In the Same Boat

Yao Zhan said that on purpose. In fact, he thinks that among all the people he met, regardless of gender, Qu Yiheng is the most handsome.

He just doesn't want to be frank.

It was as if he was having an awkward fight with Shao Wei, hearing the other party boasting, as if his belongings had been taken by others.

But he also knew in his heart that Qu Yiheng was not his at all.

It was physical education class again that day, and the two hid in the table tennis room where they had their first intimate contact. Qu Yiheng squatted in front of Yao Zhan as before. During this period, Yao Zhan touched his face for the first time and treated him Said: "You look so good-looking."

These words were like a feather, lightly teasing Qu Yiheng's every nerve was trembling.

At that time, they never thought about how the relationship between the two of them should be defined, or whether their first love was infinitely beautified and romantic like a legend.

They both feel that whether they are to each other or the other to themselves, they are just a little special, and it is a blind red adjustment in their boring high school life. Sooner or later, they will go their separate ways, and they have already done so. Well this is ready.

That's right, Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng at that time knew very well that after the college entrance examination, they would embark on different paths in life. During the time when they were very close, they never thought of inquiring about each other's whereabouts.

Until one day, Yao Zhan discovered that Qu Yiheng had disappeared.

How big is this world?

China has a land area of ​​963 million square kilometers, while the surface area of ​​the earth is about 930 square kilometers.

China has a population of 14 billion, while the world's population has reached 76 billion.

When Yao Zhan stood outside the school gate and drank a can of iced Coke, he suddenly realized that he might never see Qu Yiheng again.

They never talked about the future, never exchanged contact information, never really opened up to each other.

Their relationship is complex yet simple, obscene and pure.

Because their school didn't list the admission information of art students when the college entrance examination released the red list, so Yao Zhan didn't even see Qu Yiheng's name on the red list.

He vaguely remembered that Qu Yiheng said to Shao Wei after he made progress in a certain exam: "Actually, I am looking forward to the college entrance examination, when my name will finally appear on the same page as you."

At that time, Yao Zhan thought for a while, adding Qu Yiheng's cultural class and art test scores, he might really do well in the test, but now, he knows nothing about that boy.

In fact, you can also ask the teacher, the teacher must know, but what if you ask?What can I do if I know it?Aren't they already ready to say goodbye?

"I heard that Qu Yiheng and his family have moved." Shao Wei said, "I don't know where they moved. I called his house yesterday, but no one answered. Later, I heard what Teacher Xiao said, and moved away."

Yao Zhan suddenly had a feeling, as if that person just came to their world to meet each other, like a traveling companion on a journey, when he reached a certain crossroad, the other person turned to another road without hesitation.

When Yao Zhan looked at his name on the red list, he was a little disappointed. He regretted not only that he didn't say goodbye, but also that he didn't even have time to have a real fight with Qu Yiheng.

It's really a pity.

In the summer after Qu Yiheng left, Yao Zhan felt that life was boring.

He was occasionally pulled by Shao Wei to eat and drink with his classmates, and the farewell ceremony was carried out again and again, but most of the time he stayed alone.

One person plays on the basketball court in the community, one person goes to the Internet cafe to play games, one person plays billiards, and one person stands on the side of the road smoking and drinking Coke.

He didn't feel lonely at all, just a little lonely, and thought of Qu Yiheng from time to time, especially when passing by the school.

It is undeniable that that boy left a strong mark in his youth, and he missed him for a long time.

Later, Yao Zhan University started.

College life is so rich that people can’t rest. Yao Zhan met many new classmates, and his personality gradually became less indifferent than in high school. After the second year of middle school, he began to try to participate in various activities and try to be with the people around him. people make friends.

From the age of 19, he slowly swayed to his early twenties.

He began to love to talk and laugh, not much different from all boys of his age. He got good grades, and after finishing his graduate studies, he went to the best private hospital in the city for an internship.

From college to work, he has been in love and broke up. After a long time, he finds that he doesn't seem to be suitable for being with others.

In the final analysis, no matter what his appearance is, he is still the same as before. He is indifferent to others, doesn't think about others, is afraid of trouble, and even thinks that falling in love is troublesome.

On the first weekend when he became a full-time trainee, Shao Wei got married. He married their middle school classmate, Shao Wei's first love.

Yao Zhan was forced to be the best man, and accompanied Shao Wei to toast table by table.

After the wedding banquet, Shao Wei asked him: "What are your plans? Just be single like this?"

Yao Zhan confessed his sexuality to Shao Wei when he was in college. He also met his two previous boyfriends, Shao Wei. Now that he is single again, he himself doesn't care, but when his brothers got married, he was quite envious.

He recalled the question that he had thought about at the time. China is so big, the world is so big, and there are billions of people. Meeting someone who loves him is probably as difficult as flying to the sky without wings.

Shao Wei was undoubtedly lucky. At that time, Yao Zhan thought: I probably cannot have this kind of luck.

But later, he discovered that God actually treated him well.

33 is old.

It was raining that day, and he was wearing black clothes and holding a black umbrella, and went to the cemetery in the suburbs.

Their high school classmate Cha Hao died unexpectedly.

Yao Zhan and Che Hao were not close friends when they were in school, but they had a lot of contacts after work, and they even had a drink together a week before Che Hao's death.

The person who was still alive when he met last time met was already sleeping in a cold tomb. This made Yao Zhan feel that life was unpredictable, and he began to be afraid.

Although he keeps saying that love is worthless to him, who doesn't want to have someone hug him when he comes home from overtime work?

However, Yao Zhan didn't know if he would have such an opportunity in his lifetime, he was unwilling to let it go, and he didn't wait for the right person for a long time.

Life is short, and it may not be possible to wait for a lifetime.

However, at that funeral, he actually saw that person.

The other party was also dressed in black, standing under an umbrella, looking thin and delicate.

Qu Yiheng has hardly changed from 15 years ago. When the other party looked at him, Yao Zhan suddenly woke up from the scenes of his youth that had been sleeping for a long time.

At first, he didn't realize what this meeting would bring. They just drank and had sex, as if they wanted to make up for the regrets of the year, and had a good time.

But later, love took root in their hearts, and the two men in their 30s made a big circle and met again in love.

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33 is old.

15 years.

I missed it in those years, but fortunately I didn't miss it later.

The author has something to say: As soon as the episode is over, tomorrow is the episode between Dou Yucong and Mr. Cheng, and then this article can be completely ENDed!