Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

The last January [-]th was the anniversary of the death of Meng Miandong who committed suicide by jumping off a building. Ironically, this day was also an auspicious day for Wen Ran to finish a project that could change the fate of the company.

That day, Wen Ran came out of the company, excitedly went to buy a ring, bought 99 red roses, and planned to propose to Meng Miandong.

However, what Wen Ran saw was Meng Miandong jumping down from the rooftop.

He embraced Meng Miandong in his brain and blood, and proposed to Meng Miandong with a smile on his face. Meng Miandong put his fingers on the back of his hand, and finally showed him a bleak smile, and then broke. gas.

After that, he lived the life of a walking dead.

He never dared to think carefully about the situation at that time, but on January [-]th, when he woke up, all the details of that time were replaying in his mind non-stop.

He turned his head to look at Meng Miandong, and suddenly embraced Meng Miandong in his arms.

Meng Miandong had already woken up, noticed something strange about Wen Ran, then rubbed Wen Ran's heart, and asked, "What happened?"

"Nothing happened." At least not for now.

Wen Ran doesn't plan to go out today, he has already bought all the ingredients in advance, there are too many chances of committing suicide outside, so especially today he must imprison his miandong in this house.

"That's good." Meng Miandong glanced at the phone, the time was 25:[-] in the morning.

He yawned: "I want to sleep a little longer."

Wen Ran clearly remembered that the last time he went out was around 05:30, it was not yet dawn at that time, he went out so early in order to finish the work earlier, so that he could come back early to propose to Meng Miandong.

Before going out, he made a sandwich and wrote on the sandwich with salad dressing: There is milk in the refrigerator, and the milk and the sandwich must be warmed before eating. He also drew a love heart behind the word "eat".

At that time, he thought that everything would be on the right track in the future, but he never thought that Meng Miandong would bring sandwiches and milk to the rooftop and jump down in front of his eyes.

This time he must protect Meng Miandong, whom he lost and recovered.

He gently kissed Meng Miandong's hair and said, "Well, you can sleep a little longer, I will accompany you."

Even though he said that, in fact, he didn't dare to relax his vigilance at all, even though his body was extremely tired.

What if... what if Meng Miandong sneaked out of his arms when he was asleep, found the key he hid, opened the door and went to the rooftop?

Even if he could do it all over again and go to various worlds to save Meng Miandong, he couldn't bear the pain of losing Meng Miandong anymore.

His hands became tighter and tighter, almost embedded in Meng Miandong's body.

Meng Miandong felt the pain without protesting, the pain made him feel more alive.

Recently, he has had the idea of ​​suicide almost every day, and he will try his best to suppress it every time, but maybe one day, he will no longer be able to suppress it, and eagerly seek relief?

"Hold tighter." He heard himself saying this to Wen Ran.

Only then did Wen Ran realize that he was hugging too tightly, and said apologetically, "It hurts, right? Wouldn't it be uncomfortable if I hugged him tighter?"

"I'm very uncomfortable. My body and consciousness are so uncomfortable that I can't describe it in words, but being held by you is not uncomfortable at all. Wen Ran...I..." Meng Miandong hesitated for a long time, but still confessed , "I want to commit suicide, you should have noticed it? So hold me tighter, it's better not to move me, I don't want to..."

The tears burst instantly, and he choked up and continued: "I don't want to leave you, don't let me leave you, you can still tie me up and put me in a cage..."

In the end, he didn't even know what he was talking nonsense about.

"Miandong, live on." Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong even tighter, letting Meng Miandong's tears soak his pajamas.

Meng Miandong cried for a long time until her voice became hoarse, and she was not comforted by Wen Ran.

Wen Ran glanced at the watch on the bedside, it was already [-]:[-] in the morning.

And Meng Miandong committed suicide by jumping off the building at 29:[-] in the morning.

There is an hour and 29 minutes left until 28:[-].

Time passed minute by minute, and every minute and every second was suffering.

Fortunately, Meng Miandong fell asleep not long after crying.

Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong intently, waiting for the time to pass.

The muscles of his body were stiff, his nerves were tense, his heart was beating violently, and he was sweating all over because of tension and fear.

Finally, just when he thought he was about to die suddenly, the second hand passed twelve smoothly, and the time changed from 29:[-] to [-]:[-].

He still didn't dare to take it lightly, and stared at Meng Miandong for a long time, until Meng Miandong woke up.

Meng Miandong woke up because of difficulty in breathing.

He looked at Wen Ran and said, "Can you let me go?"

Wen Ran instinctively refused: "No, Miandong, I won't allow you to commit suicide."

"I didn't let you loose my...I..." Meng Miandong coughed suddenly.

Wen Ran was startled, and realized that it was because he hugged her too tightly, which made it difficult for Meng Miandong to breathe.

He quickly let go of his hand, and patted Meng Miandong's back lightly, to comfort Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong coughed until his eyes were red, and his thin body seemed to fall apart in the next second.

When he calmed down, he hurriedly surrounded Wen Ran and said, "I'm fine, I'm fine, don't be nervous."

