Hidden Words

He had vaguely guessed what Gu Kai was going to say since he saw Gu Kai's ghostly appearance just now, and after enduring it for so long, Gu Kai finished saying what he wanted to say, and all the knives that were pierced in his heart were also finished.Want to leave now?

no way!

Gu Kai turned his head away to avoid his bite, so he turned his face again, stared at the bewildered and painful eyes from behind, and said viciously, "Didn't you say you want to break up? Still baby What did I send you for?"

He could feel Gu Kai's body trembling, but the strength in his hands didn't decrease at all, because he knew that as soon as he let go, Gu Kai would immediately seize the opportunity to reverse the situation.So no matter how painful his body and hands are at the moment, he doesn't dare to vent his strength.

In fact, he didn't want to snatch the ring from Gu Kai's hand just now.Things are sent out as soon as they are sent out, and there is never any reason for him to get them back.

But Gu Kai's attitude just now really annoyed him, he actually wanted to beat Gu Kai to vent his anger.Gu Kai's subconscious action of protecting his left hand in front of his body was actually a flaw in his eyes, a flaw that could defeat Gu Kai.

He tested it, confirmed it, and caught it.

And also knew a fatal weakness for Gu Kai.

"Your father is dead, so life is over? Gu Kai, who the hell are you pretending to be a grandson for? Exam for a civil servant? Exam for a shitty civil servant! If you can go this fucking way, you won't be delayed outside These ten years? Look at your current appearance, are you still a man!"

Xu Wenxiu roared, his eyes were stained with scarlet.

He got angry and laughed again, "So many of you got together because of you and stayed together for so long, what about you? You want to run away when something happens? You fucking regret it now, is it useful? You Regret your father to be able to live? Can you regret it and live the past ten years again!"

Gu Kai's whole body was pressed down by Xu Wenxiu, and it was even difficult for him to breathe.He uttered two words with difficulty in his throat, "Wenxiu..." But in the blink of an eye, Xu Wenxiu's almost roaring voice stopped him.

"Don't call me fucking! You fucking know guilt now, why did you go long ago? Let's not talk about it, since you were hospitalized last time, how many times have you gone home? I don't talk to you every time I said this because I think we scolded, scolded and beat up last time, and you must know it. But in the end, I was wrong, and I fucked up on you again. I shouldn't have believed you, and I shouldn't have bet your relationship with our family on your choice!"

Pushing Gu Kai violently to the ground, Xu Wenxiu pounced on him again, put his arms around his neck, raised his chin, and kissed him desperately.

The lips of the two of them had opened a few small openings due to dry friction, and the smell of blood stained each other's mouths with the deep kiss, which was indescribably messy and provocative.

Gu Kai didn't resist, but accepted Xu Wenxiu's fury as if resigned to his fate, and accepted his deep, bloody kiss.He has never seen Xu Wenxiu like this before, so out of control, so violent, so frightening and frightening to him.

Having endured such a long period of double torture, both their mental and physical states have reached the brink of collapse.It was obviously an action full of passion/desire, but they did it extremely stiffly. The collision and friction of limbs and skin all showed such a bloody, an urge to kill each other.

Feeling that Xu Wenxiu was acting abnormally, Gu Kai's rationality was finally pulled back a bit, and he pushed him even harder.Finally, he broke free from under Xu Wenxiu's lips, and at the same time used his arms to block Xu Wenxiu's chest to prevent him from approaching again.

The bloody kiss just now almost made him suffocate, now he is seizing the opportunity to pant desperately, and the man on top of him is also panting, the situation is no better than him, even the heaving of his chest It seemed so reluctant.

"Wenxiu, don't be like this..." Gu Kai blurted out reluctantly, before Xu Wenxiu punched him in the face before he could react.Xu Wenxiu's strength at this time was a bit scary. He was a little dazed by the punch, and he lay on the ground again with his head on his side.

"I told you not to call me!" Furious, Xu Wenxiu leaned down and bit Gu Kai's neck.

