[Comprehensive] Paranoid Embrace

Things like feelings don't need to be so complicated from the beginning.

For example, she stretched out her arms, embraced Gilgamesh, and touched chest to chest. The temperature of both sides blended well, and then there would be a trembling feeling from somewhere in her body. It feels subtle, yet comfortable.

She is just addicted to the touch between the flesh and enjoys the love from the other party.

This kind of thinking should be the most correct, isn't it, there will be no constraints, you can have someone you like at any time, and I can also change the host at any time.

In the end, the reason why I want to have the so-called "love" is because I have everything.

Gilgamesh was never short of anything, he was always favored by fate.

Being a king, owning all the treasures, not lacking in women, and even having a close friend like Enkidu, is it considered complete in terms of life?

The only regret is probably not being able to have eternal life, but this should be satisfied now.

Then when a person has everything, he will go after what he doesn't have, for example-love.

Because Gilgamesh suddenly discovered that this was something he couldn't get, and the more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted to get it.Because he feels that there is nothing he can't get.

It was he who knew the pleasure of friendship that he wanted to know what the pleasure of love was like, and how it would be different.

This kind of thing that cannot be grasped is more attractive than the real thing sometimes, and finally becomes paranoid.

In fact, the fact that Xiao Xiao lost her memory was a good thing for Gilgamesh. After all, she had never been so obedient in front of him. When Enkidu was around, she kept rejecting Gilgamesh. touch.

Not to mention kissing, even hugging is something that only happens under the coercion of the other party.

So Gilgamesh was only slightly dissatisfied with her forgetting him at first, but he didn't ask further, and after she called his name, he still obeyed and let him have her. She has accepted him. a feeling of.

He probably thought he had it.

It's just that things like feelings have a time limit. Once the novelty passes, they will become dull and finally discarded.Xiao Xiao felt that Gilgamesh was such a person. At the beginning, he just wanted her because he couldn't get her, so what happened after he got her?

—Gilgamesh will eventually tire of her.

This is an inevitable result, but it can also be said that it is the result that Xiao Xiao thinks will happen.Even her personal thoughts can be said to be reasonable.

But she has enough patience to wait until that time, and also believes that she will be rejected by this world without waiting until that time, right?

It's just that the second person who asked Gilgamesh "What wish do you want to achieve with the Holy Grail?" was Iskandar who was a Rider.

It was probably a gathering of the three kings. Gilgamesh and Xiao Xiao were shopping when they met Iskandar and his Master. The former warmly extended the invitation, and the latter accepted it.

In fact, the three kings met once before, but Xiao Xiao was not present that time. I heard that Gilgamesh seemed to be a little violent at the time, and it was Tohsaka Tokiomi who finally used a spell to make him come back.

Mr. Wang has his own pride, and they are all legends of their own era, so when they meet suddenly, they will have some subtle feelings.

This time Gilgamesh took her there, but this did not make the people present think that she was Gilgamesh's master, after all, his attitude was too subtle.

Even after taking out the jug and wine glass, Gilgamesh did not let go of Xiao Xiao's hand, and even let Xiao Xiao sit in his arms after they sat down.Xiao Xiao is not petite, but Gilgamesh is taller than her, and she can just lean on his chest sitting like this. Xiao Xiao didn't care about the sight from both sides, and caught the cup that Gilgamesh handed over.

The aroma of the wine was mellow, and even the taste was sweet. She drank it quietly and listened to their conversation quietly.Although the scene of her in Gilgamesh's arms is somewhat disrespectful to the other two, Gilgamesh is not bound by these, nor does he care what other people think, so whether it is Iskandar or King Arthur Neither raised the question, but acquiesced.

Until Iskandar asked what wish they wanted to fulfill with the Holy Grail.

Iskandar's own answer is that he wants to have his own body, just like Xiao Xiao's wish at the beginning.So she raised her head and glanced at each other.

It's just that the other party's ultimate wish is to conquer the world. It sounds very ambitious, and it is also a dream of the second in the world.But this wish is obviously already impossible in this era.

Of course, the most interesting answer came from the female King Arthur.Her wish is to change the decision she made at the beginning, overturn the past history, and save her hometown.