Only then did Wen Ran realize that he was shaking violently, every bone and every inch of skin was not spared.

"I'm sorry for making you worry." Wen Ran took Meng Miandong into his arms and said softly, "Are you hungry? Shall I serve you wontons?"

"I should say sorry to you. I cried and dirty your pajamas." Meng Miandong apologized before replying, "Okay, I like to eat wontons."

He still has no appetite, still feels nauseated and vomits, but he didn't lie, seeing Wen Ran's appearance just now, he suddenly realized that if he committed suicide, Wen Ran would most likely die in love.

In order for Wen Ran to survive, he must first survive himself.

He can't be too selfish, only caring about his own liberation, and drag Wen Ran into hell.

Wen Ran made him feel the taste of beautiful love. Wen Ran held him in the palm of his hand. Wen Ran didn't cook at all, so he signed up for a cooking training class for him and cooked for him every day. I left work aside, just to be with him...

Such a good smell, he definitely can't live up to it.

Wen Ran forced a smile, changed into pajamas, and carefully locked the bedroom door before going to the kitchen.

The wontons are wontons with mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimps. The soup base is chicken soup boiled yesterday, and he added a handful of green vegetables.

After the shiitake mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp wontons came out of the pan, he spread egg shreds on top and sprinkled chopped green onions.

He brought two bowls of wontons with mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp to the dining table before opening the bedroom door.

Meng Miandong was still lying on the bed, she didn't look depressed, she smiled at him and said, "It smells so good, I'm almost drooling."

He walked up to Meng Miandong, gave Meng Miandong a good morning kiss, and said, "Get up, brush your teeth and wash your face."

Meng Miandong stood up from the bed, bent down, put his chin on Wen Ran's shoulder, and confessed: "Wen Ran, I love you very much."

Wen Ran turned around with firm eyes: "I love you too, Mian Dong, I believe we will be able to get through this most difficult time together, and after that, we will be able to usher in a bright future."

"I believe it too." Meng Miandong went to brush his teeth and wash his face, while Wen Ran stood by.

Mushroom, salted egg yolk and shrimp wonton in chicken soup base is Meng Miandong's favorite flavor, but his sense of smell has failed, and he can't smell the slightest fragrance.

He knew he was hungry now, but it was physical hunger, not psychological hunger.

He forced himself to eat another one, and couldn't eat any more.

He raised his head and said honestly: "I can't eat it now, but I have to. Wen Ran, feed me, okay?"

Wen Ran nodded, walked to Meng Miandong's side, helped Meng Miandong up, sat on Meng Miandong's original chair, and let Meng Miandong sit on his lap.

He first planted countless loving kisses on Meng Miandong, and then he fed Meng Miandong with mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp wontons.

Even though Wen Ran fed it himself, Meng Miandong still had no appetite, but he obediently ate all the wontons with mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp.

Wen Ran happily kissed Meng Miandong's ear and said, "My Miandong is really powerful."

Is eating a whole bowl of shiitake mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp wontons considered amazing?It's obviously such a simple thing, only he can't do it well.

Meng Miandong inserted his fingers into Wen Ran's fingers one by one, and held them firmly without making a sound.

After a while, he finally said, "Go and eat your bowl of wontons."

Wen Ran pulled out the fingers of his right hand, stretched out his hand, and brought over his own bowl of wontons with mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp, and said with a smile: "This time I will feed me with Mian Dong."

Meng Miandong didn't refuse, still sitting on Wen Ran's lap, turned around, holding a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other.

His back touched the edge of the table, and he knocked a little, but he didn't notice it, and he didn't react until he saw Wen Ran reaching out to hug his back.

Wen Ran is always so considerate and considerate, but he always causes troubles for Wen Ran, so he must overcome depression and repay Wen Ran well.

——No, Wen Ran doesn't need anything in return from him, love is two people supporting and giving each other.

And only when he is alive can he and Wen Ran support and pay each other.

Feeling Wen Ran's body temperature, he suddenly felt a desire to survive.

He fed all the mushrooms, salted egg yolk and shrimp wontons in the bowl to Wen Ran, and then he said to Wen Ran seriously: "When I recover, I will find a job. I want to share the pressure for you, as long as I can find a job with good income." , and a stable job, even if your business fails, I can support you."

Ever since Meng Miandong was diagnosed with depression, she hasn't talked about her future plans.

Wen Ran's eyes were filled with tears, he caressed Meng Miandong's face and said, "I'll just wait for you to raise me."

Meng Miandong complained, "Do you want your business to fail?"

Wen Ran said seriously: "Isn't it a good thing to let you support me if my business fails?"

Meng Miandong laughed and said, "Is this a good thing?"

"This is a good thing, no rebuttal is allowed, Miandong..." Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong, and said, "I am 29 years old, and the average life expectancy for men in the country is 73 years old. I have good physical fitness and usually exercise So I can at least live to be 80 years old, and there are 51 years left, and for these 51 years, I rely on you to support me, if you don’t support me, I will starve to death.”

He put on a pitiful look, rubbed Meng Miandong's lips with his lips, and swallowed Meng Miandong's promise: "I will raise you, I will not let you starve to death." of."

