Chang'an fruit is not sweet

Coincidentally, Linguo was waiting by the low wall.

After a distance of about ten meters, Gu Changan saw a person leaning against the wall of the side door, and he was not too dirty.

He saw that the figure was Linguo, so he quickened his pace, and when he got closer, it turned out to be Linguo.

Gu Changan laughed twice, and passed the milk tea to Lin Guo from the middle of the fence, "Ahuatian, there is no pearl, I added pudding." Then he jumped over the low wall nimbly.

Linguo smiled, "Thank you."

"Did you come from the front door or the back door?" Gu Changan patted the ashes on his palm and asked.

Linguo took a sip of the milk tea, "Why can't I turn it in?"

Gu Changan looked at Lin Guo from top to bottom, "Can you...?"

Lin Guo looked at his long white down jacket and smiled, "Well, I came from the main entrance."

It was getting dark, and the moon was already above, emitting a soft silver light.

Lin Guo took the initiative to hold Gu Chang'an's hand, and led him into the playground.

The big playground is as big as four small playgrounds, and as big as the track and field field of H University. There are many rows of steps on the outer edge. The steps next to the rostrum have seats, and the rest are just steps. They are made of cement, which should be cement. yes.Before each sports meeting, only the class with the No.1 average score of the school year can sit in the seat. Therefore, the month before the sports meeting is the most desperate time for each class.

Lin Guo dragged Gu Changan along the steps to the rostrum.

It was bare, with no table or chairs, just a few army green broken cushions for sit-ups piled up in the corner, quite pitiful.

Linguo pulled a cushion, "Sit down, don't be disgusted."

They sat cross-legged on a mat.

Looking at the sky, he didn't speak for a long time.

Lin Guo held the milk tea, her palms were warm and comfortable.

After a long time, Lin Guo said, "Long, cough cough," as if his throat was stuck with milk tea, he cleared his throat with two coughs, "Gu Chang'an, let's just leave it like this."

"So what?" Gu Changan asked, he was very nervous, and there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

"Bridges to bridges, roads to roads." Lin Guo said with a sigh.

Gu Changan remembered that the last sentence of this sentence was "There is no way back after this" or "We will meet in the future, we will be strangers", anyway, it doesn't matter which sentence it is, he doesn't want to hear it.

"I disagree." Gu Changan said.

Lin Guo looked at Gu Chang'an helplessly, as if facing a little boy whose parents had given away his toys. He didn't know how to comfort him, and he also knew that he couldn't reason with him.

"We agreed before, you promised me." Lingo said.

Gu Changan looked like an angry child, turning his head away from Ling Guo angrily. He knew that Lin Guo's eyes must be gentle and firm, so he didn't want to look at him, don't leave him, absolutely not.

Linguo put the milk tea aside, and said softly, "Stop being childish, we are all adults, so we can solve it in an adult way? Be peaceful, we will still be friends in the future."

Gu Changan turned his head and stared at him viciously, "Friend? How can I be friends with you?"

Only then did Lin Guo realize that tears had accumulated in his eyes, and Gu Changan must have tried very hard to restrain himself so as not to let the tears fall.

What to do, he made his god sad, very sad, so sad that he was about to cry.

Linguo thoughtfully looked up at the sky, not looking at him.

It was getting dark so fast that he didn't even notice it was getting dark.

Yingying moonlight poured down, gentle and cold.

"Today's moon is really beautiful." Lingo said.

Gu Chang'an didn't make a sound, and secretly wiped his eyes twice. He sniffled, looking a little embarrassed, just a little.

Lin Guo turned to look at Gu Changan, "Gu Changan, let's be friends, because I don't love you at all."

Time stood still and stopped moving forward.

Perhaps only the wind has not stopped, because he can still hear the sound of the wind whistling past his ears.

The wind in winter was very hard, like a knife, it scraped off Gu Changan's flesh one by one, and the bones were visible.

"You lied to me."

Gu Chang'an's eyes widened, not letting tears fall from his emotional breakdown. The wind made his eyes a little dry, but his eyes were obviously wet.

"Impossible, you lied."

Lingo had no expression on his face, "Yes, I lied,"

A ray of light appeared, and Gu Changan looked at Lin Guo expectantly, but the next sentence directly tore him apart——

"In fact, I never liked you at all, I just thought it was interesting to tease you. Do you know why you came to my house today and I said you were my boyfriend? I really like to see your reaction, it's very funny," Lin Guo stood up , patted his butt, "It's all said and done, I don't think we need to be friends anymore, I have already discussed with my dad, after graduation I will go abroad with my brother, or study abroad Books or something."

Lin Guo bent down, put his hands on his shoulders, and said, "Do you think I'm so cruel now?" He smiled, very handsome, "That's the kind of person I am, Gu Chang'an, thank you for accompanying me I've been playing for so long, it's almost done, in the future you have to find a girl who is sincere to you to marry, you have to treat her well, don't let her down, live a good life."

He paused for a moment, and said again, "Don't think about these things in the past."

