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Yi Fan has always been doing things with an inexplicable impulsiveness, and when that impetus passed, only the eased concerns and worries were left in his mind, especially when the two of them were on their way home, Qin When Yu asked him: "How are you going to tell your parents?", the worry was magnified infinitely, and Yi Fan was stunned: "Say it with your mouth?"

"..." Qin Yu twitched his lips, "I'll go to the supermarket to buy something for my uncle and aunt."

"Oh, there's a convenience store downstairs in the neighborhood, you can buy whatever you want." Yi Fan nodded, and continued to lead Qin Yu to his home.

How to say this is really a difficult problem.

Yi Fan is young, and his parents never urged him to get a girlfriend. Instead, they knew that the e-sports industry was a mixed bag, and told him not to fall in love too early. If his parents knew that he hooked up with his future partner when he was a teenager , then they must be hung from the beams of the house and beaten, and then cry for three days and three nights, begging for their forgiveness.

"Hey, you really don't need to say it," Qin Yu patted his head, "I know you want to be with me all the time, don't I just understand? I really don't need to rush to talk about these things."

"I have to tell you sooner," Yi Fan shook his head, "The longer the delay, the harder it will be for me to speak. What should I do when my parents urge me to marry? Lying or perfunctory? I don't think it's very good... sooner or later I will be beaten up Yes, it's better to confess earlier, so that you won't become more round and more nonsense in the future."

Qin Yu's lips moved twice, but he couldn't say anything in the end.

The two of them went to the convenience store downstairs in the community to buy some things as souvenirs and brought them up. Yi Fan rubbed his hands a little nervously. He stood at the elevator entrance and hesitated for a long time before pressing the floor number. When he stepped out of the elevator, His legs and feet suddenly became weak, he leaned against Qin Yu, and said in a low voice, "Otherwise, I'll talk about it tomorrow?"

Qin Yu didn't expect him to be able to speak at all, and after hearing what Yi Fan said, the corners of his mouth twitched happily: "We'll talk about it when you're ready."

"Okay," Yi Fan patted his chest, giving himself a sigh of relief, "I'll make preparations tonight."

Qin Yu smiled.

Yi Fan held the key and unlocked the door, and the two of them changed their shoes at the entrance and walked in. Yi Fan's mother was sitting in the living room watching TV, when she heard a movement at the door, she didn't turn her head, and shouted, "You're back?"

"I'm back!" Yi Fan replied loudly, and after shouting, he couldn't help throwing away his luggage, and ran into the living room to find something out of his pocket, "Mom, I won the championship."

Mom took a moment to glance at the medal in his hand, and then turned her gaze to the TV screen: "Well, it's hard work."

"World champion." Yi Fan added.

"Very powerful." Mom nodded.

Yi Fan opened his mouth to say something else, but Qin Yu walked in: "Auntie, I'm here to disturb you again."

"Don't bother, come and sit down." Mom nodded to Qin Yu with a smile.

Yi Fan clenched the medal tightly in disappointment, the blue ribbon dangled from his fingers, he put the medal back into his pocket, raised his head and forced a smile at Qin Yu.

"What are you going to have for dinner?" Mom looked at Qin Yu and asked, "I'll go shopping later."

"Don't bother you, just do whatever you want." Qin Yu sat down next to Yi Fan, gently rubbing his fingers against Yi Fan's thigh, "We are not hungry."

Mom smiled, got up and went into the kitchen.

Yi Fan took a deep breath, pressed his throat desperately, turned to Qin Yu and said, "I thought she would praise me."

Qin Yu patted his thigh: "Not all parents are very good at giving praise verbally. Look at my mother, doesn't she never look at me in the right way?"

"That's different." Yi Fan muttered, "At least your mother sent you a hundred thousand, don't think I didn't see it."

"I'll call you the one hundred thousand again," Qin Yu smiled.

"It's not about money." Yi Fan shook his head.

Before getting off the car, he deliberately pulled the medal out of the luggage and put it away. He was afraid of losing it, and he was afraid that he would not be able to take it out immediately when he showed it to his mother. He kept one hand in his pocket and clenched it tightly. But all I got was a casual glance from my mother.

A strong sense of loss enveloped his whole body, and he didn't even notice that Qin Yu's fingers were drawing circles on the back of his waist. He also weakly pulled the white rice into his mouth, chewed it a few times, and then swallowed it hastily. They are much less.

He didn't speak, Qin Yu couldn't speak, and his mother just ate quietly. Qin Yu saw her cautiously looking towards Yi Fan from time to time, and didn't know what she was thinking. When Yi Fan raised his head, she He looked away again.