Aroused by the sudden pain, Gu Kai suddenly recovered and pushed Xu Wenxiu away.

Unexpectedly, Gu Kai would resist suddenly, Xu Wenxiu's body softened all of a sudden, and he fell to the ground directly after being pushed like this.He was panting heavily, his clothes were in a mess, blood was still oozing from his lips, and he was extremely embarrassed.

"Just you have a family, don't you... Just you have a conscience, don't you really think about others from the beginning to the end? Qiumu has been with you for so long, and in the end you were bullied and you didn't come back to ask for her. Put Luo Luola came over to give him hope, but now he is leaving again, Yi Ang is also alone, he is. Liang Youqi is also dead, do you know? He committed suicide, and he is also dead! Do you think you are suffering alone now? Let me tell you, Gu Kai, when this happened, no one is better off than anyone else! As long as you have a home, Han Hao has no home? Does the ancient city have no home? Zhao Yuchen and the others have no home! They were pregnant at the time Do you know how they felt when they handed over the team to you? That was their dream for five years! They finally had some hope, but in the end it was almost destroyed in your hands! It was destroyed in our hands!"

Xu Wenxiu cursed in a muffled voice, clenched his hands tightly into fists, stood up again under Gu Kai's bewildered gaze, walked in front of him, grabbed his shirt collar and pushed him against the wall.

"Do you remember what I told you at the beginning? Do you remember what I told you after your accident! We have come to this point, the team has come to this point, how many people's hopes are involved , so many things, you have denied so many people's efforts for such a long time with one damn sentence, and your ten-year efforts have denied us! What are you doing! What are you doing! "

He cursed and slapped at the same time, and his subordinates showed no mercy.Gu Kai did not resist, every punch he swung hit Gu Kai's face, the sound made his scalp tingle, and also pulled his nerves to a very dangerous position.

"You run away from yourself and me like this, can you change anything? Let me tell you Gu Kai, you have been derailed for so many years, do you want to go back now? But you have no way to turn back now! Your father is dead Even if we are all fucking dead now, we can’t get your dad back! I’m sick of seeing you like this, do you think your dad would like to see you like this? You deserve this pain, yes You have to carry it on your back until you die! It is also something I will never forget forever!"

He was so persistent in cursing and beating that he suffered a little bit of the pain that Gu Kai suffered from his hands.Until the fingers of both hands were numb, he grabbed Gu Kai's collar and picked him up again, kissed him frantically, stretched out his hand to take off his shirt, and roughly pulled Gu Kai's shirt into his mouth. Pulled down a few minutes.

His current strength is simply terrifying.However, in order to maintain this state, the price he paid was not small. He had countless wounds all over his body. It was like an assassin selling blood in exchange for an attack.

Trying his best to control Gu Kai and make him turn over, Xu Wenxiu unabashedly let his, get up, behind Gu Kai, and gnawed and kissed his ear again.

"You want to break up with me, don't you? Okay, share! But you have to suffer every bit of the pain I have suffered from you, otherwise, I will stick to you until I die. Anyway, we are half a catty, you Curse me for the rest of my life, I can’t get rid of it, you have to suffer from my nightmare until you die! Then the two of us have to face this fucking reality, and live our fucking lives in loneliness and guilt Go on!"

Suddenly..., what's inside... almost crushed his whole body, because of the pain, his expression immediately became distorted.That can't be called... at all, it has nothing to do with desire, it's just a different kind of mutual torture, a kind of venting, a kind of revenge against the other party and oneself.

Gu Kai's whole body was tense and stiff,... the piercing pain almost shattered his sanity.Xu Wenxiu...was too reluctant, he...was too reluctant, this feeling was bad, even worse than the first time when he was conscious.However, he was physically uncomfortable, and Xu Wenxiu didn't let his spirit relax.

"You have to suffer death for this sin. Every time you think of me in the future, this pain will pop up again and remind you over and over again. How did all this happen and how did we get to the present, we are How did you make such a ghostly appearance. Gu Kai, Gu Shen? You don't even have the qualifications to escape now, do you know?"

