Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

However, the urge to commit suicide was getting stronger day by day.

When he wakes up, when he sees the duvet, he will wonder if he can suffocate himself with the duvet; when he sees the wall, he will wonder how hard it takes to bump his head to death; When brushing his teeth and washing his teeth, he would wonder if sharpening the handle of the toothbrush could pierce his throat; when taking a bath, he would wonder if the water in the bathtub could drown him; How good it would be to be poisoned; when going out for a walk, he would think that being accidentally hit by a car would not be considered suicide; When he was surrounded by tall buildings, he would think about what it would be like to jump off a tall building; he would even think that it would be good to die in Wen Ran's arms when he was in bed with Wen Ran...

Under the torment of all kinds of extremely negative thoughts, he was so thin that the bones of his whole body stood out.

He tried his best to suppress his thoughts, and every time he couldn't suppress it, he would look at the ring on his ring finger.

On the tenth day after Wen Ran proposed to him, he confessed to Wen Ran: "From today onwards, apart from going to the hospital, can we go out? Can you lock me in the bedroom and tie me up again? I'll see now Thinking of anything would lead to suicide, and I was afraid that one day I would lose control of myself."

Of course Wen Ran knew that Meng Miandong's depression was getting worse, but he didn't expect it to be this serious.

He was helpless, and sighed: "We don't need to go out, and I can lock you in the bedroom, but I can't bear to tie you up."

"It's okay." Meng Miandong hugged Wen Ran vigorously, "It's okay, I do it voluntarily, and even if I'm tied up, I won't feel uncomfortable."

"No." Wen Ran didn't intend to continue this topic, so he simply opened his lips and kissed Meng Miandong.

There are three main types of treatment for depression: psychotherapy, medication, and physical therapy.

Meng Miandong is currently undergoing psychotherapy and drug therapy at the same time, and has never used physical therapy. Physical therapy includes modified electroshock therapy and repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation therapy.

But both have side effects. The former is short-term memory loss, nausea, fatigue, etc., and the latter has the risk of inducing epilepsy and hypomania.

If Meng Miandong does not recover for a long time, he can only try physical therapy.

Because Meng Miandong's attending doctor was on rotation that day, Wen Ran didn't take Meng Miandong to the hospital. He was afraid that something might happen to Meng Miandong, so he almost didn't close his eyes all night.

On the 11th day when Wen Ran proposed to Meng Miandong, at dawn, Wen Ran took Meng Miandong to the hospital.

However, the doctor did not have an effective treatment plan. In order to prevent Meng Miandong from committing suicide, he increased the dosage of medication.

As a result, Meng Miandong became groggy all day long, and he didn't even have the strength to speak, and it was difficult to swallow food, let alone commit suicide.

He felt that he was already a pool of dead flesh, so he might as well just rot like this.

But when he saw Wen Ran, he felt that it was wrong for him to think so, and he absolutely couldn't make Wen Ran sad.

He silently encouraged himself in his heart, hoping that he would get better as soon as possible.

Even in the face of Meng Miandong, who is pale and skinny, Wen Ran is not discouraged at all.

He helped Meng Miandong walk in the room every day, held Meng Miandong's hand to feed Meng Miandong, took a bath for Meng Miandong every day...he did everything he could, but his Miandong was still Weakened day by day.

Although Meng Miandong in front of him is still alive, he is only one step away from death.

He felt that he was terribly weak and there was no way to prevent Meng Miandong's death.

He and Meng Miandong seemed to have fallen into an abyss, they had to be forced to fall, and there was no way to return to the flat ground.

Then let's die together.

No, haven't tried physical therapy yet.

But physical therapy will definitely not work, so give it up.

Let's die together.

He made up his mind, and the whole person relaxed a lot.

No.30 Nine days after he proposed to Meng Miandong, Meng Miandong miraculously recovered.

Obviously a patient with severe depression who should have no desire to survive, Meng Miandong showed a strong desire to survive.

After seeing the doctor, Meng Miandong reduced the dose of the medicine and stopped being groggy all day long.

Seeing that Meng Miandong is getting better, Wen Ran helps Meng Miandong go for a walk outside every day.

Outside, the deep winter has passed, and the early spring has entered. Even though the spring is cold, everything has begun to recover, and everything that comes into view is showing a dazzling vitality.

When Meng Miandong's body functions recovered a bit, Wen Ran no longer supported Meng Miandong, but let Meng Miandong take a walk by himself.

Gradually, Meng Miandong's sleep quality improved, her anorexia lessened, her thinking improved, and she became less silent.

Six days after Wen Ran proposed to Meng Miandong, Meng Miandong's weight finally rose from 45 kg to 55 kg, a full ten kg increase.

Meng Miandong's height is 1.7 meters eight, and the standard weight should be around 66 kilograms. Meng Miandong's weight before suffering from depression was 61 kilograms, which is relatively light, but it has become extremely difficult to return to a relatively light weight. things.

Nine days after Wen Ran proposed to Meng Miandong, Meng Miandong stood on the scale and found that he had gained another [-] kilograms, happily jumped off the scale, and then hugged Wen Ran.

