After My Ex-Boyfriend's White Moonlight Proposed to Me

Before the movie started, Xie Ning went to find Ji Wenbin again.

He is now able to face Ji Wenbin, a psychiatrist, calmly, and he is also free to look at the surrounding environment when he comes to the door.

The walls on all sides are painted in white, but although the white is bright, it also gives people a sick feeling.

Ji Wenbin put up wallpaper, which is a soft yellow color, which makes people's hearts light up when they look at it.

The interior layout is also comfortable. The furniture is neatly arranged, neither wide nor tight. Even patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder will not feel uncomfortable here.

The sofa is soft in texture. Once you sit on it, your body sinks into the soft fabric, and your tense nerves are unknowingly relaxed.

Not long after Xie Ning sat down, Ji Wenbin brought him a glass of water as usual.

"Thank you." Xie Ning smiled at him.

Ji Wenbin looked at him calmly.

His eyes are very gentle, maybe he has seen too many patients with sensitive senses, even looking at them can't make people feel strange.

Xie Ning looked good today, unlike the previous few times when he even looked at him with obvious guard.

His sitting posture is very relaxed, and his expression is also very natural. Compared with the initial stiff and pale appearance, he is almost a different person.

Ji Wenbin thought that apart from his contribution, Zhuang Yan's off-court support should be indispensable.

He sat down opposite Xie Ning, and also smiled.

Xie Ning had to admit that talking with Ji Wenbin was something that could relax him physically and mentally. At least Ji Wenbin broke his inherent impression of psychiatrists.

But Xie Ning still had a faint uneasiness in his heart, fearing that Ji Wenbin would tear up his peaceful illusion sometime.

His shadow over the psychiatrist is too heavy.

Xu knew his precautions, Ji Wenbin just casually chatted with him about various trivial matters, and only occasionally opened his mouth to test things out when he was completely relaxed.

"Last time you said you had symptoms of insomnia, are you feeling better now?"

Did I mention insomnia last time?

This thought flashed through Xie Ning's mind, but he didn't think deeply about it, and replied, "It's much better."

When he came to Ji Wenbin's place, he seemed to have chatted about everything. Ji Wenbin was not very good at turning the topic around his illness, nor did he deliberately explore his past.

The two were like friends who had an afternoon tea appointment, sitting on the sofa chatting endlessly, and the afternoon passed by their fingertips unconsciously.

When looking back later, Xie Ning didn't quite remember what he said, but his mood always improved a lot.

Ji Wenbin said: "Although sleeping pills are effective, long-term use is not recommended."

Xie Ning shook his head: "I haven't taken much medicine recently."

Ji Wenbin let out an "oh", as if a little surprised: "Without the aid of medicine, can I already fall asleep by myself?"

Xie Nin hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

But to be honest, he didn't rely entirely on his own strength.

The incident probably started when he suffered from insomnia one day, and when he came out of the studio, he was bumped into by Zhuang Yan who was up at night.

Zhuang Yan went downstairs to pour water, the corridor was dimly lit at night, Xie Ning could see the gloomy look in his eyes.

Obviously not very happy.

"Don't sleep in the middle of the night?"

Xie Ning smiled at him, looking very embarrassed.

He quickly thought about what excuses he could come up with, but his brain turned around, and he couldn't think of a reasonable reason to stay up in the middle of the night and go to the studio.

So he apologized obediently: "I was wrong."

Zhuang Yan was still holding the water glass, and the light illuminated half of his side face, but the expression on the side hidden in the dark was not very clear.

Xie Ning vaguely heard him sigh, and then suspected that he was hallucinating.

He was not feeling well at that time, and the insomnia was accompanied by bouts of dull pain in his brain, as if a hammer was beating inside.

So his reaction was also a bit slow.

When brought back to the room by Zhuang Yan, he was still in a daze.

Seeing Zhuang Yan's displeased expression, Xie Ning climbed onto the bed obediently.

It wasn't that he didn't feel sleepy, but every time he closed his eyes, his head began to ache, making falling asleep an extremely luxurious thing.

The lights in the room were turned off completely.

In the darkness, Xie Ning heard the sound of something being put on the table, and after thinking slowly, he remembered that it should be the water glass that Zhuang Yan drank from.

He was a little curious about how Zhuang Yan found the table accurately in an environment where he couldn't see his fingers.

Zhuang Yan miraculously walked to the side of the bed, touched his head, and asked, "Have a headache?"

Xie Ning nodded, fearing that Zhuang Yan would not see it, he said, "A little bit."

