I was wrong, I was really wrong!

The last suicide incident not only left a scar on Qi Hang's wrist, but also allowed him to open a door of his own house.

Qi Hang was sitting on the sofa, the most popular TV series was playing in front of him, but he didn't enjoy watching it, and glanced back at the newly replaced door from time to time.

There was no movement, Yan He hadn't come back yet.

An episode of TV drama is less than 45 minutes, with a 2-minute opening and a 2-minute ending, with a 3-minute review of the previous episode at the beginning, and a one and a half minute preview of the next episode at the end.Qi Hang finished reading all of them.

He got up and walked to the balcony, just in time to see a taxi driving into the community and parked just below the building where his house was located.Qi Hang propped his hands on the balcony guardrail, and his mood suddenly improved.

Yan He got out of the taxi, seemed to have sensed something, and looked up at the location of his home.Qi Hang was leaning on the balcony to cheer him up.Seeing him look up, Qi Hang waved to him.

There are two scars on Qi Hang's wrist.One with the left hand and one with the right.One new, one old.

Qi Hang loves Yan He quietly, but he once thought Yan He knew it.However, when he saw the last words Yan He left for him, he suddenly realized that Yan He never knew.

Yan He could tell when he fell in love with Qi Hang, but Qi Hang couldn't tell when he fell in love with Yan He.If we take all the turning points in the past as the end of a stage, then the time when Qi Hang fell in love with Yan He should be after he intentionally approached Yan He and before he proposed to Yan He.

In my memory, Yan He was a very strong and optimistic boy.Even if time is running out, he is willing to face it with a smile.

After Qi Hang agreed to Shen Bailu's request, it was probably to facilitate the relationship between Yan He and Qi Hang. Several times Yan He needed short-term hospital treatment, and Shen Bailu offered to let Qi Hang take care of him.Originally, this seemed very abrupt to Qi Hang, after all, they were not even friends at that time, at best they were just the younger brothers of childhood sweethearts, and they had just come back home not long ago.

But Yan He never expressed doubts, he always smiled and told him that it was troublesome and thanked him.Especially after Qi Hang confessed his love to Yan He, everything seemed more reasonable. His closeness to Yan He was just because he wanted to pursue him.

The treatment Yan He received was mainly to control the disease and slow down its progression, but it did not make him feel much better.At the end of each treatment, Yan He appeared weaker than before the treatment.

When Yan He was weak, his face was always pale, his lips were almost bloodless, and he looked very painful.However, whenever Qi Hang approached him, he would try his best to smile gently at him, even though he was already very tired.Qi Hang admired him very much, he did not have such strong perseverance as Yan He.

Later, realizing that his feelings for Yan He had deteriorated, Qi Hang hid it as a secret.

When Yan He's health is better, Qi Hang will take him out for a walk.Due to physical reasons, Qi Hang never dared to take him too far.Every time before deciding to go out, Qi Hang has to spend a long time to find a satisfactory place.This place should not be too far away, not too crowded, not too deserted, and more importantly, not be able to meet acquaintances.

The places where Qi Hang took Yan and dated were all places where people who knew them would not see them.Because he was afraid of being found out, afraid that others would see through his feelings for Yan He, especially afraid that Shen Bailu would find out.

Originally, the existence of Yan Yun and Yan He did not contradict each other. If possible, Qi Hang's greatest wish is that both of them can live healthily.But Shen Bailu's request seemed to put Yan Yun and Yan He on opposite sides invisibly. Between the two of them, it was either one or the other, either you die or I die.

Qi Hang's falling in love with Yan He, in Shen Bailu's view, would be Qi Hang's betrayal of Yan Yun.Qi Hang dared not let her know.

Hiding this secret, he proposed to Yan He according to the original plan, took him abroad, got married smoothly, and started his married life.

Yan He's illness has gradually improved slightly under better medical conditions, but he is still in pain.Whenever he fell ill, Qi Hang would always accompany him, hold him tightly in his arms, comfort him and say: bear with it, the pain will soon be gone, and the illness will be cured tomorrow.

Qi Hang would still take Yan He out to play, in that country, they were just a pair of ordinary lovers.No one knew about those complicated relationships, he could hold Yan He's hand in front of others without fear of being seen.

He never said love to Yan He, he thought Yan He could feel it.

Not long after meeting Xixi, Yan He's condition began to become grim, as if the slight improvement in the previous days was just an illusion.This time Yan He stayed in the hospital for a long time before his condition gradually stabilized.But what is surprising is that the attending doctor told Qi Hang that Yan He's condition can be operated on, and if the operation is successful, his life will be greatly prolonged.

This news is like a gift from heaven to Qi Hang.Without telling Yan He, he went to the orphanage where Xixi was located in the name of a business trip.Knowing that Yan He likes Xixi, Qi Hang thought about adopting him, but then gave up.

Qi Hang thought that Xixi would become one of the motivations for Yan He to live.It's just that he didn't expect that when he returned to the hospital with this surprise, what he saw was Yan He's body.A mutilated corpse with no temperature and no heart.

