Chang'an fruit is not sweet

Outside the Great Library of F, a boy wearing a black racerback vest and big khaki pants was sitting on the roadside steps smoking a cigarette. He was unshaven and looked like he hadn't shaved for at least three or four days.He lowers his head and squints when he exhales smoke rings.

It was evening at this moment, the sky was already dark but not completely dark yet, a small wind blew away a lot of stuffy feeling, and it was quite comfortable.

There was no sign of comfort on the boy's expression, he frowned, looking a little annoyed.

He was wearing a pair of ordinary street market slippers, with five or six cigarette butts next to him.

A girl frowned when passing by him, probably thinking in her heart that the people in some department are so unqualified, and the smell of cigarettes is so annoying.

The boy didn't care about other people's eyes at all. He spit out the last puff of cigarette and was blown on his face by the wind. He wiped his nose with his finger, and pressed the butt of the cigarette on the ground and twirled it around.

Then he picked up all the cigarette butts, stood up while taking out his mobile phone, and after throwing all the cigarette butts into the trash can, he flipped through the address book and dialed a number.

"Can you still come down, I'm fucking starving to death."

He didn't know what was said on the other end of the phone, so he agreed angrily, and before hanging up, he added, "Hurry up, I won't make it in 3 minutes, today is your treat."

There is a particularly large stone in front of the library, with three big characters written on it: library.He leaned against the back of the stone and played with his mobile phone.

"Two minutes and 47 seconds!"

A boy with a baby face ran down the steps with a schoolbag on his back, "Not even 3 minutes! Lao Gu, today you can only have an AA with me, what a pity~"

Lao Gu didn't mind his tone of beating, probably because he was used to it, he strode forward self-consciously, "You are really slower than a girl, Wang Damao, does Liu Yan know your virtue?"

Maybe it was a little anxious to run down, and the face of the boy named Wang Damao was a little red, "Oh, our Liu Yan not only knows, but also can be willing to wait for me, let me tell you how your little friend named Lin endured your temper of? Hey~ I can’t figure it out.”

Old Gu didn't respond, so Wang Damao just booed himself, to see if Old Gu didn't tell him to stop, he could talk about how many times he went to the bathroom today.

"Shut up." Old Gu said.

"Why, you want to deprive me of my right to speak? The surname is Gu, we are both grassroots, you don't want to engage in those hierarchies, your mind is full of colorful and gangsters trying to split the minds of the general public. "Wang Damao said.

"Wang Chuan also, shut up, I don't want to say it a third time." When Lao Gu turned around suddenly, Wang Chuan didn't stop the car and hit him directly on the chest, and his forehead was still on Lao Gu's chin. He bared his teeth.

Wang Chuan also rubbed his forehead, baring his teeth like an irritated kitten, "Gu Chang'an, why are you so tough, you moved bricks behind my mother's back? I spent 700 million to do this My lucky forehead, and my 300 million-odd French-style big nose bridge, can you afford it!"

"If you want money, I won't give it to you." Gu Changan said.

"It's just you? I don't care if you give it to me, but only student Lin." Wang Chuan also said.

Gu Changan looked up at the traffic light. There were still ten seconds left, but he didn't want to wait any longer. He saw that there were no cars and continued to move forward. The people who were waiting for the red light saw him go forward and followed suit. Hi, Chinese way to cross the road.

He licked his lips and said while looking at the car, "He's not rare either."

Wang Chuan didn't hear clearly, "What?"

"It's nothing." Gu Changan said.

After the aisle, they walked another street and arrived at the night market. The two of them walked a few tens of meters in and stopped at a barbecue stall.

Gu Changan picked up a tray, "A or B?"

Wang Chuan also thought about it, "B."

The boss looked up, saw the two of them, and greeted them with a smile, "It's late today."

Gu Changan also said hello.

Wang Chuan also smiled at the boss, "Angkor, when you mention beer, it's really cool!"

Angkor nodded, "Take it yourself."

Wang Chuan also laughed, "Okay!"

It happened that Gu Changan had picked out the skewers, and he handed the tray to the boss, "Brother, he will pay the bill today."

Angkor had fun, the two reached some unspeakable deal, "You tricked him again."

"Who told him to keep talking." Gu Chang'an said.

He sat down at the table he usually sat at, and Wang Chuan also brought over the beer, quickly opened two bottles, and handed Gu Changan one.

"Ah——cool!" Wang Chuan also took a sip of beer, squinting his eyes and sighing.

"Water belly or crayfish?" Gu Changan asked.

"Crayfish, isn't it set meal B today? It's more suitable for crayfish." Wang Chuan also said.

Gu Changan nodded.

He walked out for several meters, and heard Wang Chuan shouting from behind, "Brother! Buy me another pig's trotter, chicken wings with rice, and a stir-fried stew!"

Fuck, is he a pig?

