My green plums are very sour

Tao Songnian's expression was too serious, and I couldn't see a hint of a joke in her eyes.The flame that had just sprung up was gradually extinguished in her calm expression, and it died down. I had no choice but to suppress my anger, shook my head stiffly, and adjusted my breathing heavily and slowly.It took a long time before he opened his mouth slowly.

"I know that Ning Ran's emotions have been fluctuating for a while, which has affected you and may have made you feel uncomfortable, but your statement is so ridiculous that I can't understand it."

It is much more normal for those words to come out of anyone's mouth than Tao Songnian's.She is the person who has the least position to tell me this.

I can't think of any other words to define what she said other than wild guesses.I prefer to call it a misunderstanding, she doesn't understand the friendship between me and Ning Ran for so many years, does she?Then it's not surprising that she misunderstood me and Ning Ran.It's just that this kind of misunderstanding is so ridiculous that I don't want to think about it and subconsciously refute it.

"Ning Ran and I are good friends who have known each other for many years. They have always taken care of me and worried about me. Isn't it normal for good friends to have such a deep friendship?" I tried my best to argue.

"I'm just answering your question." Tao Songnian's expression didn't change, he said calmly with a gentle expression, "You said it yourself just now, Ning Ran's emotions have fluctuated recently, and his reaction is very strange. I'll tell you every reason I can think of."

The more calm she was, the more annoyed I felt, as if I was being forced by her to accept something I didn't want to know.Obviously he is such a gentle person at ordinary times, why can't he be gentler at this time, and insist on being so cruel.

"You guys have known each other for too long, and your emotional foundation is deep, so you won't find it normal. But relatively speaking, I am an outsider, and I am an outsider who has a certain relationship with you. What I see in my eyes How much is different. I can feel her jealousy, her jealousy of me being near your life."

"She likes you, that's my conclusion."

"I didn't deliberately lead you to doubt anything. It's not good for me, but it will make your attitude more hesitant. After all, Ning Ran is very important to you, and you care about her thoughts. But since If you ask me for help, then I will tell you. And, I think you may need to know this." She frowned slightly, and then quickly let go, with a sincere look on her face, not allowing me to find out flaw.

But even if Tao Songnian wasn't joking and was telling the truth, I don't think she was right.What reason does Ning Ran have to like me?There are tens of thousands of people in the world, but it's never my turn.If there is anyone who makes her worry the most, then I must be the only one.

"The reason? Why did she..." I really couldn't say the next few words, and I didn't have the confidence at all.

Tao Songnian lowered his head and chuckled, and spit out a few words, "Perhaps the quantitative change caused the qualitative change."

"..." I looked up at the distant sky, shook my head unconsciously, and snorted, "No, it's impossible."

Tao Songnian pushed his hands back, fell backwards, and answered in an erratic tone, "I also hope it's impossible. But, who knows?"

There was clearly no point in continuing this conversation, and the more I talked, the more confused my thoughts became and the worse my mood became.

I was in a daze for a few minutes, then stood up without warning, patted the ashes on my pants, and prepared to leave.

Tao Songnian didn't reach out to stop me, but just sighed faintly from behind, "It's good that you know now, at least you have a mental preparation. In order to avoid being caught off guard when you suddenly realize it one day in the future, everyone's situation will be difficult at that time." tidy."

When I heard her words, I couldn't help but pause, and then I walked under the stands without looking back.

At that moment, I actually hated her a little, and was a little scared.She threw a conclusion to me so directly, telling me that my best friend might like me, almost declaring this conclusion with a certain attitude, and even refuting it seemed superfluous.But I said the words of rejection, but I was afraid that the truth was really what she said.

Before Tao Songnian said it, I never thought that Ning Ran might have feelings for me beyond friendship.How could I think that way?

We played a very important role in each other's lives, grew up with each other, went in and out of each other every day, and even knew each other better than our parents.In these years, Ning Ran almost guided and supported me to grow up step by step. How could I think, how could it be possible to think that maybe she likes me?A love that goes beyond being a friend.

However, as Tao Songnian said, she told me that it was not good for her.

If I never knew, and Ning Ran never mentioned it, then it would be in Tao Songnian's best interest.Everyone just pretend that there is no such thing, Tao Songnian and I may continue to let our good feelings grow with peace of mind.

