Two trees make a forest

"You're so unconfident, you'll know when you go to S University to study with Teacher Liang for a few days." Lou Xiao said confidently, and handed me the student ID card she had prepared in her pocket.I was even more confused when I held it in my hand.

Since then, I have become an auditor of Professor S Daliang. I have to listen to all her classes, and I have to write down my experience every day, not only analyzing myself, but also other students in her class.Later, Professor Liang even asked me to play with every student in her class.I am still nervous in front of people, and I am a little hesitant behind people, because I don't know if it is good to continue like this.But seeing that Lou Xiao is working so hard for me, I have to bite the bullet and try.

After following Teacher Liang for a month, Teacher Liang asked me to perform the last scene of "The Butterfly Lovers", and I was in a group with her protégé Zhou Liang.Teacher Liang appointed me to play Zhu Yingtai to perform the heartache of losing her lover and the happiness of her lover turning into a butterfly.There is no problem with the lines, expressions and stage props, but when Zhou Liang and I stood on the stage and entered the play, Mr. Liang started to stop, especially my words and deeds, which always made me feel uncomfortable. She was dissatisfied, and after tossing for an hour, Teacher Liang had to let the next group start.Some of you have passed it once, some have passed it twice or three times, but no group has the most number of n machines like me.I was sitting in the auditorium, and I heard many people behind me talking about Zhou Liang being so spoiled by me.I was a little ashamed and didn't dare to watch the performance on the stage, and my heart was in a mess.

"It's okay, you don't want to join the show, just join the show." Zhou Liang is a gentle person, seeing me depressed, he immediately came to comfort me.

After the last group performed, Teacher Liang turned to look at us, and finally stopped his eyes on Zhou Liang and me: "Everyone go to rest, Zhou Liang and Lin Duoduo stay." Everyone said goodbye to Zhou Liang and left one after another. , Only me, Zhou Liang and Mr. Liang are left in the theater.Teacher Liang sat back in his seat and said calmly, "Go and perform it again."

Trembling with fear, Zhou Liang and I walked up, glanced at each other and started acting.This time, Teacher Liang didn't stop, and didn't ask Zhou Liang until we had finished the performance, "Who is in your eyes?"

Zhou Liang straightened his body, and answered with a straight voice: "Zhu Yingtai." I was a little blushing when I heard it, because I knew that my poor performance had hurt Zhou Liang.Zhou Liang didn't laugh, and cooperated with me all the time.

Teacher Liang leaned back slightly, and asked me the same question: "Lin Duoduo, who is in your eyes?" Liang, also felt that something was wrong. Seeing that I was anxious, Teacher Liang began to answer my doubts: "This is your problem. Lin Duoduo, your old problem. You don't see the characters in your eyes or heart, so you can't get into the play." .” I lowered my head in shame.Teacher Liang's tone has always been calm: "I know you have worked hard and forced yourself into the drama, but you are repelled in your heart. Because you have someone in your heart, no one else can catch your eyes." Teacher Liang's words I was dumbfounded by what I said, and I wanted to deny it, but I couldn't get it out of my mouth.

Looking at Teacher Liang's bright eyes, I felt that I was almost seen through by her.I took a step back with some trepidation.Unexpectedly, Teacher Liang said with a smile: "Lin Duoduo, don't be afraid. As the saying goes, good and bad depend on each other. If we think about it from another angle, everything will be solved." I looked at Teacher Liang puzzled.At this moment, Teacher Liang stood up energetically, and clapped his hands to cheer us up: "Lin Duoduo, this is good, you treat Zhou Liang as the person in your heart, but you can regard Liang Shanbo as the person in your heart. You can even regard Zhou Liang as the person in your heart. Liang wants to look like him. Come on, let's try."

Teacher Liang's words left me with lingering fears. Mu Xizi is a secret I can't tell. How could I think of her or even bring her into the role.I walked back timidly.But it was Zhou Liang who grabbed my wrist and said, "Professor Liang is right. Lin Duoduo, think of me as him, give it a try." I felt my hands tremble a little, and my forehead protruded slightly. cold sweat.Zhou Liang told me in a low voice: "Actually, I also regarded you as someone to complete the performance." After speaking, he smiled a little embarrassedly.My tense mood was relieved a lot.

Seeing Zhou Liang's shy face and seeing Teacher Liang's serious attitude, I slowly closed my eyes to let the unbearable thoughts in my heart surface.When I opened my eyes again, my head was full of Mu Xizi, and I told myself that the Mu Xizi in front of me was the person I loved, she was seriously ill in bed, and finally died of illness.I looked at Zhou Liang sadly and couldn't help crying.Teacher Liang exclaimed from the audience: "Yes, it's that kind of look." After being so frightened, I woke up again, saw Zhou Liang clearly in front of me, and turned my head away to wipe away tears in embarrassment.

"Lin Duoduo feels like this, you have entered the play." Teacher Liang kept explaining to me below, "Sometimes we don't have to be the characters in the play, we can also let the characters in the play become us. In this way, we can treat them sincerely, walk into them, say what we usually dare not say, and do what we usually dare not do. Actors can also be a reflection of ourselves."

I put away my tears, and Teacher Liang walked by the stage and looked at me: "Lin Duoduo, you are an actor, you can do it. You can't be a character in the play, so let them all be your characters and serve you .”