After a while, Angkor brought the skewers to the two of them, "How did you eat the crayfish today, isn't it A?"

Wang Chuan was also taken aback, and looked down at the skewers on the dinner plate, "Damn it, I want B, hey, forget it, he will definitely take revenge on me."

"Revenge you for what?" Angkor asked with a smile.

"I came out late today, let Uncle Gu starve." Wang Chuan also raised his eyebrows, "Angkor, you should be busy, I think people are coming up now, and we will greet you later. "

"Okay, I'll go first." Angkor said.

Gu Changan came back with a few small plastic bags, and threw the food on the table, "Here."

"You trash, I don't want B, why did you get me A?" Wang Chuan asked unwillingly.

"Ah, I got it wrong." Gu Changan said after taking a sip of beer.

Wang Chuan also squinted at him, "Fart, you did it on purpose, tsk tsk, Gu Gu, your character is not good, you are too narrow-minded."

"Shut up, I'll eat you." Gu Changan said.

It was almost nine o'clock when they returned to the dormitory after eating, Wang Chuan didn't drink very much and always wanted to dominate the wine table, now his face was flushed, and he leaned on Gu Chang'an, and the dorm manager downstairs glanced at him With a glance, "Why did Xiao Wang drink too much again?"

"I have to drink, I can't persuade you." Gu Changan said.

"Hey, this kid, fill him with some honey water to hangover." The uncle said.

"I know, go back and rush." ​​Gu Changan said.

After finally carrying Wang Chuan back to the third floor, Gu Changan threw Wang Chuan on the bed as soon as he entered the room. He sat on the bed and rested for a while, then stood up again to take off his shoes and clothes for Wang Chuan.

After taking care of him, Gu Changan stared at him for a while, then took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer.

Gu Changan opened the window, closed the screen, lit a cigarette, and poked his head out of the window. Now the wind is just right, and the smell of smoke will not be blown into the dormitory.

He squinted slightly, and Wang Chuan on the bed was also snoring a little cutely, which suddenly made him a little dazed.

It's been over two years.

That day Gu Chang'an didn't go home directly, he wandered around the street without any destination, but it was only by walking that he was able to calm down.

I don't know how long he walked, maybe ten minutes or a few hours. After walking, he became a little numb. He sat casually on the curb, took out his mobile phone and looked at it. It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon.

Oh, it turned out to be almost three hours away.

No text messages, no missed calls.

He turned on the 4G switch, checked WeChat and QQ, but there was no news.

Then he turned off the 4G, turned on the battery, and Lin Guo called him later, and the phone turned off automatically when it was frozen and ran out of battery.

In winter in the north, the days are extremely short. Gu Changan looked up at the sky, and estimated that it would be dark in an hour or so.

He touched the curb and stood up quickly.

Pull out the cold, and return the thief to the ground.

Aimlessly, he wandered around for a while, and when he looked up, he found that he had walked to the original high school.

Gu Chang'an didn't go through the main entrance, he climbed in from the side wall.

It is said to be a wall, but it is actually a 1.6-meter-[-] fence, which is still the European style, but they are all used to calling it a wall.

When he was in the third year of high school, he often turned here. It’s not that he was a maverick and insisted on not taking the usual path. It’s just that he always started late self-study and then sent an application to the building patrol teacher to go to the bathroom. Jump out of the upstairs window, and then climb out from the low wall to buy things for Ling Guo.

He likes to see the way Linguo's eyes light up after getting the snacks, like a kitten seeing a small dried fish, very cute.

Linguo always wrinkled her face and said, I really don't want to go again in the future, I'm really not hungry and I don't want to eat.

Liar, he was happy to eat.

In order to get the good name of "Garden School", their school has built flower beds around the whole school, planted many kinds of trees, and planted a lot of flowers, and built a rockery between the third floor and the second floor of the first and second floors. Next to a pool is a three to four meter long pavilion covered with vines.

The hydrangea is planted in the flower shelf next to the small playground, which can bloom in three colors in summer, pink white and light purple. Lin Guo likes the kind with a little pink and a little purple. He said that It looks quite dreamy, as if if you keep staring at it, this summer will not end, and time will be frozen in the present forever.Lin Guo and Gu Changan sat under the basketball hoop, leaning together, the evening wind blew, calming the restlessness in his heart, and he could see Gu Changan's present when he tilted his head.

Later, Gu Changan went to Baidu once, and there is another variety of this flower called Endless Summer, and I don't know if it is in their school.

What still puzzles Gu Chang'an is why the trees planted in their school can bear peaches, small fruits, and two or three different flowers.

There happened to be a stone in one of the flower beds, not too big, but just the size that he could turn over by stepping on it, right under the low wall.

There are sharp iron gun heads on the European-style low wall, painted with dark green paint, because it has not been carefully wiped for a long time, it looks a bit gray.

