Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

Meng Miandong confessed: "Because you are by my side, I can transform myself into a better self, Wen Ran, I love you."

Because of going on stage to sing, before going to the waiting room, Meng Miandong put on makeup. The makeup was very light, but for some reason, there was a subtle temptation.

He was supposed to take off his make-up before leaving the TV station, but because he was in a hurry to leave, he changed into the costume prepared by the TV station and left in a hurry.

Wen Ran's heart trembled suddenly after being confessed by Meng Miandong like this, and then he looked at Meng Miandong affectionately and said: "Miandong, I love you too."

Meng Miandong blushed after hearing Wen Ran's confession, "Then why don't you hug me?"

"Miandong is lustful." Wen Ran pressed the fingertip of his right index finger against Meng Miandong's lips, kneading it carefully, then penetrated into Meng Miandong's mouth, rubbing the surface of his tongue.

Meng Miandong felt itchy and numb on the surface of his tongue, and the numbness spread, causing his body to instinctively rub against Wen Ran's body.

Wen Ran didn't do more, just explored the inside of his mouth with one index finger.

His mouth was already overflowing with saliva, and he complained vaguely: "Hurry up."

Wen Ranhao said leisurely: "Don't worry."

Meng Miandong suddenly felt that Wen Ran was using his index finger to imitate the action of intercourse, but at the same time he felt that his thoughts were too obscene.

Wen Ran pulled out his index finger from Meng Miandong's mouth, before Meng Miandong could react, he submerged the index finger wrapped in body fluid again.

"Hmm..." Meng Miandong raised her head unconsciously, and then hugged Wen Ran's neck with both hands.

Wen Ran put Meng Miandong's earlobe in his mouth and said: "You haven't removed your makeup yet, go and remove your makeup first."

When the words fell to the ground, Meng Miandong's body suddenly became cold, followed by a sense of emptiness.

"You are a big villain." He glared, raised his foot, and was about to go to the bathroom when Wen Ran suddenly grabbed the little finger of his left hand.

Wen Ran rubbed his soft fingertips and said, "I'll accompany you."

Meng Miandong was annoyed: "I don't want you to accompany me."

"You really don't want me to accompany you?" Seeing Meng Miandong nodding, Wen Ran let go of Meng Miandong's little finger.

Meng Miandong walked to the bathroom, turned around, and found that Wen Ran hadn't followed, and couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.

But just as he picked up the cleansing oil, before applying it on his face, Wen Ran hugged him from behind.

Wen Ran's hands climbed up bit by bit from his side waists, and finally snatched the cleansing oil from his hands, then squeezed out some, emulsified it, and applied it on his face, gently Gently massage in to dissolve makeup completely.

After a while, Wen Ran turned to him again, looking at him carefully.

There was no trace of desire in Wen Ran's eyes, he was carefully observing the dissolution of the makeup on his face, however, under Wen Ran's gaze, he became shy.

Seeing this, Wen Ran urged with a smile: "Wash your face quickly, after washing your face, I will hug you."

In order to show that she was not in a hurry to be embraced by Wen Ran, Meng Miandong washed very slowly, just like the slow motion in a movie.

Wen Ran didn't say anything, but stroked Meng Miandong's hair, and touched the base of Meng Miandong's ears.

Meng Miandong couldn't stand being teased by Wen Ran, so she had to wash her face quickly, then turned around and hugged Wen Ran passionately.

"Don't worry." Although Wen Ran said so, he stripped off all the clothes on Meng Miandong's body neatly, and ignited all of Meng Miandong's senses neatly.

Meng Miandong has already deeply realized that he is a weak person, because he was still afraid until he was burned deeply.

But now he can't take care of his fear anymore, he can only perceive everything that Wen Ran gave him.

On the third day after the recording ended, the music program he recorded was played at 08:30 in the evening.

He and Wen Ran stood in front of the TV on time. Although the first singer who appeared was the worst seller among the ten singers, he sang very well and the typhoon was very stable.

If it were Meng Miandong three years ago, of course he would think that he was the best one without hesitation, but now he has learned to appreciate others and will no longer be blindly conceited.

Second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth...

Each singer has a different style of music, but they are all very expressive.

Coming soon to myself.

He tightly clenched Wen Ran's hand, and after feeling the strength of Wen Ran's grip, he turned his head sideways and looked at Wen Ran.

Wen Ran rubbed his hair and said, "Miandong, you are the best."

"Well, I know." Meng Miandong held Wen Ran's hand, feeling that it wasn't enough, she climbed onto Wen Ran's body and sat in Wen Ran's arms, with the back of her head resting on Wen Ran's heart, listening with a pair of ears Smell the beating heartbeat.

Wen Ran put his arms around Meng Miandong's waist, kissed the top of Meng Miandong's hair, and then stared intently at the TV screen.