After speaking, he straightened up, "It's getting late, you should go back early."

Loving you is an endless road, but you are standing on the clouds in the sky, I am just a person chasing you, I am not tired, I am just awake.

God who came for me from another world, will you hate me?

Then... please hate me.

He looked at Lingo's back as he left.

"I don't love you at all."

"Never liked you at all."

It was torn, crushed, his chest was cut open, his heart was taken out mercilessly, and the blood vessels connected to his heart were brutally torn off. That hand tightly grasped his heart, and then ruthlessly Squeeze it hard.why?Why can he still feel that pain when the heart has left his body?

The kind of pain that made him unable to make a sound, but was enough to make him faint.

He couldn't remember how he got back.

I just remember that after returning home, he held the toilet and vomited for a long time until his stomach was empty.The sound of flushing brought him back to his senses. He washed his face with cold water, and then took a hot bath. He raised his head, and the hot water washed his body before he regained consciousness.

Forget who said before that he likes rainy days the most, because only he himself knows that he is crying when it rains.

It's the same when taking a shower.

He later passed the re-examination successfully.

By the way, on the day Lin Guo left, he even went to deliver it. He didn't know why he went, but he did anyway.

Lin Guo was a little surprised when he saw him, but the surprise was fleeting. He smiled and said, "Chang'an, you're late, I'll be leaving soon." Ling Guo looked him up and down, "I've been doing well recently. Well, seems to be a little thinner? I feel more handsome."

Gu Chang'an nodded, "It's okay, have a safe journey, and when you get there... take care of yourself."

"That's for sure, besides, there is my brother," Lin Guo smiled, and after walking a few steps, he came back and said to him, "Chang'an, I hope you are happy, I mean it."

Gu Chang'an nodded, "Okay, go quickly, don't delay."

Ling Guo left and waved back at him.

he's gone.

It's okay to leave, let's go, go farther, don't look back, go forward.

After Gu Changan returned home, he also packed his luggage. He cooked a table of meals, all of which his parents liked to eat.

His parents didn't come back until after five o'clock.

"Hey, my chef is cooking, it's so delicious~" His mother changed her slippers and looked at the dining table, "Oh, when did you learn how to wrap meat in a pot, it's amazing!"

Gu Changan smiled, "I made it on the Internet, I don't know how it tastes, so wash your hands and eat."

Yan Qing was obviously very happy, I don't know if it was because his son made his favorite dishes, or because Gu Changan finally put it down.

After dinner, Gu Changan washed the dishes, while his parents watched TV in the living room.

After washing the dishes, he went to the bathroom to wash his face, and sat on the small sofa, "Dad, Mom, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Reporting so early? It's too inhuman." His mother said dissatisfied.

"No, Hu Yu and I booked a short-term rental over there, and we plan to get acquainted with it first." Gu Changan said.

Yan Qing nodded, "That's pretty good, your classmate..."

Gu Changan had no expression or emotion, "He likes girls, so he went after the goddess in the exam."

Yan Qing was a little embarrassed, she waved her hand and said, "I didn't mean that."

"Then think I'm thinking too much," Gu Changan said, "Then I won't come back."

His father took a sip of tea, "Okay, study hard, don't come back if you have nothing to do, it's quite a toss back and forth."

Gu Changan said: "Dad...I mean, I...will never come back again."

His parents froze for a moment, and the air became quiet.

"What do you mean?" Mom asked.

"Literally, I won't come back." Gu Changan said, "I may not live in the school, so don't come and see me, it's quite a hassle. I... I don't mean to say that I won't see you in this life, I just need some Time, I have to think about it, and I will contact you as soon as I think about it, okay?"

Yan Qing breathed a sigh of relief when he heard his son say that it was only temporary, and it just needed a period of time to calm down, she said, "That's fine, since you're a young man anyway, nothing will happen to you."

"Well, I went in to pack my things." Gu Changan said.

After he entered the room, he sat at the desk and didn't move for a long time.

He didn't know what he was thinking, or what he should be thinking, maybe he recalled the past few years, or maybe he thought about what to do after thinking of City C, how long he could live with the money on hand.

It's like when you slipped away in class when you were young, but sometimes you don't know what you are thinking.

Suddenly, he remembered the house that Linguo built for him.

A few days ago, he went to order a glass cover. To be precise, it is plastic glass. This material is lighter than glass, but it is also quite strong. He opened the cardboard box, and then carefully replaced the cover.

Last month, his father changed a desk for him. It was the kind of boss desk, which was very elegant. Thanks to the size of his room, it would be a bit too big to put it here.

I don’t know why his dad changed the table for him. Obviously, he is going to graduate school at F University soon, and he doesn’t have much chance to write at home. Before doing it, he must ask his dad and try to analyze him. Father's psychology, but now he doesn't want to think about these things, and he doesn't care why.

The cabinet of the boss's desk was bigger than the cabinet of his original desk. He knelt on the ground and carefully put the small house covered with a hood into it.