Their physical education teacher joked before and taught them not to jump over the wall, saying that if they didn't control their strength and sat on it, you brats would become eunuchs in a second, and it's possible to become girls.

But Gu Changan is not worried, he has grown up from a young age, and there is no school wall that can stop him.

After he goes out, he often buys fruit juice, milk tea or food, such as Zhou Baiya or fried chicken, in short, Lin Guo likes it.

At first everyone thought that Gu Changan was cool, but the teacher failed to catch him after seven or eight times. They felt that this perfect labor should not be wasted, so they wrote all the things they wanted on a piece of paper and asked Gu Changan to take care of them after he went out. to buy.

In fact, they can go out to buy it before going to study at night, maybe it is just for a feeling, it feels very exciting, and it tastes better than the one bought by themselves.

At first, it was just a matter of two cups of milk tea, but in the end, Gu Changan had to carry a large supermarket plastic bag back.

Later, he got used to flipping. Flipping the wall is better than him going to the bathroom. Once again, he reported that he was going to the bathroom. He jumped out of the window only to realize, no, I really need to go to the bathroom today!

At that time, they were very happy every day. Those who studied and played cards did not disturb each other. Those who wanted to study seriously sat in the two rows next to the wall, and all the card players sat in the last two rows by the window. row, but can't make a sound; chatter casually, but in a low voice, so as not to disturb the study.

He and Lingo sat in the first row by the window and were in charge of watching the wind. To be precise, Gu Changan was in charge of watching the wind, so what should Ling Guo do.

Sometimes he felt bored, so he begged Lin Guo to go out for a walk with him, and the two of them sneaked out and took a walk on the playground. Because there were many trees and flowers in the school, Gu Changan hurried to see the teacher who patrolled the building. Pull the fruit and hide under the tree or behind the flowers.

When they were hiding, their bodies were very close. Linguo could smell the nice smell of fabric softener on his clothes, and he could even hear his breathing clearly. If they were close enough , he could still hear his heartbeat.

After the teacher left, Gu Changan continued to drag Lin Guo to the playground.

When he went to college, he heard others talk about how painful he was in the third year of high school, and then he realized that the tough senior year is normal, and their life in the third year of high school, where they gag every day and finish their homework, is not normal.

He once talked about this with Ling Guo, Ling Guo glanced at him and said, what do you think, our school only has the virtues of our class.

He smiled and said that Lao Huang must have been under a lot of pressure at that time.

Isn't that right, you didn't see that he lost his hair. How thick was his hair when he took over us in the third year of high school.Lingo said.

Thinking of this, Gu Chang'an laughed. He sat on the steps of the side door, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

He walked forward again. The field where the hydrangea flowers used to bloom is now bare and looks a bit bleak, but when summer comes here, it will turn green again, and clusters of beautiful flowers will bloom. The white ones are a bit cute. The pink one is a bit charming, while the pink and purple one is the most dreamy, like a dream. When you look at it, the summer will not end, and time will stop, at the moment you most want to keep.

Gu Changan walked to the corridor between the two small playgrounds. It snowed heavily a few days ago, and now the branches of the two rows of trees are covered with white snow, which looks like cream, which is quite beautiful.

This corridor is about seven or eight meters wide, and a dozen people can walk side by side.

In the past, Linguo liked this corridor the most. He said that walking in this corridor felt like walking on a bridge to another world.Especially in summer, when the two rows of branches hug each other, the sun shines through the dense leaves, casting spots of light on the people next to him.

The sun poured down from the top of Gu Changan's head, as if coating him with a layer of gold, it felt like a god from another world, and this god turned into a high school student, walking beside Lingo , looked at him with a smile, as if to protect him, or to take him away.This is what Linguo did not tell Chang An.

As early as a long time ago, he discovered that Gu Chang'an was his god.

But he won't tell him, who knows if the gods will return to their own world shyly or annoyed after being discovered, and never appear in this ordinary and boring world again.

Gu Chang'an walked in the middle of the corridor, step by step, as if the footprints of a few years ago overlapped, and it seemed that they would never overlap again.

The school was on holiday a few days before the college entrance examination, and he couldn't remember the exact days.

That day, several teachers were standing at the exit of the third floor of the high school. The chemistry teacher in their class was videotaping there with a cell phone.

As soon as they went out, the biology teacher pointed the camera at them, "Smile!"

After the filming, they continued to move forward. The girl next to her was a little sentimental and wanted to look back. Behind her, the math teacher, their class teacher, pulled her neck and shouted, "Don't look back! You have to repeat the reading when you turn back." Go forward in big strides! When the exam is over, you will turn your head back into an electric fan and no one will care about you, so go forward in big strides!"

The girl forcibly restrained her urge to turn around, laughed out loud, and burst into a little snot bubble.

