my cp turned out to be

July 12 Weather: Sunny

Yesterday, Xiaoxue, I thought I could have a "white Christmas" in a foreign language in a few years, but today's winter is warm and the sun is warm, and the little white left over from yesterday has disappeared.

Life is full of unexpected things.The snow that I thought would survive melted, and the name that I thought would be forgotten was remembered.

Yes, I still remember the name of the young man with the accordion. It was obviously just a whim, and I didn’t even bother to write it in my diary. I thought I would forget it all after sleeping, but it was burned into my mind.

I know in my heart that I can remember him not because he is such a special man, but because his family is poor and warm, with a temperature that I long for but can't match.

I am like a person walking alone in the slowly cold night. When I see the fire, I naturally approach it.

Today I went to find him again, and he saw me at a loss, pitiful, and a little cute.

Weather on January 1st of the following year: sunny

Today I went to my father's factory to watch the New Year's party.There is nothing artistic about the self-entertainment of the workers in the factory, but I enjoyed watching it. Everyone sang and danced and said auspicious words, as if there were really no troubles in the world.

I saw him play, too, and his playing was as emotionless and raw as ever, but tonight he was serious, got a bruise on his face, and looked funnier than ever.

I was in a very good mood because he was so good, so I went up to the stage and presented flowers to him according to my own heart. When I got off the stage, I saw my father's serious face...

I have a plan.

Weather on January 1: Cold and windy

Had a big fight with that woman today.She made insinuations at me, saying that I, a young lady, condescended to pester a worker to embarrass the family. I naturally retorted and asked her: "Since you brought that illegitimate child into the house, what face does our Liu family have left?"

Dad was a little upset, spoke for the woman, and asked me what I thought about him.

I said, "I don't have any ideas, just to make a friend. Now I don't even have the freedom to make friends?"

Dad said: "No idea is the best. You have to understand that your marriage partner must choose someone who is of the right family."

I don't like to hear these words. My mother's life was ruined by this man who was in the same family as her but had no feelings for her, so I retorted: "What age is it? Marriage depends on family status? Marriage is not lucky Happiness depends on the relationship between two people... Just like the two of you now, don't you look like a married couple?"

My father was so angry that his beard was shaking, he patted the table and said, "You are sharp-tongued, what about your upbringing? Go back to your room and reflect, starting tomorrow, you are not allowed to associate with that worker again!"

But the angrier he got, the more I wanted to confront him.The plan in my head seems to be getting more and more mature.

February 2 Weather: Snow

It has been half a month since my father prevented me from seeing him, and it has been half a month since I have been fighting wits with my family in order to meet him.

Today, I ran to meet him during the lunch break in the factory and brought him a piece of Swiss chocolate, which he had never eaten before.

I asked him, do you know what day it is today?

He looked very prim and asked if it was my birthday.

I told him that today is Valentine's Day, a day when Westerners give gifts to their loved ones.

He immediately held the piece of chocolate like a hot potato, and stammered, "I, I, I, I can't!"

I was amused by him, and told him that we Chinese don’t enjoy these foreign festivals, and this chocolate is just for him to taste it without thinking too much, so he took it away nervously, saying that he would go back and distribute it to his family, so that we can grow up together gain knowledge.

I kicked the snowdrift on the side of the road and asked him, "Have your parents ever said what kind of daughter-in-law they want?"

He blushed and said: "Be diligent and capable, and be filial."

"What about your family background?" I asked him.

He shook his head and said, "I don't need any family background... My mother said that it's not good to marry a high-ranking daughter. I have a soft temper, and I can't hold back a wife with a better family background than me."

"Isn't this considered a good family in another sense?"

"It should count."

I feel a little frustrated. Everything in this world seems to have been framed. Everyone's life is just repeating the established route of the predecessors: the wife knows that her husband has a mistress outside, but she will not get depressed, and the girl will die no matter how good and capable she is. Neither can inherit the family business, and getting married is more important than being like-minded...

It's boring.

I am not convinced.

July 3 Weather: Rain

If it weren't for this sudden rain, I should be walking aimlessly not far from home now.

Another family war broke out today, and the instigator can be said to be me, or that woman—she actually wanted to touch the dowry left by my mother, but my father silently acquiesced! ! !

Ridiculous, ridiculous, ridiculous!Is our Liu family about to fall, even the dowry of our unmarried daughter!

What's more, those money and things don't belong to the Liu family, they are my mother's dowry back then, and they were left to me by name before she died to guarantee my life!How dare she, how dare they?

The lies told by that shameless couple are extremely ridiculous.They said that the husband’s family will take care of my daughter after she gets married, and that the person they chose for me was a family friend, not a powerful person who would show her face because of the dowry——Listen, listen, what are you talking about?Forcing her daughter to marry an unfeeling and innocent man of the same family to make friends, but even stingy with giving her daughter's dowry!

I was pissed off, really pissed off!

I must fight back, I must hold on to everything that belongs to me.Time to proceed with my plan.

July 3 Weather: Sunny

If yesterday's mood was anger, then today's mood is sadness.

