Zhou Yancheng didn't know how he got out of the car and walked to that intersection again.

With his hands in his pockets, he looked at the slippery ground with snow flowing under his feet. Back then, He Yan's blood flowed here.

His mind was blank, and he couldn't think about anything. The fact that He Yan had past life memories made him still unable to relax.

He only stubbornly thinks about one thing, He Yan remembers everything in his previous life, so how painful should he be?

Does he remember when he was lying here in pieces?The blood seemed to flow endlessly, the body was cold bit by bit, the muscles and bones were shattered, and the flesh and blood were separated. How painful it was, does He Yan remember?

How scared should He Yan think of this moment?Will he wake up from the nightmare like him and can't sleep anymore, or will tears of fear fall in big and big ones when there is no one?

Zhou Yancheng often dreamed after He Yan's death. In the dream, He Yan stood in an open place, with his hands drooping, and there were huge and extremely gorgeous flowers winding under his feet. It was the blood that flowed from his body.

He Yankong looked at him with big eyes, and seemed to have no focus. Zhou Yancheng stretched out his hand to him, but his throat seemed to be stuffed with a soldering iron, making no sound.

He tried to walk towards He Yan, but his feet seemed to be tied by countless steel chains and he couldn't move forward.

Every time Zhou Yancheng wakes up from his dream, he realizes that He Yan must have a spirit in the sky, so he won't let himself call him or approach him.

Now Zhou Yancheng knew that it was not a dream, it was not He Yan's spirit, it was He Yan's real punishment for him.

The bone-piercing cold and overwhelming despair swept up and surrounded Zhou Yancheng tightly. His breath and breath were instantly frozen. Zhou Yancheng seemed to have fallen into a glacier in this icy and snowy land, and his whole body fell into the extremely cold place. , fall again...

No wonder He Yan keeps rejecting himself, it turns out that he remembers everything.

Like the clouds breaking through the thick fog, and the sunrise driving away the shadows, all questions are answered.

It's not that Zhou Yancheng didn't think that He Yan's resistance to him might have something to do with his previous life, but every time he made a start, he suppressed this idea severely.

He told himself that it was impossible, and when he realized that Shen Qun was reborn, he immediately thought that Shen Qun might have been to Sanxiao Temple, and he guessed the truth of Shen Qun's rebirth. Can use the most rigorous logic to think and analyze.

Only He Yan can't.

Rather than saying that he cannot rationally face all of He Yan's words and deeds, it is better to say that he cannot accept the fact of He Yan's rebirth at all.

With great confidence, he presents his best appearance to He Yan, because he always thinks that this page between him and He Yan is brand new, and what he brings to He Yan is only love and care, and He Yan has no reason Do not accept do not like.

But He Yan actually remembers all the things in his previous life, He Yan remembers all the pain and injury he brought to him... It's ridiculous that he still shamelessly dangles in front of He Yan all day long, his existence is simply a stab for He Yan A thorn in the eye, a needle in the heart.

How uncomfortable should He Yan feel every time he sees him?

He Yan remembers everything and can still treat himself so kindly, Zhou Yancheng thought, this little fool Yanyan, he should stab a knife directly into his heart.

Dense fear surged up from all directions, yes, fear, he didn't know what kind of face he used to continue to appear in front of He Yan.

Despair is like tarsal maggots, wrapping around every inch of his body, devouring his blood, eating away at his bone marrow.

It was snowing heavily, and Zhou Yancheng stood upright in the wind and snow, like a dry pine tree with no vitality. His face was whiter than snow, and his eyes were red with sorrow.

Every word of He Yan's accusation was filled with his blood and tears, but Zhou Yancheng didn't know that during those four years, he had swallowed so much grief and grievance alone.

He Yan didn't even want to recognize him.

He seemed to be telling someone else's story from the beginning to the end. Although both of them knew who the protagonist of the story was, He Yan used "he" to refer to Zhou Yancheng throughout the whole process.

The sky was completely dark, the wind was like a blade, and the fierce blizzard hit him all over his head and face. Zhou Yancheng could only feel the familiar blood surging in his chest. His limbs were so cold that it made him shiver, but his heart was like iron lava. Burning, he couldn't hold back anymore, and violently spurted out a mouthful of blood.

Why is it so painful, it's so painful that even if he bends down, he can't relieve the sharp pain that seeps into his internal organs.

For a moment, Zhou Yancheng seemed to have returned to the moment when the space-time magic circle was activated, like a knife slashing his whole body, stripping every inch of flesh and blood from his body, his joints and roots were shattered, his mind was like a ball of thread, and he couldn't see a single thread. He grabbed one end of the silk with his hand and pulled it out little by little.

