Two trees make a forest

I spent the rest of the vacation in a muddle. I received a call from Lou Xiao the day before returning to vacation, and he reminded me to get on the plane on time.I stepped into the train station under the escort of my dad.My dad thought that I was about to get on the train to Shanghai. He never thought that I would just get off the train when I got to the provincial capital and divert to take a plane to Beijing.Although it was not the first time to leave, my dad still nagged before he left.Looking at the back of my dad leaving, the guilt in my heart rotted into a big hole.It should be said that it is not just guilt, but also unfilial piety.I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, and I made a lot of choices I shouldn't have made in order to be with her, and now I'm an unfilial daughter who has to lie to my family.

I was sitting alone in the noisy waiting room. There were people going everywhere, and everyone made loud noises, not knowing what to say.I waited for the arrival of the train alone with a sad face, but my heart was turbulent, and it never calmed down.

I finally made it to Beijing, and Lou Xiao came to pick me up.After getting in the car, Lou Xiao asked, "What's the matter? Are you in such a bad mood?"

Mu Xizi is my biggest secret, and I can't reveal my heart to anyone, including Mu Xizi himself.So I just turned my body slightly, and said perfunctorily: "I'm too tired from running around."

"That's why you're tired. If you really become a star, but you don't have a normal schedule, you can leave as soon as you say. You will be tired at that time." Lou Xiao flipped through the notebook.

"Brother Lou, didn't you say that besides me, you have other people with you?" I hurriedly found a new topic.

"That's right. But they all started to receive notifications. And." Lou Xiao put down her notebook and looked at me seriously, "Sister Xuan said that in order to take good care of you, she assigned one of them to another agent. So Now I only take you and Chuchu with me."

The caring in Lou Xiao's mouth suddenly reminded me of Mu Xizi, and I immediately cheered up: "That's really sorry, Brother Lou, for making you miss an artist."

Lou Xiao shook her hand: "Sometimes one is enough, but it's hard to take care of too many." Lou Xiao took out a small notebook from her bag and handed it to me: "This is an extra bibliography I asked the teacher to write for you. You can find it all. Take a look, there are still videos that you can learn from. The teacher said that you are mainly because you have not positioned well, so you always lose face, and your acting skills have not improved." Lou Xiao carefully handed the notebook to me: "For this thing , I drank a lot of white wine and was drunk for several days. You have to study hard. "

Looking at the notebook in my hand, I suddenly felt that it was quite heavy, and I wanted to throw it away.But seeing Lou Xiao's firm expression again, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and agree.Although I was the last to come to this group of colleges and didn't study for a long time, I am a scumbag in the teacher's mouth.To put it better, I haven't got the hang of it yet, so I didn't save face and just told me to get out, don't desecrate the performance.Every time I know from Mu Xizi's short messages that she has succeeded in her studies, I always sigh because I have not succeeded in learning.It's not that I'm lazy, but that, as the teachers said, I'm afraid I haven't found the right door, so I haven't been able to perform it for a long time.Stuck on the show, I'm going crazy too.Especially now that I have distracting thoughts in my mind, I can't settle down and concentrate on studying.

It is conceivable that I was severely criticized by the teacher again in class.I went back to the dormitory and faced the wall thinking about my mistakes. I didn't know how I should go on.Xiao Mingming picked up the female number four of a TV series and went directly to the crew to report.Li Lan also participated in a stage play, the performance was in Beijing, but she had to rehearse every day, she left early and returned late.Since returning to the company, I have basically been alone in the dormitory.Artists who have not been announced can continue to attend classes and practice.But everyone's attitude towards learning has changed a lot, and the attitude of holding jokes is more.

I can get by with the subjects separately, but when they are put together, I will be defeated.Live performances of just a few minutes always end in failure.I remember that the teacher reported it to Lou Xiao.

Lunch time is when I can catch my breath.Lou Xiao sat across from me: "Have you read all those books?" I nodded, I read it, and took notes, but I just read it, and my performance didn't improve much.Lou Xiao scratched her head, very confused: "Do you want to act or not?"

Lou Xiao's question was right on point.I was at a loss with the chopsticks in my hands.I have always been studying for Mu Xizi. I used to be a university, but now I am acting.Knowing why I studied for her, I flinched in fear.Because I was disappointed by myself who had such thoughts.The pure and unadulterated friendship between me and Mu Xizi for more than ten years was soiled by me.I have a deep sense of guilt.So now I want to escape, escape from here, bypass Mu Xizi, I wonder if our friendship will remain the same as before.

I put the white rice in my mouth and chewed it, but I couldn't taste it. Lou Xiao repeated: "Duo Duo, do you still want to act? Give me a good word." I can hear it, Lou Xiao A little impatient.I bit my chopsticks and simply shook my head.I thought Lou Xiao would give up just like that, but unexpectedly he began to persevere and pour me chicken soup: "Duoduo, you just encountered a bottleneck now, it's normal, everyone will encounter it, and everyone wants to give up. But as long as we get through it, You'll find out that everything comes after the weather. As long as you don't give up, there is always a way."

I put down my chopsticks and looked at Lou Xiao seriously: "But, I want to give up." After speaking, I picked up my meal and got up to leave.

