In the Same Boat

Yao Zhan still feels comfortable at home, but in a hotel, no matter what, it feels like cheating/love.

Although many people feel that the taboo/taboo feeling of stealing/love will make people feel exciting, and many people like this kind of stimulation, but he does not, he prefers to sleep with someone who makes him feel at ease.

The night they stayed at Qu Yiheng's house, they didn't make much trouble. The main reason was that even if he could stand it, Qu Yiheng couldn't.

The two had been doing it for three days in a row. Later, when he looked at Qu Yiheng's place, he felt like a beast.

After they made a fuss in the bathroom, they cleaned up and lay down on the bed. They didn't tease each other anymore, and lay down and chatted peacefully.

Yao Zhan looked at the room, the room is not big, but there are many things.

Dark sheets and quilts, dark curtains, and a dark cloth covering the drawing board in the room.

"You usually draw in this room?" When Yao Zhan spoke, Qu Yiheng was already in a daze and was about to fall asleep, but was startled by the other party's voice, and instantly woke up.

"Yeah." He said, "It was in another room before, but when Xiao Cong came, I moved my things to this room."

Yao Zhan turned over and hugged him in his arms.

Qu Yiheng didn't hesitate and let him hug her.

In fact, Qu Yiheng liked Yao Zhan's embrace very much, even if it was hot, he would not push him away. He liked skin-to-skin contact, but he was picky.

The smell on Yao Zhan always makes him dizzy, and he likes this feeling.

"You really care about your brother." Yao Zhan pressed his chin against Qu Yiheng's nose, "It's no different from your own brother."

"Well, he also considers me my brother." Qu Yiheng felt his nose itchy, raised his hand and rubbed it, and then Yao Zhan kissed his fingertips.

He felt electrified all over his body again, numb and numb. He felt that he might not be immune to Yao Zhan, and would always respond to the other party's teasing/teasing.

"Then you two plan to live like this?" Yao Zhan had something in his words. Of course he knew that Dou Yucong was also a crook. The two lived together and got along day and night. After all, they were not brothers. Who knew what would happen someday?

Logically speaking, it is not his turn to worry about this matter. In name, or in the default relationship, he and Qu Yiheng are pao friends. Between pao friends, they have talked enough, and they have done enough. Enough is more than enough, the most important one of the "principles of getting along with pao friends" is not to interfere with the life of the other party, and he is now knowingly committing a crime.

"At least for the time being." Qu Yiheng probably understood Yao Zhan's meaning, but he didn't understand Yao Zhan's heart.

Qu Yiheng thought that Yao Zhan was just worrying about what would happen to him and his brother, but in fact, Yao Zhan thought more deeply than this.

Pao friends are not like lovers, they have an exclusive/relationship with each other, so the so-called "desire for monopoly" should not appear among them, but unfortunately, Yao Zhan developed this desire/desire for Qu Yiheng at an inopportune time.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like for Qu Yiheng to lie in someone else's arms, he didn't think so.

Yao Zhan is such an old man, he actually knows what it means, but it is precisely because he is not young that he has more issues to consider.

He took Qu Yiheng's hand on his body, and suddenly asked him, "How long have you been single?"

He obviously felt that Qu Yiheng's body tensed up. If he had put it before, he wouldn't have asked such a question. Even if he had asked, he would have apologized first and then changed the subject immediately when he found out that the other party had reacted like this.

But this time he didn't.

He just wanted to know.

"Probably," Qu Yiheng thought for a while, "Two or three years."

"Time is not short."

"Fortunately."

Yao Zhan couldn't fall asleep, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

He lightly fiddled with Qu Yiheng's fingers and asked, "What kind of person is the other party?"

Qu Yiheng didn't want to recall.

"What about you?" He asked Yao Zhan back, "How long have you been single?"

"It's been a long time." Yao Zhan smiled, "It was still when I was just working."

It was Yao Zhan's third year of junior high school before he decided that he only liked boys. At that time, he really missed Qu Yiheng for a long time. He looked at all the male classmates in college and found no one better looking than Qu Yiheng.

Yao Zhan understands this. It's not that Qu Yiheng is really good looking, but that he wears a "filter".

Some people, in the eyes of others, are so perfect that no one else can compare.

But at that moment, Qu Yiheng seemed to have evaporated from the world. All the classmates, even Shao Wei, couldn't get in touch. Yao Zhan had no choice but to squeeze this person out of his mind.

Later, in the first semester of his senior year, he fell in love. It didn't take long, just over two months. The other party was so quarrelsome that he wanted to have a quarrel with him about everything. To put it bluntly, he was fond of acting, and he couldn't stand it. .

At that time, he began to think about Qu Yiheng again, subconsciously comparing the two, he felt that Qu Yiheng had a better personality.

After breaking up, I didn't feel anything.

I also talked to one after work, and we broke up within three months. This time, this person is not bad, even a little bit of Yiheng, but the other party thinks that he is too busy at work, so he always rushes to work overtime. .

After the breakup, Yao Zhan has been single all the time, and Yao Zhan doesn't even bother to count the years he has been single.

