My green plums are very sour

Before and after getting on the train, my mood was unusually calm, not as excited as I had imagined in the past.

Because it was a hasty and temporary decision, I didn’t have time to prepare anything. I only brought a few things with me, ID, mobile phone money, and even a change of clothes. I plan to buy them after I go. If you stay for a long time, there is this if necessary.Everything is still unknown right now.

High-speed rail tickets have long been sold out, and of course sleeper tickets for ordinary trains have long been unavailable. If you can grab a hard seat, you are already very lucky.At least, I don't have to squat in the carriage for nearly thirty hours.I haven't traveled far for many years, and the memory of the last time I took a train dates back to preschool.At that time, my parents were still young and free, so they took me to Beijing in a green leather car to watch it during the holiday.After so many years, I have never been to such a far place.

The windows could not be opened in the compartment, and the ventilation effect was very poor. It was already very stuffy, but now it was hot, and the compartment was filled with all kinds of unpleasant smells, which made it suffocating.Ordinary trains are non-smoking.The smell of smoke wafting from the joint between the two carriages was even more pervasive, making me cough continuously.

Outside the window of the car, there are patches of mountains and fields passing by in a hurry. The sun outside is very bright, and everything is extremely transparent. The dark green trees all over the mountains are shining with oily luster under the sun, which is a bit dazzling.

I put my face against the window and looked out. The hot sun shone in through the window glass. The skin exposed to the sun was tanned, and the rest of the skin that was not in the shadow was warmed by the sufficient air conditioning in the car. A layer of goose bumps, really a feeling of ice and fire.

After being too hot to bear, I drew the curtains, leaned on the seat and closed my eyes to rest.Although I was very sleepy, I was alone on the train, and I didn't dare to fall asleep with confidence. I could only sleep with my arms folded, but there was always a string in my mind, and I was very alert.

In fact, I couldn't sleep at all.The car has driven almost half of the way, and I haven't fully figured out what I'm going to do this trip and how to do it.

In the first two days when A Rui came to see me, she was no longer as lively as before, but instead looked worried.I asked her what was going on, and she whimpered and said that she had a cold war with Qiu Zicheng.

The long-term long-distance relationship has made both of them exhausted. The conflicts that were deliberately ignored in the past are constantly magnified under the catalysis of long distance and time. Many things cannot be resolved in person, and a phone call can only make the situation more complicated.Especially when one party is very busy, while the other party has nothing to do all day long and focuses on the other party, disputes will inevitably arise.Neither of them is by each other's side, and they don't understand each other's situation. Naturally, it is impossible to put themselves in the situation and think about the problem well. It is taken for granted that the other party is making excuses.

"I feel so tired. Sometimes I want to send him a message, but I don't have anything important to say. If I send something boring, he may not reply. In fact, I know that he has a lot of courses and is very busy. I don't want to bother him too much. But now we can't even talk a few words every day, this feeling of being ignored is really annoying."

A Rui's originally lively eyebrows and eyes were full of fatigue, and he sighed softly with his hands on his forehead.I looked at her carefully, and I could hardly see the shadow of when she said confidently in the past, "We have already prepared in our hearts", and there were traces of time in my eyes.

"Then what are you going to do? Do you want to have a good talk?" I have no experience in this, but there are classmates around me who are in long-distance relationships. After seeing a lot, I can understand a little bit.Everything needs communication, preferably face-to-face communication.

"I don't know. I don't want to talk to him." A Rui pursed her lips, her expression was still gloomy, and her eyes always unconsciously glanced at the mobile phone on the table.

I felt sorry for her worrying about these things, and was amused by her duplicity, so I took out my own mobile phone and teased her: "Why don't I call him and give him a good reprimand?"

When A Rui heard this, she quickly stretched out her hand to stop me, and she still didn't give in, "Just watch the fun! I don't care, I want to sleep by your side tonight, don't refuse."

To be able to be by my good friend's side when she is in trouble, of course I will not refuse.After eating dinner and eating, we took a shower one after another, got out of the bed early, and turned on the computer to watch dramas.

There are big differences between the two of us in the choice of watching dramas. The only one we both like is "Wulin Biography".Seeing that Xiucai was with Wushuang again after Xiao Guo left, A Rui was very angry, poking and poking his fingers on the computer screen, and humming in extreme displeasure.