Lou Xiao followed closely, seeing me walking towards the dormitory, she simply grabbed me and walked out.After leaving the company, I don't know where I was dragged by Lou Xiao.I only knew that when I sat down, I was in a small room.Lou Xiao looked at me anxiously: "Duoduo, what happened to you at home, I can see that you are different from years ago. Before, you couldn't do it, at least you still had a lot of hard work. Now, I am in your eyes There is no hope."

I glanced at Lou Xiao, then lowered my head again: "It's just, just." I gave up on the goal I was chasing.

Lou Xiao leaned forward again: "I know, you didn't intend to be an entertainer, an actor, or a star. But you have already made a choice, so you should be responsible for it. You gave up before you graduated, isn't it in vain? This opportunity was wasted. You know, how rare this opportunity is for you. Sister Xuan values ​​you so much, as long as you succeed in your studies, the company will vigorously train you, and fame is just around the corner."

Lou Xiao's sugar-coated cannonballs didn't help me much, I still sat there blankly, feeling like I didn't know why I was here for a minute and a second.Looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, I really want to go back to Shanghai, back to A University, back to the freshman time without Mu Xizi.I am still that Lin Duoduo who has no big ambitions. I just want to return to Pingzhou after my studies, and be a daughter who can share for the family and not worry the family.Unfortunately, I am now trapped in the cage Mu Xizi drew for me, and my heart hurts if I can't fly.

"A lot, a lot." Seeing that I was distracted, Lou Xiao shook his hand in front of my eyes.In a trance, the wings I had just fluttered fell down again.I looked straight at Lou Xiao.Lou Xiao sighed, and cut straight to the point: "Is it possible that the person you love is unhappy when they know that you are engaged in acting?"

I felt that my little thoughts were seen through by Lou Xiao, and I hurriedly lowered my head in astonishment.Lou Xiao sighed again: "It's normal for you to care about his opinion. It would be silly to quit because he hasn't entered the showbiz yet. Duoduo, you must know that you have signed the contract. You can't stop just because you don't want to." Do it. There is a clear stipulation in the contract. If you fail to complete your studies on time, you are in breach of the contract."

My nerves suddenly became tense, and my eyes stared at Lou Xiao.

Lou Xiao looked disillusioned and began another round of persuasion: "Duo Duo, your family background is average, and you have a younger brother who is about to take the college entrance examination. I think your father is under a lot of pressure. At first glance, you are a good boy who is filial and sensible. If you follow the contract, you can still save a lot of money for your family in these five years. However, if you do it because of your own selfishness, you will pay a huge price. Isn’t it tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands? It's done. The company trains you, and the daily expenses are recorded in the book. Your food, clothing, housing, transportation, and various publicity can also be verified. You should also know that this is a lot of money. You have been decadent for three to five days It's okay, it's understandable to escape for ten days, but you waste the company's resources day after day, but you can't get away with just saying sorry. Why are Xiao Mingming, Li Lan, Shengan, Peng Shaofeng and the others so hardworking? , because they know that this is heaven and hell. The company can lift you up to the sky and make you a star that attracts everyone's attention, or it can trample you to the ground and make you saddled with outstanding accounts. Duo, don't you You yourself have to think about your family. The teachers are already very dissatisfied with your performance in the past two months. It was me who stopped their comments, otherwise, at this moment, the person who is looking for you to talk to It will be Miss Xuan."

Lou Xiao was eloquent, while I kept my heavy head down, feeling a little heavy on my shoulders: "But, but I just can't learn." When I think of my dad's gray temples, I really feel guilty for my own selfishness. sad.

"A lot." Seeing that I was soft-spoken, Lou Xiao also softened, "I have asked the teachers of various subjects. In fact, you have improved a lot. They have also read the notes you made, and they all think it is admirable. It’s true that you joined the company. It’s just that you’ve been too decadent during this period of time. You don’t look positive at all. Let you go to S University and study hard with other students in her class. You can put down your other classes first."

I looked at Lou Xiao in surprise, and Lou Xiao smiled slightly: "Ms. Liang and I are good friends, and she also told me the truth, you can still shape it, it's just a momentary hiatus. If you try harder Work hard, there is no problem in becoming a teacher."

I blinked, feeling very unreal in my heart: "Ms. Liang really said that?" I almost doubted whether the Mr. Liang that Lou Xiao talked about was the Mr. Liang who taught me.Because I only remember that Teacher Liang is the one who is the easiest to get angry at me, the one who hates me the most, and the one who criticizes me the most.Seeing Lou Xiao nodding confidently, I became even more suspicious that this was a white lie, just to make me stay.

Shooting is a race against time, especially abroad, because every second represents the burning of countless banknotes.I am also very moved by Director Hao's ability to control. He is familiar with different scenes and scenes. He has his own opinions, but he is not arbitrary.Following Director Hao, every day is very fulfilling.The filming location was finally in a place with a good signal, but Duoduo didn't reply to me very often. I wonder if her studies are too heavy recently.I heard from my aunt that her contemporaries have started receiving notifications. I can only let her relax and don't be too hard on myself.

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