Chang'an fruit is not sweet

Chapter 51 Special for Fools

Gu Changan never thought that their first formal meeting with Lin Guo after returning to China would be like this.

"Mom, I saw him." Gu Changan stood on the top of the building, the wind roared behind him, he took a step back to stabilize his figure, "Well, I'm in the hospital, listen to me first, let me finish."

He looked up at the sky, baby, why don't you wait, why don't you wait for me?

"Linguo is fine, um, it's fine, I put it all down, what are you worried about?" Gu Changan said.

His mother didn't feel very well, her heart was pounding, and she said, "It's fine, just come back if you have nothing to do."

"Well, I'll be back soon," Gu Chang'an said with a twitch at the corner of his mouth, "Mom, it would be great if my dad really broke my leg back then." I can find a reason for myself. Reasons to let him go.

"What are you talking about, it's all right, come back quickly." His mother said.

"Mom, listen to me, please." Gu Changan said.

His mother said on the other end of the phone, "Mom knows you're not feeling well right now. You should come back first. I've already cooked the meal. You can go talk to Dr. Xu in the afternoon."

Doctor Xu is his psychiatrist.

"I regret it, Mom. I was too naive before. I shouldn't have a cold war with you and Dad because of this matter. In fact, it's fine to just say it." It's tears.

His mother said, "Hey, it's okay, mom knows, you just feel uncomfortable, how can you treat emotional matters so rationally."

"I should have said it earlier, oh, no, I said it, and no one paid any attention to me." Gu Changan wiped away the tears that slipped down, "I love him, mom, I love him!"

His mother didn't speak, and Gu Changan continued, "Mom, I used to think that love was just a flavoring agent for life, but then I realized that when I met true love, it meant meaning. Mom...my meaning is gone."

"Don't talk nonsense!" His mother was anxious.

"Mom, I don't want to quarrel with you today. I just want to have a good talk with you. Tell you what I should have said before, and what I didn't have time to say. After I finish speaking, I will go back when I feel at ease?"

His mother's attitude eased a little, probably because she was afraid of provoking him, "Okay, it won't be so uncomfortable to say it, mom listen."

"It was my mistake. I shouldn't be like a fool asking him to prove that he loves me. I'm such a fool. It's enough proof that he can be with me." Gu Changan laughed at himself, "He left I told me before that I need to study hard and work hard in the future, saying that I am not born crooked, so if possible, I should find a girl to date and marry and live a good life. I didn’t say anything at that time, I thought he was really cruel Ah, you have to stab me with a knife even if you’re about to leave, why is he so cruel.”

Gu Changan squatted down and hugged himself, "I still want to wait for him to come back from studying abroad and continue to be with him. At that time, I will also work and earn money. I am not afraid that I will not be able to support us, but he actually wants me to be together." Marry and have children."

Gu Changan's voice became smaller and smaller, he didn't want his mother to hear that he was crying.

"I don't know where he went, and I don't know how to find him. Every day I ask Lu Mengbai if he has any news about him. Lu Mengbai also calls me an idiot. He said he went abroad, but not everyone goes abroad It’s a country, yes, am I just a fool, if I know that there will be such a day, I can’t let him go no matter what I say... That’s right, I can’t keep him..."

He sniffled, "After Cheng Yin finally sent me a video, I found out that he and a guy formed a band over there. Are you stupid or not? There are only two people in a band haha, they are quite popular Yes, after it became popular on the Internet, the man’s uncle said that he would lend his bar to them for a small concert. Cheng Yin told me that the man’s family is rich and his uncle is very powerful. I want to see if they have a future, I want to bring them back to China and form a combination."

Gu Changan propped himself up on the ground, propped himself up and sat on the stage, "I thought he was doing well, I felt a little lost but at least I could feel at ease, but I only found out later what he sang that night... you know Well, Lin Guo didn’t say anything directly, but I knew what he was like when I heard what he sang. Hey, it’s obviously their first concert, look at the songs he sang, It's like a farewell party, I don't know, I thought the two of them would break up tomorrow."

His mother knew what was going on after hearing this, and she knew more or less the story behind it.

It's not like Lin Guo went to study abroad. His brother was there, and his father just wanted to put him by his brother's side so that he could "reflect on himself" before returning.

Even she knew it was not a disease, but his father asked his brother to "cure" Lin Guo over there.

It's not that Gu Changan's mother and Lin Guo's mother haven't talked about it together, they both know it's not a disease, but they put it on their son...

Gu Changan's mother knew that the two of them had a deep relationship. She knew this when she rented the house when they were in college. The way they hooked their shoulders together, she only thought it was good for the two brothers, but she didn't understand until she saw the photo of Gu Changan kissing Lin Guo.

