Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

After Su Yaqing finished her meal and sent her parents back to the hotel, she walked back to Ode to Joy silently;

After Su Yaqing got home, she closed all the curtains, and the light in the room dimmed instantly. She leaned against the bed and sat on the carpet, put on her earphones and listened to the music on her mobile phone; she couldn't help crying

This is Su Yaqing's method of expressing her pressure all the time. The dark environment can make her calm down, and she can also express her emotions freely without being seen by others as her fragility;

His father is a vain and realistic person; he was only 4 years old when his grandfather passed away, and it is conceivable that his grandma lived a hard life with seven children; because he is the youngest child in the family, grandma Su spoils her, and her elder brothers and sisters let everything delicious Although he has endured hardships, Grandma Su and her brothers and sisters have suffered even more; so when he grows up, his character is still immature. Now that he is a father and the pillar of the family, he has greater responsibilities, but he encountered difficulties. The first thing that comes to mind is to escape, Su Yaqing has never had a good talk with her father since she was a child;

Mama Su is a simple and sad woman who is devoted to Pa Su. Although she longs for Pa Su's care in her heart, she doesn't say it out loud, because she knows that Pa Su is not the kind of person who can talk sweet words; Su Yaqing's neglect made her not deeply attached to her mother;

But Su Yaqing admired Su's mother very much; her father owed so many debts without saying a word, and continued to work to make money after crying, and was willing to give Su's father time to get over the depression in his heart, and take on the responsibility of the whole family alone;

Many people say that women are weak, but men are strong. Su Yaqing heard someone say: "The beauty of a woman is her delicacy to minor disasters, her calmness to strong winds and waves, her love for her lover and endless life." Nostalgia, and dedication to it without hesitation; it is persistence and never-compromise to oneself, and the inclusiveness of others and fate. Goodness is like water, true water has no fragrance, and a woman's life is not an annual ring, but a redemption again and again, and a new life. Try to read, after this Nirvana is reborn, younger than an immature baby"

She thinks Mama Su is like this,

But Su's mother is also an incompetent mother. Over the years, her feelings for Su's father have faded, and her admiration has turned into contempt. Every time she talks to Su Yaqing, she has two points: "One is to abuse Su's father for being unmotivated and incompetent; It’s about my younger brother’s problem, who is so small that I always complain to her about eating.” Each time I talked to her for more than an hour, but I didn’t say a word of concern to her;

Every time Su Yaqing heard Su's mother scold Su's father, her feelings became weaker in her heart;

No matter how sad and depressed Su Yaqing is, she is a person whose reason overcomes her emotions. She will not indulge herself, but heal herself by herself. Perhaps it is a character that has been cultivated since childhood

Su Yaqing was still immersed in sadness, and the phone turned off automatically due to power failure, and suddenly heard Qu Xiaoxiao begging Andy for something from outside;

Su Yaqing just moved her body, and found that her whole body was stiff and numb, and the room was completely dark. She actually sat on the ground all afternoon, then slowly stood up and sat on the bed; when she got better, she stood up and turned on the light and went to the bathroom wash your face

After coming out, Su Yaqing had recovered her mood, ignored the movement outside, and went to the open area of ​​the kitchen to cook, but her red and swollen eyes betrayed her and she cried for a long time;

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