[Comprehensive] Paranoid Embrace

The so-called Holy Grail War seemed more like a prank to Xiao Xiao.

Whether you win or lose, you have nothing, but the most interesting thing is probably the past of the so-called Master and servant.There is no so-called protagonist from the beginning to the end, and what unfolds is actually the story of everyone.

And Gilgamesh is the only one who doesn't have a so-called sensational past.

It's not that there is no past that has been sung, but it doesn't have any manifestation here, and the only close friend... What's the name?

"What are you thinking, Richter?"

Xiao Xiao came back to her senses and looked up at the man standing beside her.At this time, Gilgamesh was wearing casual casual clothes, with his blond hair down, making him look like a teenager.Xiao Xiao was also wearing a very ordinary long skirt in modern times. Gilgamesh was holding her shoulder with one hand. The two looked like a young couple going out on a date.

"Nothing" she replied casually, turning her head to look at the scenery in front of her.

What greeted her was the modern atmosphere that she hadn't seen for a long time, and the seemingly peaceful and busy streets even made Xiao Xiao feel a little unreal.

This kind of feeling like a world away made Xiao Xiao suspicious of the time she spent, and a strong sense of disobedience rose from the bottom of her heart.

——I always feel that something is missing.

Xiao Xiao walked on the street very naturally because of the footsteps that she had paused just now, and although she and Gilgamesh seemed to be the only two people on the surface, Tosaka Tokiomi and the others must be nearby.

Xiao Xiao naturally knows more about modern times than Gilgamesh, and she doesn't hide this at all. The latter is not surprised by this, but just follows her footsteps and understands what modern times have.

Before that, Gilgamesh probably learned some knowledge of this world from Tokiomi Tohsaka, but as a king, he can be picky about many things, such as the eyes of Xiao Xiao when he was buying takoyaki on the street. It's a disgust that can't be concealed.

But he didn't say anything, just stood aside and waited for Xiao Xiao to finish buying, and even opened his mouth when Xiao Xiao handed over the takoyaki.

This is slightly different from the Gilgamesh that Xiao Xiao knew. At least in her memory, Gilgamesh was arrogant, arrogant, and very controlling. For him, violence can solve all problems and is absolutely not allowed. Some people disobeyed his meaning.

But the current Gilgamesh should have these characteristics, but it doesn't exist at all.

Even though she was angry when Xiao Xiao asked who he was at the beginning, it didn't hurt her substantially.It can be said that Gilgamesh treated her as if he was caring and pampering her from the very beginning.

——Did she forget something?

This was probably the only explanation, if not, the other party would have no reason to treat her so well.

She somewhat intended to test the other party, and wanted to know how far the other party could indulge her. It wasn't that she didn't cherish the current host, but that she hadn't fully regarded the other party as her own host.

This is a very contradictory emotion. Obviously the other party is the best choice for her current host, but she just can't afford this kind of emotion.

But even so, she would not reject the other party.

She can take it for granted that the other party treats her well, because it is voluntary, isn't it?That being the case, why did she refuse.

She cares more about her own pleasure than what others think.

Perhaps Gilgamesh cared more about enjoying this than she did.

The two ended up having dinner at a fancy-looking restaurant before finally returning to their room.

Xiao Xiao lazily leaned against Gilgamesh's arms, holding the mobile phone sent by Tosaka Tokiomi in her hand, she slid her fingers across the interface to skillfully search for information on the Internet, and found something she was interested in .And Gilgamesh held a glass of red wine in his hand and slowly tasted it without doing anything, just looking at what Xiao Xiao was looking at.

Xiao Xiao quickly determined that the current Gilgamesh is not familiar with the characters of this world, otherwise there would be no response when she typed in Gilgamesh's name.

She read the legend about him written on the Internet, and after a long time, she closed the phone.

"Gilgamesh" Xiao Xiao called him.

"What?" The man asked in a lazy voice.

"What wish do you want to fulfill with the Holy Grail?" Xiao Xiao asked.

Indeed, in the original book, he only participated in the war because he thought the Holy Grail belonged to him, but now Xiao Xiao thinks that he has a wish, so she asks this question.

What responded to her was nothing but silence, she raised her head and looked at the man in silence.The blond man also looked down at her, or rather he kept looking at her in this position all the time.

