My green plums are very sour

It's actually kind of ridiculous when you think about it.I thought she would come to me in a few days, and even planned to hide from her and let her suffer a little to make up for the trauma of my young heart.But I miscalculated, she did not come.

It doesn't matter, if you don't come today, maybe you will come tomorrow?If you don't come tomorrow, isn't there the day after tomorrow?When the time comes, will I shut her out?Or just hang up the phone?Anyway, I must ask her to work hard.It's just that I gradually got used to such conjectures, but I didn't have the chance to realize them.

The turbulent emotions gradually calmed down after experiencing the initial outburst, and became a thorn in my heart. I pricked it from time to time, but most of the time I consciously controlled not to think about it.

I started to avoid talking about it, and put everything about her away.If she doesn't come, I won't go either.Who hasn't lost their temper yet?

What's more, life is always new, and there are always other new things waiting for you.

People say that once the chicks leave home, there will only be winter and summer in their hometown from now on, and there will be no spring or autumn.That's not bad.I started not wanting to go home so much, I always felt that staying was boring.Although I am familiar with everything there, I feel uneasy after returning.Usually on weekends or long vacations, I excuse that I can’t go back because I have something to do at school. If it’s winter and summer vacations, I invite a few people to travel to other places.The total time spent at home is less than half of the holiday.

My mother said that I was too wild to go to college, and my heart was not at home.Let her think what she wants, I will admit it.

When Tao Songnian proposed to take me to the bar, I thought she was joking.In my limited cognition, the bar is a dirty place, the farther away the better.

After listening to what she said, of course I rejected it. I must have curiosity, but I felt that I was out of tune with the atmosphere there, and I was afraid that I would make jokes if I went there.

"Please, you're not a kid who just entered college. What's there to be afraid of? You followed me out, so can I ignore you?" Tao Songnian shook his head amusedly, and continued to lobby me, " Besides, you know all the people I'm dating, and we usually meet often, so it won't be embarrassing."

"Oh, by the way, Mu Qing said she would go too." I just agreed hesitantly, when I heard Tao Songnian throw out such a sentence, I suddenly felt that I was cheated.I still remember how Mu Qing tricked me when we were having a breakup meal.It's definitely not a good thing to run into her while drinking.

"Huh—? How did you get in touch with Mu Qing?" This is rather strange.

Tao Songnian gave me a disgusted look, "Are you actually a goldfish? Didn't I tell you last week? I ran into her when I was playing billiards outside Xiaobeimen. She's in the school next door to us. .”

I was really impressed when she said that.

"Okay, that's the deal." Tao Songnian took out his phone and flipped through the calendar, "Here, NO.11, at 07:30 on Saturday night, I will come to the dormitory to find you. The bar is near the school. Hurry up, I will definitely be able to return to the dormitory before the lights are turned off."

The bar Tao Songnian and the others were looking for was indeed very close, only about [-] meters away from the small north gate of the school. Entering through a narrow gate on the side of the road, the deafening music came rushing in. The bar was very dark and ambiguous. The lights flicker from time to time, making my eyes hurt.The dance floor looked crowded, with many people dancing, shaking their heads and waving to the rhythm of the music.The booths were almost full, and there were empty wine bottles and cigarette butts flickering everywhere at a glance.I frowned and held my breath, and sure enough, it was just like what I had heard, the atmosphere was smoky.

Mu Qing didn't wait for us outside, but first found a seat and ordered drinks, and when he saw us coming in, he waved for us to come over.

"You actually came here?" When she saw me, she smirked and opened a bottle of Budweiser and handed it to me, "What's the matter? Have you learned how to drink now?"

I held up my palms to reject the wine she offered, and said back to her: "No. I'm just following to see, I don't intend to drink."

Mu Qing blinked in disbelief, shook the bottle in his hand, and his eyes fell on Tao Songnian.

"It's fine if she doesn't drink, and you don't want to feed her. If I drink too much, I can't get her back." Tao Songnian sat down next to me.I was sandwiched between the two of them, and the tension when I first entered the door was relieved a lot.

The first time I came to a bar, I was like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, leaning on the sofa and looking around, and everything I saw felt fresh.The noisy atmosphere in the bar can easily disturb the mind. The violently flickering lights and the strong rhythm of the music make the mind swell.

The friends who went with them all got off the dance floor one after another, huddled together and jumped up, looking full of energy, addicted to it and unable to extricate themselves.I don't really understand this way of relaxing, but I still can't help laughing at the hair flying around on the dance floor.

"Want to go down and try?" Tao Songnian and Mu Qing had silently finished off a few bottles of beer, and now they both turned around and stared at me jokingly.

"No, I don't know this at all. I don't want to join in the fun. Just sitting and watching for a while makes my brain hurt." I rubbed my temples, my brain was a little swollen, and I was a little stuffy.

Mu Qing put down the wine bottle, took out a pack of cigarettes and waved them in front of my eyes, teasing me with a smile, "One?"

I didn't even think about it, and shook my head firmly.

"What do you mean, you don't smoke, drink or dance when you come to the bar, just sit like that?"

