Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

The sales volume of EP on the first day was [-] copies. Compared with Meng Miandong three years ago, this sales volume is obviously not good, but for Meng Miandong now, it is unexpected Well, he originally thought that probably no one would buy his EP.

When Han Cheng told Meng Miandong about the sales volume, Meng Miandong was as happy as a child, bouncing around with Wen Ran.

Early the next morning, Han Cheng called again and told Meng Miandong the sales statistics of digital EPs on major music websites and apps, which immediately woke up Meng Miandong, who was still drowsy.

After hanging up the phone, Meng Miandong kissed Wen Ran excitedly and said, "Wen Ran, Wen Ran, the total sales of digital EP is 29 copies, am I very good?"

Wen Ran woke up when he heard the ringtone of Meng Miandong's cell phone, and as soon as he was kissed by Meng Miandong, he immediately kissed Meng Miandong back, then looked at Meng Miandong and said: "Yes, my Miandong is very powerful. "

Meng Miandong smiled openly, nestled in Wen Ran's arms, and took out his mobile phone to browse Weibo. He didn't buy trending searches at all. The first trending item turned out to be the return of the genius boy Meng Miandong, and the second was Meng Miandong's return. The sales volume of Dongxin EP topped the major charts, the third one was Ting Cry, and the ninth one was the video of Meng Miandong’s sudden deafness three years ago.

Among the top ten most searched items, Meng Miandong took four, but the fourth one mercilessly exposed his scars.

But there is no escape, right?

This is something that happened to him, and he will be tied to it for the rest of his life. All he can do is accept it.

But it doesn't matter, although he is not strong enough to watch this video without changing his face, but with Wen Ran by his side, he will not collapse because of this video again.

When he thought of this, as if he had a telepathy, his Wen Ran embraced him in his arms.

Wen Ran kissed his brows and eyes, and at the same time stroked his trembling body and said, "Mian Dong, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

That night, the cumulative physical sales of EP reached 15 copies, while the cumulative digital sales reached an astonishing 51 copies.

At the same time, many media contacted Han Cheng and sent an invitation to Meng Miandong, hoping that Meng Miandong could participate in the show.

But live performances...

Han Cheng hesitated, fearing that Meng Miandong would not be able to bear it, instead of calling Meng Miandong, he called Wen Ran.

When Wen Ran picked up the phone, Meng Miandong was hugging the guitar beside him. As soon as he picked up the phone, Han Yan on the other end of the phone said, "Is Miandong by your side? Go away, don't let Miandong hear you." , I want to discuss something with you."

Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's hair, stood up, walked into the bedroom, and asked, "Is there a media that wants to invite Miandong to perform?"

"Yes, many media want to invite Miandong. There are live broadcasts, recorded broadcasts, live broadcasts with audiences, live broadcasts without audiences, interviews, singing, and variety shows." Han Cheng sighed and said, "What do you think? Can Miandong do it now? Miandong has been retired for three years, and finally released an EP, I don’t want to ruin him. In fact, he doesn’t show up at all except for the EP, maybe it’s a good choice to focus on making music.”

Meng Miandong loves music and doesn't show up at all. It's certainly a good choice to focus on making music.

But this is based on the fact that Meng Miandong has the ability to appear in the scene, and does not want to appear in the scene.

But now Meng Miandong has no ability to appear on camera.

How could Meng Miandong, who sweats even when taking EP photos, be able to appear on camera?

The EP was supposed to have a MV, but Wen Ran deliberately didn't mention it, and neither did Meng Miandong, so they didn't shoot the MV.

But Meng Miandong's self-confidence collapsed on the stage, and it can only be regained on the stage.

Wen Ran thought for a while, and decided to leave it to Meng Miandong to decide, but at the same time he heard a voice behind him calling him: "Wen Ran..."

He was startled, turned around, and said to Han Cheng, "I'll contact you later." Then he hung up the phone.

He put the phone back into his pocket and walked up to Meng Miandong. As soon as he looked at Meng Miandong, he knew that Meng Miandong had already guessed who he was talking to and what he was talking about. Therefore, he He asked bluntly, "Miandong, what do you want to do?"

"I'm scared, I want to run away, but...but Wen Ran..." Meng Miandong threw herself into Wen Ran's arms and raised her timid eyes, "But I really want to stand on the stage and sing, I I want to see the audience's reaction directly, I want to hear the audience's applause, I think... I want to be better than myself three years ago, I want to be someone who can match you."

His tone at first was terrified and timid, but in the end there was a trace of determination.

Wen Ran said solemnly: "There is no match or mismatch between me and you. If I choose based on match or mismatch, then what I choose is not a lover at all, but a business partner."

