosexuality a disease? Later, when you almost won the World Championship, how much discrimination would your mother face when she started searching for homosexuality again?"

"Do you regret it?" Yi Fan blinked, not daring to let the tears fall, "Let me play professionally..."

"Your mother loves you, even though she can't express it and has an awkward personality, she loves you more than anyone else in the world, and so do I." Dad felt Yi Fan's body tremble, and shook his hand firmly His shoulder, "Except for the time when I first found out that you were gay, I have never regretted letting you play professionally, because you have always been our pride, whether you are a champion or not."

Yi Fan still couldn't hold it back, let the tears fall outside his eyes, he quickly raised his hand to wipe it off: "Dad, I'm sorry."

"No one wants to apologize for their sexuality." Dad shook his head. "By the way, I'll send you something on WeChat later. You can listen to it with the earphone volume turned up to the maximum, so your mother won't find out."

"Okay." Yi Fan choked up and wiped away his tears.

"Don't cry," Dad stood up and stretched his waist. "I'm going to feel better after explaining everything clearly. You can wipe away your tears and go out. I'll go see your mother."

"Okay." Yi Fan covered his face with both hands, trying to wipe away the tears in his palms, but more and more.

Dad shook his head and opened the door. Qin Yu rushed over almost immediately. The two met their eyes and suddenly laughed.

"Ask a question," Dad said softly as he turned sideways, "Which one of you has sex with?"

The smile on Qin Yu's face froze, and he didn't dare to speak.

Dad whistled and yelled into the kitchen, "Hey wife, why are you washing the dishes and leaving me here..."

A faint sentence came from the kitchen: "My bowl is almost broken, why are you here to get some fruit for the child..."

"Hurry up and hug me," Yi Fan said as he stood up and ran into Qin Yu's arms by himself, "My dad told me too much information, I can't accept it, but... "

"But what?" Qin Yu reached out and hugged him.

"But they love me." After Yi Fan finished speaking, he was suddenly happy, without even wiping off the tears on his face, "They actually really love me."

"Nonsense," Qin Yu smiled and squeezed his waist, "That's your parents."

Yi Fan took a deep breath, pushed Qin Yu away, and rushed to the kitchen in a hurry. His mother was disgusted with his father's obstruction, and pushed him out of the kitchen. Seeing Yi Fan rushing in with snot and tears, he couldn't help being stunned.

"Mom," Yi Fan couldn't help his nose sore after shouting this. He walked over a few steps and hugged his mother tightly, and whispered, "I love you too."

"...Huh?" Mom was stunned for a while, looking over her shoulder at the smiling father behind her, she was a little at a loss, "Why are you so tired all of a sudden..."

Yi Fan didn't speak, and hugged her mother hard.

"Have you talked to your family?" Dad walked out slowly with a plate of cherries, and glanced at Qin Yu, "Want to help?"

"I've made it clear, they have no objection." Qin Yu replied.

"Then let's have a meal together when you have time." Dad said.

"Okay." Qin Yu heaved a sigh of relief and smiled at his father.

Today is the last day of vacation and the day they return to base.Yi Fan had to leave after having lunch at home. He packed his luggage and helped to lift Qin Yu's to the door. He couldn't help rushing over to hug his father and mother: " I left and came back after Chinese New Year."

"Go, go," Dad smiled and waved at them, "Remember to bring back a few more champions."

"Okay." Yi Fan nodded.

"Remember to listen to what is given to you. Wear headphones and turn the volume up." Dad was still smiling.

"Yeah." Yi Fan nodded obediently, then looked at her mother again, expecting her to say something.

"...Goodbye." Mom took a step back, coughing twice as if feeling inappropriate, "Come on for the game."

"Okay!" Yi Fan's voice instantly rose eight pitches.

"Goodbye, Uncle and Auntie," Qin Yu bowed to the two, before he straightened up, he heard Yi Fan's father clear his throat, he lowered his head and raised his eyebrows, and tentatively called, "Dad?"

"Hey, hey," Dad pressed his head down, "Remember to bring a gift when you come back during the Chinese New Year."

"Hey dad, what are you doing!" Yi Fan quickly pulled Qin Yu back, and when he looked up and saw his dad's smiling face, he didn't dare to say anything.

The four of them talked at the door for a while before saying goodbye. After leaving the building, Yi Fan took a deep breath, never feeling that the sky was so clear.

After taking two steps outside, Yi Fan suddenly raised his hand and slapped Qin Yu on the back: "You called Dad very smoothly?"

"That's right," Qin Yu said, "I've practiced it thousands of times in my heart, and I don't tell ordinary people."

"Crazy." Yi Fan cursed with a smile, "My dad said he sent me something and asked me to listen carefully with earphones on. Would you like to listen together?"

"Well, listen to it in the car later." Qin Yu was calling a taxi with his mobile phone. When the car arrived, the two of them put their luggage away. Yi Fan couldn't wait to take out the mobile phone and earphones from his pocket, plug them in, and turn the volume to the maximum. Click on the file that Dad sent.

is an audio file.

As soon as he opened the car, there was a scream, and Yi Fan was so frightened that he almost threw the phone on the driver's head.

Qin Yu was also uncomfortable, as if his eardrums were almost perforated, and it took a while for his tinnitus to subside.

"...Fuck, just screaming?" Yi Fan frowned.

"It shouldn't be so, should I listen again?" Qin Yu also frowned.

Yi Fan rubbed his ears, turned down the volume, picked up the earphones that had been ripped off just now, and put them back on. Qin Yu followed his example and put on the earphones.

After the screaming on the earphones ended, Yi Fan realized that it was his mother's voice. The person on the other end of the recording seemed to be extremely excited, trying to suppress the voice, but with uncontrollable joy: "Our son brought the world Show me the champion's medal, he's awesome!"

"I know, I know," it was my father's smiling and helpless voice, "You repeated it more than a dozen times in one night."

"That's the world champion!" Mom said excitedly, "I knew he could win the championship. I watched the championship game five or six times, and I just stared at the character Fanfan was playing. He is amazing. I killed several people, and finally resisted the damage for my teammates..."

Yi Fan was stunned for a while, then suddenly raised his head and smiled at Qin Yu.

Qin Yu also smiled at him.

The recording was played until the two of them arrived at the station. Yi Fan took off the earphones and stuffed them back into his pocket. After walking a few steps, he suddenly jumped on the spot. After Qin Yu took the luggage out of the car, he went back After jumping up and down twice, he turned to Qin Yu and said, "Come back with me next time."

"Okay." Qin Yu nodded.

"Bring the champion together." Yi Fan said.

"Okay." Qin Yu smiled.