Driven crazy by Xu Wenxiu's strange tone, Gu Kai broke free and punched Xu Wenxiu in the face with such force that he was knocked over against the wall.Seeing Xu Wenxiu hit his head against the wall and then slid down the wall again, his eyes were also on fire.

The words just now had burned to his bottom line.

"You are not allowed to call me that! You are not allowed!" Gu Kai roared, looking at Xu Wenxiu on the ground, trembling with anger.

The name Gu Shen is really too ironic.Especially from Xu Wenxiu's mouth.

Swallowing the bloody saliva, Xu Wenxiu's entire throat and mouth were stained with bloody taste, bitter and salty to death, and his head was stunned for a moment because of the sudden impact.After finally slowing down and reaching out to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, he smiled and sat up from the ground and leaned against the wall. The curvature of the corner of his mouth could be called cold.

"Why are you inaccurate? Who are you? Gu Kai has been aloof for so many years, can't you tolerate a word from others?"

"Shut up! Shut up!" Gu Kai angrily rushed to Xu Wenxiu and pulled his collar, gritted his teeth, his eyes burst out like burning, "You, no, yes!"

"Oh, did I poke your sore spot? I just said that you can't stand it. There are still decades to come. How are you going to live? This name will be firmly engraved along with those news. On you, if people mention your name in the future, the gun will only come second, you know? Heh!" Xu Wenxiu smiled recklessly, his whole body was filled with a strange pleasure.

"Shut up!" Gu Kai roared angrily, and his subordinates couldn't control it anymore.He threw out punch after punch, and Xu Wenxiu in front of him was also struggling to resist and fight him.

The sanity of both of them has completely collapsed, and at this moment, under the guidance of the body's instinct, they can only return the punches and kicks that are full of revenge.The two of them just wrestled with each other, venting their dissatisfaction and pain these days with pain.

Gu Kai hasn't eaten, drank or rested much these days, and his body is also very weak, but at least he is not injured, and his punches and kicks are stronger than Xu Wenxiu's.It wasn't until his eyes turned red that he kicked Xu Wenxiu in the abdomen and kicked him far away. When he saw him lying on the ground and retching, Gu Kai suddenly remembered that Xu Wenxiu was injured, and it should not be serious.

But he didn't help.

After retching for a while, Xu Wenxiu lay down directly on the ground after recovering, closing his eyes and panting slightly.Finally, his rationality came back a little, "Gu Kai, have you read the news? If you run away now, have you ever thought about what your image will be written about? Unfilial, unrighteous, unbelief, I'm afraid It's still light. But you know what's the scariest thing? It's what they wrote and it's true. Because you're a total coward and you do these things."

"If you are really a man, then go back to your house and get things done with the team. You don't need to prove anything to the public, but you have to prove to your family that you have the ability to handle this matter well, and It's not because of the guilt for them that you are willing to walk blindfolded all the way to the dark. They, your father will not want to see you like that."

Xu Wenxiu's voice was very soft and weak, but it sounded like a blow to Gu Kai's head, making his scalp numb.

The sanity he had just recovered was suddenly shattered again.

Then Gu Kai watched Xu Wenxiu pack himself up and sit up very slowly, then stood up unsteadily and walked towards the door without looking at him again.

When he was about to leave, Xu Wenxiu turned his head slightly to talk to him again, "What I said last time is still true. Things can be solved, but whichever path you choose, you have to bear the corresponding burden." The price. If you shrink back to the safe zone just for your own peace of mind, and put all the pressure on others, I think I misunderstood you. I don’t think I have seen you today, nor heard you say those stupid things.”

As the door opened and closed, Gu Kai's little bit of pride, which was extremely pathetic, finally completely collapsed.

He slumped on the ground weakly, tears flowed down his cheeks, and finally hit the floor without a sound.

Then, there was a cry of extreme grief to the point of piercing the heart.