The host said loudly: "Let's welcome the next singer to come on stage. He hasn't released a new song for more than three years, and he swept the top of the major charts as soon as he released it. His new EP was released in less than a week. It reached 170 copies, he is our monthly sales champion, he is our boy who returns from the king, he is Meng Miandong, and Meng Miandong will sing his new song "Two" for us."

Next, Meng Miandong walked onto the stage, without any opening remarks, and started singing with a microphone.

This is the seventh version of Meng Miandong's re-sing. If you look carefully, Meng Miandong's body is still trembling, but the singing is very stable, and it is particularly moving. It is a voice with a story.

From Wen Ran's point of view, Meng Miandong has already sung very well, even though there are flaws, the flaws are not concealed.

However, from Meng Miandong's point of view, his singing of the whole song is not satisfactory, not as good as the version from the recording studio.

But gradually, starting from the chorus part, it got a little better. After singing a song, Meng Miandong felt that the second half was not much different from the studio version.

Wen Ran attached to Meng Miandong's left ear and praised: "My Miandong sings really well."

Meng Miandong swore: "It's not good, I will sing better."

"I'm looking forward to it." Wen Ran said with a smile, "I believe my Sleeping Winter will sing better."

Five days later, Meng Miandong participated in another music program, which was recorded and broadcast, but with an audience.

When Meng Miandong went to the waiting room, Wen Ran mingled with the fans.

On his left are fans holding Meng Miandong's light sign, and in front of him are fans holding Meng Miandong's banner. Everyone looks extremely excited.

This is the first time Meng Miandong has appeared in front of fans again after three years.

When Meng Miandong appeared on stage, he could clearly see Meng Miandong's clenched hands and slightly trembling legs, but Meng Miandong's expression seemed very calm, and his response to the host was also very decent.

Because it was a show with spectators, Meng Miandong wore ear protectors in order to avoid hurting his left ear due to the excessive noise at the scene. The ear protectors looked similar to earphones, but they still attracted the attention of fans.

Meng Miandong has not publicly talked about the recovery of his left ear, so he appeared wearing ear protectors, which inevitably aroused whispers from fans.

Most of the whispers that fell into Wen Ran's ears were worries, which made Wen Ran's hidden worries surge up.

Meng Miandong is already able to stand on the stage and sing, it seems that he has changed back to Meng Miandong three years ago, but he still hopes that Meng Miandong's left ear can recover.

After the host left, the lights on the scene dimmed, and only a ray of light surrounded Meng Miandong.

Immediately afterwards, the accompaniment sounded.

Meng Miandong stood on the stage, his eyes settled down after searching for Wen Ran.

Before he started singing, he desperately told himself that Wen Ran was listening to him singing, there was no one else, there was no one else present, so he didn't need to be nervous.

He closed his eyes heavily, and then sang the first syllable in keeping with the rhythm.

A layer of hot sweat broke out in the palm of the right hand holding the microphone, and the other hand seemed to hang naturally on the side of his body, but it was stiff.

Smell it, smell it, smell it...

He sang, but he kept calling Wen Ran's name in his heart.

It was a name that would give him the strength to get him through anything he felt he couldn't get over.

By the time the song was over, he was exhausted, but more relieved.

He boldly looked at his fans, and bowed to the clapping, screaming, and cheering fans: "Thank you for waiting for me to come back."

In response to his words, the fans screamed and cheered louder, but one of the fans stopped him: "Keep your voice down, Miandong's left ear is bad."

The fan who spoke looked very familiar, and he should be his old fan. Three years ago, he often saw this fan in the front row of various shows he starred in, and also in the front row of concerts.

The fans at the scene immediately fell silent, and turned to express their love for him by waving fans, lights, banners, etc. in their hands.

He suddenly felt unreal, are these really what he can get now?Didn't he only have it three years ago?

He walked off the stage silently, returned to the lounge, and was stunned while the makeup artist removed his makeup.

Because he didn't wear heavy makeup, he removed it quickly, and the makeup artist went out in a short time.

After a while, the door of the lounge was opened, he followed the sound and saw his Wen Ran.

Wen Ran walked up to him, kissed his forehead and said: "Mian Dong, you sang much better today than last time."

Meng Miandong took off the black-rimmed glasses on Wen Ran's nose, and tore off the wig on Wen Ran's head, before saying, "Wen Ran, I think it's unreal, did I really come back? Did I get on stage to sing? Did I really get clapped, screamed and cheered by the fans again?"

Wen Ran took off Meng Miandong's ear protectors, looked at Meng Miandong seriously and said: "Miandong, you really came back, you really came on stage to sing just now, you really got applause from fans again , screaming and cheering. You did it, and even though you thought you were weak and useless, you really did it.”