Looking at the sincerity in Teacher Liang's eyes, I felt very warm in my heart. For a long time, I had lingering fears about Mu Xizi's unrevealed feelings. I couldn't show them, I could only hide them.The heart is distraught, and the body also weakens.Now I have found a new channel where I can openly pour out my feelings for her. I feel a lot more relieved in my long-suffering heart.I took a step forward and mustered up my courage: "Teacher Liang, let me try again." Seeing Teacher Liang nod happily, I became more confident.Even in the face of Zhou Liang, I can forget about my shyness.

Close my eyes, my heart is Mu Xizi, open my eyes, my eyes are Mu Xizi.I laughed and laughed very happily, and I cried and cried very sadly.Whether crying or laughing, I always cry and laugh because of Mu Xizi from the bottom of my heart.As Mr. Liang said, I can't be a character in the play, so let the characters in the play be used by me.Use their love to deduce the love that I can't express.

After crying and laughing, and following Zhou Liang's curtain call, Teacher Liang burst into laughter, pointed at me and said loudly, "Lin Duoduo, that's it, this is acting. You finally learned how to act."

I looked at Zhou Liang beside me, and he also smiled affirmatively.For the first time, I felt that acting brought me a sense of happiness.Because I can use fake performances to show real feelings.I shouted in my heart: Lin Duoduo, Lin Duoduo, you can express your love for Mu Xizi to your heart's content through performances, you don't need to hide it, just express it without reservation.

The depression in my heart slowly dissipated, and the bright sunshine poured in.Looking at the empty auditorium, I smiled contentedly.

Teacher Liang then asked Zhou Liang and me to rehearse it again. I brought Mu Xizi in again and again, and it felt better every time.The performance is also like a broken bamboo, very smooth.The more Mr. Liang watched, the more excited he became, and finally decided to choose me and Zhou Liang as the hero and heroine of the final class performance.I was caught off guard by this jackpot.

Lou Xiao came to pick me up from school, and tears filled his eyes when he saw me excited, and was ridiculed by Teacher Liang for being too fake.After I got into the car with Lou Xiao, Lou Xiao started nagging again: "Duo Duo is really enlightened, and he can also be the heroine of Mr. Liang. It's really an eye-opener, and it's worthy of me to go to Puji every week incense in the temple."

I glanced at Lou Xiao, and I was also happy in my heart.It was just a big turning point for me after all.Looking at the neon lights outside the window, changing colors and forms, it is really beautiful.The dim street lights are also very cute.

Lou Xiao leaned over and asked in a low voice: "How did Teacher Liang enlighten you?" Seeing that I didn't say anything, Lou Xiao faltered again: "In the future, I will also enlighten your younger brothers and sisters."

"If you figure it out, you will be enlightened." I admired the night view of Beijing, and the sense of satisfaction and happiness in my heart lingered.Today's performance made me feel at ease physically and mentally. For Mu Xizi's daring to think, say, and do, I can use the performance to vent.I had a new reason to continue acting in the future, and it was an undeniable reason.

Teacher Liang's decision naturally caused dissatisfaction among the class, but Zhou Liang also agreed, and everyone couldn't say anything, so they could only cooperate and start preparing.After the script came down, everyone divided the work and began to rehearse intensely, matching lines in twos and threes.It's a pity that no one wants to find me.I had no choice but to stand in the corner alone in obscurity.Someone patted me, and when I turned around, it was Zhou Liang.I looked over his shoulder and saw many people looking over with disdain on their faces.

"Don't worry about them, let's do it." Zhou Liang sat side by side with me.

"I was originally a transfer student, and now I am assigned such a heavy burden, everyone will definitely have some opinions." I still have self-knowledge.It's not that I've never been left out, it's just that being left out always feels bad.

"They've seen your performance, so they won't doubt you anymore." After Zhou Liang finished speaking, he took the script and began to speak his lines seriously. I couldn't feel sorry for myself anymore, and quickly followed his pace.

The first rehearsal was three days later, and everyone stood backstage, all very nervous.Teacher Liang sat alone in the auditorium, looking at the stage with an arrogant attitude.Following Teacher Liang's order, everyone began to come to the stage one after another.Zhou Liang and I glanced at each other and got on stage.Although everyone's positions are still a little inappropriate and there is a slight collision, but when I think that Zhou Liang is Mu Xizi, and I can confide my love to her openly and honestly, I can't suppress the excitement in my heart and perform it with all my heart.

Learning with Director Hao is getting smoother and getting along with the crew is getting better and better.We still make appointments to go out to play from time to time.In the crew, I also learned to play mahjong.Sometimes the fight was too late, and Director Hao scolded everyone for being out of spirit the next day.Everyone laughed.But Duoduo doesn't know why he's been very busy recently, and our contact is getting less and less.I called my aunt to ask about it, and my aunt only said that Duoduo went to S University to study, and the schoolwork was a bit heavy.I complained a few words, but my aunt only said that Duoduo wanted to study hard and live up to the high expectations of the company.I can only hang up the phone and complain to the stars.The starry sky is beautiful. I took a few photos and wanted to send them to Duoduo, but I couldn't press the send button for a long time. Finally, I had to forget it.When did I become so cautious and submissive?I looked up at the starry sky, feeling upset.

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They are all Mu Xizi o(*￣︶￣*)o