Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

It was already 01:30 when Su Yaqing and Su Yanqiang took a taxi to the train station after saying goodbye

"Hey, Dad, where are you?" Su Yaqing stood at the gate of the train station and looked at the endless crowd, worried that they would not be able to find her; she could only take out her mobile phone and call Su Jinsheng, her father!In a flat tone, he called Dad

"Hey, Yaqing, where are you? We're here." Papa Su hurriedly asked

"Now let's see if you are in the South Square or the North Square. I'll come to you." Su Yaqing replied while paying attention to the people around her

"Where are you, I'll come and find you, I've been to Shanghai before" Su's father said proudly

"Okay, I'm at the gate of the South Square, and I'm wearing a gray top." Su Yaqing knew that Papa Su was a very strong person, so she didn't argue with him. She told him where he was and stood in the most conspicuous place to watch.

"Okay, let's do this first," Su's father said and hung up

Su Yaqing watched the people passing by batch after batch, and waited at the door for half an hour but still didn't see anyone;

"Hey, Dad, where have you been? Why didn't I see you?" Su Yaqing could only call and ask

"I'm in the South Square, I'll be out soon." Papa Su's voice was slightly panting

"Okay... I saw you." Su Yaqing saw her parents dragging the box out, there was a hint of joy in her tone, but she quickly hid it

"Dad, Mom, let's go, I'll take you to dinner." Su Yaqing walked to her parents and borrowed their boxes, ready to take them to dinner

"Okay, I haven't been to Shanghai for a few years, and most of the changes are almost lost." Papa Su said with a smile

"Yeah, your dad just found it after asking around for a long time." Su's mother laughed at Su's father.

"You're smart, why don't you find the way and ask me to take it with you?" Su's father said impatiently to Su's mother

"Okay, stop talking, let's go back by car first." Su Ya's calm tone interrupted the quarrel between her parents;

Regarding the quarrel between her parents, Su Yaqing no longer wanted to make any adjustments, and she couldn't adjust, she just pretended not to know;

Su Yaqing put the suitcase behind the trunk of the taxi, asked her parents to sit in the back, and acted as the co-pilot herself

"Master, go to the Chinese hotel next to Ode to Joy." Su Yaqing added the name of the Ode to Joy community because she was afraid that the driver would not know the name of the hotel.

"Okay" the master responded and drove

Along the way, only Papa Su and the driver were chatting one sentence at a time. Mama Su opened the window to let in air if she didn’t know how to ride in a car, and Papa Su complained about it.

Su Yaqing began to respond with a few words, then closed her eyes and fell asleep

Listening to Su's father talking to the driver about his youth and bragging from time to time, Su Yaqing closed her eyes and showed a hint of sneer at the corner of her mouth

"Here we are, do you want a small ticket?" The driver parked the car and looked at Su Yaqing

"No, thank you." Su Yaqing opened her eyes when the driver stopped, paid the fare and got off to get the suitcase in the trunk

"Let's go, put the suitcase down before eating." Su Yaqing dragged the suitcase and brought her parents into the hotel

Su Yaqing's room can't accommodate people at all, so she can only book a hotel for her parents. The hotel is not a luxurious hotel, but an ordinary hotel with a good environment

"How many rooms have you reserved?" Papa Su asked Su Yaqing while walking

"Two" Su Ya answered lightly, dragged the box into the elevator, and signaled her parents to follow

"This is your room, your room card" opened a door, put down the box and said to Papa Su

"Let's go to your room." Su Yaqing looked at Mama Su and pointed to the next room

"Well, let's go." Mother Su took her bag from the suitcase and walked to the next door

"Put down your things, let's go eat together first." Su Yaqing helped Mama Su open the door, and asked Mama Su to put down her things and go to eat first

Su Yaqing knew that although her parents were not from Sichuan, they both liked spicy food, so she took them to a Sichuan restaurant for dinner; she even found a quiet private room for dinner

"There's cold beer here on such a hot day." Father Su couldn't have a meal without drinking, looking at Su Yaqing and asked

"I'll get it." Su Yaqing took a deep look at her father and went out to get it.

Su Yaqing brought two bottles of cold beer and a bottle of ice juice to her parents

"The food here is quite delicious, but it's spicy. Our food is fresh and spicy." Father Su said with a smirk after taking a bite of the food.

"Well, you can get used to it, you guys?" Su Yaqing knew that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, but she didn't want to talk too much, so she could only ask and answer what Papa Su asked.