Zhuang Yan's hand rubbed his temple twice.

His palms are wide and thick, but the kneading force is light and slow: "I'm not very skilled, you can just do it."

Director Zhuang Da was probably the first time in his life to serve others like this, and his movements were stumbling, but Xie Ning miraculously felt that his head didn't hurt so much.

After a while, Zhuang Yan stopped and withdrew his hand.

Xie Ning thought he was leaving, so he opened his eyes.

In the darkness, he could barely draw the outline of Zhuang Yan.

His facial features are three-dimensional and deep, and his shoulders are broad and thick. No matter from which angle he looks at him, he is a very attractive man.

Xie Ning watched for a while, and found that the outline suddenly approached and enlarged.

Immediately afterwards, Zhuang Yan turned over and climbed onto the bed, holding him in his arms.

When surrounded by Zhuang Yan's breath, Xie Ning subconsciously moved his body.

Zhuang Yan held his hands and feet, hugged him tighter, and said in a low voice, "Don't make trouble."

The tone is like coaxing a child.

Zhuang Yan should have taken a bath before going to bed, his body smelled very clean, without the smell of perfume that made Xie Ning's legs go limp, only the faint fragrance of shower gel.

The two of them used the same brand of shower gel, and the smell was similar. Xie Ning didn't feel any discomfort after smelling it.

But when he thought of the warm body he was clinging to, Xie Ning couldn't help feeling dizzy. If the moonlight could shine in through the curtains, it might be able to illuminate the reddish corners of his eyes.

Now that he doesn't have a headache or insomnia, Xie Ning has long since forgotten about it.

He was dazed for a long while, then shrank into Zhuang Yan's arms obediently, and asked, "You...Aren't you going back?"

Zhuang Yan replied hoarsely, "Go back later."

Xie Ning wanted to ask again, but Zhuang Yan said, "I'm afraid you'll run out in the middle of the night, and I'll go back when you fall asleep."

"..." Xie Ning tried to get away with it, "I won't run around."

Zhuang Yan chuckled: "Do you think you still have credibility with me?"

No.

Xie Ning was a little confused, what did he do, why did he suddenly lose all credibility.

Before he raised an objection, Zhuang Yan reached out his hand to grab the quilt roughly, wrapping him tightly from head to toe, revealing a head and the blinking eyes on it.

"Stop talking, go to sleep." Zhuang Yan said in a low voice, "I can't cure you yet."

Xie Ning obediently closed his eyes.

He had thought it would be at least a while before he fell asleep.

As a result, he lay his pillow on Zhuang Yan's chest, and not long after he closed his eyes, he felt exhausted overwhelmingly.

He couldn't remember when he fell asleep in the end, and when he woke up, Zhuang Yan was no longer around him, only the blue whale doll beside the bed looked at him motionlessly.

Xie Ning suspected that everything that happened last night was his dream.

Until he finished washing, he saw the water glass on the table.

There is still half a glass of water left.

After that day, Zhuang Yan stayed in his room for a short time every night, saying that he wanted to see him fall asleep before leaving.

Xie Ning protested several times, but Zhuang Yan beat him back.

Later, Xie Ning vaguely understood that Zhuang Yan probably knew about his insomnia and wanted to use this method to help him.

Have to say, quite effective.

……

"Zhuang Yan, asking you out once is harder than going to heaven."

Zhuang Yan was not very happy when he was brought to this private club, his face was so long.

But he did not get together with Qi Rui for a while, and Qi Rui teased him a few times, saying that he "forgot his friends after seeing sex", Zhuang Yan responded without changing his face.

It just so happened that Xie Ning was going to meet Ji Wenbin today, so he took the time to meet with Qi Rui: "I've been so busy lately that I never touched the ground."

Qi Rui smiled: "No matter how busy you are, you won't have time to see each other, right? I heard that you have been going home for dinner on time recently."

Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows: "I think your words can be more precise. It's not eating dinner, it's making dinner."

"..." Qi Rui, "I don't know when you became a good wife and mother."

Zhuang Yan gave him a disgusted look: "How do you describe it? If you haven't learned Chinese well, I suggest you find a tutor for yourself."

The daytime is not as lively as the nighttime, if it is not impossible to ask Zhuang Yan out at nighttime, Qi Rui would not settle for the next best thing.

He really called people out, and felt very bored, so he could only pour two glasses of wine, and casually touched Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan took two sips, then lowered his head and began to fiddle with the phone again.

