my cp turned out to be

Huang Zekai stepped into the gate of the waterside villa with a complicated expression, showing a nostalgic expression.He took off his shoes on the shoe rack at the door with ease, and walked into the living room with bare feet, sliding his fingers on the slightly yellowed wallpaper, and finally landed on the group photo on the shelf.He picked up a photo of Kangkang, wiped off the fine dust on the frame with his hands, and murmured in a low voice: "...Oh, by the way, so Kangkang looks like this."

"Why, is it possible that you have forgotten his face?" Jojo asked after him, "How long has it been since you visited this house?"

"It's been more than ten years..." Huang Zekai was strangely calm today, with a soft attitude, answering every question: "It's normal for a childhood friend not to remember his face, even if he doesn't want to forget it, there's nothing he can do about it."

"Tea or coffee?" Lin Xi asked aloud, wanting to keep Huang Zekai in the house and prevent him from going to the water, hot drink is undoubtedly a good choice.

"Coffee, there is only coffee in this house." Huang Zekai took the photo and sat on the sofa very naturally, "My father likes all imported products. For him, as long as it is foreign, it must be more advanced than domestic. He's a typical upstart."

Jojo sat down opposite him: "Upstart?"

"Yes, an upstart. When he was young, he dared to venture out and made a lot of money regardless of the obstacles of his relatives, friends and neighbors. He felt that he was very different. He never looked down on the people in this county and believed that he would definitely be able to go to a big city. Even developing abroad. He taught me the same way: You are different from others, don't hang out with these wild children!"

"Is there an instruction manual?" At this time, Lin Xi held the old-fashioned coffee machine and coffee beans, and said with a bitter face, "I can't use such a high-end thing."

"Look at the third drawer of the cabinet on the left. There should be instant coffee in it."

Lin Xi raised her eyebrows and went to look for it as she said. Sure enough, she found a box of coffee with a very new expiration date.He brewed three cups and brought them out on a tray. Huang Zekai smiled when he saw it: "Where is it still stored? The decoration of this house has not changed at all."

"Why is this happening? Since you have everything, why didn't you just come back to live in this shoot?" Lin Xi sat down and asked him.

Huang Zekai picked up a cup of coffee and took a sip. It was obviously cheap for a few dollars, but he drank it with an expensive visual effect.Had to do it, Young Master Huang's nouveau riche father taught his son etiquette very well: "This is related to the truth I want to tell: I don't come back because I once killed Kangkang in the pond outside. "

"Pfft!" Jojo, who was opposite him, did not expect him to reveal such explosive content as soon as he opened his mouth.He was trying coffee, but first he was hurt by the scalding heat, and then he was frightened by Huang Zekai's confession, so he spit out the coffee in his mouth, causing Lin Xi to quickly wipe it off with a tissue... …

Faced with this situation, Huang Zekai didn't have any dissatisfaction or complaints. With a well-educated smile, he watched the two people opposite him busy.This kind of reaction made Lin Xi feel really awkward, he couldn't help thinking about the content of Kangkang's gesture just now, and couldn't help but ask: "Well, Mr. Huang, why are you so abnormal today... Could it be that you are going to do something stupid? "

"Abnormal? Is it abnormal not to attack you? Mr. Lin, you really have doubts about your attributes." Huang Zekai played with the cup in his hand with a half-smile, "Also, didn't you all suspect that I returned Kangkang, why are you surprised? Like this?"

"Doubt and your confession are two different things!" Jojo said dissatisfiedly covering his wet crotch with a tissue, "After all, you were only six or seven years old at the time, right? Well, since you like to blow yourself up so much, then just make it clear in one breath Bar!"

Huang Zekai lowered his eyes, put down the quilt, and began to talk quietly: ====

As I said earlier, my father looked down on people in this county.After he got rich, he built a house here regardless of other people's objections, let me grow up here, and prevented me from playing with the "wild children" outside.

I have no friends since I was a child, only the nanny and tutor hired by my father. My life is strictly in accordance with the schedule. Every day, I learn to read, count, paint, play the piano and dance. I started watching some cartoons with original English sound when I was about three or four years old. When I was five or six years old When I was young, I was already able to read the magazines that my nanny brought back to me from outside... This kind of deformed elite education gave me a very high IQ, but my EQ was not optimistic.

That is, when I was five or six years old, I met Kangkang.

That day I was playing the piano with the window open on the first floor. Suddenly a small head popped out of the window and asked me with a smile: "Can you play the piano? I only saw this thing on TV. Can you let me touch it?" touch?"

I was startled and almost screamed because I had never seen other little kids before.

He was also taken aback, and rolled in quickly, covered my mouth with his dirty little hands full of dirt, and said to me: "Little brother, don't be afraid, my name is Kangkang, are you Who is it?"

I told him that my name is Huang Zekai and I am the owner of this place.He smiled stupidly and said, "Oh, so the owner here is a living person~ My grandma told me that this house is a haunted house, so she was lying to me."