I stared at her blankly, took off the cigarette case and threw it on the coffee table, "Do you have any objections?"

"Where can it be!" Mu Qing rolled his eyes, picked up the cigarette case again, took out a cigarette, and lit it, "But who taught you, you look like a veteran cadre at a young age. People, you still have to Learn to enjoy yourself in time."

I frowned inadvertently, a name flashed through my mind, but I didn't answer Mu Qing.Who else can teach me?My living habits over the years have been cultivated by her, and even now, they are continuing in an orderly manner.The set of things she instilled in me is as strong as the motto of life.Her influence on me has never ceased.This realization once made me very disappointed.

"Ahem, the smell is quite choking." Tao Songnian cleared his throat, his eyes flashed between my brows, with a clear look.

She seemed to inadvertently took a sip of wine to soothe her throat, picked up her mobile phone and took several shots of the dance floor, and suddenly included me in the shot, and pressed the shutter when I was not prepared.

"What are you doing?" I was startled by the sudden flash, and asked her a little surprised.

Tao Songnian raised his eyebrows with a mischievous look on his face, raised his phone and shook it at me, "Send it to Moments."

"I'm going! Tao Songnian, please stop! Delete it quickly! Don't post it!" When she took a picture of me just now, the light was too dark, and when the flash came on, I couldn't bear the stimulation and subconsciously squinted my eyes. Ugly, she must not be allowed to post this kind of photo, "If you dare to post this to your friend, you won't be able to do it!"

She is tall and has long arms. She stopped me from grabbing the phone with one hand, and quickly moved away from me with the other hand. After editing, she clicked publish.

"What a coincidence, you were a step too late." Tao Songnian smiled uncomfortably, looking very proud.

I bared my teeth at her angrily, feeling a little uneasy, and after I clicked on Moments and refreshed, I saw the post she had posted: feasting and feasting, demons dancing wildly.

There is a profile of me in the picture, looking in the direction of the dance floor.Her phone flash was horrible, my face was so pale it was scary.

This is not the first time that Tao Song posted all kinds of strange photos of me in Moments.

One weekend morning a year ago, there was another earthquake. I slept late in the dormitory. After being shaken awake, I rolled over, grabbed my phone key and rushed out.Because of the hot summer weather, I was wearing very short pajamas, so I had to wrap a big towel outside.

After Tao Songnian escaped sleepily, he was overjoyed to see me. He insisted on pulling me to take a selfie, saying that he wanted to send a message to Moments to report his safety.

Sometimes I really can't understand her brain circuit, why did she take me to report her safety.

Anyway, I was honest in my heart, so I didn't bother to ask her.Of course, it would be nice if she could shoot more normally.

Not long after returning from the bar, the physical education elective course for this semester is about to start.As in the past, no matter what content you choose, you have to take the 50-meter breaststroke test.I have been out of battle for a long time, and I can't swim a few times a year. Last year, Tao Songnian dragged me to practice twice before the exam, and I barely found some feeling.

When Tao Songnian and Mu Qing came to ask me to practice, I was reluctant and felt very embarrassed.The night they went to the bar they rolled together.My jaw almost dropped when I learned about it, and my emotions were as complicated as a tangled fishing net.Surprised and a little disappointed.

They were very calm, saying that it was just two adults sleeping together, and it was no big deal.It seemed that I was making too much of a fuss.

In fact, I don't understand their thoughts very well, but out of respect for my friends, I can't say anything.I was still pretty uncomfortable at the thought of swimming with the two of them, though.

After the meeting, I consciously kept a little distance from them, even the place where I went into the water was a little far away from them.

Because I kept thinking about this matter, I kept running away during the warm-up, and my calves started to cramp after swimming a few meters in the water.In my panic, I couldn't care less about other things. I could only struggle in the water based on my intuition. After losing my balance, my head was submerged in the water again. I felt a heavy suffocation from my throat, and I couldn't breathe at all.The water in the pool poured in from the nasal cavity and ears, depriving my five senses and giving me vague hallucinations.There seemed to be something floating in front of my eyes, and that thing was reaching out to me.

The feeling of imminent death brought me back many years ago.Twice I nearly drowned, but survived both times.One time I caught the swimming ring suddenly to save myself, and the other time I was out of danger by relying on Ning Ran to hang on her body, and that time I almost tore off her swimsuit.

I don't know if I will be so lucky this time.

In the blink of an eye, I still dared to be distracted and think about such a long time ago, and the thumping movements of my hands and feet gradually slowed down, and I saw that I sank a little more.

Tao Songnian noticed the movement on my side, and hurriedly swam over and grabbed my arm, pulling my head out of the water.

"Hey! Hey! Shu Yu? Are you stupid?" My eyes were a little dull, and I always felt that the person in front of me was not quite right. What I saw in the water just now didn't seem to be this, and I didn't know where I was. .

Seeing my dull face, Tao Songnian was quite frightened, and he called me several times before I regained my senses.

"Don't worry, I'm fine." His voice was hoarse because he choked on some water.

I wiped my face, blinked my eyes to squeeze out the excess water, but the faint trace of lingering feeling in my heart was still lingering.