"Isn't it hard work for you in this World Championship?" Yi Fan's father said softly, "How many days?"

"Eight days." Yi Fan sniffed.

"Then you have to take Qin Yu to have fun for a few days," Dad said with a smile, "You took him to the Internet cafe last time when you came here, and there is no other place to go."

"Where else can professional players go to besides Internet cafes?" Yi Fan slurped another mouthful of food, and said vaguely, "Anything other than Internet cafes is Internet cafes."

"Did you go to Qin Yu's last holiday? You also stayed in the Internet cafe for a week?" Dad asked.

"That's right," Yi Fan said, "We were recognized as soon as we entered, and we were watched and beaten for two hours. Finally, we couldn't take it anymore, so we went out and changed to an Internet cafe to continue the beating."

Qin Yu also remembered the last time he and Yi Fan were surrounded at the Internet cafe, and smiled.

"You two have a good relationship." Dad looked at Qin Yu inexplicably, Qin Yu was taken aback by him, but Yi Fan ate with his head down, unable to see anything, and continued to reply: "It must be good, Apart from Fang Chi in the team, I have a good relationship with him. When did I call other teammates over? Although they didn't come, Qin Yu..."

Yi Fan swallowed the food in his mouth, looked up at his father: "The relationship is good...what's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Dad didn't know when he put down his chopsticks, and looked at Yi Fan with his face propped up on his hand, and glanced at Qin Yu from time to time, then moved back, "Just ask."

Yi Fan panicked inexplicably, he looked directly at his father, squeezed out a dry "oh" from his throat, and stopped answering.

"Why do you only let it go for eight days this time?" Dad changed the subject, "Isn't the World Championship over?"

"Afterwards there will be a German Cup and a small game," Yi Fan said quickly, "Anyway, we still have to train for a while, and then we will go abroad for a week. The team leader pays for it, and then we Just start the Spring Split, and you have to train before the game. I'm done eating, have you finished eating? Let's go downstairs for a walk!"

Qin Yu quickly put down his chopsticks: "It's over."

"We're going out for a walk, we may not be back until midnight, so there's no need to wait." Yi Fan stood up, grabbed Qin Yu's arm, but remembered when, and hurriedly let go, "Eat slowly, put the bowl on me It’s okay to come back and wash.”

"Bring a bottle of laundry detergent back." Mom said without raising her head.

"Oh," Yi Fan almost rushed to the door, and replied loudly, "Okay."

Qin Yu watched him go out in a panic and stood outside the door to take a deep breath. He walked over and pressed the down button of the elevator, and patted Yi Fan on the back: "Does your dad know about us?"

"Ah?" Yi Fan trembled when he slapped him, "Got it? Got it... you should know it?"

I don't know if it's similar to a guilty conscience, when Dad looked at the two of them like that at the dinner table, Yi Fan was frightened into a cold sweat.

Qin Yu didn't speak, he waited for the elevator to arrive, walked in with Yi Fan, and then walked out of the building.

The summer evening wind blew past, and the last bit of residual heat left by the setting sun in the evening was also blown away in the wind. Seeing Yi Fan finally calm down, Qin Yu squinted at the appearance in the distance, a little bit want to laugh, but also a little Disappointed.

Yi Fan doesn't think too much about things, he knows that, even when he said he would come out this time, Qin Yu didn't expect much. What exactly does it mean, as well as the feelings of his parents, Yi Fan just suddenly had this idea and wanted to implement it.

Even for this idea, they briefly conceived their happy future after coming out of the closet.

He really thought that he would be able to get out of the closet after being beaten up.

The two of them strolled to a deserted path, when Yi Fancai turned his head and bumped into Qin Yu's arms, raised his arms around his neck and whispered, "I'm a little scared."

"Well," Qin Yu tilted his head and kissed his earlobe, "Your father's tone made me cowardly."

Yi Fan shrugged his shoulders, and put his chin against Qin Yu's shoulder: "How did he know? He shouldn't know, fuck me... We did a good job of keeping secrets?"

"The telepathy between parents and children?" Qin Yu said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

Yi Fan refused to speak.

Just let him be quiet.

Qin Yu thought.

After winning the championship, Yi Fan was too excited, and his mind was probably in a muddled state. It would be good to wake up his father, lest he have unrealistic dreams... and also lest he put those expectations on the table again. on him.

He also didn't want to force Yi Fan to confess to his parents, but since Yi Fan spoke first, he inevitably had some expectations.

Now it seems that it is better to forget it, after Yi Fan's energy fades, it will not be too late to find another opportunity to confess to his parents.