It was as if a bucket of hot oil was splashed on his naked skin, all the flesh and blood rolled up, and the white bones were exposed. It hurt so much, so painful that he wished he could die immediately.

His feet were soft, he knelt down on the ground, the sky and the earth were hanging upside down, in the whole world, there was only a boundless tide of darkness rushing towards him...

He Yan took a taxi back to the hospital. At that time, Shen Qun was sitting cross-legged on the hospital bed in a daze. Recently, He Yan stayed in the hospital with him at night. Of course he knew that He Yan had gone out with Zhou Yancheng in the morning.

Shen Qun was unhappy at the beginning, but he sensitively noticed that He Yan's mood was wrong, like dark clouds before a brewing storm, and when He Yan, who was always gentle, was about to leave, his eyes were filled with strong anger.

Shen Qun was startled at that time, and he swallowed back the cry that he almost blurted out.

"Xiaoyan!" Shen Qun jumped down to the ground barefoot, "Why are you only coming back now, it's getting dark outside, and it's snowing again?"

Shen Qun patted the snowflakes on He Yan's body: "You are so cold, go take a hot bath quickly."

He Yan looked a little dull, he stared at Shen Qun blankly, as if he didn't hear his words.

"Xiaoyan?" Shen Qun looked at him strangely.

He Yan seemed to wake up from a dream, and trembled violently as if he had been punched. He nodded hastily and walked into the bathroom.

"Xiaoyan," Shen Qun called out worriedly, "don't you bring a change of clothes?"

He Yan has already closed the bathroom door.

With his back against the sliding door, it seemed as if all his strength was taken away, and he slid along the door and sat on the ground.

He Yan covered his face.

He guessed and tested for a long time, and now he is finally sure that Zhou Yancheng was also reborn.

When He Yan asked that sentence "Do you know this place?", he found that the blood on Zhou Yancheng's face was drained all of a sudden. The invisible bottomless pit falls.

Zhou Yancheng also died once, why?

How did he die?

How did he die too?

In his previous life, He Yan had many quarrels with Zhou Yancheng, and he often told Zhou Yancheng to die, but when he hated Zhou Yancheng the most, he never thought of letting him die.

He Yan's whole body was trembling, he was so shocked by the truth of Zhou Yancheng's death that he couldn't breathe.

He was even more at a loss for Zhou Yancheng's cruelty. Knowing that Zhou Yancheng was reborn, he still stabbed him severely.

"Yanyan, if you don't want me, I will really die again..."

It turns out that what Zhou Yancheng said meant this. He really died...

Tears welled up in his eyes, He Yan covered his hideous face full of horror, panic and pain, but he couldn't hide the suffocation in his chest, which was about to die of colic. He cried wildly while suppressing the sound of coughing, and he murmured silently, Zhou Yancheng, Zhou Yancheng... …

How could that Zhou Yancheng, who looked down on the world and ignored anyone, die?

How could Zhou Yancheng, who smiled proudly in the world, was surrounded by splendor and prosperity, and was full of pride and joy in life, died?

How could Zhou Yancheng, who tapped his forehead and told him "He Yan, life is nothing but death", die?

The piercing pain gradually spread to all the limbs, as if to tear He Yan apart.

He Yan bit the back of his hand, biting desperately, the smell of blood permeated between his teeth, like ice water poured on him, making him still aware that he was still awake, and letting him offset the pain with physical pain Almost all the nerves were crushed and torn apart.

There is no hatred that death cannot offset, He Yan is like this to Shen Qun, and it is also like this to Zhou Yancheng.

He Yan wept wantonly for Zhou Yancheng in his previous life, it was Zhou Yancheng after all.

It was the Zhou Yancheng who deceived and hurt him, but also gave him protection and compromise. It was the Zhou Yancheng who quarreled and fought with him but also kissed and possessed him. It was the one who carved the deepest memories in his 23 years of life The branded Zhou Yancheng is the Zhou Yancheng who still had a hard time feeling for him until He Yan died...

How did he die?Why did he come here?

He Yan clutched his chest, as if the heart in his chest was about to pop out, the heart was beating, and he said to him: "He Yan, He Yan, go back, go back to him, you can't treat him like this, you can't be so cruel... ..."

Zhou Yancheng, Zhou Yancheng, Zhou Yancheng...