Gu Changan held Lin Guo's shoulders, "Don't look back, I'm right next to you, if you can't help but look up at me, maybe you'll be attracted by my handsome face that makes people and gods angry, and you won't want to look back."

Lingo scolded him for being shameless.He looked up at his god, as long as you are by my side, what else do I have to look back?

That day he felt that the corridor was extremely long, as if he had walked for a long time and could not reach the end.

It feels like they are walking the aisle of the wedding, no need to look back, from today on it is me and you, I become us, no need to look back on the past, because I want to look forward with you, Just take a big step forward, the world is ours.

This is also something he didn't tell Gu Changan. After all, they can't have a wedding. They are just good friends, and Gu Changan doesn't mean much to him. After all, if there is, he will never embrace himself so carelessly. I will keep a safe but intimate distance with myself, anyway, it will not be like this now.

Chang'an, I hope that you will be safe and happy all your life. This is all my wish.

Thank you, Gu Changan, because it is very likely that I will never have my own wedding in my life, but the memory of this day will be labeled by me and treasured by me. It is called... the wedding of my dreams .

When I can't bear the weight, I take it out and look at it. I once had a wedding with my God, although God didn't know it.

I love you, can you feel it?

Longing for you, willing to offer myself as a sacrifice to you.

Gu Changan didn't know, he didn't know anything.

Soon he came to the main entrance, and he looked back, this time he could do whatever he wanted without any scruples.

The two of them came back once after the exam. It was half dark and they were standing at the main entrance. Lingo said, look, it looks like hell, it's kind of scary.

Maybe because there are so many trees, it feels a little gloomy at night, and today the street lights are broken or something else, there are still some dim lights.The electronic screen on the third floor of the third floor scrolled across the big red characters, and he couldn't see it clearly from too far away, but he also felt a little scary when Lin Guo said this.

"Don't be afraid, we have already come out of hell." Gu Chang'an said.

Ling Guo nodded, sure enough, he is my god.

Gu Changan swaggered out from the main entrance. He went around to the milk tea shop he used to frequent and bought a cup of Ovaltine, which was Linguo's favorite. No pearls, but a portion of grass jelly.If it's hot today, add a serving of pudding.

He took a sip, and the warm milk tea slipped down his esophagus and flowed into his stomach.

The phone rang.

— See you at the high school playground at 05:30, okay?

-good.

Well, very good, he glanced at the time, it was ten past three, and he happened to be right here, so there was no need to rush here any more.

He carried the milk tea into the Chongqing Chicken Pot next to him, and he ordered a Pork Rib Pot, a small pot.But the small pot is enough for two people.

Don't be spicy, add rice cakes and carrots, and a bowl of rice, he said.

After scanning the QR code to pay, Gu Changan sat down and waited. He observed it very carefully. Now he doesn't really want to play with his mobile phone, so he can only stare at the menu on the wall and read it again and again.

The pork rib pot was quickly served by the proprietress. He nodded and said thank you, and took a pair of disposable chopsticks from the chopstick cage on the table.

He ate slowly, and he was not in a hurry. The appointment time was 05:30, and there were two hours left. It only took him seven or eight minutes to walk from here to the playground.

After eating, he looked at the time, and there was still more than an hour, and he ate this meal for four, five, and ten minutes.

The milk tea has been finished, and he left it on the dining table, and the proprietress will clean it up.

After he came out, he thought about it, why not get a haircut.

Gu Changan sat down on the chair, "Cut whatever you want."

The barber in charge of him is a pretty boy, and he doesn't look too big, 21 is the most.

The boy pulled a chair over and sat behind him, "Before I cut it, I want to ask if you have an uncle?"

Gu Changan nodded because he didn't understand.

The boy stood up, "Uncle cut off his head and died in the first month, your uncle didn't give you lucky money this year?"

Gu Changan smiled, "I forgot, I think you are quite young, so superstitious."

The boy curled his lips, "Hmph, your hair is not too long, you can cut it after a while, you can go, I won't do such unscrupulous work."

Gu Changan said okay, stood up and asked him again, "Then can you make money in the first month?"

The boy played another game, "Why can't I make money anymore? There are so many people who perm and dye their hair. I dyed one head and cut off ten of yours."

Gu Changan smiled, opened the door and left.

He wandered back to the milk tea shop again, and ordered a cup of hot osmanthus milk green, which was Linguo's second choice.

It may be because he always came to buy it in the third year of high school. The boss and the boss's wife are very familiar with him. Now there is no one there, so they chat with him all the time.

After finishing his glass of green milk, he received a text message from Linguo.

- Are you on your way?

It's five past five.

—I'm here, don't worry.

- I'm here too, I didn't see you

Gu Chang'an ordered a cup of Ovaltine, no pearls, and a pudding.

He hurried back to the school with his milk tea in his hand. He glanced at the people in the security room and decided to climb in through the low wall.