From what he said, I learned that the old people in the county are educating their children. This villa by the water is a haunted house, and there are little ghosts living in it, and children are not allowed to come to the pond... Moreover, that county is very poor, and there is no Not every household has a TV, and most of them are not color; pianos are also very rare, they don’t have one in the entire county; many people work in my father’s car engine factory, but they never have one. They have built cars; not only that, they don’t sit in the study every day facing their tutors, they always stay with their peers, play with mud, play marbles, fight with little girls...

Kangkang narrated this most ordinary world that I have never been in contact with. It took less than an hour for me to be completely conquered by his narration, and I was so eager to leave this house.

But my tutor came back soon. He found that the sound of the piano had stopped, and saw an unknown child next to me, and immediately snarled at him.Kangkang was so frightened that he jumped out of the window and ran away, and shouted at me again: "I will bring more friends to see you!"

My tutor reported this to my father, and my father ordered me not to associate with Kangkang again—how could it be possible?

I was looking forward to the meeting the next day, and Kang Kang did appear, but he failed to bring more friends.He said that his friends were afraid of this place, and then took out a small packet of seeds from his pocket: "This is the creeper seed my grandma gave me!" He said to me happily: "Grandma said, just plant these seeds, This house does not look gloomy, and by then, you will have many, many friends... Oh, grandma also said, please come to my house as a guest, and she can steam delicious chicken cakes for you - my grandma made it Egg cake is the best thing in the world!"

"Your grandma is so kind." I said to him enviously, "I want to grow ivy with you."

"Well... I'll hide, and then you come out, let's plant together secretly!" Kangkang rolled his eyes and said.

I applied to the tutor to go out on the grounds of breathing fresh air.Then, together with Kang Kang who was secretly hiding in the corner, he planted the seed of the creeper...

Since then, Kangkang has come to play with me.We come and go like underground workers, hiding from the eyes of adults.He told me many interesting things, and I occasionally read to him.He thinks I know a lot, and I think he... is an angel.

Later, I was six and a half years old.I thought my father would let me go to school. Unexpectedly, he would not even let me go to school. He just replaced me with a retired old teacher as a tutor.

The new tutor is very nice.He soon found out about Kangkang, but he didn't tell my father.He said to me, "If knowing a friend makes you so much happier, let that friend be our secret."

But even so, I'm still very disappointed.When Kangkang found out that I was sad, he also felt sad. Two days later, he suddenly came to me and said, "Don't be sad, Zeze, since you can't go to school, I can go for you! I will send the school to you. I'll tell you everything that happened there!"

I'm very happy and it feels good.Two days later, Kangkang came with a small schoolbag on his back.He boldly rang the doorbell, and said to the good-tempered tutor: "Grandpa, do you have a camera like that at home? I'm going to school tomorrow, can you take two photos for me to show Zeze?" The tutor agreed Only then did I have the current photos of the house.

In this way, Kangkang started to go to school when he was only five and a half years old.Although I was happy that he could go to see what the school was like for me, I felt lonely because he couldn't show up as often as before.

I often look at the photos that my tutor secretly developed, sitting at the window and looking at the original pond in a daze, playing sad music with the piano, drawing Kangkang’s portrait with a brush, frequently watering the creepers on the outer wall, and constantly recalling the two of us. A scene of playing together... Recalling the memories, I suddenly felt silly, thinking: Ah, isn't this the way the protagonist falls in love in books and TV?

Oh, now that I think about it, it's just a child who has been alone for too long, his attachment to his friends and his misinterpretation of friendship.But I didn't know it at the time.I read a lot of books since I was a child, coupled with the admiration of Kangkang, I always thought I was very smart... I firmly believed in the absurd conclusion I came to "falling in love with Kangkang".When Kangkang came to see me after school that day, I said to him: "Kangkang, I like you so much!"

And Kangkang said to me: "What, we are all men, how can you like me? Uncle Sun who lives in Building 10 also likes men. Everyone says he is a lunatic, a pervert, a pervert! Ze Ze , are you a pervert?"

...Thinking about it now, Kangkang was only 6 years old at that time. Unlike me, he had read a lot of books and lived in a closed and poor environment, so he didn't know what "homosexuality" was, and he didn't even know "abnormal" "What does this word mean... He just repeated what he heard every day...

But I didn't understand these things at that time, I just felt that I was slapped severely, insulted by the person I trusted and liked the most, I felt... my first love was trampled... so I yelled at him Shouting "Get out of here! I don't want to see you again!" and shut the window forcefully...

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"Uh..." Jojo tilted his head and listened quietly. Seeing that Huang Zekai stopped talking, he couldn't help but be curious and urged: "And then? You broke your friendship with Kangkang because of this incident, and finally killed him?"

Lin Xi rolled her eyes, and made up her mind to let Kangkang watch those Tianlei dramas with extremely weak logic in the future.

Huang Zekai took a sip of coffee, stood up with the cup in his hand, and walked to a window where he could see the pond: "Yes... I killed him."