He licked Meng Miandong's slightly dry lips, then burrowed into Meng Miandong's mouth, tasting it lightly.

Before Meng Miandong's depression worsened, they often kissed, but after Meng Miandong's depression worsened, such lingering kisses never happened again.

The long-lost kiss made Wen Ran's whole body more throbbing than the first kiss.

Even if he didn't lift his eyes to take a peek, he knew that Meng Miandong felt the same as him at the moment.

Not long after, a sweet and greasy moan entered Wen Ran's cochlea from the gap between Meng Miandong's lips and teeth, which made him pleasantly surprised.

After kissing for a long time, Wen Ran let go of Meng Miandong's lips and teeth, Meng Miandong's lips became red and swollen from his kiss, and her face was also flushed.

He stroked Meng Miandong's eyebrows and said seductively, "Do you want to be hugged by me?"

"Think, hug me, Wen Ran." Meng Miandong took the initiative to unbutton Wen Ran's pajamas.

However, it's not that easy.

Even though Meng Miandong has made up his mind to live on, his body still cannot fully feel the joy.

When his wet body fell on the duvet, he couldn't help but said to Wen Ran: "I'm sorry."

Wen Ran rubbed his hair, shook his head and said, "Don't say I'm sorry, as long as you can live, that's enough for me."

He said firmly: "Well, I will live."

Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong to take a bath, let Meng Miandong sleep for a while, and then woke Meng Miandong up to watch a comedy together.

Because Meng Miandong's mental state was not bad, Wen Ran felt that the tormenting January [-]th passed much faster.

After the second hand crossed twelve, January [-] finally came to an end safely.

January [-]th, January [-]th, January [-]th...

The days passed day by day, and Meng Miandong's mood fluctuated a lot, but he did not commit self-harm or suicide.

On the first seven days of Meng Miandong last time, what Wen Ran did was sleep with the corpse, cook food for the corpse, cut fruit for the corpse, bathe the corpse, and hold the corpse and talk in the rest of the time.

This time, when Wen Ran woke up, Meng Miandong's body was suddenly filled with spots and a stench.

He broke out in a cold sweat, and after gathering his composure, he lowered his head and looked at Meng Miandong without blinking.

Now Meng Miandong in his arms is a living Meng Miandong, his heart is still heaving slightly due to breathing.

This is really great.

As soon as Meng Miandong woke up and opened his eyes, he came into contact with Wen Ran's sight, and in Wen Ran's sight there was the joy of the afterlife.

Confused, he kissed Wen Ran's lips and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Wen Ran didn't answer, but took out a ring box made of red velvet from the bedside table.

He got out of bed, knelt on the ground, opened the ring box, and looked at Meng Miandong almost reverently: "Miandong, are you willing to marry me?"

——He prepared this ring in advance, and he bought the same style as last time.

He wanted to propose to Meng Miandong with the same ring, completely erasing the last tragedy.

Meng Miandong was suddenly in a daze. The same-sex marriage bill was passed a year ago, but according to news reports, there are not many newcomers who have registered. After all, same-sex marriage is not the mainstream of society and is more or less discriminated against. To buy high-quality sperm to have children, but gay men can only pay high prices for surrogacy. However, surrogacy itself is not legal, and the adoption of orphans basically does not consider homosexuality, which means that families composed of gay men are doomed. have kids.

In this society where the idea of ​​passing on the family line still remains, most people still hope to have a child.

In order to have a child, there are not a few homosexuals who cheat into marriage.

Before meeting Wen Ran, Meng Miandong had never liked anyone, but she also thought about having a child of her own in the future.

After falling in love with Wen Ran, he never thought about children anymore, but he never thought about marrying Wen Ran.

Because Wen Ran... Wen Ran is obviously more inclined towards bisexuality, and he once heard that Ran talked about watching adult videos of men and women.

"I..." He ordered himself to calm down, "If I agree to your marriage proposal, you will never have children in this lifetime."

"I don't need a child." Wen Ran looked at Meng Miandong with burning eyes, "I need you, I only need you, so, Miandong, you must live on and spend this life with me."

Hearing Wen Ran's confession, Meng Miandong felt the supreme happiness belatedly. He wiped his tears with his right hand: "I am willing to marry you and spend this life with you."

Wen Ran held up the inside of Meng Miandong's left wrist, put the ring on Meng Miandong's ring finger, kissed the back of Meng Miandong's hand and said, "Miandong, when you recover, let's register for marriage."

Meng Miandong imagined the situation when she and Wen Ran went to the marriage registration office to register, imagined the situation when they got the big red marriage certificate, and unconsciously shed tears.

Wen Ran stood up, hugged Meng Miandong, wiped the corners of Meng Miandong's eyes with his fingers, and coaxed, "Don't cry."

On the contrary, Meng Miandong burst into tears. Even though he was still far away from being cured of depression, he had never been so happy.

His Wen Ran proposed to him, and he will be married to his Wen Ran legally.

Therefore, no matter how hard and difficult it is, he must overcome depression.