Only then did she understand why his son had never shown him a picture of his girlfriend even though he was in a relationship.

Because that's not a girlfriend at all.

She was also afraid of what effect it would have on the two of them if she asked rashly, especially at that time Gu Changan was preparing for the law exam a month before.

So she obviously saw it but didn't say anything, as if she didn't see the photo at all.

She originally planned to talk to Lin Guo's mother after she came back from City H. She knew that Qin Shu was a doctor, and his thinking would definitely be more scientific and modern, while Lin Guo's father was a very traditional person. He couldn't even tell his dad.

It's just that before she had time to talk to Qin Shu, the two of them were asked by the school to talk.

Lin Guo's father is a university professor. Although he was extremely furious, he still said that the child will take the postgraduate entrance examination right now, and we can talk about it after the examination is over.

She wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.

Later, they had a showdown with them, and Gu Changan said that he loved Linguo.

She originally thought that her son was just looking for novelty, no matter how deep a child's affection can be, and just turning [-] in his teens, it was the time for novelty and uncertainty.

Later, they broke up, Lin Guo went abroad, and her son went to the south to study in graduate school.

Two years later, she heard that her son had joined a law firm in Hangzhou.

This is what she said from Gu Changan's classmate Hu Yu.

After breaking up with Lin Guo, Gu Changan never returned home.On the day Linguo left, he also packed up his things and got on the plane to the south.

She was so angry at the time, she originally planned to appease Gu Changan after the two of them broke up, and let him make adjustments. She was ready to resign and go to City C if her son's condition was not good.

But Gu Changan left just like that.

When she got angry, she transferred 30 yuan to Gu Changan's bank card, saying that this was the wife's book she had prepared for him, and we will pay the money to you, and you will not be my son in the future.

That's an angry word, how could it be true...

But Gu Chang'an really never came back, as if, they really severed their relationship.

At first, she kept her breath in her heart and refused to contact him. She also said that if love came back, she would pretend that she didn't have this son.

But a year later, on the New Year's day, she thought that Gu Chang'an would have to come back on this day, but he didn't.

She watched her preparing the New Year's Eve dinner all day, and finally couldn't help crying.

At the beginning, it was Gu Changan's father who was the most angry. He was so angry that he beat him with rattan and bamboo sticks, but his father was the first to compromise.

His father coaxed her, saying don't get angry with the child, let him come back, we owed him in the previous life, so don't stand up.

She finally made the first call.

It was a girl who answered the phone. She thought that his son had finally found his way back and was looking for a girlfriend.

As a result, people said they made a mistake.

It turned out that Gu Changan had changed his phone number.

This kid is so cruel.

She inquired about Hu Yu's phone number. Hu Yu was a good friend of Gu Chang'an's in college, but Hu Yu could only give a rough idea.

One day, Hu Yu sighed and said, Auntie, I really can't say more, I can only tell you that he is fine now.

All right, as long as he's fine.

Later, Lin Guo came back, but he came back too embarrassed.

The child's face was very pale, there was not much flesh in his body, and he was sickly thin, as if standing there could be blown away by a gust of wind.

The Linguo in her memory was not like this.

She still remembered the first time she saw Lin Guo, the child was wearing a white shirt, clean, and had a very sunny smile, and told her, "Hello, auntie, my name is Lin Guo, and I am Gu Changan's deskmate.

It was so uncomfortable. When she saw Lin Guo, she couldn't help feeling distressed, even when she was angry. If it wasn't for him, why would Gu Changan go to school so far away, and why would he not go home for two years? disappear.

After thinking about it, Lin Guo could have such a good future, but it was all ruined because of some dirty person behind the scenes who wrote the anonymous letter.

She felt sorry for, the child who had a clean smile and a bright smile in the past.

Within two months, Gu Changan also came back, and found a psychiatrist who said he needed to adjust himself.

In the situation of the two of them, the children can still talk when they are away, and it is embarrassing for the children to say hello when they come back.

But now she knows what's going on.

"Can you imagine what he was thinking when he was lying there? He is so selfish. He keeps saying that I am his light, but he is also my light," Gu Changan said on the other end of the phone, " Silly, he is so stupid, even if he took sleeping pills, he dared to cut his wrists in the bathtub, it hurts so much, it hurts even thinking about it, you said he is so afraid of pain, even if his hands are scratched, he would whine and whine I'm acting like a baby, how can he do it?"

Gu Chang'an's voice was trembling, his mother seemed to suddenly know where his uneasiness came from.

She put on her coat with her mobile phone in between, threw the clothes on her husband, and motioned him to go out with her quickly.

This whistling wind, where is he?

"It's a good thing that he didn't die. He was also destined to be rescued." Gu Chang'an smiled when he said this.