Qi Rui leaned over curiously, and found that Zhuang Yan was still playing his mobile game of raising rabbits.

"It's rare to see you have such a long love for a game." Qi Rui asked, "It's been playing for so long, and I haven't seen you get tired of it."

He also downloaded and played that game, and just as Zhuang Yan guessed, it was deleted after 10 minutes.

Zhuang Yan: "Actually, I haven't used it for a long time. Isn't it boring now?"

There is a real Mr. Rabbit waiting for him to feed at home on weekdays, so he doesn't have to play any virtual games.

Qi Rui was not interested in watching him play such a boring game, so he lay down on the table and drank a few sips of wine, but he was really a little drunk.

Accompanied by the three points of drunkenness, he also remembered one thing, poking Zhuang Yan's elbow.

Zhuang Yan frowned, changed his posture, and looked up at him: "What's wrong?"

Qi Rui said: "Didn't you ask me to check the past of Xie Ning and Xu Qing last time?"

Zhuang Yan already understood the matter of the two of them pretty much, so he didn't have much interest at the moment, so he responded casually: "I don't remember, what else is there?"

Qi Rui jumped up all of a sudden: "Of course!"

Zhuang Yan was taken aback by him, and one of his subordinates accidentally pressed a wrong button and rubbed his forehead: "Okay, okay, let's do it, have you found anything?"

Qi Rui immediately died down: "I didn't find anything useful."

Zhuang Yan was not surprised either.

Originally, the two had no real relationship.

"However, the people I was looking for felt that they lost their reputation by finding nothing, so they went to check on Xie Ning's affairs."

Seeing Zhuang Yan's falcon-like eyes staring at him, Qi Rui quickly explained: "I have reported to you, and I used legal means."

Zhuang Yan locked the phone screen and asked him, "What did you find?"

"I don't know if it counts as finding something." Qi Rui said, "But I think you should really want to know."

Zhuang Yan glanced at him impatiently: "Say."

Qi Rui took another sip of wine to moisten his throat, and then said: "Xie Ning seems to have seen several psychological counselors before."

Zhuang Yan was taken aback for a moment, his expression became serious, and he asked, "When did it happen?"

"It's quite early." Qi Rui said, "The people who checked said that they all asked colleagues in the south, and the time should be before Xie Ning became an adult."

before adulthood...

Zhuang Yan's lips were drawn into a line.

"He went to see it by himself?"

Qi Rui shook his head: "That's what I'm going to say. Those counselors were all found by his mother, that is, Xia Wan found out through a lot of connections. At first, I didn't think there was anything wrong. After all, he was my only child. , You should always pay attention to psychological issues.”

Zhuang Yan asked, "What's wrong with that?"

Qi Rui replied: "The people who checked later told me that those psychological counselors...are not very formal."

Zhuang Yan frowned and repeated, "Isn't it formal?"

"Yes." Qi Rui shrugged, "In the early years, there were indeed many problems in the psychological counseling industry. Later, the country even canceled the qualification examination for psychological counselors. Some private training institutions came up with some ACI exams, but they didn't It has no practical effect, and in short, there are many people in the industry who do not have the qualifications of psychological counselors to fish in troubled waters."

Zhuang Yan couldn't believe it: "Why can't Xia Wan find a good doctor?"

Qi Rui also frowned: "I was also surprised at the time, so I asked someone to check if Xia Wan was cheated, but I didn't expect those psychological counselors to be so unprofessional - I spent a little money, I bought Xie Ning's medical records from them."

Zhuang Yan was startled: "What did you say?"

"Don't stare at me." Qi Rui avoided his gaze, "After reading the medical records, I realized that Xia Wan couldn't find a regular psychiatrist, because she was looking for someone to treat Xie Ning... for homosexuality."

Zhuang Yan almost crushed the cup in his hand.

……

"It's a pleasure chatting with you, Dr. Ji." Xie Ning took a sip of water, just letting the glass bottom out.

Ji Wenbin smiled, raised his hand to pick up the kettle, and poured him some more slowly.

This time it was not full, and it seemed that the two of them would not be able to chat for too long.

Xie Ning added: "You are the first psychiatrist who firmly told me that I am not sick."

"Of course you are not sick." Ji Wenbin said.

"In 1990, the World Health Organization officially removed homosexuality from the list of diseases; in 1997, the new "Criminal Law" abolished hooliganism; It's been legal for several years."

He said, "Xie Ning, you have never been sick."

Xie Ning's eyelashes trembled.