But once I found out, or one day Ning Ran said it by himself, I would definitely have no way not to worry about Ning Ran's feelings, after all, she is so important to me.

The worst thing is that Tao Songnian and I only found out about it when we got closer. By then neither of us will have a good time, and the scene will definitely be very embarrassing.

If I hadn't asked Tao Songnian for help, she might not have told me her opinion.There is really no need for Tao Songnian to deceive me.Even if I haven't approved her guess yet.

I tried very hard to convince myself not to be influenced by Tao Songnian, and not to take her words to heart. If possible, I was even going to take the conversation in physical education class as a joke.

Maybe Ning Ran would also listen to it as a joke.If so, I don't need to be restless and always suspicious.

It's just that things are obviously developing in another direction. After I reluctantly persuaded myself not to think about it overnight, Ning Ran added a powerful piece of evidence to Tao Songnian's guess.

In the morning, I stood at the door of the house on time, waiting for Ning Ran to come down from the stairs, and we went to the shed to pick up the car together.The breakfast to bring was bought earlier, a bag of milk toast, and a cup of hot soybean milk in a thermos.I have carried my breakfast in my hand countless times like this, and passed it to Ning Ran when I was about to ride a bike, and I relied on her to feed me on the way, so that I could finish my breakfast before going to school, so that I could concentrate more on my morning self-study.

When I went downstairs, everything was normal, I didn't notice anything wrong at all, and I was even thinking about telling Ning Ran about that "joke", maybe she would roll her eyes and laugh at me, asking me what was wrong with me Come confident, smiled and scolded me whimsical.I can also breathe a sigh of relief.

It's just that I hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to gamble on this one.What if... what if I lose the bet?I thought to myself.How will I face Ning Ran then?Could it be that early in the morning, are we going to look at each other awkwardly and be speechless on the road in this cold neighborhood?

When I entered the carport, I would habitually pass the things in my hand to Ning Ran. While I was picking up the car, she just opened the bag for easy access on the road.

But this time Ning Ran didn't answer, and he didn't even raise his hand.

I looked up at her in some surprise, only to see her both hands hanging in front of her body, pinching the zipper joints on the coat.

"Huh? Take it, I'm going in to pick up the car." I thought she didn't pay attention, so I lifted up the bread and soy milk in my hand, waved it in front of her eyes, and motioned for her to take it.

Ning Ran's hand still didn't move, she frowned, her eyelashes flickered, as if she was thinking about something.My arm was a little sore, and I had some bad premonition.

"I thought about it, and I don't think this is very good." She seemed to have finally thought it through, and spoke slowly.

"What's wrong? Don't we do this every day? What's wrong with you today?" I was puzzled, put my hand down, and asked urgently.

Ning Ran has been pacing in the same place without stopping, and explained to me with a serious expression, "I mean, I don't want to feed you breakfast in the future. After all, you are relatively close to Tao Songnian now, if you are seen by her If it arrives, I’m afraid you will mind. It’s better to take it to school and eat it, and it’s more conducive to digestion.”

My hand felt like a heavy weight, and my heart sank all of a sudden, but my face was pretending to be embarrassed, and I asked Ning Ran in a very light tone: "What if she doesn't mind?" I'm afraid it's not Tao Songnian who minds. , but Ning Ran.

Ning Ran's face froze, and he quickly concealed it again, lowering his eyelids slightly, "That's not good, I think we should avoid suspicion."

I felt as if I had suddenly caught a cold, and a chill came out of my vest. I said in a deep voice, "If you think it is necessary, then fine." After I finished speaking, I took off my schoolbag, hugged it to my chest, and pulled it away. The pocket silently filled the bread and soy milk.

Ning Ran staggered his gaze and stared fixedly at the ground, as if he wanted to see a hole in the cement floor under his feet.She squeezed out a soft "um" from her throat, and stopped talking.

We didn't speak any more along the way, and the deadly silence enveloped us like an impenetrable net, trapping us.

Tao Songnian's words lingered in my ears like a curse, and every time I thought of it, it would imprint a deeper imprint on my mind.

This seed of doubt was planted in the end, and Ning Ran's actions undoubtedly gave it the conditions to break through and take root in my heart.