"Unreliable! Everyone is unreliable!"

I turned my head to glance at her, and when I was about to laugh, the door of the dormitory was opened, and the head of the room who was sleeping on the bed opposite me pushed the door in with red eyes, slammed the door back with a bang, pulled the stool and sat down , Mopping his eyes, he began to sob, which gradually turned into howling.

Both A Rui and I were terribly frightened, so we quickly turned off the video and climbed down from the bed to comfort her.A Rui sat next to her, held a pack of toilet paper and kept pulling it out and handing it to her, asking her what happened.

The head of the room burst into tears, took advantage of the intermission and smashed the tissue on the table angrily, and said angrily: "I've been cheated! That shameless person just called me to break up and said yes Already have a new girlfriend, let me stop pestering him. Blame me for being blind! I haven’t realized that he is so brazen after so many years!”

"I couldn't find anyone a while ago. I thought he had something to do. It turned out that he was lucky. Since we were far away and no one knew, he had already hooked up with others. He made a special call just to talk to me. Break up and stay and fly with your new love."

"What is our relationship for so many years? In his eyes, I am not as good as the school girl who just met for a month?!"

The head of the office is a petite, well-behaved girl. There are many people chasing her, but she has a boyfriend who has been dating since the second year of high school. Although the two are not in the same school, they seem to be in a good relationship. After graduation, you must prepare to receive a certificate.The head of the room rejected many people because of this, and threw his heart on each other.However, I didn't expect it to end like this.

I looked at her eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart. Because I can't comfort others because of my lack of words, I stood by and silently patted her vest.

A Rui got up from the stool after hearing this, thinking that her situation was not good, she was filled with righteous indignation, "How could this be?! It's so shameless! Damn it!"

The head of the room patted her hand while weeping, and said earnestly: "Some people are like this. It's easy to get into trouble."

Seeing that A Rui was about to listen, I was afraid that something might happen to her due to a short-circuited brain, so I quickly sent a message to Qiu Zicheng secretly, told him some things, and asked him to call A Rui to talk about it.Then he took the initiative to intervene between the two of them, diverted the topic, and finally persuaded A Ruimo to go into a dead end.

"What do you think love is like?" What happened around me made me seriously doubt it. It controls people's emotions, gives people hope, and makes them disillusioned.The little experience I have is not enough for me to understand this stuff, in fact I don't think I've experienced it personally so far, I haven't been in a definitive relationship with anyone.

"Missing, soft, greedy, selfish, understanding." Tao Songnian gave such an answer.At that time, she had already started to look for an internship, and she often traveled outside, spending less and less time in school.After hearing my question, she burst out laughing, and then stretched out her fingers into her palms one by one.

"Look at the young couples in the passionate love period. They can't wait to be together every day, hugging and talking tenderly. Over time, they will gradually become greedy and want to get more things. However, some people hope to get more from their partner. To get more love, some people want to get love from a third person, everyone will have more and more calculations and demands, and those selfish thoughts will be exposed little by little. Everyone will do it for themselves Think about it, but few people can understand each other, they will continue to quarrel, attack each other, and expose each other's scars. Some even become enemies in the end."

I shook my head to shake off the sweat all over my body, feigned anger and said, "Who are you scaring!"

Tao Songnian pretended to rethink seriously for a while, and said with a smile: "Actually, it's not. It's a longing in the heart, sometimes it's a deep pool, sometimes it's a torrent."

This statement makes me a little bit at a loss.I haven't had the emotion of "longing" for a long time, and even as time goes by, the time I think about Ning Ran has decreased a lot, but at the same time, I haven't thought about anyone else, as if the valve is temporarily blocked same.

If it is a deep pool, there must be living water flowing in and out so that it can be nourished for a long time, lest it become a pool of stagnant water.

So, do I need to loosen the valve?

Early the next morning, I packed some things and headed straight to the train station, bought a ticket for the latest train to the coast, and just hit the road without a plan.

When the train stopped at the platform and went out with the flow of people, my legs were so sore from bending for a long time, and my lower body had no strength.

The weather there is very good, the sky is blue, the sun is warm, and even the air is very pleasant.

I looked up to the sky, and the song "Sea Dry and Rock Rotten" popped out of my mind inexplicably, and I felt relieved for no reason.