It is true that Meng Miandong did not have the low self-esteem when she first met Wen Ran, but deep down in her heart she still thought that she and Wen Ran were not compatible. After being relieved by Wen Ran, she immediately acted coquettishly, rubbing Wen Ran's heart and said: " I made a mistake, so don't blame me."

"I don't blame you." Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong seriously and said, "Han Cheng thinks you can stay out of the camera at all and focus on making music. I think you should make your own decision. What is your decision?"

"I..." Not appearing at all and focusing on making music is indeed a very tempting idea for Meng Miandong, but he wants to stand on the stage more.

Therefore, he said to Wen Ran: "Wen Ran, I want to stand on the stage and sing."

"Okay, why don't you try a recorded program without audience first?" Seeing Meng Miandong nodding, Wen Ran called Han Cheng.

After hanging up the phone, half an hour later, Han Cheng called back: "The recording time is ten o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow."

Wen Ran pressed the speakerphone, so Meng Miandong heard it too.

Meng Miandong's body trembled instinctively, but he didn't flinch.

The time flies so fast that Meng Miandong has the illusion that almost ten o'clock in the morning of the day after tomorrow arrives in the blink of an eye after Han Cheng said ten o'clock in the morning of the day after tomorrow.

This program is a dedicated music program, once a month, at the end of the month, and invites singers who released new songs that month to perform.

The cruel thing is that the order of appearances is based on monthly sales. Monthly sales are calculated by adding entities and numbers. The singer with the highest monthly sales will appear last.

The monthly sales statistics are up to 1 minute before the recording of the show, because there is no authoritative sales ranking in China, only the company knows the physical sales, and the digital sales will not be made public by major music websites and apps, so in fact, the waiting singers only I have a rough idea of ​​my own sales, but I don't know anything about others.

All singers must wait in the waiting area. After the host announces the singer's name and the corresponding monthly sales volume on the stage, they will go on stage to sing.

However, because it is a recorded program, if you are not satisfied with the singing, you can record it again.

Originally, Wen Ran was not supposed to enter the waiting area, but he was really worried, so he changed his disguise and came in with Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong sat on the chair, looked at Wen Ran timidly, wanted to hold Wen Ran's hand, but could not draw strength from Wen Ran.

He just looked at Wen Ran like this, until Wen Ran's heart almost melted.

There were a total of ten singers waiting, and the tenth-selling singer of the month had already sung on stage.

There were only three singers left in the waiting area, and it was not Meng Miandong's turn.

Meng Miandong didn't have the energy to care about the monthly sales at all, nervous, scared... all kinds of negative emotions mixed together and overturned.

It happened at this time that his alcohol addiction kicked up, and it was as if ten thousand ants were gnawing at his flesh all at once.

He was so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry, stood up suddenly, and rushed towards the bathroom.

As soon as he walked to the sink, he vomited out. Since he didn't eat much breakfast, he couldn't vomit anything at all, only acid water.

His throat, eroded by stomach acid, hurts badly, can he still sing on stage?Will he make a fool of himself when he sings on stage?

For sure, he will make a fool of himself in front of everyone, just like he did three years ago.

In fact, his alcoholism hasn't happened for a long time, just like when he watched the concert DVD with Wen Ran, he suddenly broke out, why did it happen so coincidentally twice?

Was it because his body instinctively wanted to escape?To reasonably avoid the chance of making a fool of myself.

After rinsing his mouth, he stared at himself in the mirror and murmured, "I can't run away, I can't run away..."

Wen Ran chased into the bathroom, and what he saw was Meng Miandong who was vomiting.

Meng Miandong vomited like shaking her whole body, but she only spit out some sour water.

Meng Miandong looked very embarrassed, staring at himself in the mirror, his lips moved slightly.

Wen Ran didn't hear the sound, but he could guess that Meng Miandong must be encouraging himself.

He thought for a while, grabbed Meng Miandong's wrist, hid in a compartment, and pressed the back of Meng Miandong's head, letting Meng Miandong lean on his heart.

Meng Miandong didn't speak, and silently wrapped her arms around Wen Ran's waist, sniffing Wen Ran's breath desperately.

In the breath of Wen Ran, he suddenly thought of alcohol dependence. He suffered from alcohol dependence in order to escape the fact that he could no longer sing, and also to escape the situation that he might recover, right?

Of course, the two are contradictory.

But the former doesn't want to face what he has lost, while the latter doesn't want to face his embarrassment. In the final analysis, it's all out of weakness.

Now his alcohol addiction is also due to weakness, and weak emotions control the body, ordering the body to use alcohol addiction to escape.

But this is not acceptable.

He is already in the waiting area, he can't run away, absolutely can't run away, whether it's for himself, for Wen Ran, for the sake of Han Cheng's hard work, or for the TV station that has agreed to perform, he can't run away.

Is it his turn soon?

He must go out at once without further delay.

