In the Same Boat

When it was raining, Qu Yiheng also stood on the balcony and smoked. Dou Yucong bought the last cigarette at home.

It was already eight o'clock, and Dou Yucong hadn't arrived home yet, so he rejected Yao Zhan's invitation tonight because of him.

Of course, he thinks it's good to refuse once in a while, the two of them are too tired these days, it seems like a fire has burned a bit too much, it's time to calm down.

It was raining heavily, but the temperature was not low. He looked outside and saw Dou Yucong's car parked downstairs.

When Dou Yucong came in, Qu Yiheng had already stubbed out his cigarette and started cooking for him. He changed his shoes, cursed and went into the house to change his clothes.

"It's raining as soon as it's said!" Dou Yucong took a towel to wipe his hair, "I just took a few steps from the parking space to the door of the building, and I was almost soaked."

"Who told you not to leave an umbrella in the car." Qu Yiheng said to him, "I'll have dinner later, so hurry up and pack it up."

"Originally there were." Dou Yucong muttered, and stopped talking.

He went into the kitchen, sat at the dining table, and asked his brother: "Are you ready to confess? Our family will be lenient if we confess."

Qu Yiheng smiled and said, "What? I won't confess, you want to be strict with me? What kind of strict law?"

"That's not okay, at most I can't sleep for a few days." Dou Yucong said, "I really find it weird. My little radar for identifying the same kind is very easy to use. How come it breaks down when you are around?"

Speaking of this, Qu Yiheng also found it interesting.

Yao Zhan and Dou Yucong have met each other once, and they can see that each other is crooked, but he, Dou Yucong has not felt it for so many years, what does this mean?Isn't he bent?

"Actually, I have nothing to do with him." Qu Yiheng poured the food into a plate, and went to serve Dou Yucong again. "I had a decent relationship with him when I was in school, but we haven't contacted each other these years. Didn't I go to participate in the competition a while ago?" Did you attend a classmate's funeral? I just met and contacted you."

He spoke lightly, without mentioning the main points, but Dou Yucong is not so easy to be fooled. When these two people meet, the aura, no matter how dull he is, he can see that there is something tricky.

"Does he like you or do you like him?" Dou Yucong said, "Or are you two having an affair? Two-way crush?"

"Really not." Qu Yiheng smiled, "It's just..."

He hesitated to say it, always feeling a little ashamed.

"Have you two slept together?"

People in the homosexual circle always report how corrupt their lives are and how chaotic their relationships are. Dou Yucong has many friends who are promiscuous, and they are not promiscuous, but at least they are not so self-disciplined.

But having said that, who is in the way of adults having sex as you like?

These years he has a lover, he is dedicated, he always feels that since he has a lover, he must be strict with himself, that is respect for the other party, so, for many years, his lover is his only sexual partner.

He would look down on cheaters, but a man without a partner has every right to sleep with someone else.

He felt that he could understand and accept it.

Qu Yiheng heard him ask so bluntly and stopped talking.

As soon as he was silent, Dou Yucong naturally understood: "That means sleeping."

He picked up his rice bowl and took a bite: "Your cooking skills have improved."

Qu Yiheng looked up at him and said nothing.

"Do you think you know him?"

"I don't need to understand him." Qu Yiheng said, "Our relationship is here, and it will not continue to develop."

Dou Yucong smiled: "Stupid."

"No," he changed his words again, "naive."

Qu Yiheng looked at him in confusion, and Dou Yucong said, "Should I say that the onlooker knows? At least I think he is interested in you."

"You think too much." Qu Yiheng said, "And he will go back in two days, and we will have no contact."

Dou Yucong looked at him, stuffed his mouth full of food and said, "Then you cherish these few days, long-distance love is not easy."

"...I said no." Qu Yiheng stopped talking nonsense with him, got up and went back to the room.

At the dinner table, Dou Yucong thought about what his brother said just now, and came to a conclusion: these two are dating in the name of pao friends.

Yao Zhan felt that it was ridiculous that such a big person would sleep with a stiff neck and couldn't move his head in the morning.

He sent a message to Qu Yiheng: I have a stiff neck.

Qu Yiheng was washing up at the time, and when he saw the news, he laughed so hard that he almost swallowed the toothpaste.

He quickly rinsed his mouth, and then replied to Yao Zhan: Can't move?

Yao Zhan: Yes.

The word "um" is quite aggrieved.

Qu Yiheng smiled, and sent him a text: Move slowly, and you will be fine in the afternoon.

Yao Zhan rubbed his neck, feeling unlucky, if this afternoon is bad, can he and Qu Yiheng develop bed exercises at night?

There was still one and a half days left in the training course, Yao Zhanlao tidied up his notes, and felt that it would be no problem to go back to meet business, his only concern was whether he and Qu Yiheng would lose contact after returning.

He could feel that Qu Yiheng was the type who would rarely take the initiative to contact you if you didn't contact him. After a long time, the relationship would fade away. He didn't want to, but he was a little uncertain about what Qu Yiheng meant.

