Rebirth: The Shura Field of the Two Slag Gongs

The two patients couldn't sleep, so He Yan faltered when faced with the questioning of the two fathers the next day,

In the end, I had to tell the truth.

When Shen Changgeng saw his son dying, his eyes darkened and he almost stopped.

He Yan hurriedly supported him: "Uncle Shen, don't worry too much, Shen Qun has a concussion, he will be fine after lying down for two days, the others are all trauma, and he will recover soon." Thanks to Shen Qun and Zhou Yancheng who were in the snow Fighting in the ground, it's freezing cold,

The hands and feet of the two couldn't let go, otherwise they would die if they followed their life-and-death posture.

After finally comforting Shen Changgeng, He Jinming followed He Yan to see Zhou Yancheng who was also sleeping.

"Yanyan," Father He, who still felt that young people's feelings let them handle it by themselves last night, could no longer calm down. He pulled his son into the corridor and said earnestly, "Tell the truth to Dad,

Which one do you really like now?This emotional matter can't be dragged along,

Look at both of them playing like this for you!Is it okay to go on like this?Although Shen Qun did something wrong, but he really has nothing to say now, this kid Yancheng has no character, no matter which one you choose..."

"Father!" He Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and was very embarrassed, "The two of them fight... There are many reasons, the two of them and I... It's not what you think——"

The gay son discussed his relationship with his father, which made He Yan feel as if his whole body was covered with peach hairs.

"Father has seen more people than you have eaten rice. You can't hide it from me. Before Yancheng ran to my hospital every three days, I was suspicious. But I don't think it's such a coincidence. The handsome guys are all gay. Yes! In principle, I don't want to meddle in your emotional affairs, but when two men are together, there are many things to consider," He Jinming took out a cigarette, He Yan took the lighter and lit it for him, father and son Sitting on the bench at the door of the ward, "Shen Qun and you are very suitable in every aspect, and your Uncle Shen and Aunt Shen didn't say anything to you, so I didn't let you break up when Shen Qun made a mistake, because Dad knew, How difficult this road is, it is very difficult to have such a good relationship."

He Yan listened silently, the sour feeling suddenly filled his nasal cavity, he pinched the bridge of his nose.

"But I'm also worried. You're only 19 years old, and this kind of thing happened to you. Can Shen Qun be certain in the future? If a man's mind is off, it's easy to regret it for a while, and he doesn't want to do it again. It's the same as quitting drugs. , So this side of Yancheng, I am also waiting and watching, don’t blame Dad for being selfish, you are my son, I definitely want to choose the better of the two, but they have gotten to this level, Yanyan, can you please Tell Dad, what do you think?"

He Yan lowered his eyelashes.

He Jinming let out a long sigh: "You have never said anything since you were young, and you really don't want to say it to others, and you don't want to say it when you are wronged, but you are a good boy, and anyone should like you. But Dad really doesn't want to see When it comes to more serious consequences, if Shen Qun and Yan Cheng can fight like this today, who knows what else they can do in the future, do you understand what Dad means?"

He Yan nodded.

"If you really don't like someone, get rid of the other party as soon as possible. I am most afraid of hanging on to others. If you don't accept it or refuse it..."

He Yan turned his head, depression, grievance, sourness and suffocation came surging, straight into the eye sockets.

"Dad, I didn't, I didn't hang them..."

He Yan never imagined that one day he would face moral doubts from his favorite father.

"There is no best thing, Yanyan, the most difficult thing for a person to live in is to pay debts, whether it is money debts or love debts, it is always good to not owe others." He Jinming said with sincerity.

He Yan couldn't bear it anymore, he opened his mouth with his back to He Jinming, and breathed heavily, but tears still fell down, how much he wanted to tell his father that he never owed Zhou Yancheng and Shen Qun's, these two bastards who now occupy the commanding heights of all emotions teamed up to drive him to a dead end in his previous life. He never hated or took revenge. He tried his best to take care of everyone, but in the end he put himself on the edge Roast on both ends.

Shen Qun is capricious, Zhou Yancheng is crazy, he is sandwiched between two people, and even if he can balance the situation, he can let them fight to the death, but he just doesn't want them to die, which will lead to today's situation.

Both of them took advantage of He Yan's weakness, one figured it out slowly, and the other chased it fiercely. He Yan is not stupid, he can understand everything, but Zhou Yancheng and Shen Qun are not cats or dogs on the side of the road, He Yan can't do it. To the point of turning a blind eye to them, these are the most important people in He Yan's life, the ones he cared about, not to mention they treat He Yan so well now.

