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Su Peier's career has fallen into a low ebb, and all the rumors and rumors in all directions seem to come true for a moment. The sudden pressure of public opinion makes her return to this strange stage. Unfilial piety is the commanding height of the public. Su Peier stands on the ground and looks up. Suddenly, she felt that she was so insignificant, everything was like a flood, completely submerging her.

She used to be an actress with few scandals. She has never encountered such criticism since she became famous. The company is also exerting pressure to suppress this matter. The most important thing now is to let her mother say a few words. Su Peier picked it up overnight. After losing her mother, she was afraid that the media would make more complaints from her.

Things fermented to the end, and more people were involved.

The tolerance of women in this world is always very low. They think it is worse for a woman to be unfilial, and it is even more empathetic to be pregnant in October. The mother's patients have become the interviewees. On weekdays, all her complaints about Su Peier have been written. news.

Su Pei'er's studio issued a notice. As for the rest, she waited quietly for the passage of time. She had to put off a lot of work and ushered in a vacation of unknown length.

Since this incident happened, Lin Huaimeng has not seen Su Peier for a long time. She is still very worried about Su Peier, but all the messages she sent have disappeared, and some things are still in the limelight. She cares or nothing else It will reassure the person involved, and Su Pei'er has indeed become anxious because of it.

She doesn't like to talk, and now she can't adapt to the concern of her friends in the industry. There are many things she can't say, and some people are also watching jokes in the dark. Everyone has a gossip mentality. It's nothing to do with oneself, and it's inevitable that people in the industry will chat a few words about Su Pei'er when they meet occasionally.

Su Pei'er, who was tortured by her pride, stayed behind closed doors. She stayed in the room all day, covering all the light with the curtains tightly. No one knew what she was doing during this time.

At this moment, she was facing her mother, watching her awkwardly staying in front of her eyes.

Mother's hands were stirring the corners of her skirt uneasily, her face had no resemblance to hers at all, her eyes were wandering around, like a child who had done something bad, Su's mother's hair had already fallen out too much after chemotherapy, and now she was just The ugly wig, the wrinkles around the eyes deepened over time.

The woman in front of her can't even be called beautiful. She was a bit aggressive when she was young, and she didn't have a high degree of education, but she was far from being beautiful. Although others said her mother was beautiful back then, in Su Pei'er's opinion, this kind of appearance was at best It is correct.

Su Pei'er is more like her father, with a fair face and affectionate eyes. The father in her memory was always polite, with high eyes and low hands, and accomplished nothing. He didn't leave much money until he passed away. Her mother shed tears for her father a lot. After suffering half his life, he put his treasure on Su Peier's body.

Su Pei'er is very competitive and is now a household name, but Su Pei'er doesn't think it has too much to do with her mother. The grace of nurturing is converted into time and money, and she thinks that she has not treated Su's mother badly.

There was always a feeling of anger in Su Pei'er's heart. She even wanted to smash the house to vent her anger. She had a clear conscience and never treated her mother badly. She could express her complaints casually, and even used things like jumping off a building to blog people. Eyeballs, but what about myself?

After being dumb, she had to swallow her teeth with blood in her stomach. The dirty water was not poured by the media, but by her own mother. There might be real resentment in it, so what could she complain about?

Children seem to be born to serve their parents, and they are pointed at their noses and scolded when they do something inappropriate.

Su Pei'er was dizzy from anger, and sat on the sofa in a state of embarrassment. The floor around her was already covered with ashes from cigarettes, and the ground covered by the ashes was full of footprints, which showed how decadent she had been during this period.

She used to think that she would be different, but in fact, she couldn't handle this simple family relationship well. Every family has its own scriptures, people can't decide where they come from, and the blood relationship becomes a kind of shackles. , tightly handcuffed around her neck, forcing Su Pei'er to breathe.

I always don't like to get along with my mother, because people in this kind of atmosphere can't breathe.

Su's mother may not have thought that the matter would reach this level. At this time, she couldn't express her apology to her daughter, but she couldn't say anything, "I didn't know it would be like this..."

Su Peier raised her hand impatiently and interrupted the other party's lengthy soliloquy. She took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it skillfully. The cigarette butts in the ashtray were about to overflow. Her expression Becomes slightly milder in smoke.

"Okay, stop talking, can this kind of thing not happen again in the future?"

"I am a public figure, and a little gossip can ruin my hard work for so many years. I have said many times that I am very busy during this time, and I don't even have time to sleep. How could I fly over to see you? .”

"You can see that every time I laugh at the event, I am very happy. In fact, I am very tired, but I have to work hard. If you are sick, I will pay. Where will the money come from?"

Su Pei'er often received calls from her mother after the event. Every time she was chatting about homework, she would inadvertently express her complaints about herself. She even asked tactfully if it was boring to see her mother.

