In the Same Boat

Yao Zhan began to enjoy the ambiguous relationship between him and Qu Yiheng.

When the two got along, they still didn't talk much, no one noticed the turbulent undercurrent under the calm surface of the two of them, even Shao Wei didn't realize it.

Seeing that the art test was about to take place, Qu Yiheng had to put more energy on professional training, and their weekly tutoring was temporarily suspended.

The tutoring stopped, but the relationship between Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng developed rapidly.

It's not about falling in love, it's just comforting each other tacitly.

Qu Yiheng's time at school is getting less and less, but on weekends, Yao Zhan will go to the place where he draws and wait for him.

It was getting colder and colder, and Yao Zhan was standing under the bare tree in a thick woolen coat, smoking a cigarette. Generally speaking, when he smoked the third one, Qu Yiheng would come out.

The two of them would not go to open a room. Before that step, Qu Yiheng would take Yao Zhan to the storage room of the building where his art training was held. It was full of sundries, and the door would not be locked normally, but no one came.

About once or twice a week, they hid in that place, drew the curtains, locked the door, held the thing that had never been seen by each other, and did things that no one else could know without saying a word.

It stands to reason that there are so many things worth remembering in the student days, too many to count, but many years later, Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng recalled their high school days, and what they can remember clearly is the scene where the two of them tasted the forbidden fruit.

Although it didn't make it to the end, it should be regarded as a forbidden fruit.

From autumn to winter, they got along like this, and neither of them wanted to discuss an explanation with the other, as if they both knew that to each other, they were just a tool to vent their surging desires when they were young.

After the Spring Festival, Qu Yiheng took the art test, and when school starts again, he can be regarded as returning to campus completely.

Whether Qu Yiheng has completely returned to campus is no different to other students. This boy has no close friends and rarely talks to others in the class, especially in the second semester of the third year of high school. Quiet, Shao Wei was the only one who came to chat with him from time to time.

With Shao Wei, there is naturally Yao Zhan.

In the physical education class of their school, the teacher organizes them to run or walk in the square team to do exercises in the first half of the class, and then they have free activities in the second half of the class. Play something too.

Qu Yiheng, who has no friends, just sits under the tree bored, and sometimes goes to the school’s small supermarket to buy a cup of warm milk tea and holds it in his hand, drinking it while watching the basketball court from afar.

They have two physical education classes a week, one outdoor and one in the gymnasium, no matter where they are, after the dissolution, Qu Yiheng's only activity is to watch Yao Zhan play.

I don't know when it started. Yao Zhan's playing time is getting shorter and shorter. After a round, he will stop immediately, make an excuse, and then go to the gymnasium or the teaching building.

Before going, he would pass by Qu Yiheng and take a look at him.

At the first time, Qu Yiheng didn't understand Yao Zhan's meaning, he just wanted to go to the bathroom after drinking milk tea, and when the other party walked towards the teaching building, he followed the trend.

That time, he was dragged into the cubicle by Yao Zhan who had been standing behind smoking a cigarette just after he finished using the toilet.

Qu Yiheng was particularly shocked, he never mentioned his birthday to anyone.

Many times people are easily moved, and once they are moved, they will try their best to repay the other party.

So that day, Qu Yiheng squatted down for the first time and held the part of Yao Zhan that he was already familiar with. It felt very strange. He closed his eyes and frowned. Stimulate.

Yao Zhan was so surprised by his actions that he couldn't believe it. Those young and energetic people who said that they hadn't seen a few small movies would be bluffing. Such scenes are often seen in "movies", but Yao Zhan never I thought that one day someone would treat me like this.

He was surprised at first, and then immersed in the pleasure that Qu Yiheng brought him.

After that day was over, he told Qu Yiheng, "No need to do this."

Qu Yiheng went to wash his face, and then said, "I am willing."

This sentence "I am willing", Yao Zhan kept smacking repeatedly, until he went home to sleep at night, lying on the bed still thinking about Qu Yiheng.

In Yao Zhan's view, Qu Yiheng is more than just being funny. It's like a guy you always thought he was a monk, but suddenly one day you find him eating meat and drinking heavily. Once a lustful person opens the door to a certain world, it is like taking aphrodisiac drugs.

In other words, for Yao Zhan, Qu Yiheng itself is an aphrodisiac.

How many young people can stand such a temptation?

The secret relationship between Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng lasted until the college entrance examination approached. The two became more and more familiar and bolder. Because of Qu Yiheng's previous sentence "I am willing", Yao Zhan no longer was timid and wanted to Just ask for what you want.

They never kissed again, the only time was the first kiss in the basketball gym.

Occasionally Yao Zhan would look at Qu Yiheng's lips in a daze, but he always controlled himself not to kiss him.

Because once you kiss, the meaning becomes different again.

He had seen a movie a long time ago, in which the hero said that kissing only happens between people who love each other. Yao Zhan didn’t remember what the movie was about, but this sentence left a deep impression on him. Deep enough to be regarded as truth.

So, even though Qu Yiheng's wet lips made him feel delicious, he didn't go any further and tried more.

Once Shao Wei suddenly said: "I found that you have been getting very close to Qu Yiheng recently."

At that time, Yao Zhan was taken aback and asked him, "How did you know that?"

Yao Zhan didn't feel that he had exposed anything in front of others, he and Qu Yiheng's secrets were well hidden.

"I heard that he is gay." Shao Wei looked at Yao Zhan with a smile, "A classmate in my cram school had an art training with him, and said that when they were in class, a boy always went to Qu Yiheng, and he saw them holding hands. .”

Yao Zhan laughed outright, and cursed: "Blind shit."

He was a little nervous just now, because he guessed that the boy the other party was talking about was him, but when he heard the man tell Shao Wei that he and Qu Yiheng were holding hands, it can be concluded that this matter was mostly guessed by those people.

Since it is speculation, there is no evidence.

Without evidence, no one can say what happened to him and Qu Yiheng.

"I think this kind of thing does not come without waves, and his appearance is quite similar."

Yao Zhan was squatting by the flower bed, when he heard Shao Wei say this, he turned his head and squinted at the other party with a cigarette in his mouth: "What kind?"

Shao Wei took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, exhaled a smoke ring, and waved it away with his hand.

He said: "She is white and clean, and she looks pretty pretty. Not to mention she looks like a girl, but she looks better than a girl."

Yao Zhan was silent for a moment, and the ash fell on the ground.

After a while, he said, "Really? Why didn't I think he was pretty?"

The author has something to say: there is one more chapter in the afternoon and it will end soon.