Meng Miandong nodded, and then smiled wryly: "Actually, I didn't dare to look at the fans at all, and I didn't dare to look at other people. I was always looking at you. I didn't dare to look at the fans until the singing was over."

Wen Ran said clearly: "I know you have been watching me sing, I am very happy."

Meng Miandong buried her face in Wen Ran's waist and murmured, "I don't know when I will be able to sing in front of the fans."

Wen Ran comforted: "Soon."

The two of them were talking when there was a sudden knock on the door of the lounge. It was Han Cheng who knocked on the door. Han Cheng asked outside, "Is it convenient now?"

Wen Ran raised his voice: "Come in."

After Han Cheng entered the rest room, he closed the door of the rest room again. This time, he did not see Wen Ran and Meng Miandong kissing, but saw Meng Miandong burying his face on Wen Ran's waist. Patting Meng Miandong's back lightly.

Another mouthful of familiar dog food.

He walked up to the two of them, looked at Meng Miandong and said, "Miandong, I received a call just now, inviting you to participate in a live music program, the name of the program is..."

He paused before saying, "It's "Music Night"."

Three years ago, Meng Miandong suffered sudden deafness, and the music program that vomited on the spot was "Music Night".

Meng Miandong didn't speak, but her body became obviously stiff.

Wen Ran didn't say anything, just hugged Meng Miandong in his arms.

Han Cheng originally wanted Meng Miandong to make his own decision, but seeing Meng Miandong's appearance, he couldn't bear it anymore.

Therefore, he said to Meng Miandong, "I'll refuse."

"Music Night" is the program with the highest ratings among all music programs, and it is a national TV program, which can be seen all over the country and even the whole world.

It is not easy for a singer to participate in "Music Night", which means that he has gained recognition in the music circle.

Three years ago, Meng Miandong became famous overnight, but the night before participating in "Music Night", she was so excited that she tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

It stands to reason that Meng Miandong should not be invited to "Music Night" after that failed performance, or after the car accident, but the invitation was sent unexpectedly, which means that Meng Miandong was once again invited recognized.

If he can successfully perform in "Music Night", Meng Miandong's popularity will be improved again.

And if he can perform in "Music Night" smoothly, it means that Meng Miandong has truly stepped out of the shadows.

But not too anxious?

Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong and said, "Miandong, what do you want to do?"

Meng Miandong said tremblingly, "I'm afraid I can't do it."

"Music Night" is a live program, if he fails again, his failure will be known to everyone, unlike recorded programs that have the opportunity to correct.

But he still said to Han Cheng who took out his mobile phone and was about to call back: "I want to try."

Han Cheng didn't put down his phone, and said seriously, "Miandong, are you sure?"

Seeing Meng Miandong nodding, he said again: "Think about it, "Music Night" will be broadcast at [-]:[-]pm the day after tomorrow. Is there enough time for you?"

Meng Miandong kissed Wen Ran's lips before replying, "I've figured it out."

Eight o'clock in the evening the day after tomorrow came quickly.

Meng Miandong hadn't taken any medicine for several days, but before going on stage, he still took disulfiram, acamprosate and naltrexone.

He repeatedly confirmed the deep ear canal hearing aid in his left ear, and then bid farewell to Wen Ran and Han Cheng, and walked onto the stage.

Wen Ran changed his costume and went among the fans again, while Han Cheng stood beside the stage.

Three years ago, Han Cheng was also in this position.

Because Meng Miandong never made mistakes in singing, and the effect of live performances was better than that of CDs every time, so he was not nervous at all, but enjoyed Meng Miandong's singing just like the audience.

Caught off guard, Meng Miandong's singing changed its tune. Standing on the stage, Meng Miandong looked pained, and pressed his left ear with his left hand.

Immediately afterwards, Meng Miandong's body wobbled, as if he was dizzy.

Next, when the last line was sung, Meng Miandong actually knelt on the ground and vomited it out.

He was startled, the tip of his nose was full of the sour smell of vomit, after a while, he came back to his senses, hurried up to the stage, and helped Meng Miandong down.

At that time, he thought that Meng Miandong just suddenly felt uncomfortable, but he didn't expect Meng Miandong to suffer from sudden deafness.

What happened afterwards, like a train derailed, inevitably led to tragedy.

Meng Miandong was told by the doctor that his left ear might not recover. Meng Miandong began to drink heavily, and Meng Miandong coldly told him to go away.

But fortunately Wen Ran appeared, fortunately Wen Ran fell in love with Meng Miandong, fortunately Meng Miandong also fell in love with Wen Ran.

Without Wen Ran, it would be impossible for Meng Miandong to stand on the stage again, let alone the stage of "Music Night".

