Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

children?Generally, he likes this kind of group activities. He wants to do what he sees others doing.That's why I made more than 20 yuan at once.

These twenty or so dollars are enough for a person like me who has no home.Where did I go from school, and then sold two buns, the rest of the money.I sold some sketch paper, and simply a pencil.

Since I really don't have anything else in hand, I can only buy these things.

I walked for a long time, and then came to the entrance of a hairdressing mall, sat there, picked up a cardboard box, and then set up a stall to draw sketches for others.

This kind of thing is easy for me, and it's a hobby I've been learning for decades after all.

After sitting there for a long time, a little girl and her parents came over and asked me how much I would pay for a sketched head portrait.

I smiled and said, "You don't need to give me more, just ten yuan will do."

She thought for a while, and then decided to ask me to draw a picture for the little girl. I drew it very quickly. The little girl sat on the chair and quickly drew her appearance.

They were all quite satisfied. They smiled and collected my sketches, and then gave them to them. They handed me ten dollars.

Although it was only ten yuan, when I saw the ten yuan, I was very grateful.

After the little girl left, another old man came over. Seeing my disheveled appearance, he thought I was very strange, and asked me, "Why are your clothes so dirty young man?"

I smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just fell when I came over."

"You can draw sketches."

I smiled and said, "Yes, I used to change jobs to learn this."

He looked at the one I drew especially for the promotion, and said with a smile, "It's pretty good."

"Thank you, thank you for the compliment."

The old man probably thought that my painting was pretty good, so he sat down and asked me to draw one for him.Seeing that I painted him well, he gave me an extra five yuan.

In fact, I am very grateful to this uncle. Not long after, five people came over, probably middle school students. When they saw me drawing sketches, they ran over and sat aside to let me draw them one by one.

I nodded, and then painted them one by one, and then I painted them seriously.After all, young people don't like people like me, so they fight while watching me draw.

After the painting is finished, I sign and date it before giving it to them.I set up a stall like this until it was almost dark, and finally made more than 100.

For the more than 100, I have to use my best ability to earn more, so in the evening, I just ate some snacks at the small stall.I randomly found a place under the bridge where I could sleep, and after I dealt with it casually, I lay down and went to sleep.

Looking at the city with neon lights, and looking at the person lying under the bridge, I feel that this is not symmetrical at all.

I looked at my scarred fingers, and thought of the way Xu Jie stepped on my fingers, the way I was beaten by my parents, and the way Lin Xichen looked desperate.

I was so sad that I couldn't help crying.Will homosexuality like us never be accepted by people?No, it should be said that I will never be accepted by others, because I am a mistress, how can others tolerate it.

Looking at my finger, I remembered how Lin Xichen knelt down and proposed to me back then.I suddenly felt ridiculous.How can a man...

Tears blurred my eyes, and I couldn't see the marks on that finger. I said with a wry smile, "Sure enough, my finger is not suitable for wearing that kind of thing."

Looking at the neon lights in the distance, I fell asleep unconsciously while lying on the concrete floor.

Early the next morning, I bought some steamed stuffed buns, and when I was full, I bought paper for sketching. The paper I bought this time was better than the one I bought last time.

Still in front of the same mall, with dirty clothes and my hair a little messed up.Maybe others have already regarded me as a beggar.

But I didn't pay attention to those people, I sat there waiting for a guest to come.

There are more people drawing sketches today than yesterday, mainly because I sold some other drawing tools, and I can draw some colored sketches. There are a little more people drawing, but the price I want is also more expensive. After all, the price of these things is quite expensive. If I still paint for them at the original price, I will be at a disadvantage.

I just eat one meal in the morning, and I will eat it by myself when I am really hungry at the end of the afternoon.

I have been doing this for five or six days, and I have earned almost five or six hundred dollars from painting.I'm willing to buy a cheap dress to wear?

In addition to buying these, you also bought some daily necessities, such as toothbrush, toothpaste, washbasin, quilt and mattress?

After buying, spread the things under the bridge casually.I washed my hair in the evening, and it was almost better. Apart from these, I bought some things related to oil painting.

Continue to set up a stall to draw pictures at the entrance of the mall, slowly.I've also met other people who also do business at the door and sometimes chat with them.

I set up a stall like this for about a month.The average daily income is similar, except for food and drink.I still have a few thousand or so in my hand.

I stayed in this mall for almost autumn, and one day when I came to set up a stall for painting, I suddenly saw a figure I was familiar with, Lin Xichen and Xu Jie, who got off a luxurious sports car and said What, Xu Jie walked towards the mall with her daughter in her arms.