He Yan shook his head desperately, tears fell wildly, he was breathing heavily, he was distressed, he was suffocating, his whole body was burning like a fire and hurt like thousands of thorns, but he could not go to Zhou Yancheng again.

After all, he and Zhou Yancheng can't go back to the old way.

Not all of them have died, those things can be regarded as not having happened.

If they don't come back to life, the same tragedy won't happen again.

Precisely because they have already experienced a tragic ending, they cannot repeat the same mistakes.

The past is vivid, people can make mistakes, but they can't make mistakes again and again.

He Yan's head leaned against the door panel weakly, he stared blankly at the fluorescent lamp on the top, but tears kept falling like broken beads, he couldn't move, he sat like an ice sculpture.

God asked them to come back to give them a new life and a new beginning, instead of repeating the cycle and going to the end of destruction together.

"Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan," Shen Qun knocked on the door lightly outside, "Have you finished washing? You didn't take a change of clothes."

He Yan stood up with support, washed his face with hot water first, and then opened the door, but as soon as he unscrewed the door lock, Shen Qun turned the doorknob by himself and pushed the door open.

"Why are your eyes so red? Are you crying?" Shen Qun pulled He Yan out, he was a little impatient, "Did he bully you again when you went out with Zhou Yancheng?"

"No," He Yan's voice was hoarse, he avoided Shen Qun's gaze and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"What the fuck! I'm not a fucking fool, there must be something wrong with you," Shen Qun raked his hair irritably, "I didn't want to ask you what you were doing with Zhou Yancheng, but with your current appearance, I You have to ask, what happened?"

He Yan walked to the window, it was still daytime, but the outside was as dark as night, snowflakes were falling quietly, his expression was in a trance, and his heart was as empty as the snow.

Shen Qun couldn't bear He Yan's appearance, so he walked over and pushed He Yan to sit on the bed, dragged the chair beside him, and sat astride him: "Talk to me! Tell me all the good and bad things! "

He Yan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "I have a showdown with Zhou Yancheng."

Shen Qun was startled: "What cards are you showing?"

"Didn't you already know that?" He Yan looked up at Shen Qun, "Didn't you already know that Zhou Yancheng was also reborn?"

Shen Qun's mind was blank, his palms were sweating, he was tongue-tied: "You, how do you know?"

He Yan smiled helplessly: "I didn't know at first, or I wasn't sure, but now I'm sure, no matter how angry you are when you fight with Zhou Yancheng, there is no reason to drag him to the edge of the roof. If you thought about getting married, I suspected that something must have stimulated you, and combined with Zhou Yancheng's behavior, I guessed it."

Shen Qun pouted aggrievedly: "Xiaoyan, you are too much! How can you lie to me?"

"Shen Qun," He Yan looked at Shen Qun with doubts in his eyes, "You never told me, how did you die? This is so strange, why all three of us will be reborn? There must be some specific reason, That's why it's such a coincidence..."

"Xiao Yan," Shen Qun lowered his head, twisted his fingers, and muttered, "Can I not say it?"

He Yan nodded: "Yes."

"Then Zhou Yancheng also knows that you are reborn?"

He Yan nodded again: "I know."

Shen Qun's pupils constricted: "Then you..."

He Yan looked stunned: "It's over."

"We're done for."

Shen Qun felt that he should be happy. Even though He Yan knew that Zhou Yancheng was reborn, he did not accept him anymore, but looking at He Yan, who seemed to be calm and breezy, the desolation and sadness pouring out of his bones almost overwhelmed him. Qun's entire heart twisted and ached.

Shen Qun was at a loss, he sat opposite to He Yan, holding his cold palm in his hand, the heating in the room was turned on so high, but He Yan was so cold.

"Xiaoyan, don't be like this, don't be so sad...you still have me..."

He Yan's eyes moved to Shen Qun, and there was strong pity and unspeakable sorrow, Shen Qun was startled all of a sudden, a layer of tears quickly filled his eyes, He Yan said, after breaking up with Zhou Yancheng , will give him an explanation...

Shen Qun had a hunch that He Yan's explanation was not what he wanted, and it was not something he could accept.

He jumped up and yelled wildly, "I'm hungry! I want to eat! I haven't eaten anything since you went out in the morning!"

"Shen Qun," He Yan called softly, "shall we go out for a drink?"

"Not good," Shen Qun's voice trembled, he bit his lips tightly, "I don't want to drink this kind of wine with you, it's a good thing that you broke up with Zhou Yancheng, I won't accompany you to drink away your sorrows... ..."

Shen Qun wiped his eyes vigorously, the back of his hand was wet.

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