There are too many people in this world, pointing fingers at others from the perspective of a bystander, being generous to others, the mother of others, who thinks what would happen if such a thing happened to them, what the fuck happened, Zhou Yancheng and Shen Qun picked out one at random, which one is capable of dealing with it with ease?

He Yan's shoulders were trembling, and He Jinming immediately noticed his son's intense emotions. He was greatly shocked. In his memory, his son had never cried like this.

"Yanyan," He Jinming pulled He Yan's shoulders and asked in surprise, "What's the matter? Did Dad say something wrong? Or did you get bullied?"

He Yan wiped away his tears with his fingers, and shook his head: "No, I'm just... Dad, I don't like you thinking of me like that. I didn't feel sorry for any of them."

"Hey," He Jinming didn't expect his son to be so sad by his unintentional words, "Dad didn't blame you. Others don't know, and I don't know my son? That's all, I won't say anything, I believe you I can handle it well, don't cry, I have never seen you cry a few times when I was so old..."

"Father," He Yan pinched the bridge of his nose, his eyes were a little hazy, but there was a touch of determination, "Don't worry, I will take care of it as soon as possible."

The father and son returned to Shen Qun's ward after talking. Shen Qun had already woken up and was listening to his father's lecture with his eyes fixed on the ceiling.

"... A man in his twenties has no sense of propriety. Zhou Yancheng has been kind to our family. What do you call that? Ah? You call it ungrateful! Repay your kindness with revenge! Is this what I taught you? A man should stand upright , with your impulsive and irritable temperament, Xiaoyan only fell in love with you because he was blind..."

"Dad, it's fine if you scold me, why did you scold Xiao Yan?" Shen Qun retorted dissatisfiedly.

Shen Changgeng was so angry that his eyebrows were jumping. He pointed at Shen Qun's hatred of iron and steel: "Am I scolding Xiaoyan? Ah? What did I say to scold Xiaoyan? I'm worthless for Xiaoyan! You bastard, is there any?" You are promising! Fighting with a rival in love? I tell you that the real victory is to win without fighting. As long as Xiaoyan has his heart towards you, no one can take it away. What you have to do is to treat Xiaoyan well. , I laid a solid foundation by myself, no one can pry your corner—"

He Jinming first laughed out loud: "Old Shen, you really deserve to be a real estate boss, you can use the foundation as an example, Xiaoqun just woke up, you let him delay for two more days, let's not talk about it now. "

When Shen Qun saw He Yan, complex lights flashed in his eyes, remorse, guilt, pity, and heartache... All of a sudden, his heart was full of emotions, and he was overwhelmed like a mountain roar and a tsunami, making him almost breathless.He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.

"Xiao Yan," Shen Qun struggled to sit up, and said aggrievedly to He Yan who stretched out the hand that was not dripped, "I'm in pain."

"Damn!" Shen Changgeng reprimanded, "You were not beaten enough when you were young, so you developed to be so out of tune now!"

He Yan sat by the bed, let Shen Qun hold his hand, and saw that Shen Qun's infusion tube was tangled up, and slowly untied it.

He Jinming sighed again in his heart, He Yan has always treated Shen Qun as if he was taking care of a child, this is not the way a lover should get along with each other, his son is good at everything, but his feelings are too slow, too passive, and he doesn't want to go if he likes it. Fight for it, and tolerate those who don't like it.

And it was all his fault for 20 years of neglect to teach.

But what is the right way to teach?It's good that Shen Qun is lively and cheerful, but he lacks stability; Zhou Yancheng is more than stable, and the city is deeper, even he is a little unpredictable.

There are tens of thousands of children in this world, each raised in a different way, and it is impossible to say which one is good and which one is not good. There is no parent who does not want their children to go smoothly and avoid detours, but life is a long way to go. The children of all ages have to toddle and grope for themselves.

"Xiao Yan," Shen Qun looked at He Yan, "Why are your eyes so red?"

"I'm angry with you." He Yan said bluntly.

Shen Qun lowered his head guiltyly for a moment, and looked at He Yan cautiously and uneasily.

Shen Changgeng coughed softly: "Old He, let's go out for a smoke and bring them some food."

"Hey." He Jinming responded, and the two fathers left the ward together.

When the room was empty, He Yan withdrew his hand and stood up. He wanted to push Shen Qun's forehead, but he didn't stretch out his hand after seeing the gauze on his forehead.

He Yan's voice was burning with anger: "Why are you so insensitive, the two of you made it like this! What do you want to do? Drag Zhou Yancheng to die?"