That is... denying your past.

In fact, in the era when Xiao Xiao first lived, the superiors really should be like this, and only by putting the people first in everything can they be loved and supported.So she didn't think there was anything wrong with King Arthur's wish, after all, it was just her personal wish.But their times were different. When there were kings, they were dictatorships.

It is true that the so-called king has a lot of things on his back.

Xiao Xiao only knew this, but she didn't know the real thoughts of being a king, but at this moment, King Arthur's thoughts seemed to be denied.

She only wanted to save, not to guide.

Xiao Xiao will not completely forget that in the era when Gilgamesh ruled, Gilgamesh was everything. The reason everyone respected and feared Xiao Xiao was from Gilgamesh. Because of his love, she had Status, because of his anger, she will be feared.

The fact is that even Enkidu is respected only on the basis of being a friend of the king.

But precisely because of this, the way the king rules is also very important.

So Iskandar pointed out King Arthur's most fatal mistake.

Her thoughts are too beautiful, but the definition of beautiful things is not broad.

Xiao Xiao finished drinking the wine in the glass, and then put the wine glass aside.The surroundings fell into silence due to the temporary end of the conversation, but an unexpected visitor ushered in.

People wearing masks surrounded the small garden. Xiao Xiao knew all of these people, so she leaned back and grabbed Gilgamesh's palm.

There will be fights, but they have nothing to do with them.

Iskandar showed his Noble Phantasm, and they fell into a desert.Gilgamesh took out a cloak and put it on her body to protect her from the wind and sand.

The momentum of thousands of troops is indeed shocking, so the victory or defeat has long been obvious.

It's great, but it has its weaknesses.

So in the end Iskandar lost in the hands of Gilgamesh was destined. Of course, this is what happened later.

This time Gilgamesh did not express his wish, and in the end, no one cared about it anymore, and this whim-like party ended.

In the time that followed, Gilgamesh still had no self-awareness as a Servant, and he always rose up and fought for battles.

Gilgamesh is a very self-willed person. In fact, if it wasn't for Enkidu's protection at the beginning, maybe she would have died many times, right?

So his attitude towards Tohsaka Tokiomi is indeed not good, and the latter is probably very helpless about this, and even feels anxious and dissatisfied.

Gilgamesh was even more dissatisfied, he even felt that Tosaka Tokiomi was boring, and in the end he cooperated with Kotomine Kirei to kill him.

So far, Gilgamesh has a new master.

But this Holy Grail War was originally false.The result of winning or losing is the same, or it is meaningless.

The only miracle of the Holy Grail is to allow ancient heroes like them to stand here again.

Other than that it brings nothing but despair.

In the end, only Gilgamesh and King Arthur were able to fight. What no one thought was that Saber's master gave her the order to destroy the Holy Grail.

Because of her absolute confidence in her strength, Gilgamesh originally wanted to get the Holy Grail with Xiao Xiao, so Xiao Xiao stood here, watching Saber's sword slash towards the Holy Grail.

The liquid that exploded from the holy grail was bright red, and there was almost no warning. She felt that Gilgamesh hugged her immediately, but she couldn't escape.

Xiao Xiao felt the smooth touch of the liquid, it was a kind of burning heat, and there was a tearing pain when it wrapped around her skin.She felt Gilgamesh's movements of wanting to take her out of the place, but could do nothing, his body covered in fluid that would soon block her view.

She is about to die, and at the same time as she dies, the world rejects her.

That's it.

Xiao Xiao raised her head and saw the pair of blood-red pupils. She seemed to see the fear in them and the bloodshot eyes. She smiled at him.

She remembered the time she had died before, after Enkidu.

Because Ishtar is not targeting Gilgamesh, she just wants her dead from the beginning to the end.

Enkidu died once instead of her because of unnecessary crimes, and no one can keep her after that.

That time was just like now, gradually falling into the water, I couldn't see anything.

So...whether it's Enkidu's death or her death, it's all about you, Gilgamesh.

So Gilgamesh, you should understand now, right?

The Holy Grail - Will not grant any of your wishes.