After get off work today, he was riding a bicycle. I asked him where he got the bicycle, and he said that it was because his elder brother got married, and the family used their savings to buy him a big wedding dress to support his appearance.

I asked, "Since it's something your brother needs to get married, why are you riding it?"

He said: "It's yours and mine. Everyone is a family. It doesn't make any difference who owns something. Whoever needs it can use it."

Yes, everyone is a family, so it doesn't matter whose property it is?Why don't we self-proclaimed civilized rich and noble people not understand the simple truths that ordinary people understand?Thinking of this, I couldn't help but ask myself, is it really necessary to fight back and forth and make the family restless?Whether I want to admit it or not, my mother has indeed passed away for many years... What's the use of being reluctant?

He saw my depression, grabbed his pants and asked me: "What's wrong with you, are you unhappy?"

"Ah, sorry." I said.

He waved his hands again and again: "What's so embarrassing about this? It's not that you made me unhappy... You are obviously uncomfortable in your heart, why do you have to be patient and apologize to others?"

When I heard this sentence, there was an indescribable warm current in my heart.For so many years, when I show my displeasure, everyone has been picking on my manners and demanding my self-control... No one has ever asked me, why are you unhappy?

Why do people still have to apologize to others when they are obviously upset?

I raised my eyes to look at him, he was standing against the light, his hair was outlined with golden fluff by the setting sun, which made people like it very much.

I asked him, "Can you take me home by bike?"

"can."

So I sat in the back seat of his car and put my arms around his waist.

He froze for a moment, then said in a rough voice, "Hold me tight, don't let go."

"I see."

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"Seeing this, how do you feel?" A diary is at the end again, Lin Xi closes the diary and pinches the eyebrows, and at the same time exchanges reading experience with JOJO.

JOJO stretched his waist: "I was just thinking about Grandma Liu's so-called plan, is she going to marry Grandpa Zhao and keep her dowry?"

"probably."

"Then Grandma Liu really used Grandpa Zhao."

"How can it be that simple?" Lin Xi shook her head, "Didn't you read from the diary just now that Grandma Liu actually has a crush on Grandpa Zhao, and even fell in love with him."

JOJO picked up the diary again and flipped through it: "Is there... How did you find out?"

"This sentence." Lin Xi leaned closer and showed the sentence only to a certain guy with golden eyes: "He stood against the light, and his hair was outlined with a golden fluff by the setting sun, which made people like it very much."

JOJO frowned: "Doesn't this sentence mean that she likes that layer of golden light?"

"He likes the golden light, and he also likes the people outlined by the golden light. It is people who make the beautiful scenery beautiful." Lin Xi said, turning to look at JOJO.The late autumn wind skimmed over the blond young man's hair, blowing a bunch of dull hairs on his head, and those hairs danced strangely with the wind.

"Ah, it's so cute." Lin Xi's eyes narrowed because of a smile, and he reached out to touch those few dull hairs.

JOJO, who was suddenly killed by touching his head, didn't understand why the topic suddenly jumped from Grandma Liu and Grandpa Zhao to himself, but he enjoyed the touch of Xiao Linzi from his family very much, happily shaking his head and rubbing Lin Xi's palm.

"Ahem, young man, focus on what you do!" The old man of "Shan Hai Jing" dragged the next diary over with "Ghost Tales" and opened the cover.

The bookworm in "Ghost Tales" looks like little Lin Xi, and Lin Xi pinched her waist and yelled loudly when she saw the fragments of her soul, "Dad, it's time to get down to business! Dog food, no, cat food will be distributed after the work is over, okay! "

"What, what, don't talk nonsense." Lin Xilian was a little hot, and quickly grabbed the diary and put on a show: "It's alright, alright, let's get down to business."

July 4th weather: light rain

Spring rain in the north has always been as expensive as oil. It rained today, and I walked side by side with him holding an umbrella. He tilted the umbrella towards me, and his shoulders were soaked by the fine rain...I was very moved.

Looking through the previous diary, I found that I have always been "very moved" recently.He bought me a piece of hawthorn jelly after work, and I was very touched; he imitated the jokes he heard from the workers, and I was very touched; he noticed that I was wearing different shoes today, and I was very touched...

Looking at it carefully, everything he did for me was ordinary, and I would be "very touched", but it was only because he was the one who did these things.

I don't know the origin of the love, and I love it deeply.

April 4 Weather: Flying Flowers

I confessed to myself, I confessed that I liked him.

No matter why I approached him in the first place, now, I like him.

But does he like me?

Such doubts seem ridiculous, but I am so hesitant to myself now.

Before again, I never worried about my superior background, I know that everything is good for me and not bad.

But now, because of him, a man from a poor family, I have actually developed an inferiority complex that ordinary people cannot understand-I am afraid that my family background is too good, and I am not in the same family as him.

In addition to his family background, his sincerity also elusive to me.I like him, so what about him, does he like me?

I have always taken the initiative, and I know that I am willing to disobey my father for him.

But what about him, what does he think of me?