"Then why didn't you look for it later?" Qu Yiheng looked up at him, the two were very close, and he only needed to move a little forward to touch each other's lips.

Yao Zhan said, "I don't like any of them."

Qu Yiheng looked at him and said, "Me too."

The older you get, the harder it is to fall in love with anyone. Everyone is selfish. At this age, they have learned to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Their requirements are getting higher and higher, as long as they may hurt themselves, they will not be considered. This is not good, that is not good, the circle is small and the range of choices is narrow, so they simply close their eyes and don't choose.

Qu Yiheng said: "A person is actually pretty good."

Yao Zhan always said this to his mother, but it was to cope with the blind date his mother arranged for him.

He still hopes to have someone by his side, but the choice of this person must be prudent and prudent.

"Aren't you lonely?" Yao Zhan asked.

Qu Yiheng smiled: "Which aspect are you talking about?"

He took his hand out of Yao Zhan's hand, and stroked the other's waist: "It's okay in my heart, I'm used to it, physically..."

He smiled: "Isn't there you now?"

Qu Yiheng smiled sincerely, and spoke sincerely, but to Yao Zhan's ears, it was not the case, a little sour.

Yao Zhan looked at him for a few seconds, then suddenly hugged him tightly into his arms, pressed against his ear, kissed him, and said, "Go to sleep."

Qu Yiheng heard Yao Zhan's strong heartbeat, but he didn't hear Yao Zhan's liking for him.

Yao Zhan got up early the next day, thinking that he would wake up before Qu Yiheng, but he didn't expect that the other party had already prepared breakfast when he woke up.

"The traffic from here to class is okay, not too heavy." Qu Yiheng poured him a glass of milk and said, "But it's not easy to take a taxi at the gate of the community, so you have to get out early."

Yao Zhan actually didn't sleep well last night, he spent half the night thinking about their relationship.

To be honest, he was tempted, and he didn't want to let Qu Yiheng go.

It's strange to say that the two of them haven't seen each other for many years. Even though Qu Yiheng sometimes appeared in his memory like a shadow in these years, everyone knows that memory is the most unreliable, and memory will beautify the mind. the person in.

What he knows better is that the current Qu Yiheng is different from the Qu Yiheng 15 years ago. Even though the two have stripped/naked several times, he has never broken through the psychological defense line.

In front of him, Qu Yiheng was still wearing a thick disguise.

But he was hopelessly in love with it.

The germination of this kind of emotion is really confusing, and Yao Zhan can't even trace the moment when he became serious about Qu Yiheng.

It might be last night, it might be the night before, it might be when Qu Yiheng was waiting for him outside the classroom, or it might be that rainy day, when they looked at each other for the first time after 15 years.

Anyway, that's what happened.

"what happened?"

Qu Yiheng realized that Yao Zhan had been staring at him, and he was a little dazed: "Is the fried egg cold? I'll fry another one."

Yao Zhan said, "Okay."

He just drank milk and watched Qu Yiheng fry eggs for him, giving him the illusion that the two of them were enjoying the warm life of lovers.

"What kind of man do you like?" Yao Zhan asked suddenly.

Qu Yiheng was stunned for a moment, almost splashed by oil.

"I can't tell," he said, "I can't tell."

Yao Zhan smiled and didn't ask any more questions.

As soon as he left Qu Yiheng's house, Yao Zhan immediately called Shao Wei.

Shao Wei was on his way to send his son to the kindergarten, but the child didn't want to go and cried in the car.

"You made me mess up early in the morning." Shao Wei fiddled with the child and asked, "If you have something to talk about."

"Qu Yiheng's ex-boyfriend, what else do you know?"

Shao Wei was taken aback for a moment, and was amused: "Oh, are you interested?"

"It's a bit," Yao Zhan said, "I think he doesn't want to talk about it, and he's even quite shy. Ask around, don't talk to him until he gets caught up in the conversation, and then he'll be trampled on."

Shao Wei's son couldn't help crying, he had to take care of the child and drive, so he really didn't have time to talk to Yao Zhan at the moment: "I'm taking your godson to kindergarten, I'll call you back later."

"Forget it." Yao Zhan said, "When I go back to treat you to dinner, let's talk face to face."

"It's okay." Shao Wei asked him, "When will you come back?"

"Saturday."

"Okay, waiting for your news."

After hanging up the phone, Yao Zhan sat in the taxi thinking about Qu Yiheng's matter. He was going back in three days, and he didn't know when the next time they would meet.

This is the most difficult problem to solve between them.

He flipped through WeChat. Since he came out, Qu Yiheng hadn't contacted him. He was thinking about not sticking to others like a dog's skin plaster, when Qu Yiheng would look for him, and when would he send a message.

Yao Zhan clicked on the WeChat group in the class, and the group of people were chatting about going out on November [-], and they all started to discuss where to go.

He thought about it, and sent a sentence in the group: Let me know where to go after booking.

His stone caused a lot of waves, everyone laughed at him and said: You better forget it, we are all happy in eleven or seven days, you are a busy person and you will have to be recruited back in one day, we will not take you.