This is the last thought Linguo left for him. There is nothing else left. Lin Guo has already smashed it with his own hands. This is the only thing left. Maybe it is something that Ling Guo is embarrassed to send back, or it may be He had long forgotten, or he didn't even bother to go back.No, it can't be that he forgot, his Weibo has been deleted long ago, and he must have seen this post when he deleted it.His ID was also changed, his avatar was changed, and he even canceled all his followers.

In short, there is only this, the only remaining evidence that can prove that Linguo might have liked him.

He moved very carefully, the small house and the cabinet got along well, and there was about ten centimeters of space on the top after putting it in, so it was easy to take it out.

He knelt on the ground and looked at it for a while, then closed the cabinet and locked it.

The moon is round tonight, like a glutinous rice dumpling. Gu Changan stared at it for a long time, and then took out two pieces of letter paper from the drawer.

In fact, he hasn't written a letter for a long time, so the letter paper has been out of his reach for a long time, at least for a year or two, and some time ago the letter paper and envelope re-laid in his desk.

Lin kid:

I went to see you off today, you seem to be in good condition, it seems that you have had a good time, at least eat and sleep well, this makes me a little unhappy, you are really heartless, but you are very happy , at least you are doing well.

I'm leaving tomorrow too. I just told my parents that I need a while to think about it, so I won't be coming back for the time being. In fact, I lied to them. I don't want to come back, never again.

As long as I step on this land, I will think of you. When I think of you, I am like a person who has been suffocated for a long time and finally can breathe. I am very happy and painful.

I don’t know if this is a burden for you, but I feel like I’m dead, and now I’m a walking corpse, only when I think of you, can I become a living person for a short time.

Does that sound like... you're a kind of magic?

You're so nice, like an angel, what do you say?Recently, there is a popular saying that fairies go down to earth, I don't know if you know it.

How can a fairy who descended to earth stay for mortals?

But I’m just an ordinary person. I was originally an ordinary person as ordinary as a pebble or a grass. I lived an ordinary life. After I fell in love with you, I became an ordinary person who loves you. No loss, anyway, I am the one who has been in love with the fairy!

Since you are descending to earth, of course you will return to heaven sooner or later.

I'm too greedy, I should have understood earlier, all this is a dream you created for me, a beautiful, fantastic dream, enough to make me recall my whole life.

By the way, I took a picture of the hydrangea in our high school and posted it on the Internet. I asked a famous blogger. He is amazing. He knows all kinds of plants and animals. He said that the flower in our school is a flower called endless summer. varieties.

Endless Summer, don't you think this name is too powerful, it already looks like a story when you hear it, it's so fantastic!

endless summer

Does that mean this summer will never end?I think so.

The dream you gave me will never end, it is in my heart, in my dream, in front of my eyes anytime, anywhere, around me, it will never end.

No matter which direction I look at, there are traces left by you.

Although no matter where I stretch out my hand, I will never touch you again.

I broke my promise baby, if you reach out, even if I can find you, I may not be able to hug you, but I swear I will always love you.

I thought about it, maybe what Tianluozi fell in love with was not a scumbag, but an angel. The angel said those hurtful things in order to prevent Tianluozi from being too hurt. After all, being hurt by a scumbag is not the same as falling in love with an angel. Compared with not watching him leave, it is better to be hurt by a scumbag, at least the recovery time is shorter.

Tian Luozai is very sad, but he doesn't hate angels, because he already knows that the scumbag is actually an angel.

Guoguo, is this the true face of your story?

From a long time ago, I can always hear a saying that time heals everything, and I also said this.

But can time really heal it?

I do not know.

There is another saying that anyone can live without anyone, have you heard this saying?

I used to think so too, but I don't think so now.

Guoguo, actually I don't blame you, you are my little fairy, how can anyone in the world be willing to blame you?

I can only blame myself, I am so useless, I have no ability to let you choose to stay.

I still feel that I love you so much, even if you don't love me, or even don't like me at all, but I can't control myself, I really love you so much.

You may not like this statement... Let me think about it... I have very strong feelings for you, do you think this is okay?

Hey, I seem perverted

You said before that if you are sure that someone doesn't like you, you still insist on following him in a vain manner, which will be a kind of trouble to him.

Am I bothering you?

But anyway, you're out of the country now, so you shouldn't mind.

Speaking of which, I remembered, I dreamed about you yesterday, and in the dream you asked me, Gu Changan, will you come see me off tomorrow?If you don't come, I will hate you forever.

How can I not go?

I am so happy to be able to dream of you, this is the first time I have dreamed of you since that day, really, I am so happy!

You look so good today, the way I like it, hehe.

Let's stop here first, I can't write anymore, I will write you a letter soon, don't worry.

The signature is: ordinary people who love you

After finishing writing, he folded the letter paper in three and stuffed it into the envelope with a small rose printed on it. Then he took out an iron box from the drawer and put the letter in it.

There are already many envelopes in there.

He closed the lid, thought for a while, took the key and unlocked the cabinet, and put the box on top of his little house.

It was locked again.