This kind of careful humbleness makes Su Pei'er helpless and difficult to explain. She can't say anything to blame her mother, but no amount of explanation is like fetching water from a bamboo basket. Su's mother is also stubborn, no matter what she decides. There are so many reasons that I can't explain clearly. You say one thing, but she thinks two things, and finally drives both of them crazy.

"I work outside to make money, but I don't have time to visit you, but you won't recover just because I go. As a child, I think I have given you a good enough life. Last time you wanted to go back to your hometown, I also bought you a house. You can go back and chat with your relatives."

"It's impossible for me to be around you all the time. Back then you worked two jobs to drag me up, and I didn't see you many times throughout the year. I never said a word about you, and I seldom even complained."

Seeing her mother's negation, Su Pei'er sighed, crushed the cigarette butt on the floor, and stepped on it twice with her toes.

"Mom, I don't know what you are dissatisfied with. You even want to jump off the building. If other people's children are good, can you just go to other people's houses?"

As soon as these words were said, Su Pei'er also felt that something was wrong. Sure enough, Su's mother showed a hesitant expression, and she immediately changed her words.

"If you are under too much psychological pressure, I will make an appointment for you to see a doctor. Both physical and psychological diseases must be treated. Don't do this kind of thing again. My career period is very short. Count on your fingers, I know it all. Not a few years to go."

"Now the entertainment industry has a large number of newcomers coming in every year. I don't have good works and there is no place for me to stay."

Mother Su didn't say a word. She couldn't understand or simply didn't want to understand everything the other party said. Every word she said was sad. It's always like this before.

A daughter who is too strong will make her unable to adapt. She hesitated and said a few words and then lowered her voice. My anxiety was still revealed in the cigarettes I bought, and at the end of the day, I realized that this was still an exchange that hadn’t actually changed.

During Su Peier's quiet time, the entertainment circle is still flourishing, and the world will not stop turning without anyone. It's a pity that Su Peier's fans, no one believes their tongues everywhere, and they stick to it Looking after her own sister, she would leave messages for Su Peier on Weibo every day.

Lin Huaimeng did not expect to meet such Su Pei'er.

This was probably the first time she had appeared in the six months since she disappeared.

Su Pei'er, who is completely bare-faced, looks extraordinarily haggard. Her eyes are condensed with dark crows that cannot be dispelled, and the corner of her mouth can still raise a business smile. When she walked into this place, she looked around and found that this point was so strange to everyone. No.

"long time no see."

Lin Huaimeng was stunned for a moment, and quickly replied: "Yes, it must have been several months."

Su Pei'er nodded, found a seat and sat down by herself, and said softly: "I'm sorry, the original album has been postponed, and it's almost Chinese New Year, is it going to be closed?"

Her voice became a little hoarse under the endless cigarettes, the skin on her wrist was as white as glowing, and Su Peier's spirit seemed sluggish. She, who is usually glamorous, even wore only A loose sweater with a pair of track pants underneath.

The whole figure is like a child shrunk in an adult's clothes, her hair is not tidy so it looks a bit messy, her bangs become longer, and her eyes are completely covered when she lowers her head a little.

Lin Huaimeng quickly poured someone a cup of hot water, and the small restaurant also transitioned from summer to winter, and the indoor temperature was maintained at a pleasant temperature. Seeing that the New Year was approaching, Aiwen was paid by her to buy new year's goods, and only Lin Huaimeng kept watch. In the small restaurant, she hadn't seen Su Pei'er for too long.

Seeing her now, she felt a little restrained, and didn't know how to speak.

"It's not closed on New Year's Eve, and I want to celebrate the New Year with everyone."

Holding the water glass, Su Pei'er asked, "Do people from other places know about Chinese New Year?"

"I don't know. I told a few regular customers about it. They seem to be very interested. Do you want to celebrate the New Year together?"

Su Pei'er sighed leisurely, "The year ends again, and the days go by so fast. In the past few years, I had to participate in the program on New Year's Eve, but this year I am free. It's good to come, it still has a sense of the year."

Lin Huai dreamed that the other party spoke slowly, as if she was deeply in her own troubles, and did not mention those uncomfortable past events, she patted the other party's shoulder lightly.

"Do you want ice cream?"

Su Peier smiled silently, "Eat ice cream in winter, are you from the north?"

Lin Huaimeng quickly waved his hand, "I'm an authentic southerner, and I haven't stayed in the north for two days. I hesitated when I went to Chengdu and Beijing, but finally gave up because the weather in Beijing was too dry."

Su Pei'er laughed twice in applause, a moving dimple appeared on her cheek, and her eyes regained a gleam of brilliance.

"I don't like Beijing too much. The weather there is too dry. Every time I have some skin problems, the skin is peeled and I am allergic."

The shop owner felt relieved when he saw that people could laugh and talk.

Su Pei'er looked at Lin Huaimeng and said with a faint smile, "Thank you."

"Thank me for what?"

"Thank you for not asking anything."

The author has something to say: the countdown to the end ing~

Hey guys, I'm very busy at work and can only update and slow down TT. I don't have a day off on November.