Shen Qun raised his head: "Zhou Yancheng told you?"

"He didn't go into details, but I can guess the general process." He Yan sighed, and sat down beside Shen Qun's bed again. "The reason why I let you two fight is because I know that he knows he is wrong. , I won’t be cruel to you. I thought you two would have this fight sooner or later. After the fight, both of you can feel more comfortable. Who knew you would make it so hard. Look, our dad is here, this matter How can I explain to them? Especially your father, he is a good son, alive and healthy, just because of me, he is hurt like this, he won't say anything, but he must feel uncomfortable in his heart, Shen Qun, I look at you Dad, I can't even lift my head up..."

Shen Qun hugged He Yan's waist, buried his face in He Yan's neck, and the big tears splashed on He Yan's neck.

He Yan's heart softened, and he couldn't say any more reproaches.

He touched Shen Qun's head: "Okay, I won't talk anymore, you are hurt, you need to take good care of it."

But Shen Qun shook his head desperately. He wept silently at first, then gradually sobbed, and finally wailed loudly.

Shen Qun's heart was empty, and there were blows of bitter cold wind. The truth revealed by Zhou Yancheng was like a sharp claw pinching his heart, making him so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

He was ashamed and terrified.

He thought anxiously, if you knew that Zhou Yancheng was also reborn, you wouldn't be so protective of me.

You will definitely forgive Zhou Yancheng, so what should I do?

I can't live without you either...

Xiaoyan, I don't want to lose you...

I also don't want you and Zhou Yancheng to be together again...

Shen Qun cried almost heart-piercingly, as if wanting to pour out all the tears, He Yan finally felt something was wrong.

"What's wrong with you, Shen Qun? Crying like this?" He Yan patted Shen Qun's back to comfort him, "What happened? Tell me."

——You dumped him, he was heartbroken, and ran to the clubhouse to find a one-night stand, and that's when he met me!

"Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, I'm sorry..." Shen Qun burst into tears, "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have met Zhou Yancheng, everything is my fault, everything is my fault... I know you I am unhappy by Zhou Yancheng's side, but I have never fought for it, and I dare not even tell you that I regret it..."

——You don't even dare to confront me head-on, you only play tricks behind your back, you coward!

What Zhou Yancheng said is right, I am a coward, a worthless useless person.

——I should thank you, you pushed him to my side!

I am the one responsible for all your harm.

——He called your name even when he was unconscious with a high fever...

"sorry Sorry……"

Shen Qun seemed to only be able to say this sentence. He felt his head was going to explode, and he hugged his hair and whimpered in pain. His whole body was in pain. , It seemed to burst open, and the cracks spread out one after another, as if an electric drill sizzled and drilled into his heart, blood and flesh churned, and the bones were peeled out inch by inch.

He couldn't help beating his chest, and cried in disarray: "Xiaoyan, I was wrong, I'm sorry I was wrong..."

In my previous life, I thought I would regret it for the rest of my life, and that was the greatest punishment for my heartlessness, but it turned out to be more than that, and the greater punishment is still here. I will bear the guilt in front of you every day, and accept the endless whipping, However, none of these makes me feel more pain than I may lose you again.

Shen Qun's crying scared He Yan: "Shen Qun, Shen Qun, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

"I... I just think I'm a loser..."

"Why do you say that?"

"I... I lost... I couldn't beat him..."

He Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "That's what you are doing? You beat Zhou Yancheng very hard. He should have been beaten. I was going to beat him up for you. Uncle Shen was so kind to me. As soon as I got there, I saw blood on your face..."

Shen Qun cried for a while, and He Yan said "He", with a small responsibility, both helpless and intimate, He Yan didn't notice it himself, but how could Shen Qun not hear it!

He Yan sighed deeply again:

"I really didn't expect you guys to hit it so hard... Don't cry, your father and I will be back soon..."

"Xiao Yan," Shen Qun raised his head suddenly, looking at He Yan with tears in his eyes, "Let's get married, let's go to country H or country A to register, let's get married! Even if you don't like me now, it doesn't matter, you used to be so You like me, and you will definitely like me in the future. You are very happy when you are with me. I can see that it is very good for us to be together, Xiaoyan, let’s get married, let’s get married—”

He Yan was stunned, he looked at Shen Qun thoughtfully, his eyes lingered on Shen Qun's teary-eyed face, carefully scrutinizing every inch of his expression——

"You're dreaming!" A shout of anger struck like thunder, and the door of the ward was kicked open, "Bang Dang" hit the wall and bounced back, Zhou Yancheng walked in with a livid face.