Thinking so, Qin Yu raised his hand and hugged Yi Fan forcefully.

During the eight-day holiday, Yi Fan never brought up the matter of coming out.The two of them really did what Yi Fan's father said, and spent six whole days in the Internet cafe. On the last day, the two of them were annoyed by the fans who came to watch. After staying up all night, they simply slept at home all day.

It was almost dark when he woke up, and his arms were empty, Qin Yu yawned and realized that he was not at the base, so it was impossible to hold Yi Fan in his arms.He sleeps in the guest room, and Yi Fan sleeps in the second bedroom. The two of them have been doing their duty for the past two days, and they didn't dare to show anything in front of Yi Fan's parents. I was so nervous that my back was straightened.

Qin Yu wanted to laugh when he thought of Yi Fan's stupidity. He picked up his phone and replied a few messages, turned over, rubbed his eyes, and planned to go to the bathroom. He twisted the door and was about to go out when he caught a glimpse of People kneeling in the living room.

He tightened his grip on the phone suddenly, and his brain, which was still a bit dazed just after waking up, was fully awake. Qin Yu stared and looked there, Yi Fan was kneeling in front of his parents, pursing his lips tightly. .

Yi Fan's father still had the weird tone at the dinner table that day, and the more he spoke, the more excited he was, he simply raised his hand and slapped Yi Fan on the face.This time, the force was not small, and Yi Fan's ears were buzzing, and there was a bloody smell in his mouth. It took him a long time to recover. Seeing Qin Yu standing behind, ready to go this way, he quickly shook him Shaking his head, he straightened his body on his own knees, and said firmly, "I can't change it, just beat me up and that's it."

Dad didn't beat him anymore.

"When did you start?" Mom's voice sounded hoarse.

"...Five years ago." Yi Fan said, making himself a little guilty.

"Five years ago...you were not yet an adult." Mom looked up at him, suddenly stood up and squatted in front of Yi Fan, reached out and touched Yi Fan's face, and asked in a low voice, "Fanfan, tell me , is it because I treated you like that when I was a child that you became gay... Is it because of me that you..."

"No." Yi Fan touched the place where he was beaten with his tongue. He couldn't understand his mother's emotions and the tears that suddenly welled up in his eyes. I just became gay."

Qin Yu took another two steps forward, he couldn't help the urge to hug Yi Fan into his arms, but Yi Fan shook his head firmly at him.

Mother sighed tremblingly, stood up and hurried back to the room, while father stared at Yi Fan for a long time, cursed: "Stinky boy." Then he stood up, went back to the bedroom to comfort his wife.

The sound of the door lock fell, Yi Fan's eyes finally couldn't bear the weight of tears, and rolled down, he raised his hand to wipe, Qin Yu also rushed in front of him, pulled him up and hugged him into his arms, the force was like It was like crushing him and stuffing him into his body.Yi Fan let him hug him, and couldn't help but touch his cheek with his tongue: "My dad hurts when he beats someone..."

"Why didn't you let me come over?" Qin Yu asked hoarsely.

"...I'm afraid they will beat you. To be honest, if they beat me, they might save some sympathy. If they beat you, they beat someone else's child, and beat you to death." Yi Fan pulled out a hand with great effort, and squeezed Squeezing Qin Yu's face, "It's a pity that such a beautiful face is broken."

Qin Yu's Adam's apple rolled a few times: "Then why did you come out of the closet all of a sudden? Are you not afraid of your father?"

"That's my dad... It's been two days since I fell in love, and I came back this time to... confess to them, I told you that I'm going to come out." Yi Fan whispered, "It's not easy for me I took a chance when you were not by my side, and came out by the way. I was afraid that it would be awkward when you were present, and they didn’t go well with me. Next time I go home, they will beat me again. Not worth it."

Qin Yu didn't answer, Yi Fan simply put all his strength on him, pinched Qin Yu's earlobe and said quickly: "Anyway, the closet is out this time, and the matter is over, nothing can stop us from being together Yes, the saying on Weibo is quite true, do what you want to do, and meet whoever you want to see."

"Look," Yi Fan pulled out another hand, opened it and hugged Qin Yu forcefully, "Now you can hug me in this house openly, isn't it great?"

Qin Yu was speechless, Yi Fan always brought him too many shocks and surprises, washing his heart over and over again, until the heart was full of his place, he didn't want to stop.

He hugged Yi Fan tightly, and a thin kiss fell on his neck. He tried to take a breath, but found that his breathing was trembling: "I love you...fuck, I love you, I really..."

Yi Fan heard his voice trembling a bit, and after ah, he looked up at the ceiling and grinned.