I was wrong, I was really wrong!

Yan and Qi Shan meet in a coffee shop.When Qi Shan rushed over from home, Yan He was sitting by the window waiting for him.

He sat down opposite Yan He, took Yan He's hand, turned it over and over and observed carefully for a long time, touching and pinching.The appearance and touch are the same as the human body, but the body temperature is lower, which is probably the biological characteristic of the species. "My brother is blessed in summer." Touching, Qi Shan suddenly said this.

Yan He was puzzled by his words.

"It's fine to meet at home, why did you come out on purpose?" Qi Shan didn't explain, let go of Yan He's hand, as if the two were just good friends who hadn't seen each other for a few days.

Yan He gave up the question just now and smiled at him, "Some things are hard to say at home. If your brother finds out, he will nag me for several days."

Qi Shan raised her eyebrows and looked at him, teasingly: "For example?"

Yan He said helplessly, "I did not make a mistake in saying something before."

Qi Shan made a gesture of all ears.

Yan He: "I have such a little secret, and you discovered it all."

Qi Shan thought about it carefully, it seems that this is really the case.But he was still modest: "I probably don't know everything, there will always be things I don't know."

"Whether you know it or not, I think it is still necessary for me to explain the facts to you." Yan He said sincerely, "Also, I have to apologize to you. I lied to you a lot before."

"I know." Qi Shan nodded indifferently.

Yan He was a little serious, "You know it's one thing, but it's another thing for me to confess to you. There is still an essential difference."

Qi Shan had no choice but to follow him, ordered a cup of coffee and prepared to drink while listening.

Yan He's story is not long, spanning only two years.From when he was diagnosed with a terminal illness to half a month after his death.

The day Yan He met Qi Hang for the first time was Yan Yang's birthday.It was the day when Yan He was photographed in Yan Yang's birthday photo.If it is an exaggeration, Yan He's feelings for Qi Hang are probably the legendary love at first sight.But sadly, after a few minutes, he heard that it was his sister's prospective boyfriend.

My sister is much better than him, no matter how you look at it.

At that time, Qi Hang had just returned to China, and his relationship with Yan Yun was still slowly being cultivated. If everything went well, they would very likely turn from childhood friends into future husband and wife.But if it's just an if, what was said to be a if by later generations is destined not to be a reality.

Yan He's love for Qi Hang has always been hidden in his heart, who called him a boy?Who told him that he was not as good as his sister?Who told him that he was just an illegitimate child in this family?Who told him to die soon?

In order to cultivate a relationship with Yan Yun, Qi Hang went in and out of Yan's house frequently, and only at this time could Yan He have the opportunity to get in touch with him.Of course, the opportunities he thinks are just saying hello politely, and occasionally sitting together to eat and chat for the so-called illusion of family harmony.

Yan He thought he hid it well, but in fact it was still seen by others.What's so hard about seeing it?At that time, Yan He was just a child, even though he hid himself well most of the time, there would always be times when he showed his feet.At that time, in the eyes of Shen Bailu and Qi Hang, Yan He's feelings for Qi Hang were almost written on his face.

When Shen Bailu asked Qi Hang to help her, Yan He stood outside the door, because his parents had just come to Yan's house to make a fuss, and he wanted to apologize on their behalf and say goodbye to Aunt Shen by the way.

Who would have thought to hear a conversation like that?The thought of saying goodbye was dispelled just like that.

In the next few days, he expected Qi Hang to take the initiative to find him, but at the same time he was also afraid that Qi Hang would find him, so he contradicted himself.

However, when Qi Hang really appeared in front of him, he suddenly calmed down.He thought to himself: Ah, sure enough, my sister is the most important thing.

The relationship between Qi Hang and Yan Yun is still in the stage of love above AUO, no one can assert that they are a couple of boyfriend and girlfriend, so there is nothing suspicious about Qi Hang's closeness to Yan He.But in fact, when Qi Hang gets along with Yan He, there is basically no third person present, as if deliberately avoiding others, he will always arrange some dates with only two people.

Including the day when he proposed to Yan He, it was also in a place where they would not be seen by people who knew them.Secret, unknown.

Yan He is the most sober of them all.He is both a participant in the story and an out-and-out bystander.

The moment Qi Hang put the ring on for him, he couldn't help but look down at the smiling man as a bystander.He thought this person must not know, didn't know that Yan He actually knew everything, didn't know how much Yan He liked him, because he liked him, so even though he knew everything, he still chose to act with him in this scene.

Yan He plays a pure and kind boy. He has hope for life and a beautiful yearning for life. The person he admires also likes him and treats him meticulously. He is very happy for this.Finally one day this person proposed to him, and he agreed happily.

Look how good it is!

But actually?Why did they send him abroad for treatment?The person he likes obviously doesn't like him, so why pursue him?Not because he was dying, not because of his heart.

If he dies abroad, only his husband is by his side when he dies, and this person has the right to sign his organ donation consent form.Doctors could then open his chest, carefully remove his still warm heart, and replace it with another person.

His heart was a good thing, healthy and alive, and it could bring another person to life.

But so what if you knew it would happen?He is going to die after all, if he can be accompanied by the people he likes before he dies, what's the point of playing a play with them?

The treatment process is painful, and the pain at the onset is also unbearable.Yan He's tumor was in his brain, and every time he felt the pain, he would have the urge to hit the wall.Several times he was in extreme pain, and the analgesic drugs had lost their due effect on him. He suddenly wanted to tell Qi Hang: I can't take it anymore, you can take my heart away.

But when the words came to his lips, he held back again. He used his own heart as the price to get this short time together. Of course, it is right to live an extra day.

I just didn't expect them to be so anxious.When Yan He heard the content of the call between the attending doctor and someone else, Yan He subconsciously determined that the person was Qi Hang.He must be impatient.

For nearly two years, Qi Hang did everything a spouse should do, except never having sex with Gu Nianyan and him because of his body.And this is precisely the biggest reason why Yan He has always believed that Qi Hang never loved him.

"This is the best gift I can give you

—— Yan He. "

Writing this sentence almost exhausted his life's expectation and resentment.He expects that these words will make Qi Hang suffer, because it will be enough to prove that Qi Hang has no feelings for him.At the same time, his resentment also hoped that he could use this short sentence to make Qi Hang restless.

He hated Qi Hang, even after his death, his resentment persisted, and he became a fierce ghost.But half a month after his death, everything in front of him subverted his cognition.

Half a month after his death, he finally found out that Qi Hang loved him.