"Mom, I was wrong a few years ago. I shouldn't make you two sad. It's not easy for you two to raise me up, but I treat you like this." Gu Changan said.

"Son, it's not your fault, where are you now?" his mother asked.

"Mom, what I'm going to say next is quite important," Gu Changan continued without answering his mother, "All my money is in my card, which is in the drawer on the right side of my desk. More than 100 million, don’t worry, it’s absolutely legal, it’s the money invested back by a classmate, the password is 110115, it’s the day he promised me to be with me.”

The hospital should still be in the hospital.Said the fuck out of nowhere.

"The most important thing is finished, let's continue," Gu Changan said, "Mom, Lin Guo is dead."

Four words, Gu Changan's mother was so shocked by the four words that she couldn't even move.

His dad started the car.

Lingo, dead?

"Chang'an, listen to Mom..."

"I don't listen, I don't listen!" Gu Changan's emotions suddenly broke out, and he shouted into the phone, "He's dead! He's dead! He's dead..."

"Chang'an..."

"He doesn't love me at all, otherwise how could he be willing to die, how could he be willing to leave me? I haven't had time to tell him that I love him, this time I won't let go no matter what, he just, just disappeared , don’t even give me a chance... He’s gone, so why should we have us..." Gu Changan lowered his voice, "But it’s okay, I love him, and I can forgive him for whatever he does."

"Gu Chang'an, where the hell are you!" Gu Chang'an's voice trembled uncontrollably, his father hurried to speed up when he heard this, and even ran through a red light.

"It doesn't matter where I am, I want to be alone for a while." Gu Changan said.

"Mom, I know you two are coming here now, don't come here, go home, I don't want you two to see me." Gu Changan said, "By the way, Mom, remember the little girl in my room The house? That was actually given to me by Lin Guo. It was given to me when we were first together. After a while, you should burn it for me. It’s useless for you two to keep it. There’s also the one in my drawer The iron box contains the letters I wrote to Lin Guo in the past two years, so burn them together, I don’t need to read them, I’ll recite them to him one by one.”

Two more red lights, coming soon, coming soon!

"It's all over here, Mom, thank you for raising me so much." Gu Changan hung up the phone, "I'm sorry, I lied, I won't go home."

Dial again, can't get through.

"Gu Jianping, hurry up!" Gu's mother shouted tremblingly, "Chang'an, don't scare mom, Chang'an, it's my mother's mistake..."

Gu Changan turned on the airplane mode, clicked on the video in the player, Cheng Yin sent him a video of Lin Guo singing in that bar.

I'm sorry baby, it's too late for me.

"I loved and I loved then I lost you"

Kid, you are really learning badly.

Not only did I learn to lie, but I also learned to keep stabbing my heart with a knife.

Stab me when I left, and stab me when I left.

It's okay, I'm so smart, I know you're lying.

Little liar, you love me, I know it.

"Andithurts like hell"

Yeah, it hurts so much, baby, I can't take it anymore.

What do you think when you take the knife and cut down?

Have you ever thought about me?

If you lose your light, you don't want to live.

what about me?

The past is like a revolving lantern playing in front of your eyes.

"I like you."

"Let's fall in love, start now."

"Kid, please stay with me all the time."

"Chang'an, without you, there would be no Lingo."

"You are the light, the only light in the darkness, my own light."

"I'm sorry I lied to you, I just want to have fun."

"I don't love you, Gu Chang'an."

It hurts, it hurts so much.

Little friend, my brother is in too much pain.

When they finally arrived at the hospital, they didn't have time to find a place to park, so they put it on the side and got out of the car quickly.

where is it?

Where!

Chang'an, where are you? Don't scare mom. Mom knows she's wrong.

Lingo, you are so cruel.

It's okay, you're walking too fast, but I have long legs, haha, I can catch up after a while.

I'm just a little reluctant to part with my handsome face, what if I face the ground later?Don't dislike me when you get down here.

But even if you dislike me, you can't get rid of me.

Linguo, I love you.

always love you.

"boom--"

"Ah—" the woman screamed, "Someone jumped off the building!"

late.

too late.

"Changan... No, this is not my son," Gu Ma turned around, "Gu Jianping, where is Chang'an, where is Chang'an, where is my son!"

"Ma'am, please..."

Gu Ma fell on top of Gu Pa and passed out.

Lingo, you can't dislike me.

I love you.

Do you love me?

You little villain would lie without you telling me, I know you love me.

Don't cry and don't be afraid, don't be taken away by others.

Wait for me.

I am coming.

I love you.

The author has something to say:

Eat it with HurtsLikeHell, it's cool to fly!

First of all, this is an April Fool's episode, not the main text!

Happy April Fools' Day!Again, this is all fake.

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