Goddess routine

It was obvious that she was sick and hospitalized, but in the end those who visited the patients turned out to be Ji Lingyu.

After lying on the hospital bed for a day, she was able to leave alive and kicking, but because Ji Lingyu exposed her scars again in front of her, she fell into depression again.

No, it has never been better.

For Ji Lingyu to get this kind of disease, Mo Xiaobei could never have imagined it.

After all, she was so lively before.

Seeing her almost nervously curled up on the chair talking to herself, somehow reminded her of Xu Ji who had slept with them for just over a week when they first entered high school.

When she was in college, she took a sociology course.When the female teacher wearing black-rimmed glasses stood on the podium and talked and criticized those who committed suicide as poor wretches who had no courage and were eliminated by society, she kept thinking that maybe it was not people who were eliminated by society, but society. Eliminate people.

No one is born meaningless, even if they seem insignificant.

But life is very precious.No life should be taken lightly.

If Xu Ji could carry it down at that time, she was still alive, and maybe she would have a happy family like An Ji.

Compared with Xu Ji at that time, Ji Lingyu's depression was obviously much more serious.

She shrank into the corner violently, crushed all the fruits on the table in her ward, trembling unconsciously, and kept grinding her teeth.

Fortunately, she happened to be in the hospital. Tang Wenxian hugged her, coaxed her to put on the hospital gown slowly like a child, and asked the nurse to push her to the attending physician for treatment.

Before leaving, she tightly held onto Tang Wenxian's hand and refused to let it go. No matter what the little nurse said, she would not let go, so Tang Wenxian could only accompany her there, and only walked back to Mo Xiaobei when she fell asleep. In the ward, I packed up my things and chatted with her.

She looked tired, and her clothes were wrinkled again.In fact, every time they met, her clothes were wrinkled. "I'm really sorry. We were the ones who took care of your condition, but now you have to worry about us."

"We're all friends, so why bother so much." Mo Xiaobei sighed, looked at the bloodshot eyes, and sighed, "It's not easy for you these years."

"I'm used to it." Tang Wenxian smiled wryly, and wanted to take out the cigarette for a smoke, but thought it was a ward, so he put the cigarette back.

"You should smoke less." Seeing this, Mo Xiaobei persuaded, "To put it bluntly, we are old and we can't stand it. Life is the most important thing."

"If you cherish your life like you said, you won't go to the hospital." Tang Wenxian didn't forget to complain about her, and sighed himself, "I can't help it either. If I don't smoke, I don't seem to be able to lift my spirits... ...You know, now I'm too scared to go to sleep, lest if I don't pay attention, she will disappear."

"You may not have experienced this feeling, so I don't know. But what I said is definitely not a lie. Once I came back two hours late from a dinner party, and when I opened the door, I saw her standing on the windowsill and about to jump off .My heart almost stopped beating at the time. I hurried over and hugged her down. No matter how busy I am in the future, I dare not go back too late. I was so scared to death."

Mo Xiaobei looked at the dark circles on her face and her sluggish expression, and nodded, "I can see that you haven't had a good rest. However, she is so dependent on you now, to a certain extent, it can be regarded as the same as you said." I wish."

"I would rather not have such a wish."

Tang Wenxian shook his head, "She lived such a miserable life, and I also feel uncomfortable. I would rather she had never experienced anything, and would marry and have children with an ordinary person who loves her. Really, I feel now that I I don't care anymore, she just needs to be fine. You don't know, every time I see her look when she attends other people's weddings and holds other people's children, I feel panicked in my heart. I tentatively ask her if she wants to get married , As a result, she immediately misunderstood that I didn't want her anymore, and immediately ran to the edge of the window sill to jump off, and I was so scared that I didn't dare to mention it at all, so I could only watch over her day and night."

Speaking of it, Tang Wenxian has no such obligation to take care of her. Ji Lingyu, who has experienced changes, is much more sensitive than before, especially when she is ill, it should be very difficult to take good care of her.

"I'm telling you this, not because I want to shirk responsibility, nor because I want to vomit bitterness, but because I feel a little tired and want to talk to someone."

Tang Wenxian took a deep breath, sat next to her, leaned on her lower abdomen, and said softly, "Xiaobei, don't move, let me lean on for a while."

"Yeah." Mo Xiaobei nodded lightly, put his hand on her back and stroked it slowly.

She must be tired, otherwise she wouldn't show weakness in front of others.However, Mo Xiaobei was very happy that she could open up her heart in front of her.Because of this, it not only shows that she regards her as a friend who can confide in her heart, but also allows her to relieve the pressure in her heart and make her feel less uncomfortable.

Although it was the twelfth lunar month of winter, the heating was turned on in the ward, so it was actually a bit hot.So she only wore a thin black polo shirt, and when she stroked like this, she could feel the bumps and bumps on her back.