He looked at Meng Miandong standing on the stage, listened to the song composed by Meng Miandong, and prayed in his heart: it must go well.

Wen Ran, not far from Han Cheng, was also very nervous. "Night of Music" was Meng Miandong's nightmare, and all kinds of negative emotions of Meng Miandong appeared because of this "Night of Music".

He clearly remembered the first time he met Meng Miandong in the strange lights of the bar, with a thin body and a slumped expression, like a walking dead.

He also clearly remembered that after the first night, Meng Miandong tried his best to pretend to be a male prostitute, licking his lips and saying, "Guest, do you want to do it again? One million times."

Can't fail, must not fail.

He looked at Meng Miandong who was barely calm and couldn't help regretting, he should have stopped it, he should have stopped it, why didn't he stop it?

The prelude ended abruptly, and then, he saw Meng Miandong pick up the microphone, and the next second, he heard Meng Miandong's singing.

The singing trembled slightly, and he almost wanted to rush to the stage and hold his Miudong in his arms.

But he can't do that.

He ordered himself to be seated, but his feet wanted to go to his sleepy winter.

Standing on the stage, Meng Miandong broke out in a cold sweat from nervousness. He loves music and the stage, but the short four minutes and 57 seconds long "Two" is almost tormenting for him.

The microphone in his hand seemed to be about to leave his right hand, so he could only grasp it desperately.

His left ear began to ring when he sang the first line, and the tinnitus made his brain ache.

The ear protectors on his head seemed to be tightening little by little, as if they were going to crush his head, and there was even a scene in his mind where his head was bleeding and his brain was flowing all over the place.

He didn't vomit at all, not even wanting to, but his throat felt like it had been scorched by stomach acid, and the pain was unbearable.

He knew that he might fall on the stage and be helped down by Han Cheng like he did on the stage of "Music Night" last time.

But if this is the result, why did he choose to accept the invitation? He is so sorry for the self who accepted the invitation and has confidence in himself, right?

Moreover, Wen Ran is sitting under the stage, looking at him, he can't make Wen Ran worry, he wants to sing for Wen Ran.

Yes, he was singing for Wen Ran, just like the previous two performances, he thought that he was singing for Wen Ran alone, so he would be able to sing well.

I will definitely be able to sing well, Wen Ran, Wen Ran...

He hypnotized himself so desperately that he finally sang the chorus.

Three years ago, when he sang the chorus, he suddenly felt that he could not hear anything in his left ear. Then, his vision blurred and he was in dizziness.

At that time, he sang with strong willpower until the last line of the lyrics, and then he knelt down on the ground and vomited it out.

Now most of his hearing in his left ear has recovered, and with Wen Ran by his side, he shouldn't and can't lose to the willpower he had three years ago.

He stared deeply at Wen Ran, painted Wen Ran's eyebrows and eyes with his eyes, and imagined the feeling of being held in Wen Ran's arms.

Before going on stage, Wen Ran rubbed his hair and told him that he would definitely be able to do it, so he would definitely be able to do it.

Smell it, smell it, smell it...

He sang what he wanted Wen Ran to know, shouted Wen Ran's name in his heart, and finally finished singing "Two".

His performance was not perfect, not even comparable to the last performance, but he felt that he had achieved an achievement that he should be proud of.

After thanking the audience, he walked off the stage amidst thunderous applause. As soon as he reached a place where no one was around, he immediately fell down without strength, but was fortunately supported by Han Cheng in time.

Wen Ran watched Meng Miandong walk off the stage, but couldn't recover for a long time.

He heard pain, struggle and love for him from Meng Miandong's singing.

Hearing the end, he suddenly felt that Meng Miandong was not singing, but showing love to him in public.

This love was so hot that his heart was burning hot, making him want to hold his Miudong tightly in his arms without leaving a single gap.

He stood up abruptly, squeezed his way through the audience, and walked toward the lounge.

He didn't realize that he was being scanned by the camera.

When he walked to the lounge, Meng Miandong was taking off his makeup, and the makeup artist was still there, so he pretended to be Meng Miandong's assistant and stood aside.

After the make-up artist went out, he hugged his miandong tightly in his arms as he wished, without leaving any gaps.

Meng Miandong was almost suffocated by Wen Ran's hug, but she didn't say anything.

After a long time, Wen Ran let go of Meng Miandong, and said softly, "Let's go home."

As soon as she got home, Meng Miandong was kissed by Wen Ran, it was a very intense kiss.

It was so intense that he seemed to be kissing his soul, so intense that he was so jerky that he couldn't even respond at all.

He could only be hugged, kissed, moaned, panted.

He didn't notice at all that the cell phone hidden in his pocket was on, and there was a message on Weibo: Wen Ran and Meng Miandong are actually a gay couple!