[Black Basket] The medicine cannot be stopped

Fuck, fuck? !

What the hell is going on with this kind of plot that suddenly looks like blood at eight o'clock—? !Forget about amnesia, divorce, etc., the male number two who suddenly appeared and changed the direction of life for me all appeared!

I'm so scared (⊙﹏⊙)!

However, the greater shock is yet to come——

"Later, you had some troubles and started to chat with me regularly, which can be regarded as your psychiatrist."

Oh oh oh oh oh!

Finally here, is it true that Kuroko is "the psychiatrist" that the owner of the ramen shop said!Finally, one key point of doubts for so long has been answered, even if there is only one, I am moved to tears!

Ehhhhhh qaq, no, but... what trouble do I need to see a psychiatrist?

Heizi seemed to see my question. He thought about it for a while, but asked me a question that didn't seem to matter.

"I heard that you lost ten years of memory, so, the current you—should be you in middle school, do you still feel used to it? For the life here."

"Uh,..." I hesitated, "I'm not used to it. After all, I don't understand a lot of things, and there are a lot of novel things..."

Heizi nodded, "So, how about getting along with Akashi-kun?"

Why, why did you suddenly ask such a question!

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I couldn't help but giggled, seeing Heizi's serious face, I realized that I was a bit ashamed... But there was nothing I could do about it!Isn't it just a dream to laugh when you're with Akashi?

Although I didn't wait for my answer, the other party seemed to have understood, so Heizi nodded again.

"So, it seems that you are doing well."

While I was still at a loss, Heizi had already stood up and bowed to me.I hurriedly stood up too, but I didn't understand what happened at all.

"In this case, my work is over, and you no longer need my psychological counseling."

"Hey...! Wait?!" Seeing that Heizi was about to see off the guests, I was completely confused, and hurriedly stopped him, "W-what does this mean? I don't understand at all?!"

Don't say you don't understand, it's just a mess!Why do these people like to play riddles so much, they don't know my IQ...cough, isn't it outstanding!

Heizi explained it to me very patiently——

"Some time ago, the reason you came to me to talk to me was that you were not satisfied with your current life and hoped to change yourself. Now you have done it and are satisfied with your current life... This means that my work is over. , you don’t have to come to me anymore, but enjoy life by yourself.”

Is...is that so...?

I stared blankly at Heizi, and suddenly remembered what I said to Midorima before, so I couldn't help but ask.

"Then...then why did I divorce Akashi...and why am I not satisfied with my life...?"

These questions have not been resolved.

Heizi didn't answer these questions, but instead asked me, "Is this important?"

"important?"

"Being with the person you like and living a happy dream life is enough for you. Is it really that important to know some insignificant so-called 'truths'? Or, in fact, it is not at all. There's no need to care about it. As long as you can live the next day well and don't waste the rest of your life, it doesn't matter if you don't know."

Yes, is that so?

As long as you don't think about the past, it doesn't really matter, right?I'm already with Akashi, I have a leisurely job, my parents are satisfied, everything seems to be going very smoothly, it's like the existence of the propositional composition "my future me" in elementary school.

Under such circumstances, is there any reason and obsession to chase after the past?

Isn't it good to give up... There is no loss, and there is no need to entangle like this anymore.

However, there was a voice in my heart that couldn't help rebutting in a low voice.

It was just a little bit at first, but the voice grew louder, louder... and finally I couldn't ignore it, and it made my whole head, my whole chest be full of that voice screaming—

"No, no!"

I yelled out.

"It's not like that...! Of course those things are important!"

At this moment, the face of Heizi standing in front of me is gradually fading, and what emerges is——

"Ten years later, I never told Akashi-kun the truth, and now I have to find out the truth...I don't want him to show that expression again!"

——It was that time when he told me that we were about to divorce, with a calm but helpless face.