But his body didn't want to go out at all, he just wanted to hide safely in Wen Ran's embrace.

"Wen Ran..." He raised his head, "Kiss me, okay? Then tell me what I can do."

Wen Ran immediately lowered his head and kissed Meng Miandong's lips, licking and entangled tenderly.

During the kiss, someone stood at the door of the bathroom and said: "Miandong, are you in there? It's your turn, but don't worry, I told the director that you are not feeling well, and asked the director to delay the recording for half an hour .”

——It's Han Cheng.

Meng Miandong felt apologetic, and heard Han Cheng say: "Miandong, you are number one, and your total monthly sales are 170, congratulations."

He never thought that he would be number one in monthly sales among all singers, with monthly sales as high as 170 copies, and his EP was released less than a week ago.

There are so many fans who love him, but he is too weak to even go up on stage.

He's a coward, a total coward.

Not long after Han Cheng left, Wen Ran finished the long kiss, raised his hand again, rubbed Meng Miandong's hair and said, "Miandong, you can definitely do it."

"En." Meng Miandong let herself lie in Wen Ran's arms for a while, then went out.

He walked towards his stage step by step.

The moment before stepping onto the stage, he heard Wen Ran say: "Miandong, come on."

He couldn't help turning his head back, took a deep look at Wen Ran, and then went to the stage.

This is a recorded program and there are no audiences, but after he got on the stage, he was still terrified of fear.

He subconsciously raised his hand and touched his left ear. There was a hearing aid in his left ear, and the hearing aid would transmit to him all the sounds he could hear in his left ear before he suffered sudden deafness.

Caught off guard, the accompaniment entered his left ear through the hearing aid. This is a song he wrote himself, and it is his heartfelt voice for Wen Ran.

He is surrounded by his own voice, so he shouldn't be afraid.

Before he calmed down, the prelude that could make him mentally prepare had already left him.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a single word. When he finally managed to utter a word, his sound broke at the first word.

The background music stopped immediately, and then, the atmosphere of the scene seemed to freeze, making him almost unable to breathe.

He made a fool of himself, although he wasn't as embarrassing as he was three years ago.

What should I do?

He froze in place, at a loss.

But in the next second, he saw his Wen Ran walking over and took him off the stage.

After getting off the stage, Wen Ran looked at him with worried eyes and asked, "Miandong, are you okay?"

Meng Miandong said honestly, "I'm not fine at all."

Wen Ran didn't blame, just asked: "Do you want to give up?"

Of course, giving up is much easier than persisting. You can give up this time, and you can give up next time, so what about next time?Next time?Is he going to give up his stage forever?

Meng Miandong thought about it, and replied, "I don't want to."

Han Cheng was next to him, and after hearing Meng Miandong's answer, he walked up to the director, first apologized, and then asked the director to wait 10 minutes before starting the recording.

When he passed the staff, he could vaguely hear someone whispering their dissatisfaction with Meng Miandong.

Also, the recording that could have been completed early in the morning was delayed by more than half an hour because of Meng Miandong.

But he understands that Meng Miandong has worked very hard, not on purpose.

He walked back to Meng Dong and said, "Mian Dong, after 10 minutes, start recording again."

Meng Miandong nodded, sat on the chair, curled up into a ball.

10 minutes passed by, and he had to go back to the stage.

The microphone in his hand seemed to weigh tens of thousands of catties, and he couldn't pick it up at all.

His legs were shaking, maybe he was about to fall on the stage?

His stomach started churning again, maybe he was going to throw up on stage soon?

Just like three years ago.

No, he will be even more embarrassed than he was three years ago.

But when the prelude started, he saw Wen Ran opposite him.

Opposite him was the auditorium, and his Wen Ran was sitting in the originally empty auditorium.

Wen Ran just stared at him, eyes as gentle as water.

Wen Ran was talking to him, but he obviously didn't hear it, but he knew clearly that Wen Ran was talking about Mian Dong, you can do it.

Wen Ran raised his hand again, moving his fingers, was he rubbing his hair?

I am not singing in front of others, nor am I recording a show, I am singing for my Wen Ran.

He hypnotized himself, and finally began to sing after the prelude was over.

Throat hurts, it hurts like it has been torn.

But it doesn't matter, his Wen Ran will not dislike his bad singing.

Smell it, smell it, smell it...

Wen Ran, I love you...

Even though he insisted on singing to the end, he didn't sing well this second time, it can even be said to be very bad, and none of the words could catch the beat.

He took a breath, facing the direction of the director, and said apologetically, "Please let me sing it again."

The director had heard Meng Miandong's "Two" beforehand, and he never thought that Meng Miandong could sing this "Two" to pieces.

He couldn't help but start to wonder whether "Two" was repaired sentence by sentence by the sound repairer in the recording studio.

