my cp turned out to be

Weather on April 4: Drizzle

Omg, I can't believe I did something so daring!My cheeks are still burning right now!I asked, and I actually asked directly!I asked him: Do you like me?

At that moment, he looked as if he had been struck by lightning!Now that expression is still swaying in front of my eyes, I can't tell whether there is joy in it... I was so confused at the time, I wanted to get into the cracks in the ground!I never knew asking about something like this could be so embarrassing!

Ha, am I considered a strange woman to actively pursue a man?

He didn't give me an answer today, and left after saying goodbye in a panic.

Will he not like me?Still like me, just afraid that you are not good enough for me?Or is he worried that his family won't accept me?

I was suddenly afraid of knowing his answer...but I still wanted to see him, wanted to see him.

Weather on April 4: Cloudless

There is no time.That woman is going to arrange for me to meet my so-called fiancé this weekend, I don't have time...

He has been hiding from me for almost two weeks, and I have never stopped him.

Why is he avoiding me?He doesn't like me?Why doesn't he like me?

Is it because I am too proactive, making him feel that I have no shame?Or am I not pretty enough and he doesn't like it?Or maybe he is just shy, just low self-esteem, that's why he avoids me?

But I don't have more time for him to think about it, and I don't have more time for him to fall in love with me...

He is the only one.

I have no other choice.

April 4 Weather: Mao Moon

Dad was in a fit of rage tonight because I brought a workman up to him and announced to him my "love affair" and that I was going to marry this penniless, vulgar man.

Dad was stunned, and so was my "boyfriend".That woman and my good brother looked gloating, it's okay, go now while you're happy, wait until I get back what my mother left me, I hope your smiles are as bright as they are now.

Everything went according to my plan, but I was not as happy as I imagined.

I'm a vicious woman who will do anything for money, and I figured out a man who might not love me at all - yes, although I do like him - and I... hate myself.

I used to feel distressed and complained that my mother made fun of my marriage, but when it was my turn, I found that I was not as good as my mother.

My heart is in a mess, and I can't even be sure whether everything today is right or wrong.

After reading this, JOJO couldn't help but tell the protagonist in the diary: "It turns out that you did something wrong."

Lin Xi sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose, her heart felt congested, sore and swollen.

Grandma Liu's diary once again proves that Grandpa Zhao's words are true. The marriage between her and her husband stemmed from a calculation...Although Grandma Liu liked Grandpa Zhao at this time, even though she pursued and asked Grandpa Zhao In any case, it is a fact that the cornerstone of this relationship is a lie laced with compulsion.

"...But she has no choice, she just hopes to live a good life and keep what belongs to her." Lin Xi couldn't help but speak, as if trying to convince someone, "Her conditions are so good, marrying Grandpa Zhao is also a low marriage, What dissatisfaction does Grandpa Zhao have?"

In this kind of matter, JOJO is always calmer than Lin Xi, or a lot more indifferent. He said objectively: "But Grandpa Zhao is not voluntary. No matter how much Grandma Liu likes Grandpa Zhao and how good the conditions are, Grandpa Zhao Everyone has the right to dislike her, not accept her, and be unhappy with her marriage."

"Yes, you are right, but I just feel..." Lin Xi scratched her hair irritably, and finally poked the little bookworm in "Hundreds of Nonsense" with her fingers to vent her anger.

Xiao Hua woke up after taking a nap, listened to the conversation, and expressed her opinion: "Grandma Liu is good everywhere, but she did something wrong in getting married; Grandpa Zhao is not as good as Grandma Liu in everything, but when it comes to getting married It's really innocent in this matter... It's so awkward that I want to stand on Grandma Liu's side but have no choice."

Lin Xi couldn't help but snapped her fingers, pointing at Xiao Hua: "Yes, that's how it feels!"

Xiaohua proudly kneaded herself into a pink ball and twirled in the air.

Lin Xi lost her spirits and put down the diary in her hand: "The matter has been clarified, let's pack up and go back, it's getting colder and colder outside."

JOJO was surprised, pointed to the pile of diaries left and asked: "There are so many more, don't you want to read?"

Lin Xi sighed: "It's not necessary, even if you don't read it, you can know what's written in it. Grandma Liu likes Grandpa Zhao and feels guilty, so she must try her best to treat Grandpa Zhao in her own way. But these two people are not in the same family, and Grandma Liu is getting more and more Treat Grandpa Zhao well, the more Grandpa Zhao feels that he hurts his self-esteem. For example, when going to night school, Grandma Liu must think that reading more books can change Grandpa Zhao's life, but Grandpa Zhao feels that Grandma hates him for being uneducated..."

"What about holding hands?" JOJO asked, "It was the time when Grandpa Zhao wanted to hold Grandma Liu's hand after hearing the last words of his stepmother, but Grandma Liu withdrew her hand...Since Grandma Liu likes Grandpa Zhao, why didn't she let Zhao Grandpa touch?"

Lin Xi stood up and patted his clothes, then shook his head helplessly: "Fool, it's not that he doesn't want Grandpa Zhao to touch him, he's just shy!"

JOJO didn't believe it: "At that time, they had all their children and they had been married for many years. What's there to be shy about?"

Lin Xi put the diary she had read back into the wooden box, and answered him: "No matter how long we have been together, how close we are, when suddenly touched by someone we like, our heartbeat will speed up and we will still feel shy. Some people are like this. "

JOJO blinked, stood up silently, hugged Lin Xi from behind suddenly, and called out: "Xiao Linzi!"