During the two years of getting along, Qi Hang never thought about it, he never suspected that Yan He knew everything.The teenager who used to inadvertently show his love on his face can turn into a perfect performer in such a short period of time.

In the beginning, he blamed Yan He for not saying anything or asking anything.But later he had to admit that it wasn't Yan He who was wrong, but himself. It wasn't just Yan He who didn't say anything, and he didn't ask anything, he was the same.

He didn't know when and how Yan He found out.But no matter what, if he hadn't agreed to Shen Bailu's request at the beginning, there wouldn't be any of the things that happened later.

Maybe he won't get close to Yan He, let alone fall in love with him, and they won't get married, and they won't have that period of time with each other.But at least, if there hadn't been that wrong start, then Yan He would not have such deep resentment when he left, let alone die without a whole body.

Yan He chose to die for the sake of liberation, to save Yan Yun, and even more to take revenge on him.

Qi Hang committed suicide for the first time, half a month after Yan He passed away.He sent Xixi back to the orphanage, stayed alone in the house where he once lived with Yan He, and dropped the knife cleanly.

But God seemed to not want him to die. When he felt dizzy due to blood loss, the staff of the orphanage knocked on his door.Xixi's cries came into the house through the door, and he suddenly had the idea of ​​living.

That was Yan He's favorite child, how could he be allowed to grow up in the orphanage like that?There are also Yan He's parents, who have been reluctant to contact him because Yan He refused to leave Yan's family. How will they survive without Yan He?

The desire to survive came up just like that, Qi Hang opened the door of the house.Seeing his appearance, Xixi cried even harder, and the staff of the orphanage were stunned.But the lady calmed down quickly, helped Qi Hang make an emergency call, and used a bandage to stop the bleeding for him.

While helping Qi Hang to bandage, she scolded him.Qi Hang listened carefully and kept saying "thank you" to her.Thank you for helping so many people by mistake.

For the past five years, Qi Hang held back his words and wanted to tell Yan He, but the day he really saw Yan He, he suddenly couldn't remember anything.

Qi Shan always thought that something terrible must have happened on the day Qi Hang committed suicide to make Qi Hang give up the idea of ​​suicide and make Yan He willing to reconcile with Qi Hang.

But in fact, Qi Hang just told Yan He a sentence that he owed Yan He for nearly seven years that day.

In a blink of an eye, Yan He had already entered the lobby on the first floor, and he was no longer in sight.Qi Hang turned and leaned against the guardrail, looking towards the door. Two minutes later, the door opened. Yan He changed into his slippers and walked towards him, "It's so hot today, what are you doing on the balcony? Aren't you afraid of the sun?"

Qi Hang stretched out his hand to him, "Come here."

"What are you doing?" Yan He walked over amusedly, and was pulled into his arms as soon as he approached.

Qi Hang hugged for a long time before he let go, lowered his head and touched Yan He's lips, then hugged tightly contentedly, "I love you."

Yan He's face turned red in an instant.

In another corner of the city, a large piece of rice paper was spread on the table in the study, and Qingyu was painting.Qi Shan held a tomato in his hand, dragged a chair and sat across from Qingyu, and said while eating: "From their incidents, we can draw a conclusion: the most important thing for lovers to get along is to communicate in time. Don't hold back when you have something to do." In my heart, I just say what I have to say, and I can avoid a lot of detours.”

"You're right." Qing Yu took the time out of her busy schedule to answer.

Qi Shan took advantage of the situation and asked, "Then why did you reject Zhang Tongtong?"

When Qingyu heard this, the tip of the pen paused, leaving a black blotch on the paper instantly.Seeing this, Qi Shan said with a "tsk tsk": "It seems that you said something shady, look at how excited you are."

Qingyu shook her head helplessly, looked at the black ball for a few seconds, gave up the idea of ​​drawing plums at first, and simply drew a pile of stones, "There is nothing shameful, I didn't tell you before because I was afraid that you would get angry... I told you Don't be angry either."

Of course Qi Shan agreed generously: "Say it, I'm sure you won't be angry."

So Qingyu calmly said: "I told her that I have a lover, my parents are also very happy, and I will get married after graduation."

Hearing this, Qi Shan couldn't hold it back, and without paying attention to his mouth, he bit the tomato violently, and the juice burst out in an instant.Qingyu looked at the ball of tomato juice splashed on the rice paper and sighed.Blotted the water with a paper ball, but still left a small pink stain on the paper.

Qi Shan: "..."

Qingyu changed a pen, dipped it in pink paint, and drew a cluster of pink but luxurious peonies on the basis of tomato juice and the stone just now.After painting, he picked up the rice paper and blew it lightly, then handed it to Qi Shan: "For you."

Qi Shan finished eating the tomatoes in two bites, wiped his hands and took them, and asked casually, "Does this painting have any meaning?"

Qingyu: "A peony grows on a rock."

Qi Shan: "..." Why does it feel like he is swearing?