my cp turned out to be

After agreeing to let Henry "try it out", Zhao Zixuan took him home.I opened the door with the key, and saw Zhou Jun running out wearing slippers "da da", and asked with wide eyes, "you didn't go out for a drink today, why did you come back so early? Didn't you have enough to eat tonight, I'll warm up the food for you Right?" After finishing speaking, he noticed that Henry was following the man, he blushed a little shyly, and smiled at the two men.

Henry's eyes lit up, and he almost immediately understood the reason why Zhao Zixuan didn't want to let go - it's been a year since they met, Ah Jun no longer has the rustic look from when they first met, and his hair has a hairstyle - it's a clean and obedient style , the face is more delicate than before, the figure has the lines after exercise, only a pair of peach blossom eyes are still as clear as when we first met, standing under the light of the living room, the whole person is shining.

He couldn't wait to take a step forward and grab the boy's hand: "Ah Jun, long time no see, do you still recognize me?"

"Mr. Henry." Ah Jun smiled at him, trying to pull out his hand, but failed.He glanced at Henry in surprise, frowned unhappily, pulled his hand away vigorously, bypassed the blue-eyed man, and ran to Zhao Zixuan's side: "Zixuan, I stewed ribs tonight, do you want to try it?"

"Well, warm it up for me." Zhao Zixuan smiled at the boy and kissed him on the cheek.The latter was very happy and immediately got into the kitchen.

Henry was very jealous when he saw it, and he asked his friend: "Have you considered it, are you really willing to let me use it?"

"What is there to be reluctant about?" Zhao Zixuan paused for a moment while untying his tie, the smile on his face remained unchanged, "It's just a toy."

After the food was reheated, Zhao Zixuan went to the table to eat, and at the same time told Ah Jun: "Accompany Henry around the house, since I bought this apartment, this is the first time for him to come here."

Ah Jun nodded obediently, took Henry to see the living room and study room, then took him into the bedroom, and was pushed down on the bed by Henry...

"Hiss." Hearing this, Lin Xi finally couldn't bear it any longer, and cursed in a low voice, "Scum!"

Hearing this comment, Henry just glanced at Lin Xi.He didn't stop talking, as if he had fallen into that memory, and couldn't spit out: "To my surprise, Ah Jun didn't yell loudly immediately. He gritted his teeth and kicked me off his body forcefully, with a crazy expression on his face." And Yin Ren, like a wild animal caught in a trap. When I held him down for the second time, he asked me in a hoarse voice: "What are you doing! Aren't you afraid that Zixuan will be angry when he finds out?!" When I After telling him that it was Zixuan who asked me to do this, he froze for a moment..."

Seeing that Zhou Jun stopped struggling, Henry kissed his neck. The delicate touch like white porcelain made him very intoxicated, so he was not wary of A Jun's resistance.

Ah Jun got rid of Henry and rushed back to the restaurant barefoot.He stood in front of Zhao Zixuan who was eating slowly with red eyes, and asked him in a trembling voice: "Yes, you asked him to do this?"

Zhao Zixuan glanced at him, put down the bowl and chopsticks, frowned and asked, "Why did you run out? Where's Henry?"

Ah Jun's face was bloodless, he stared at Zhao Zixuan and asked: "Why did you let him do this? What do you think of me? How can you do this!?"

"What happened to Henry?" Zhao Zixuan stood up and walked quickly to the bedroom, "I warn you, if anything happens to Henry, you will be fully responsible."

"I'm in self-defense!" Ah Jun was in a hurry, pulling Zhao Zixuan hard, "That man wants to rape me! And you are the instigator! Explain clearly to me, Zhao Zixuan, why did you let him do this!"

"Justifiable defense?" Zhao Zixuan finally stopped. He turned his head and looked at the young man with a half-smile, "When can a bitch use self-defense again?"

Ah Jun let go of his hand like an electric shock, and took two steps back.

Zhao Zixuan approached him: "I thought you already understood your identity, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid. Zhou Jun, who do you think you are, and who are you to me? I will pay for your schooling, and I will give your mother 10 yuan every year." Ten thousand yuan, why do you think I should spend this money?"

"I thought...you liked me..." Ah Jun was trembling all over, tears rolling down from his eyes, he stared at Zhao Zixuan, and replied tremblingly.

"Of course I like you, baby, but the premise is that you are obedient." Zhao Zixuan kissed him on the mouth, "It's already lying under me, so don't try to set up an archway, understand?"

"No, no!" Zhou Jun shook his head again and again, he turned around, staggered to the door to pull the lock, and then heard Zhao Zixuan say with a smile, "If you dare to go out of this door today, I can get you expelled from school immediately , and find someone to tell your mother about you being taken care of by me——I remember, her heart is not very good, right?"

Ah Jun's movements stopped, he leaned against the door, slowly slid to the ground as if he had lost all his strength, lowered his head, covered his face with one hand, and let out a broken cry.

Zhao Zixuan twitched his lips indifferently, and went into the bedroom to care about Henry.

Henry was knocked unconscious by Ah Jun with the bedside lamp, and there was nothing serious about it.It's just that what happened this time made him very ashamed and slapped Ah Jun severely.Originally wanted to make up what was left unfinished that night, but was stopped by Zhao Zixuan.

The man sat on the sofa, hugged the boy in his arms and said calmly, "Let's wait a while. Ah Jun hasn't been trained well yet, be careful that he bites your lifeblood."

Hearing this, Zhou Jun rubbed his face on Zhao Zixuan's shoulder seemingly docilely, then turned his face and gave Henry a cold look.