After all, it is a different place, and the cost for people in their thirties to move to another city is too high.

He is not willing to give up his job to come here, so why should he ask others to give up his life to go there?

For a relationship that does not know how long it will last, adults who like to care about the pros and cons can easily shrink back.

He is sad.

Yao Zhan understood that if he met Qu Yiheng in his twenties, even if the other party didn't like him, he would dare to go after him, but now he can't, there are too many things to consider.

When get out of class was over, Qu Yiheng waited for him outside as usual. The two had their own concerns, so they went straight to drink some wine and went back to the hotel without eating.

Originally, Yao Zhan thought that he would not do it for the next two days. A few days ago, he caused a lot of misfortune to his family, and let them take care of him. He would have a hard time doing it before he left.

However, as soon as he saw Qu Yiheng, he couldn't control himself.

He used to get upset every time someone said that a man is an animal that thinks with his lower body, but now it seems that he is right.

The lower "brain" is not under the control of the upper brain, and when it sees someone it likes, it will wave its flag and shout, wishing to run amok until the other party cries and begs for mercy.

Yao Zhan used to always feel that for human beings, sex and love can be completely separated. Having sex with someone does not necessarily mean that he loves this person, but now he realizes another problem, only when you fall in love with someone When you are in love with someone, you want to possess him especially, and more than once.

He still took Qu Yiheng to bed, and felt guilty after seeing the other party's uncomfortable appearance.

He put his arms around Qu Yiheng, and asked with some pity: "Does it hurt?"

It hurts.

Qu Yiheng felt that he might have struggled to walk, but he didn't say anything. He still smiled at Yao Zhan and said, "It's pretty good."

Seeing his duplicity, Yao Zhan felt even more like a beast.

"I'm sorry." He rubbed the other person's hair and said, "I've held back for too long."

Qu Yiheng smiled: "Isn't it just yesterday?"

"Before I met you."

The two of them stopped talking, and Qu Yiheng fell asleep listening to Yao Zhan's heartbeat.

Before meeting Qu Yiheng, Yao Zhan picked it up and picked it up, but no one caught his eye. After finally meeting him, he didn't want to let go of him.

Yao Zhan couldn't sleep, and he didn't dare to move the person in his arms for fear of waking him up.

In the middle of the night he heard that it was raining again, and it was very loud, which annoyed him.

The reason why I feel annoying is that they are afraid that they will wake up this person who I can't bear to make noise.

Qu Yiheng didn't plan to stay overnight, even though Dou Yucong already knew about his relationship with Yao Zhan, he didn't go back all night, which made him feel that his behavior was very strange.

But he fell asleep like that in a daze, and there was nothing he could do.

When he opened his eyes, it was past ten o'clock in the morning the next day, and it hurt when he moved. He lay on the bed in a daze for a while, then turned his head and saw the breakfast and the note on the bedside table.

When Yao Zhan left, he bought breakfast for him and came back, and wrote a note telling him that his class would be over at noon, so that he could contact him when he woke up.

Qu Yiheng looked at the note, at Yao Zhan's writing.

Doctors don't write illegible handwriting all the time, he thought and smiled.

He touched the phone, and suddenly wanted to hear Yao Zhan's voice, but only now did he realize that the two had been in contact through WeChat for so long, and they didn't even have a phone number.

But even if there was, he wouldn't call it.

Not to mention that the other party is in class, even if he knows that that person is free at the moment, he is embarrassed.

What did you say on the phone?Just say I want to hear your voice?

Qu Yiheng sent a message to Yao Zhan telling the other party that he had woken up. After sending the message, he waited for a while until the other party replied that he would come back to find him after class, and then he went into the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a bath, Qu Yiheng sat on the bed and ate breakfast, suddenly felt dazed, as if he was a canary raised at home.

The thought made himself laugh.

When Yao Zhan came back, Qu Yiheng had already fallen asleep again, the air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the person on the bed was tightly wrapped in a quilt.

He walked over lightly, sat down by the bed, stared at Qu Yiheng's sleeping face for a long time, and at the end, he felt stupid.

He took off his clothes, went to bed, held him in his arms through the quilt, sighed, and was about to take a nap.

Unexpectedly, just as he closed his eyes, Qu Yiheng woke up.

Originally, Qu Yiheng was only in a light sleep, but he woke up naturally when someone touched him. He asked softly, "Are all the lessons over?"

"Yeah." Seeing that he woke up, Yao Zhan was no longer afraid, and simply hugged him tightly, "I'll go back tomorrow."

This made Qu Yiheng's heart tighten, he had never realized that he was so unwilling to let Yao Zhan go before, probably because he was too gentle these days, which made him really reluctant to part with it.

He turned over and looked at Yao Zhan: "What time is the plane?"

"Eleven o'clock."

"Then I'll see you off tomorrow."

Yao Zhan gave a soft "hmm" and asked him, "Are you still sleeping?"

Qu Yiheng shook his head: "Have you not eaten yet?"

"Not hungry."

"Then let's lie down for a while and go out when you're hungry."