After I promised him, he followed me to the place where I lived, looked at the place where I lived, and said, "Do you just live here?"

"Well, I don't have the money to buy a big house. Anyway, I don't have that kind of need, so there is no need to buy too many houses."

He nodded and said to me, "Go take a shower first!"

I nodded, and when I was about to take a shower, he suddenly asked, "Do you have a condom here?"

I didn't react for a while, and said with some doubts, "What kind of trick?"

He gestured to clean up for me, and only then did I know what he was talking about.Some shyly said, "No, or I'll go buy it later."

"No, you wash it first, and I'll go buy it."

I nodded, went to the bathroom and took off all my clothes, looked at my body, remembered the days when I was with Lin Xichen, and felt like an idiot.

She is obviously a mistress, how could she get benefits in front of the wife, for such a long time, feelings with me seem to be just a distant myth, and I can only watch but not own.

I feel that I am already exhausted, and I don't want to think about those so-called love or not anymore. It is best to live a good life by myself in the future.Emotional things, already desperate, I choose to give up, and say goodbye to them forever.

After I was almost finished washing, he came back and watched me come out of the bathroom, handed me the things I bought in his hand and said, "You take it first, and I will wash it first."

I nodded, and took the things he bought casually, and found that there were sleeves and lubricants inside.

I came to my bedroom by myself, threw things on the bed, and wiped my hair with a towel.

He washed quickly and came out to see me.sit next to me.Hold a cigarette in hand and say "Here?"

I nodded, took one, put it in my mouth, and started to swallow.

After smoking a cigarette, he said, "Let's start now! What position do you like?"

"I don't have any requirements, as long as it makes me feel good, you can use whichever position you think is suitable."

When he heard me say that, he threw the cigarette into the ashtray aside and took off his clothes.Looking at his undressed figure, I smiled.

I also put out the cigarette in my hand and lay down by myself.He looked at my posture and said, "I can't wait to see your appearance."

I smiled and ignored him, leaned forward and kissed his lips, then let go and said, "Let's get started, it's also a good thing to make each other happy."

He nodded, his kiss blocked my lips again, I desperately responded to him, hugged him, and regarded him as the person I dreamed of.

He is very serious and careful, as if he is afraid of hurting me at every point, and I am moved by his every move.He was in a hurry, and wanted to hurry up.I was almost out of breath by him, making that noise like a woman to please him.

From time to time, two people will hint at each other with that kind of shy words.The two of us tossed and tossed for most of the night, and finally both of us were tired, so we both fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I saw him getting dressed.I also sat up and looked at him and asked, "Are you going back?"

"Well, I also have my own business, so I have to go back."

I nodded, after all we are just strangers.He left without any extra words. I put on my clothes and sent him off. After seeing him go, I lay down on the bed and took a nap.

It was past ten o'clock when I woke up for the second time.I just ate some food and went to set up a stall over there. The place where I set up a stall was still the same and hadn't changed at all.

After that person had a relationship with me, I didn't see him for more than half a month. Then one day I took over the stall and was eating next to a stall, and saw him walking towards me.

I looked at him and smiled and asked him to sit down.Looked at him and asked "What happened, you seem to be in a bad mood."

"It's nothing." He paused and then said, "Do you think it's okay for me to marry a girl?"

When I heard him say this, I knew what might have happened, so I smiled lightly and said, "It depends on whether you can perform, and this performance is for a lifetime. You must bury things like men in your heart." Forget it forever. If you can't do it, you can only confess this matter."

"I'm tired. If I act for a lifetime, I think I can do it."

Seeing what he said, I nodded and smiled wryly, "Then follow the arrangement! In fact, it is also a good thing to find a girl to live a peaceful life. After all, you don't have to suffer so much, at least you don't have to be like me."

"I also have the same idea."

After I had almost finished my meal, I had another long chat with him.He finally agreed to marry that girl and that girl, forgetting about these past events.

Since the chat that day, I have never seen that person.And the days passed quickly, I stayed in Shenzhen until the Chinese New Year.Look at how happy everyone is to celebrate the new year.

I was also very sad, the TV was broadcasting the Spring Festival Gala, and I just stayed at home by myself.I can't stand this kind of solar terms very much. In order to relieve my emotions, I put on a coat.Then he came out of the house and started walking aimlessly.

When there is a lively place, I will stop by myself, watching them play happily, the feeling in my heart has somewhat subsided.

I know that I don’t come home until eleven or twelve o’clock, sitting in front of the phone I pressed at home, hesitating whether to call my home, picking up and putting down the phone.