"Well, yes, we poor people are not used to it." Su's father said with a self-mockery

"Don't talk about it now, let's talk about it after eating." Su Yaqing paused with the chopsticks, picked up the vegetables and put them in the bowl and said lightly;

Su Yaqing knew what Papa Su was going to say, and didn't want the warmth from the first meeting to be gone

"There is nothing we can't say. We are poor people. Besides, you haven't come back for so many years. It's hard to meet and talk about what you are afraid of." Father Su took a sip of beer, looked at Su Yaqing and said

"Okay, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it in the hotel after dinner, you're not hungry, Yaqing is too" Mother Su persuaded

"It's rare for us father and daughter to sit and talk together, so don't interrupt and enjoy your meal," Su's father said in a nonchalant tone

"Okay, tell me, I'll listen." Su Yaqing lowered her head and tightened the chopsticks in her hand, took a deep breath in her heart, put down the chopsticks and looked up at Papa Su calmly

"Well... I know that you have had a bad time abroad these past few years. It's all my father's fault. It's my father who is sorry for you and your brother. I know that you both hate me... let you bear it at a young age. So much pressure.. I still say the same thing.. You two, you two, just live your own life well. As long as you live happily. Be responsible for yourself...you are so old, try to associate with someone who treats you well...don't have a burden on your family..." Papa Su cried as he spoke, and Papa Su covered himself with his hands Tears, but the more I talk, the more I can't control it;

"It's none of our business? Hehe... Don't you know that the father's debt is paid by the son? If you say don't worry about it, will others really think it has nothing to do with us?" Su Yaqing looked at Su's father calmly and said, her hands under the table have been twisted gotta turn blue

"I said you don't need to worry about it, I have the ability to pay it off myself." Listening to Su Yaqing's words, Su's father slapped the table vigorously and said loudly to Su Yaqing

"Hehe. How much have you paid back after you have been able to pay it off for eight years? Your salary can't even support you, and all the expenses of life are borne by your mother alone. How can you pay it back?" Su Yaqing couldn't help but sarcasm road

"You don't have to worry about taking it. I'll go back to my hometown in a few days. It's none of your business whether they beat me or put me in jail." Father Su was angered by Su Yaqing

"Yes, you can go back and beat you? If they hurt you, they will have to pay for medical expenses; go to jail? Among your seven children, grandma loves you the most since childhood. Have you ever thought that grandma, who is in her eighties, can accept it if you go to jail? Can you stop being so impulsive?" Su Yaqing stood up directly and looked at Papa Su and said angrily

"Then what do you want me to do? I have been going crazy for the past few years. I am almost suffering from depression. I can't sleep without drinking anesthesia every night. I dare not go home to celebrate your grandma's [-]th birthday. She celebrates her birthday... I haven't been home for several years... Do you think I don't want to go home?" Father Su sat on the stool decadently, drinking alcohol and said sluggishly

"You don't know anything... It's been eight years, you went home to see grandma and didn't come to see us... Do you think you are a qualified granddaughter and daughter? Even I said I would come to see you... You also refused.. It is understandable for you to study.. But after you graduate.. Even this time, we will come to Shanghai to see you.. Why don’t you want to go back to your hometown to see grandma.. Come to see me and your mother ..." Papa Su angrily accused Su Yaqing

Su Yaqing stood by the stool, leaning on the back of the chair, listening to her father's accusations, tears dripped down with each sentence of her father's accusations; she never thought that she was such an unfilial daughter in the eyes of her father

Su Yaqing sneered, closed her eyes and the last two tears slowly fell from her cheeks, took a deep breath and picked up her backpack

"This is all my savings from the three years of work and the years of work-study. The total is 580 million. The password is my birthday. After paying off the debt, you can plan the rest yourself." Su Yaqing took out a bank card from her backpack put it on the table; glanced at parents and said calmly

"Don't say anything that I don't need to care about, just treat it as me fulfilling grandma's dream. No matter what, we are always father and daughter, but from now on, we will only be limited to the word father and daughter. I will help you if you have anything, and I will help you." Fulfill the duty of being a daughter." Su Yaqing interrupted what her father wanted to say, indicating that the two will only exist in the name of father and daughter in the future, and the friendship between father and daughter will no longer exist; she will fulfill her duty as a daughter rather than a family relationship flesh and blood

"I never hated you, never, so you don't have to feel guilty towards me." Su Yaqing looked at them disappointedly and said

After Su Yaqing finished speaking, she felt a sense of relief. The words that had been hidden in her heart for so many years finally came out; 'I have no hatred for you, only fear'. This sentence was said in my heart

"Okay, there is no overnight feud between the family. Since Yaqing has the ability, then the parents will accept it; the parents really don't have the ability. Thank you! Yaqing, come on. Sit down and eat, otherwise the food will be gone. It's cold." Seeing that the father and daughter were in a stalemate, Mother Su put away the bank cards on the table, and pulled Su Yaqing to sit down to eat;

Su's father sat silently, without looking at Su Yaqing, drinking in silence and listening to them

"Well, after eating, go back to the hotel and rest for a few days. I don't have time to play with you in Shanghai. I'm going to work in the hospital tomorrow." Su Yaqing sat down and looked at her mother and said

"Well, it's okay, your work is important, don't worry about us, but you have to pay attention to your health." Mother Su smiled and nodded to express her understanding

"Well, I will go back to see grandma and grandma when I have time." Su Yaqing didn't know what to say at the moment

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The author has something to say:

I was wondering whether to write a side story about Su Yaqing before she returned to the United States when she was a child!Already wrote a little bit!

See if you want to see it!I'll finish it if I want