What's this?Mo Xiaobei was extremely puzzled.

Although prying into people's privacy is not a good thing, but looking at her current situation, Mo Xiaobei hesitated for a moment, and gently lifted her clothes.

The hideous scars on her back made her mouth shut in surprise. Some of the scars were still pink in color, which meant they were newly added.

When Tang Wenxian felt the cold behind her and was about to get up from her arms in a hurry, Mo Xiaobei already vaguely understood where her injury came from.

"Did she do it?"

Tang Wenxian was silent for a long time, then nodded slowly.

Mo Xiaobei frowned, "Looking at the size of the scar, it doesn't look like a nail mark."

"Mo Xiaobei, can you be serious." Tang Wenxian gave her a glance, "Our relationship is still very pure!"

"No way?" Mo Xiaobei was even more surprised. Although she was also very Buddhist and didn't feel much about these things, she still had some desire/desire occasionally. Tang Wenxian had never had it before, so she could just criticize Liu Xiahui.Or, in fact, Tang Wenxian is sexual/cold?

Seeing her gossiping eyes, Tang Wenxian had no choice but to explain, "At first, she refused because of some things... she had a psychological shadow, but gradually I was too busy, and I just wanted to sleep when I went back, and I didn't want to make such a mess at all."

Mo Xiaobei expressed his understanding, "Then how did you get injured?"

Tang Wenxian bowed his head, "Sometimes she suddenly gets in a bad mood, and when she wants to vent her anger, she will cut herself with a knife. I saw it when I was fighting with her, and I accidentally did it."

How can there be so many carelessness in this world.Mo Xiaobei didn't believe her words at all, raised his chin and said to her, "Then roll up your sleeves and show me."

"It's nothing to look at." Hearing that, she clutched her cuffs tightly, took a step back, and said calmly, "That's what I said."

"Alright, I won't force you either."

Seeing her being so defensive, Mo Xiaobei also felt sorry for her, sighed and said, "You are so unclear, do your parents know?"

"I don't contact my parents at all except for sending money. As for her parents, they hoped that she would marry someone who would treat her well, but now... Maybe the biggest wish is to let her live well."

The snow outside the window stopped, making people unable to open their eyes.Tang Wenxian glanced at the car parked downstairs, pointed it out to her, and said, "Here, they're here again."

Mo Xiaobei also looked out the window and saw a black Mercedes parked on the right side of the hospital, with two middle-aged women and a young man coming down from it.

The man looked a little familiar, and Mo Xiaobei thought for a long time before he remembered that he had seen him when he accompanied Tang Wenxian to return things in the first year of high school.

"That's Zhou... What's the matter with Zhou, and Ji Lingyu's mother? Who is that next to him?"

"That's the man's mother. Every time something happens to Ling Yu, they will come over. Every time they come over, they have to look for me. It's so annoying. If they call later, you will say that I am not here."

With that said, she threw her cell phone to her.

Mo Xiaobei held it in his hand hesitantly, "Can't you turn off the phone or not answer it?"

Tang Wenxian rubbed his temples with a headache, "How can I do that? If I turn off the phone, Aunt Ji will always think that there is something serious about Ling Yu. Once I turned off the phone in a meeting, she couldn't get through to my phone, and was sent to the emergency room because of angina. Since then I didn't dare not answer her phone. But halfway through the call, the guy surnamed Zhou would always interrupt, which annoyed me to death."

"Then can't they find a doctor? Why do they always find you?"

"Who made Ling Yu only cling to me now? Even Su Ziqing, she sometimes avoids her in fear. Uncles and aunts are not much better."

"Did you give her ecstasy soup?"

Tang Wenxian sighed, "At that time, they and their group were trapped in that dilapidated place. In the end, I managed to rescue them with the police."

No one knows the feeling of living in a dark place for a long time, suddenly seeing the light, and embracing the first person standing in the light and smiling at you.

When life was extremely boring and depressed, Mo Xiaobei had studied psychology for a while, and she could understand why Ji Lingyu relied on Tang Wenxian so much.

"Isn't that man married yet? He still has the time to meddle in other people's business."

"Soon. I heard it will be April of the next year. Before Ling Yu's accident, he always thought that she would marry him. So he has been waiting for her all these years, but recently he seems to have met someone he likes and set a date for the wedding .”

"Then why is he here?"

"To mourn his dead love?"

"Hahahahaha..."

After she finished saying this, the two of them laughed out loud at the same time.From the first time she saw that man in high school, she felt that he took herself too seriously.

There is no one's savior in this world. If two souls who meet each other can collide and fuse together, it may not be someone's salvation, but just because they are hugging each other to keep warm.

After all, it is so lonely to live alone and wander alone with one's soul.