Gilgamesh's blood-colored pupils were narrowed, usually with a very obvious aggression.In the legend about Gilgamesh, there is a saying that if you see these eyes, you will be turned into stone.

But at this time, there was no sharp feeling in his pupils, and it could even be said to be unbelievably soft.

——then Gilgamesh bowed his head and kissed her.

He didn't kiss Xiao Xiao on the lips, but on her eyes.

This made Xiao Xiao close her eyes subconsciously, and she could no longer see the other person's expression, and then she heard him say, "If the Holy Grail can really make wishes come true, I..."

Xiao Xiao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and Gilgamesh didn't continue, obviously not wanting her to know his wish.But what surprised Xiao Xiao was that she did not expect that Gilgamesh really had a wish.

Xiao Xiao didn't open her eyes again, but fell asleep leaning against her.

The hug she was trapped in was very gentle, and the person holding her was very peaceful. Let her lie in his arms in the most comfortable position, and then run her fingers along her hair, bringing a very comfortable feeling .

In a trance, she seemed to hear the sound of horseshoes.

Xiao Xiao opened her eyes and looked up to see the cold blood-colored pupils. She just looked down at her like this, and then all that remained in her sight was the horse's hooves that would step over her body in the next second.

But this scene did not come after all. The moment she squinted her eyes and wanted to avoid it, the scene in front of her changed. This time it seemed to be in a palace. The eyes of the tall man were filled with anger, accompanied by the cold voice of the other party. sounded, and she heard him say—

"Miscellaneous cultivator, kneel down!"

Then there is the feeling that the throat is imprisoned by the palm, and the face of the other party is close to the eye.That expression of not allowing anyone to rebel was extremely real, Xiao Xiao quietly looked at the man in front of her, and slightly raised the corners of her mouth.

Sometimes people still know that they are dreaming when they are in a dream, but they don’t know how to wake themselves up. This is probably her dream, or her forgotten memory.

She was not surprised by the scene in front of her, or rather, the one in the dream should be Gilgamesh.

The scene in front of her disappeared again, this time, she was standing by the clear lake.In front of him was no longer Gilgamesh, but a young man with green hair.He squatted by the lake in a white robe, his white palms across the lake, causing some ripples.

The sun was just right, but the other party was a little illusory, but Xiao Xiao felt a little nostalgic for no reason.

The boy was talking, his voice was clear, and when he spoke to her, it was even more soft.It's just that Xiao Xiao couldn't hear what he was talking about, she guessed it was just a daily chat.

"Richter"

Xiao Xiao's footsteps approached, and finally heard what he was saying, but as far as he could see, he could only see his constantly opening and closing lips.

The surrounding light seemed to dim in the next second, and blood was stained on his beautiful lips, but he was still smiling, stretching out his fingertips as if wanting to touch her cheek.

"The thing I failed to do is probably 'I can't like you'. I know it...and warned myself." The boy's voice was as clear and soft as ever, with only a hint of self-mockery.

"Don't you think it's too late to say this now?" She heard her own voice without any emotion.

"Yeah, obviously by this time there won't be any chance." He laughed out loud as he spoke, and even put his hands down.

"Sorry... Richter."

"You don't have to apologize."

"That's right, anyway, I'm just one of the things you've gone through in your life, and you'll forget about me soon."

"But I like you very much."

"I know" the green hair spread out on the ground, well separated from the red, but extremely soft, just like the person in front of him.

"So it would be great if... could be loved by you all the time."

Xiao Xiao stood up, the darkness in front of her faded away, and she returned to a piece of white nothingness.

She closed her eyes again, letting everything in front of her return to darkness.

When you open your eyes again, you are really waking up.

The sunlight through the cracks in the windows, the soft bed, and the blond man waking up with her movements beside her.

The dark eyes dimmed the light, Xiao Xiao stretched out her hand, wrapped her arms around the blond man's neck, and buried her face in the man's neck.Like a coquettish cat, Xiao Xiao's movements are very provocative, the two of them fell into the bedding together, she felt the other party's body pause slightly, and the voice of inquiry came over.

"What's wrong, Richter?"

"Nothing, just had a very interesting dream."

That was a really interesting dream.....

"It would be great if I could be loved by you all the time." She remembered the green-haired boy's voice and what seemed to be a humble prayer.

But this wish...just a dream, just exists in a dream.

—Enkidu.

The author has something to say: sleep, there is everything in the dream.