He had come into contact with Meng Miandong three years ago. At that time, Meng Miandong's singing skills were amazing, completely different from the Meng Miandong in front of him.

He was lamenting that Meng Miandong, the Ziwei star in the music scene, had completely fallen, but he heard Meng Miandong say: "Please let me sing it again."

He no longer had any hope for Meng Miandong, but he still agreed: "Okay."

The prelude to the third time started. Meng Miandong closed his eyes and breathed with all his strength.

When he opened his eyes again, his Wen Ran immediately caught his eyes.

Enveloped by Wen Ran's gentle gaze, he sang smoothly, kept up with the beat, and did not break the sound.

But the singing voice is much worse than the recording studio.

He thought to forget it, get off the stage, and go home quickly, so that he can let Wen Ran hug him and comfort him, but at the same time he hated his own weakness, obviously he can already sing smoothly After finishing a song, he still wanted to run away.

After a while, he didn't leave the stage, but asked the director to let him sing for the fourth time.

This fourth time, he was still not satisfied.

It was not until the seventh time that he sang that he reluctantly accepted his own singing voice.

He didn't go straight to Wen Ran, but walked up to the director and bowed: "Sorry for wasting your time, and let you listen to such an ugly singing voice."

Just now, the director heard Meng Miandong sing better than the first time, secretly said: Meng Miandong from three years ago is back again.

He did not expect that Meng Miandong would come to bow and apologize to him, and of course he would not speak out against the dedicated Meng Miandong.

Not only did he not criticize, but he even encouraged: "Miandong, you sing very well."

Meng Miandong bowed again: "Thank you."

After he apologized to all the staff present, he left the TV station.

Even though he had calmed down on the surface, after getting in the car, he still threw himself into Wen Ran's arms, and said pitifully: "Wen Ran, I was very scared just now, I felt very weak and very scared. It was useless, until the end, I still wanted to escape."

Wen Ran stretched out his arms to hug Meng Miandong, and then said with a smile: "No, you sing very well, you made Han Cheng cry."

Han Cheng was driving the car, when Wen Ran mentioned that he was crying, he immediately denied it: "I didn't cry."

In fact, he did cry, partly because Meng Miandong sang very movingly, and partly because he saw Meng Miandong's eyes full of fright and slightly trembling body. His eyes were no longer frightened, and his body no longer trembled, but he still cried, moved by Meng Miandong's efforts.

He has always been very emotional, otherwise he would not have insisted on being Meng Miandong's manager after Meng Miandong retired, and he would not have resigned without hesitation because of Wen Ran's solicitation.

But as a man, he would never admit that he cried.

However, he heard Wen Ran say again: "I took a picture of you crying."

How come there are photos?He roared in his heart, followed by Meng Miandong's voice: "So Brother Han really cried, I feel so accomplished."

These two kissing fish!

Don't think I don't know what you guys are doing in the bathroom stall, he thought through gritted teeth.

Then, he heard Wen Ran confess: "Actually, my eye sockets are also red."

Then, he didn't hear a sound.

After another moment, he heard the sound of water and Meng Miandong's low voice.

The two kissing fish were actually kissing in the back seat of the car. Not only were they kissing, but the hand of kissing fish No. [-] actually reached into the hem of Kissing fish No. [-]'s clothes.

It's really going downhill.

He rolled his eyes bitterly, and was stuffed with dog food again.

Half an hour later, he finally sent the two kissing fish to the downstairs of Kissing Fish No. [-]'s house.

Kissing Fish No. [-] got off the car and everything was normal, but Kissing Fish No. [-] was obviously bullied, with blushing face and messy clothes.

But messy is messy, but not a little bit of excess skin is exposed.

He bid farewell to the two kissing fish, and planned to finish today's work quickly so that he could go home with his wife.

Meng Miandong was helped upstairs by Wen Ran, he was worried about Han Cheng, Wen Ran didn't do anything excessive, but his body softened into a puddle of spring water.

His body is too easy to fall in love with Wen Ran.

As soon as he entered the house, Wen Ran pushed him against the door again, kissed his Adam's apple, and asked with concern: "You vomited just now, and you sang the song seven times, does your throat hurt?"

"It hurts, but it doesn't hurt too much, because Brother Han cried for me, and your eyes were red for me." Meng Miandong kissed the end of Wen Ran's eyes, "Thank you for giving me the courage to go on stage, Thank you for sitting under the stage and listening to me sing, I was standing on the stage, looking at you, if I didn't try to imagine that I was singing to you alone, I might not be able to finish singing at all."

Wen Ran shook his head and said: "You should thank yourself, you are obviously very scared, and you obviously dare not stand on the stage to sing, but you did it, you overcame your weakness, you completed the transformation, you turned yourself into better self."