"Oh my god!" Lin Xi was startled, subconsciously pushed JOJO away forcefully, her face was congested and flushed, she took two steps back, and asked ferociously: "You are crazy! Why do you suddenly pounce on me! "

JOJO raised his eyebrows proudly: "I understand, Xiao Linzi is angry not because he hates me, but because he likes me, so you will be shy when I hug you!"

"You, you, you!" Lin Xi didn't expect that the current JOJO would be so active and flirtatious. She was at a loss for words and could only solve the problem violently. She grabbed the little flower floating on the side and threw it at JOJO!

Xiao Hua, who was innocently lying on the gun, was thrown away ignorantly, and then quickly grabbed by JOJO, very aggrieved: "Why did you treat me like this..."

JOJO threw Xiaohua to the two little bookworms on the ground to comfort her, stopped Lin Xi from tidying up her diary and said, "You go up first, I want to read it for a while, and I will sort it out after reading it."

Lin Xi was helpless with JOJO's curiosity, took off his jacket and covered his lap, and told him: "It will be very cold when the sun goes down, call me when the sky is dark, and I will come down to help You tidy it up together, you know?"

"Yeah!" JOJO hugged Lin Xi's clothes contentedly, and blew a kiss to Lin Xi coquettishly - Lin Xi dodged it blushingly.

After Lin Xi left, JOJO picked up the diary that he hadn't finished reading just now, and continued reading with lowered eyes...

At around 6 o'clock in the evening, Lin Xi suddenly came back to his senses when he heard the doorbell, and moved his hands from the keyboard, only to realize that it was already dark.

He hurriedly left the study, faced JOJO who was carrying the wooden box into the door, and asked worriedly, "Why didn't you call me? Is it heavy? Is it frozen?"

"With your coat, it won't freeze." JOJO replied indifferently, took Lin Xi's hand with a cold hand, and said to him: "Xiao Linzi, let's go to the hospital again, I want to see Grandpa Zhao again."

"Why?" Lin Xi didn't understand, but she changed her shoes and put on her coat very cooperatively.

JOJO took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to Lin Xi: "This is the letter that Grandma Liu put in the last diary. I think it is necessary to give it to Grandpa Zhao."

Lin Xi looked at the folded papers and asked, "I didn't write the addressee...how do you know it's for grandpa? Have you read it?"

"I just watched it by accident." JOJO rubbed his nose a little embarrassedly, and encouraged Lin Xi, "Why don't you watch it too?"

Lin Xi rolled his eyes at him: "I don't."

The two rushed to the hospital quickly and walked into the fairly high-end ward where Grandpa Zhao lived alone.

The old man on the hospital bed was watching a movie comfortably on a tablet computer. When he saw two young people coming, he paused the video and asked impatiently, "Why are you here again?"

Lin Xi greeted him with a smile: "Is Grandpa Zhao feeling better? Well, the two of us dug out the box you buried under the grape arbor. The password is 1104, the wedding anniversary of you and Grandma Liu. I found a letter addressed to you in my diary." He held the letter with both hands.

Grandpa Zhao didn't intend to pick it up: "I don't want to watch it."

Lin Xi was slightly stunned, and looked at JOJO.

JOJO said: "Grandpa Zhao, this is the last thing grandma wrote to you before she fell ill... I accidentally read it a few times, it's quite touching, and it can be regarded as her last words..."

Grandpa Zhao was completely unmoved, and even clicked on the video again, and coldly dropped two words: "Don't watch."

Lin Xi was helpless, thought for a while and said, "It's not convenient for you to read it by yourself, I'll read it to you." He said, and opened the letter...

But the old man on the hospital bed stretched out his hand at this moment, dodged the letter roughly, put both hands together, tore the letter to pieces in a few seconds, showed a fierce look, and shouted in a rough voice: "Don't read it!" , don’t read it! I said I don’t want to read it! That damn old woman was talking about me every day when she was alive, and left a letter to bother me when she was dead, how could she be so lingering!”

"You!" Lin Xi looked at the papers all over the floor and burst into anger, and the grievance accumulated in the past two days suddenly burst out, "Why are you like this? I don't know why Grandma Liu has a crush on you! Do you think she is right? Don’t you have feelings? Of course not, she has always liked you, even before she got married! What about you! After decades of getting along with each other, you will soon be married! Grandma Liu has given so many years, even if it is a stone It's time to be covered, but you don't feel her heart at all, and you even want her to die! You don't have feelings for her and you still divorce her, and you kill her to take her inheritance, what are you!?"

Grandpa Zhao immediately exploded when Lin Xi attacked him like this.He is not a kind old man who accepts accusations. He picked up the water glass on the bedside table and smashed Lin Xi, yelling: "Get out! You little bastard, get out! You son of a bitch, I'm the eighteenth generation of your ancestors! It’s just disgusting that stinky old woman, she just wants her money, what’s the matter, she’s not willing? If she doesn’t want to, let that old woman turn into a ghost and come to me!”

"Okay, since you don't read the letter, I'll tell you personally." At this moment, a calm and somewhat old voice intervened in the dispute.

Lin Xi and old man Zhao stopped talking at the same time, looked at the third person in the ward in shock, and saw JOJO sitting gracefully on the chair beside the bed, with his hands on his knees, his back slightly bent, and looking at Grandpa Zhao gently and calmly .

It was obviously still the stunning handsome face and fit body, but because of the changes in expression and body movements, it somehow made people feel that the person sitting there was a kind old lady who was almost seventy years old.Lin Xi only thought it looked familiar, but Grandpa Zhao had already recognized it.He suddenly grabbed the quilt on his body, breathed rapidly, and asked hoarsely with a trembling voice: "Old, old partner, is that you?"