After closing the door, Xu Wenxiu did not leave.He wanted to smoke, but he found no smoke in his pocket, and his whole body went limp again, and he sat down on the ground.His whole body hurts now, he almost threw up his stomach just after being kicked firmly by Gu Kai.He didn't eat much these days. He just grabbed something to eat when he was so hungry that his stomach hurt. He only drank a carton of milk before coming here in the morning.If he hadn't digested it all by now, he might have to clean up Su Che's house before leaving.

After trying a few times, he still gave up the idea of ​​standing up immediately. Now his whole body is sore and weak, and there are blood marks in many places on his clothes. He is in a terrible embarrassment.He had no choice but to pant and wait for the pain and weakness in his body to ease.

Then, he heard Gu Kai's heart-piercing cries inside, from calling his dad and sorry at the beginning, to calling his name more painfully at the end, he heard it clearly.

He subconsciously closed his eyes, suffering along with Gu Kai.

When the crying inside gradually subsided, he stood up with his own strength, and staggered away one step ahead of Gu Kai.

When he woke up from his own bed, Xu Wenxiu actually had no memory of how he got home. He struggled a few times to try to sit up, but failed in the end.Then, he saw Qiu Mu.

Seeing that he was awake, Qiu Mu walked to his bedside, and said with a worried face, "Awake? The driver called me on your mobile phone to pick you up, saying that you fainted as soon as you got in the car. How are you doing now?" Where is it uncomfortable?"

"Oh, it's okay." After answering, Xu Wenxiu realized that his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't make a sound.He really doesn't remember how he got back, it seems that Qiu Mu must have spent a lot of effort to get him back.

"Gu Kai just called me and asked me to take care of you first. He still has something to deal with at home." Qiu Mu said again, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

Gu Kai finally contacted her, and it was for Xu Wenxiu. In the current situation, this should be considered a good thing.

"Well, if you have something to do in the future, go first, I can do it myself." After explaining with a slight nod, after hearing Qiu Mu's voice of promise, Xu Wenxiu closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

The day will finally be bright.

When he woke up again, he opened his eyes and saw that Qiu Mu was still there. When he sat up, Qiu Mu also noticed him.

"Are you awake?" Qiu Mu smiled and sat beside him, "Let me help you clean up the wound first."

He nodded, obediently sent himself to Qiumu to ask her to help clean the wound.With his current state, you don't even need to look at him to know that he is absolutely miserable.He thought he was numb to the pain, but when the disinfectant was poured on his skin, the corners of his mouth still tugged involuntarily.

"Be patient." Qiu Mu cleaned his wound while blowing carefully, hoping to make him suffer less.After almost finishing packing, Qiu Mu smiled and said, "Are you hungry? I bought a cake!"

"Cake?" The man covered in white gauze frowned.

"It's your birthday today! Don't you remember?" Qiu Mu also frowned upon hearing Xu Wenxiu's words, "Anyway, I've already bought the cake! If you don't want to eat it, how about I cook a bowl of noodles for you?"

May eleventh...was indeed his birthday.How many years have passed?

"Don't worry about it, I'll just eat the cake." Xu Wenxiu also laughed, preventing Qiu Mu from doing anything else.

"Okay." Qiu Mu smiled, turned around, opened the cake and put candles on it, and brought it to him singing happy birthday.He blew out the candles cooperatively, watched Qiu Mu cut them up, and took his own.

There is a large floor-to-ceiling window on their balcony. It is night now, and there are lights outside except for the night.Using a small fork to put the cake into his mouth bit by bit, Xu Wenxiu's eyes closely followed the fireworks outside the window, and he was not willing to let go for a moment.

Until Qiumu pointed him in the same direction and looked along, he saw the gorgeous fireworks.

The enthusiasm of blooming, the wanton beauty.

Although it wasn't burning for him, it also warmed his heart.

The author has something to say:

it will be pass away!

It was not unlocked until night...I really...Since many people haven't watched it yet, I added some more content, and I will stop updating it for a day tomorrow, so I can clean up and clean myself...

These days, life is so fucking fucked up...

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