He was caught off guard by a bone on Wen Ran's body. It turned out that Wen Ran was so thin, so thin that he didn't even know why he didn't notice it before.

Is it because of depression that he has no energy to notice Wen Ran?

His eyes were red with self-blame, and he buried his face in Wen Ran's heart, and said in a muffled voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't care enough about you, I didn't notice that you also lost so much weight."

"It's not your fault." Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's hair and said, "Let's get fat together."

"Yeah." Meng Miandong suggested, "Shall we have a competition?"

Wen Ran said with a smile: "Who gets fatter first?"

Meng Miandong nodded, and continued: "Who will regain the original weight first. If I win, you will end your vacation and go to work, if..."

Before Meng Miandong finished speaking, Wen Ran interrupted, "I won't go to work until you fully recover."

Meng Miandong pinched Wen Ran's tight cheeks, and said with a broken smile, "Wen Ran, are you confused? If I can regain my original weight, it means that my depression is almost cured, and of course you should go to work. "

Wen Ran was startled, then smiled and said: "You are right."

When the voice fell to the ground, he asked again: "What if I win?"

Meng Miandong said shyly, "If you win, you can do whatever you want with me."

Wen Ran said with a narrow smile: "Miandong finally tempted me again, I am very excited."

"I didn't seduce you, I obviously used a very pure tone." Meng Miandong's expression was quite calm, but unfortunately, his blushing face betrayed him mercilessly.

Wen Ran put his hand on Meng Miandong's cheek, pretending to be surprised and said: "It's so hot, does my Miandong have a fever?"

Meng Miandong took advantage of the situation and said, "Yes, I have a fever."

"Why don't I personally measure your temperature, use this..." Wen Ran grabbed Meng Miandong's hand maliciously.

Meng Miandong's palm was instantly scalded, causing her face to turn even redder.

He raised his head, looked at Wen Ran and said, "Before measuring, you should weigh yourself first, and I will record it."

Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong horizontally, then leaned into Meng Miandong's ear and said, "I can't wait, I want to start measuring your temperature now."

After more than an hour, Wen Ran licked and kissed Meng Miandong's wet butterfly bone and said, "It's really hot."

Meng Miandong covered her face halfway, and only let out a sound similar to whimpering.

In fact, the two of them hadn't enjoyed such a lingering taste for a long time. With Meng Miandong's improvement, Meng Miandong's senses, which were so dull that they were almost numb, finally recovered most of them.

Meng Miandong was very tired, but managed not to fall asleep, wrapped her arms around Wen Ran's neck and said, "Hold me out, I want to watch you weigh yourself."

Of course Wen Ran knew that Meng Miandong was very determined to win, otherwise Meng Miandong would never have grown from an orphan to a medical expert.

He didn't refuse, picked Meng Miandong up from the bed, and walked to the weighing scale in the living room.

He didn't want to let Meng Miandong go, so he carried Meng Miandong on the weighing scale.

The number displayed on the scale was 56 kilograms, minus Meng Miandong's weight of 58 kilograms, Wen Ran's weight was [-] kilograms.

Wen Ran's height is 1.8 meters 67, and Meng Miandong's weight before suffering from depression was [-] kg.

Meng Miandong glanced at the display screen, stared at Wen Ran and said, "You must gain weight quickly."

Wen Ran said confidently: "I will definitely gain weight quickly and win the competition..."

He deliberately paused for a moment, then bit Meng Miandong's ear and said: "As long as I win the game, I can continue to take vacations, and I can also do all kinds of inappropriate things to my Miandong."

He didn't get a response from Meng Miandong for a long time, so he let go of Meng Miandong's ears and went to see Meng Miandong, only to find that Meng Miandong had fallen asleep.

Meng Miandong's physical strength is mediocre, and after suffering from depression, it is far inferior to ordinary people.

Just did it once, but Meng Miandong fell asleep so easily.

Wen Ran sighed, carried Meng Miandong back to the bed, brought a hot towel, wiped Meng Miandong, and then whispered: "Sleep peacefully, I will accompany you."

On the hundredth day when he proposed to Meng Miandong, their contest came to an end, and the winner was Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong got off the scale, and said triumphantly to Wen Ran: "I won, you can go to work tomorrow."

"Okay, I'll go to work tomorrow, but I have one condition." Wen Ran said seriously, "Until you recover, you must accompany me to work."

Meng Miandong knew that Wen Ran couldn't let him go, and immediately agreed: "Well, I will accompany you to work until I recover."

On the [-]st day when Wen Ran proposed to Meng Miandong, as soon as Wen Ran and Meng Miandong walked into the office, Wen Yan, who had developed dark circles under his eyes, immediately threw himself on Wen Ran, complaining pitifully: "Brother, you If you don’t come back, your dear brother will die from overwork.”

Before changing to this, Wen Ran didn't care about such jokes, but now when he heard about death, he instinctively tensed up, did he have a stress reaction?

He ordered himself not to overreact, and after a while, he said to Wen Yan, "Tell me the operation situation in the past few months when I haven't come to work."