I saw them, first by accident, then by the fear that they saw me.So when they came straight towards the entrance of the mall on my side, I quickly let my drawing board cover me.

He and I are just strangers now, and I don't want to see him again, because there is no meaning between me and him long ago.

I was relieved to see them enter the mall.Just when I thought it was okay, I looked up and saw Xu Jie standing in front of me.

She looked at me mockingly with an extremely contemptuous look.I was a little overwhelmed, because this was the first time I saw her in this kind of place for many days.

"You paint here."

I looked at her wry smile, not knowing what to say.She said again, "This mall belongs to my husband, you'd better get out of here, I don't care if you know it or not, just get out of here immediately, I don't want to see you in this kind of place again, it makes me sick."

She was so rude and kicked my drawing board away.I looked at her aggressive look, understood what she meant, sighed and looked at her and said, "I'm leaving now."

I didn't have any hesitation, no refutation and no reluctance.He packed his things in front of her and left with his back on his back.

Back under the bridge, I thought of the look of Lin Xichen I saw just now and smiled wryly, and decided to leave the city of Beijing by myself and live in a place without them.

Anyway, I have no home anymore, and the things under these bridges are all my belongings.

On the same day, I bought a ticket from Beijing to Shenzhen, and it took me a long time to get there by train. When I got there, I found a place to have a casual meal, and then I started looking for a place where I could paint oil paintings.

The rhythm of people here is obviously faster than that of Beijing. In fact, it is also the first time for me to come to this kind of place.I don't know what to do.

After wandering around for two days, I found a place that was relatively lively, and then put my booth there.

There are still some people here who are willing to appreciate and buy oil paintings, so it is not too difficult for me.Setting up a painting stall in such a lively place every day can still make a living.

Gradually, I seem to have forgotten about those past events, and started my new life.After I had some money, I rented a house, which was very small, with only one bedroom, a kitchen and a toilet.

However, after all, there is only me alone, and these houses are enough for me to live in, and there is no so-called complaint.

During my second month in Shenzhen, when I was about to go back that evening, suddenly there was a man who was very good-looking. His good-looking was different from that of Lin Xichen. Instead, he had the feeling of a creamy niche. Sit on a fat chair and say, "Draw me a picture."

I nodded and began to sketch him seriously.He looked at me painting and asked, "You live near here."

"Well, I rented a house myself."

He heard and asked "Beijinger."

I smiled and said, "That's right, but I don't have a home now."

"What's the meaning."

I joked with him with a wry smile, "It's nothing, it's just that my family doesn't want me anymore, that's what it means! So now I'm at home everywhere."

I helped him draw it and handed it to him.Hurry up to pack up my things and go back. He saw me packing up my own things and came over to help me pack them up.

I thanked him with a smile and said, "Thank you for helping me."

"This thing is quite heavy, let me take it back for you!"

I looked at him and smiled and said, "No, I can do it myself."

After hearing what I said, he nodded, and then gave me my things.

When I went back, I fell asleep on the bed, and went to set up a stall the next day until it was almost dark at night, but he was still there.These come and go, he often appears.

We almost knew each other, and I looked at him and asked "Why do you come over to my place so often."

"It's nothing, I just think it's not easy for you."

I heard him smile wryly, "It's okay!"

"Do you have a girlfriend?" He asked me suddenly.

I felt very baffled, looked at him, smiled and said, "No, to tell you the truth, I am gay, because I was kicked out by my family."

Anyway, the fact that I am gay has been exposed long ago, and it is not a big deal to be known by others.

He looked at me and said, "Then you are quite pitiful."

After a while, he said, "I'm the same as you, gay."

I looked at him in disbelief, and he looked at me too.With a wry smile, "You attack or suffer."

"Does it look like I'm attacking? I'm Shou, what's the matter?"

He took out a cigarette from his pocket, then handed it to me and said, "Would you like to solve your physical problems with me, I will attack you or suffer, just what you need."

I thought about it, and it seems that I haven't solved my own physiological problems for a long time. Generally, I have to deal with this kind of situation with my own hands.

I looked at him and thought for a moment.Finally, he nodded with a wry smile and said, "Okay."

For me, Lin Xichen's relationship has long been dead. Physical problems are not love for me, but only physical satisfaction. Since he is willing, it means that he has not elevated this kind of thing to emotion. On, I will agree to come down.