Henry trembled all over, and was even more unwilling: "Then you just let him go like this?! Is this hit on my head worthless?"

"Of course not." Zhao Zixuan smiled at him reassuringly, playing with Ah Jun's ear and said, "Ah Jun has done something wrong, so he must be punished. Since he still doesn't understand the duty of a toy, he can play it at home." Study hard, let’s take a break from university, don’t go to school... When you behave well, when will you go, isn’t that fair?”

There was no expression on Zhou Jun's face. He said "um" in a low voice, wrapped his arms around Zhao Zixuan's waist, and retracted into his arms.

Henry had no choice but to let it go, and this matter was over.

But this kind of thing, if it happens, it happens, and it will always have an impact on the people who experience it.

Ah Jun has become very silent since this day, no longer lively and agile as before.He did become very obedient, but as obedient as a dead thing.Although she is still very cooperative on the bed, she no longer speaks those coquettish words between lovers.

Zhao Zixuan was very dissatisfied with this. When he first saw Zhou Jun, he saw the contradictions and struggles in his character; at the same time, he was very interested, because Ah Jun's wordless resistance inspired him to challenge want.

A week later, on the weekend, Zhao Zixuan brought Ah Jun, who hadn't been out for a long time, to a high-end neighborhood.He parked the car at the door of a house, pulled Ah Jun in and said, "Do you like it?"

Ah Jun looked up, and was stunned: in the very spacious yard, there was a tree of green peaches in full bloom.The tree bloomed so well, it was as red as his longing for the peach blossoms in his hometown.He shook his lips and asked, "This peach blossom...?"

"I asked someone to move it from the mountain behind your house." Satisfied with his reaction, Zhao Zixuan hugged him gently from behind, pressed his ear, and said in a gentle tone, "Do you like it? If you like it , we will live here from now on, and you can see it every day. Let’s move another tree here next spring, okay?”

"Why..." Ah Jun froze, he asked in a low voice, "Why did you do this?"

"Because I want to apologize to you. Ah Jun, I did something wrong about Henry... Seeing that you are depressed recently, my heart really hurts."

Ah Jun couldn't help turning his head to look into Zhao Zixuan's eyes: "...that's not what you said that night."

"I drank too much wine that night, baby, I was so drunk." Zhao Zixuan smiled sincerely, kissed the boy's eyes and said, "I have to admit, I really wanted to bring you out of my hometown when I brought you out of my hometown. You make me a toy. You know, a man of my family background must marry a woman, but I am essentially a gay man who likes men. I need to have physical relations with men... At the beginning Fucking you, I really thought about using you as a tool to vent my desires, but in the later getting along, you slowly moved me..."

His language and actions are so perfect, like a top-notch romantic drama actor: "Ah Jun, I have been trained as a machine to inherit the family since I was a child. I have never felt the warmth of home, but you made me feel it. Now you For me, it has gone beyond the meaning of a bed partner... This is something I did not expect. I am a man with a strong desire to control, and this change fills me with panic. I desperately want to deny the importance of you in my heart Sex is the only way to encourage Henry to do that kind of bastard... Once it happened, I regretted it."

"But," Ah Jun's expression was a little loose, but he was not persuaded, "You locked me at home and gave me a suspension from school."

"That's to give Henry an explanation." Zhao Zixuan hugged him and shook him gently, "If I didn't say that, he would definitely force you. Baby, forgive me..."

Ah Jun pursed his lips and remained silent.

Zhao Zixuan was not surprised. He turned Ah Jun to face him, and said affectionately: "Zhou Jun, I love you. Although I can't give you any title, I really love you. Ah Jun , just like before, give me a home." He said, kissing Ah Jun's lips.

At first, Ah Jun just let Zhao Zixuan's kiss go, but gradually, he began to respond.When Zhao Zixuan whispered "I love you, forgive me" in his ear for the seventh time, he finally put his arms around the other's neck, and answered in tears: "Zixuan, I love you too..."

"Even if you can't give me a title, even if you treat me like...a bitch...don't give me away...I admit that I sold myself, but even if I did, I just want to sell you alone... ..."

"I really love you, Zhao Zixuan, whether you believe it or not."

Speaking of this, Zhao Zixuan's eyes turned red.He covered his eyes with one hand and sobbed softly.

JOJO looked at him with some sympathy, but he didn't have much empathy—the pain of love was too abstract and distant for him—he was quiet for a while, and asked: "So, what you said to Ah Jun Is it true that since then you have started to face up to your feelings?"

"Really? Hehe, now that I think about it, what I said back then was true." Zhao Zixuan nodded with a wry smile, "But I didn't realize it at all at the time... I thought everything I said was true. The lie to deceive Ah Jun... How ridiculous, hahahaha... I am too used to lying, and finally told the truth as a lie, deceiving others, and even myself."

"Ah Jun believed your words."

"Yes, he believed it..." Zhao Zixuan turned his head to look at the seven peach trees outside the window, and said in a trembling voice, "He believed that I had feelings for him, and he was very happy about it. That period was the happiest in my life Time, I can see his smiling face and figure every day when I go home: he cleans the room, prepares the peach blossoms, cooks for me, hugs me, acts like a baby, massages me, and cries under me. After graduating from university, he listened to I didn’t go out to work, but stayed with me at home every day... There are more and more peach blossoms in the yard, and they bloom so beautifully every spring... He always likes to fold a peach blossom and put it in a bottle, and decorate it in the study or bedroom... ..."

"In that case, why did Jun leave you?" JOJO asked.

"Leave me? No, he didn't want to leave me." Zhao Zixuan replied blankly, "I drove him away."