It wasn't until after one o'clock that I dialed the number at my home in Beijing.Listening to the phone and thinking "beep...", I felt extremely excited in my heart, and I didn't know what I was afraid of.

After a long time, I thought no one would answer it, and when I was about to turn it off, someone picked up the phone suddenly, and then an old middle-aged man said, "Hello, who is it? It's in the middle of the night Call up."

This voice belongs to my father.I tensed up hearing his voice.He shook his palm, and shouted bravely, "Dad, it's me...I'm Chen Liao."

Just after I finished speaking, there was a long silence over there, and then I heard my dad roar excitedly, "You made a mistake, my eldest son died long ago."

After talking, I hung up the phone to myself. I never thought of such a situation.It was also from this time that I never called home. I thought my father would forgive me after such a long time, but I was wrong. My father will never forgive me.

After the Chinese New Year, I stayed here for a while in January, and then I bought some train tickets to Hangzhou, and I went directly to Hangzhou.

Others say that there is heaven above and Suzhou and Hangzhou below.This is absolutely true, the scenery of this place is indeed good, and the urban architecture is relatively developed.

I have almost figured out how to set up a stall and draw a picture. After wandering around the more prosperous scenic spots in Hangzhou, I finally decided to set up a stall next to the West Lake. After all, this place has a lot of traffic every day, and people sometimes like to be here. Draw a picture of the West Lake and bring it back.

My choice is not wrong. Many tourists like this way. Although it is a bit more expensive, those tourists are still willing to spend their money to paint a beautiful view of the West Lake.

Not only that, I met a lot of interesting people here, and I stayed in Hangzhou for a long time, almost a year or so.

As time goes by, I also forget about the past, and I have more different interpretations and understandings of life and life.

After living like this for a long time, I have dreams from time to time, thinking that I can paint the beautiful scenery that can be painted with oil painting by myself.

I lived in Hangzhou for a year, and on the day I decided to leave Hangzhou, I met my classmate Ding Wei.

If he hadn't stopped me, I'm afraid I wouldn't have recognized him.He and I hit it off right away, he dragged me and insisted on letting me eat in the first building and the outer building in the West Lake.

I don't really have much influence on this kind of high-end restaurant, but since he insists on pulling me over, I can't help it.

After sitting down, he poured me some wine, looked at me and asked, "How are you and Lin Xichen all these years?"

Hearing his question about me, I smiled wryly, raised my drink and poured him some, saying, "I've separated from him."

"He knows you like him." He seemed to keep the feeling between me and Lin Xichen still in his memory.

I had no choice but to tell him about the matter between Lin Xichen and me. When he heard what I said, he froze in surprise.

He looked at me and said, "Actually, you shouldn't have robbed that Xu Jie, after all, we don't have any advantage to rob them."

"Well, those are in the past, and I don't want to mention the past."

finished.I raised my glass and drank it all up.Putting down the glass, looked at him and asked, "What about you? How is life after marriage?"

"Actually, I did have some ups and downs after I got married, but overall it's okay, there's nothing serious about it. She knows I'm gay, but I also promised her to live with her, and now we have a relationship of our own. child."

"Suddenly I'm envious of you all. I'm not interested in those emotional messes anymore. It's not bad to live alone."

He nodded, and didn't ask too much about Yang Yang's affairs, maybe those will become memories forever in his heart!Just like Lin Xichen and I, they are all people and things in the past, so there is no need to worry too much about them.

He looked at me and asked, "Where are you going next?"

I thought for a while and smiled and said, "I don't know about it. I can go anywhere. It is also a good thing for me to see more of the world."

"Well, good. It's good that you have a new direction in life, don't wait for things that are not worth it?"

He said, raising his glass.Then we both drank it all in one gulp.

Then the next day, I arrived in Shanghai by car and wanted to visit this place before going to the next city, after all, this is the place where I have lived for a long time.

I came to the university I was studying at that time with nostalgia. Thinking of those things in the school, I felt somewhat emotional.

In Shanghai these days, I also found a place with a lot of personal traffic.Where is the Oriental Pearl Tower, painting oil paintings for people from all places.

Sometimes there are more than 100 people.And some others.It's taking pictures with a mobile phone.

It was on this day that when I was about to go back to the hotel where I was temporarily staying at night, I turned around and saw Lin Xichen looking at me with lonely eyes.

He was wearing a black suit, very handsome and very temperamental.His car was parked aside, and a secretary stood by the car and looked at me, as if he didn't quite understand what was going on with their boss.

I saw that he was a little embarrassed, and I didn't know how to express it, forced a smile and said, "Why are you here."

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